Thanks to the publishers and NetGalley for this ARC.
This was quite a story, and a wild ride for the reader. My heart just goes out to this author. Part of the time during the book I was really questioning her choices. Maybe I partly still am. But realizing how cut off she was from a sense of self, from even an acknowledgement that she was, in fact, gay, --I really can understand a little what was so hard and what must have made her decisions so hard, and from an outsider's point of view, kind of nonsensical and self-destructive. I am so glad the book ended with our knowledge that she had come to know herself, found freedom, love, and even some peace. Great story.

I have been reading reviews of this book, and as someone who stands for calling out colonization mindsets and opportunities to uplift those being silenced due to colonization I cannot ignore the issues surrounding Israel and the occupation of Palestine so I will not be going any further with this read.

It’s always difficult to review a memoir. It’s sometimes hard to understand why someone took certain actions if you haven’t been raised in the same way as the author. Sara Glass was raised in the very insular Hasidic community in Borough Park, Brooklyn and did what was expected of her. Growing up in that community is all encompassing. It dictates your education, socialization and your entire life path. As long as you agree to the plan and conform, everything will be laid out for you and will be fine. Sara agreed to a loveless, arranged marriage. But she was fighting the whole time against who she really was and her husband’s increasingly restrictive rules. The book raises several difficult decisions Sara had to make about not only getting a divorce, but also walking away from the religion, family, and community in which she was raised. The more important question is how far would you go to make sure you could keep your children?

While Sara knows she is queer, she has to take many steps to really live her life in an honest fashion. In the interim she experienced a lot of trauma and had to give up her values, self-respect and feelings. Living the way she did required shoving entire parts of the human experience under the rug, keeping certain things and feelings out of sight, It’s hard not to have empathy. But it was also difficult for me to understand why she would continue to do some of the extremely harmful and dangerous things that she did, such as continuing to date someone who physically threatened her.

While there were some beautifully written sentences in the book, overall I did not think it was well written. While it was mostly chronological, in some places it jumped all over. In one paragraph the author talks about losing her license, and in the very next paragraph she talks about driving on back roads. There were several instances where I had to go back and reread because what I was reading made no sense in the context of what was just written. It could also be that the book tried to tackle too many topics, religion, sexuality and mental health, with mixed results. The book also constantly changed tenses, often in the same sentence, from past to present. There were numerous other errors, like leaving out words or forgetting to change the name of the person to whom she was married. I am hoping these mistakes will get corrected in the final copy.

Thank you to Atria/One Signal Publishers and NetGalley for providing me an eARC of this book in exchange for an honest review.

Kissing Girls on Shabbat is the memoir of a girl raised in the Hasidic community of Brooklyn's Borough Park as she struggles with her identity as a lesbian. This memoir is one of those that, once started, can't be put down, and the author is more than willing to explore the complexities of their trauma. This memoir is particularly well done, as Glass is a therapist herself with a PhD, and she is able to write through her own experiences and those around her with compassion and grace. While Glass was most definitely trapped at multiple points in her life, she does not blame those around her who may have been trapped themselves. While she steps away from her Hasidic/Orthodox Jewish life toward the end of the book, she still has a love for the religion that raised her. I really enjoyed this, and I would recommend it for memoir lovers everywhere.

Thank you to Atria Books and NetGalley for an ARC in exchange for an honest review.

Thank you to Atria and NetGalley for providing me with an eARC of this book in exchange of an honest review.

I don't like giving memoirs star ratings, and I forgot that it's required on NetGalley. So I'm giving it 3 stars on here, because it was ok, but otherwise, can't rate it.

What worked:
- The storytelling
- Very emotional
- Not as bad as HBB

What didn't work:
- Z1on1sm!
- Though the writing is good, something makes the book either too slow or too hard to get through. I had to put it down several times.

I enjoyed this memoir that speaks to the complexities of growing up gay in an ultra religious communities. This is a story that clearly shows Dr. Glass' love for her family and children. I was impressed with her perseverance.

3.5 stars, but rounding up to 4.

Thank you Netgalley & Atria Books | Atria/One Signal Publishers for the advanced reader copy.

Thanks to NetGalley and Atria Books for the ARC!

Dr. Sara Glass’s "Kissing Girls on Shabbat" is a cocktail of a memoir, mixing discussions of religion, sexuality, and mental health to the point that the nuances of each occasionally disappear—it feels more like self-exposure than self-disclosure, and the result is a difficult read.


The book’s premise is ripe with potential and fraught with trauma—Glass’s long-unfolding understanding of her queerness within her conservative Hasidic community—and I admire the author’s willingness to excavate almost unbearable pain for the sake of sharing her life with readers. The prose lumbers bluntly through emotional abuse, fear of divine retribution, and Glass’s work as a therapist.

With each passing chapter, though, it begins to feel like many of these situations are still too raw of a nerve for Glass to address within the confines of this particular medium, reading more like a list of painful events than an emergent narrative. It might be a therapist’s responsibility to help people reclaim the past, but I wonder if it’s a memoirist’s responsibility to recognize when parts of the past can’t be reclaimed. There are so many topics here that it’s difficult to see the book’s themes, and the obfuscation happens at the author’s expense.

This tension between Glass’s therapeutic expertise and her personal experience escalates until it warps the distance of hindsight into forced perspective. Much of what could be subtext is immediately examined or explained, often caricaturing a past self’s beliefs as irrational, rather than accepting and grieving them as a rationale. For example, Glass writes that while in labor, she sidestepped her decision-making rights because “I would not allow protocol to get in the way of the real rules. Decisions needed to be made by the man.” It seems that the absurdity of the sentiment is easier to stomach than the tragedy of it not being experienced as absurd, and recurrent moments like this suggest that Glass’s desire to make a point takes precedence over compassion to herself.

The approach might be a necessary precondition for the book to exist as a testament to Glass’s triumph rather than a revival of her trauma, but it begins to read like a case study more than a memoir—self-analysis instead of self-reflection. I’m sure the book will still resonate with many readers, but I always feel sad when it seems like an author doesn’t fit well in their own memoir. If writing is not a kindness to the self, how kind can it be to its readers? Lest that sound too critical, I think this is a story worth telling, but I wish it had the breathing room afforded by, say, an ongoing podcast series, where the weight of the written word wouldn’t hang over every moment.

Regardless, all memoir is something to celebrate, and I look forward to seeing the kinds of conversations "Kissing Girls on Shabbat" inspires upon its release.

Dr. Sara Glass discusses her journey in trying to keep custody of her children while being true to herself. She struggles to admit that she is gay and is trying to abide by the very Orthodox and religious life her family and ex-husband expect of her.

I really learned a lot about how denying yourself can have a huge impact on your children. I also connected with Sara feeling like she did not fit in and found it easier to agree with everyone around her rather than fight for herself. I was very proud when reading that she did take charge of her life and tried to make a better life for her kids.

Thank you NetGalley for an advanced copy of this book in exchange for my honest review.

In the same vein as Unorthodox, Becoming Eve, and Educated, Dr. Sara Glass masterfully tells her authentic story about being her authentic self.

A few spots in my ARC still needed come editing, as the names were not the same (for example the beginning of the paragraph her husband would be Eli, and at the end he was referred to as Avi)

By their nature, memoirs are difficult to assign a rating to. You're essentially judging someone's ability to tell their own story, after all. That wasn't a problem with this book, in which Dr. Glass invites readers to take a peek into a world many of them may not understand in order to show how she got from where she was to where she is.
I do understand, sort of. I have some firsthand knowledge of the kind of life she lived, and I can empathize with how difficult it was to let go in order to remain true to herself and to show her children that there was another option. The thing I appreciated the most about her story was that she showed not just the parts that made it necessary to leave, but she also showed what made it beautiful, the sense of community that made it difficult to give up. I think this approach will work for anyone, regardless of how familiar you are with the world she grew up in.
The writing was engaging, it was told in a linear way but without the rote "I was born on this day and then did this thing, rinse wash repeat" style of many memoirs.
Thank you to the publisher and NetGalley for the opportunity to read this, and thank you to Dr. Glass for writing it.

Kissing Girls on Shabbat is the memoir of Sara Glass, a queer woman who grew up in the Hasidic Jewish community in New Jersey. She tells the story of how she was raised in the ultra orthodox workd, her two marriages to men and how she eventually came to accept that she was a lesbian. Her story is amazing, she has been through so much but despite it all, she didn't give up and fought to make sure that her children grew up to understand the importance of living an authentic life. I truly loved this book and I highy recommend it.

Thank you to Net Galley and Atria Books for the e-ARC.

Kissing Girls on Shabbat is an important story for anyone questioning their religion, survivors of sexual trauma and emotional abuse, or LGBTQ folks (and those who love them). The author shares so much of herself in service to others that might benefit from her story. It's admirable to be so vulnerable when there were and continue to be real-world consequences for sharing her story. It was an honor to read before it's published.

The author has a wonderful writing style and voice, but I was frustrated by the line breaks, especially during pivotal moments in the story. It slowed the momentum. There were so many big themes to explore, and I don't know if they all got their due diligence. There were gaps or unresolved story lines, especially with the author's family. I imagine it was challenging to explain her relationships with her family without sharing their stories without their consents. I think some storylines could have been dropped to make more space for others.

What a standout memoir! I was intrigued by the blurb, but within the first twenty pages I realized this memoir was going to be much better than I could have hoped.
Glass has a very easy to read writing style that draws one in while also proving adequate substance behind the style. Glass's upbringing in an Orthodox Jewish community is something I knew nothing about, and I felt Glass did a good job of providing context without slipping into a boring background information voice. Reading this at 27, it's flat out bizarre thinking about the way her life changed at just 19. I also found it interesting how many decisions were made by rabbis regarding marriage, divorce, and really everything in their day to day life.
I was relieved when her financial situation was addressed mid book, as that was something I found to be a bit puzzling and caused disconnection for me.
A really great read that I would highly recommend!

I was intrigued by this book from the moment I saw the title. While it wasn't as exciting as I would have liked, it was indeed a fascinating exploration of a religion I am not familiar with. This author was very brave in telling her story, which made for a thought-provoking and educational book.

A look into the Hasidic & Orthodox communities in New York from the inside, outskirts and outside. This memoir is moving and heartbreaking at times but shows the perseverance of the author and highlights the struggles of following a set of strict rules.

Arranged marriages, mikvah, young motherhood, keeping kosher, wigs, the whole 9 yards.

Over two marriages, the author tries to convince herself she is straight. She cannot be gay and keep her kids, so she tries everything to stay married. I don't want to give too much away but this book touches many subjects, and I'm so proud of the author for her determination and for writing this book.

Highly recommend!

TW: depression, bipolar disorder, suicide, rape

I enjoyed this honest and true account of an Orthodox woman struggling to find her way and her own identity. While it’s filled with many trigger warnings (rape, suicide) I think this book deserves to be read and I hope some people feel inspired to move on from difficulties even when it’s hard.

Brave and beautiful, it is a haunting story that left me thinking about Glass and their lives. I'm grateful to have read her memoir. Thanks to NetGalley for the ARC.

WOW! I had to keep reminding myself that this book wasn't a work of fiction, but a memoir. It kept me engaged and wanting to read on the entire way through. The Orthodox Jewish culture was completely new to me, so it was so interesting, and I appreciated the explanations she included in the book to keep the reading following along. I was cheering for her and her kids the entire way through. The through lesson was to be authentic to who you are, and I think there are times when we all struggle with this. So while the culture may be way out of our experiences we can relate to the broader issues portrayed in her story. I will for sure recommend to any of my friends who love a good memoir!

Kissing Girls on Shabbat was my last book of #arcmarch and it was one I really had a hard time putting down!

Author @drsaraglass bravely shares a deep and difficult look into the world of Hasidic and Ultra-Orthodox Jews and the traumas that can go along with this very strict and at times quite isolating lifestyle. Sara participates in an arranged marriage in her late teen years despite questioning her sexuality and experimenting secretly with a female lover. Determined to follow the Orthodox Jewish laws and stay true to her religion, Sara quickly learns to ignore her own desires and listen to her new husband and their Rabbis. When Sara becomes pregnant her already fractured relationship with her husband becomes even more difficult to navigate. Overtime she realizes that she needs to get a divorce, something that is very difficult to do in her religious community. With the constant threat of losing custody of her children and being excommunicated from her family and community, Sara struggles to hide her true identity, while also coping with mental health challenges and life as a very young, single mother, and full-time student in an extremely restrictive and isolating community.

Incredibly well written, and filled with descriptive language and background information for those not from this community, Kissing Girls on Shabbat sheds light on a variety of very difficult situations Ultra-Orthodox Jewish women can and do face on a daily basis. By opening up and sharing her story, readers can better understand this way of life, and service providers may better understand how to support women in situations similar to her own. It was also a really risky decision to write this tell-all kind of book and expose the secrets of a very reclusive community, and I think that in itself makes this such a powerful story. I would highly recommend this book!

Thanks so much to @netgalley and the publisher @simonschusterca for giving me the chance to read and review this incredible book!

An amazing and heartbreaking book about an ultra Hasidic woman who is gay, but much marry and have children as is expected of her. This book actually kept me up at night just thinking about all the shit poor Sara had to go through to finally live her true life. I definitely recommend reading this.