*4.5
I went into this Middle Grade pretty blind, but I absolutely loved it. My heart went out to Sierra from the first page, as she tries to hold everything in, make friends at school, be a good girl in their new Home, and care for her mom all at the same time. The Goodwins are classic parental figures to Sierra and even her mother, creating an environment of structure and discipline, but most importantly, stability and safety. All too often, our vets don't get the support or treatment they need and this book showed one way that the consequences could evolve into. This book also touches on racism in the history of America. I would have personally liked a bit more resolution at the end, but reality is not always resolved and I appreciated that.
Some beautiful non-spoiler quotes:
" How do you stop being mad about that?" I say, wringing my handlebars like I'm squeezing someone's neck.
"I focus on what I can do to help people. Takes my mind off the mad on many days. I've been given a little area in the corner of the city the size of an old school I can care for all the people who cross our doorstep, even if I can't care for everyone in the whole city."
"Yes, God should keep His promises. And He always does keep His Promises. If it's from Him, you just haven't seen it come true yet," he says. "Some Promises take a long time to show up, 'darlin," he says. "You keep waiting and watching. Don't give up. And in the meantime, you be brave, girl.... Just remember, Sierra, that our enemies aren't always covered in flesh and bone. Sometimes our enemies are even inside of us."
"...When people care, they have to say the hard things to each other sometimes. Keeping the truth inside when it could help someone get better isn't real love."