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On My Life

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in the beginning things draged a bit but woahhh what a pace in the second half of the story!
i was clueless until the end, that's what a good read is made of for me!
thank you #netgalley for this arc

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WOW, WOW, WOW. This has got to be one of the best books I've ever read. It had me on the edge of my seat from beginning to end. Amazingly brilliant writing and a story I'll never forget.

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I really enjoyed Jenna’s story - both the unfolding mystery about what happened to Emily, and the dramas of prison-life, and the relationships that Emily builds. The story is peppered with elements of hope, both with Jenna’s case, and the small acts of kindness shown to her - contradicting the otherwise pervasive message about how damaging prison is, exacerbated by the staff. Thought-provoking and gripping.

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I couldn't get into this to begin with. The description of what Jenna was experiencing as she was sent down was quite chilling and I almost felt like abandoning the book. The part about her new life when she met her fiancé and his family and the luxurious life which she was not used to made me continue with it. As I progressed through the book I became more engrossed in the plot and the characters. I could not believe the plight Jenna was in and the lack of assistance she had to help her in her predicament but I assumed Angela Clarke had done some research into the likelihood of Jenna being incarcerated in this manner and the lack of attention she receives when it is discovered she is pregnant. Jenna makes an enemy in prison and some of the focus of the story is on this difficult relationship and in comparison the relationship she shares with her cellmate. The ending in particular is very tense when a riot takes place in the prison. I managed to read this over a couple of days as I was on holiday and I ended up really enjoying it.

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This was such a gripping read and one that you will not want to put down, I was hooked striaght away!

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After a nightmarish start, this story gets down to the equally disturbing nitty gritty - Jenna has been thrown into prison, under suspicion of killing her stepdaughter. The helplessness and frustration she feels in prison is well portrayed, and terrifying.
To say I ‘enjoyed’ this book would be wrong - enjoyment isn’t something you experience from such a harrowing story. But I’m glad I read it!

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I loved this book. It gripped me right from the start and kept me guessing until the very end. Very fast paced and it's terrifying to think of being locked up for something you didn't do, especially while pregnant.

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Thoroughly enjoyed this book. Keeps you guessing until the end.
Jenna arrives home after work to find her stepdaughter stabbed to death. All the evidence points to her being the murderer. How could this be?
Someone is framing her but she can not find out who it is, as she is held on remand in prison.
The only people who know the truth is the murderer, the victim and her future husband who just so happens to have disappeared, presumed murdered.

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I LOVED this read I read it without stopping.
It is a gut wrenching real feel storyline. Rare is it that you get a ‘feeling” from the first page, that you have a proper guttural tale ahead of you. And I soon found I did.
No spoilers but at some points I felt sick and breathless , others I felt sad and low. There were times I was elated so I went through the whole circle of emotions .
Fantastic characters well established and an AMAZING book to be released on World book day

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This is a brilliant, gripping psychological thriller following Jenna who we meet just after she has been charged with the murder of her stepdaughter. Considering the story is set over a few months, the story and the pace does not let up and the prison scenes are so well written, I felt claustrophobic! Also, I usually pride myself on at least working out a vague inkling as to what happened before reveals, but this one got me good! Loved it.

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There is often a lot of rubbish in the tabloids about the easy life prisoners lead. Anyone believing that rubbish ought to read this book. The author draws on her interviews with prisoners and also academic research to give a convincing background to this novel.

Jenna is in prison accused of murdering her stepdaughter and fiance. She was found cradling her dead stepdaughter and with her fiance's blood on her. He has disappeared. At first she believes that it is all a mistake and that she will be released but soon realises that she is being set up. But who is behind it and why. With very few allies in prison and a deadly enemy she is in for a rough time.

I can't say I enjoyed this book. It was well written and gritty but the prison scenes are often violent and it is quite a depressing read. Having said that though I would recommend it as this is such an important subject. The treatment of prisoners is not always as it should be in our society and that is a reflection on us all. Undoubtedly there are too many people in prison and with the poor rehabilitation rates that they have we have to ask ourselves if they are an effective means of justice. Thanks to the publisher and NetGalley for the ARC.

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This is a cracking read! I was intrigued and desperate to find out exactly what had happened that led to Jenna being accused of killing her stepdaughter. The disappearance of her fiancé, blood everywhere,, Jenna at the scene. Jenna claims she is innocent. Yet how is she going to prove it while she is in prison.. The tension throughout this book was unrelenting. A first rate thriller from beginning to end. his is a cracking read! I was intrigued and desperate to find out exactly what had happened that led to Jenna being accused of killing her stepdaughter. The disappearance of her fiancé, blood everywhere,, Jenna at the scene. Jenna claims she is innocent. Yet how is she going to prove it while she is in prison.. The tension throughout this book was unrelenting. A first rate thriller from beginning to end.

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“I don’t know what happened.
I only know one thing.
I didn’t do this.”
(On My Life, p. 1).
Jenna Burns doesn’t know who killed her step-daughter Emily - she only knows that it wasn’t her. Yet she finds herself being transported to HMP Fallenbrook to await trial for a crime she did not commit.
Nicknamed the ‘Blonde Slayer’ and accused of murdering a child earns Jenna no favours in prison, something Jenna learns quickly after an altercation with a violent inmate upon her arrival to Fallenbrook. As the harsh realities of prison set in, Jenna receives news from the doctor - she’s pregnant.
“I have to work out what happened in our house, work out who did this. I have to make the police believe me. I have to find Robert. I have to tell him he’s going to be a father.
I’ve been framed. I’m in prison. I’m pregnant.” (On My Life, p. 90).
The news of her pregnancy spurs Jenna on in her fight to prove her innocence and find out who framed her - not only to save herself, but her unborn child as well.
Could it be David, her fiancée’s controlling father? Or someone from their past with a motive to harm the family? And where is Robert? The police found his blood at the crime scene, but surely he didn’t have anything to do with Emily’s murder?
With minimal resources in prison, Jenna spends most of her time in her cell avoiding the violent inmate who first assaulted her. Will Jenna be able to prove her innocence before her baby is born?
Angela Clarke has meticulously researched what prison life is like for female inmates and those details make the setting in On My Life come alive. Readers everywhere will feel as if they are in a cell on the third floor of HMP Fallenbrook with dangers lurking around every corner. On My Life is a fast-paced read with a twist you won’t see coming.
Look for On My Life by Angela Clarke coming soon to GPPL. Place your hold now!

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Underneath somewhere there is a good murder story here but most of the drama in the book is about conditions in the women's prison that the lead character is locked up in. The murder take does unfold gradually with a probably unexpected conclusion but it deserves a stronger place in the book. There are elements of the prison experience which take a bit of believing.

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On My Life is the first book i have read from Angela Clarke and it is a good thriller with a great twisty ending i never saw coming.Jenna meets Robert and she thinks all is going well in their relationship but on returning home one day Jenna finds her step daughter Emily dead and Robert no where to be found and the kitchen covered in blood,Jenna is the prime suspect and finds herself on remand in Fallenbrook prison until her trial date is fixed despite strongly protesting her innocence,once inside she makes friends and enemies in equal measure and trying desperately to hide just why she is inside.She is frustrated at every turn as she tries to clear her name and find the killer from her cell and when she discovers she is pregnant that only adds to Jenna's problems.it is a well written thriller with plenty of twists and turns with a killer ending ! I would recommend On My Life if you enjoy this genre i will look out for Angela Clarke's next book without a doubt,a very good 4 star thriller.

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My thanks to Hodder & Stoughton/Mulholland Books for an eARC via NetGalley of Angela Clarke’s thriller ‘On My Life’.

The novel opens with Jenna under arrest for the murder of Emily, her partner’s 14-year old daughter, after being found covered in blood cradling her dead body. Her partner, Robert, is missing, presumed also murdered and shocking images have been found on her laptop.

She is placed on remand and locked up in HMP Fallenbrook surrounded by prisoners who would certainly harm her if they learn of the crimes that she is accused of. Fearing that she has been framed by someone close to her, she then discovers that she is pregnant. Jenna is determined to clear her name and find the killer. An almost impossible task from inside prison with almost no resources. The cards certainly seem stacked against her.

Novels and films/tv series set in prisons are something I tend to avoid. So my heart sank a little when I realised that a great deal of this novel was about Jenna’s experiences in prison. Still last year I had read and appreciated Rachel Kushner’s ‘The Mars Room’ when it was short-listed for the Man Booker Prize. That novel highlighted the USA penal system so maybe it was time for me to read something about prisons closer to home.

Despite my hesitation I was soon swept up in this gripping thriller, which was as advertised pretty much impossible to put down. Along with Jenna’s harrowing experiences in the prison, there are also flashbacks to her developing relationship with Robert and Emily. (I wonder what is it with wealthy men in many thrillers seeking to mould their partners into 21st Century Stepford girlfriends?)

What distinguishes ‘On My Life’ from other novels in the thriller genre is the engagement with social issues associated with inmates, including new and expectant mothers, incarcerated in the U.K. prison system. In her Author’s Note Clarke cites her sources and influences. In addition, she visits and teaches in prisons and was provided with firsthand accounts so that she can depict authentically the day-to-day life in a U.K. prison.

This proved an amazing read and I am pleased that I overcame my prison-setting aversion. Highly recommended.

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Jenna has worked hard to get where she is, from a lowly start in life she ends up meeting the man of her dreams, who is also extremely wealthy with a beautiful 14 year old daughter, and a controlling father and weak mother. Within a year Jenna is planning her wedding but she comes home one day to find her step-daughter murdered and her finance, Robert, missing. When all the evidence points to her, she finds herself locked up in prison awaiting trial. And pregnant!

Angela writes with first-hand knowledge of the prison system and its inmates. We meet some wonderful characters like Kelly, who Jenna shares a cell with and who is also pregnant, to the repugnant Gould who is the gang leader.

The story is fast paced and I was covering my eyes at times. The ending when it comes is very unexpected and shocking!

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I was quite apprehensive about picking this up due to the hype surrounding it but it actually deserves the noise it's generating. I was riveted after the first few pages and the short, snappy chapters created a momentum which propelled me through. The tension builds and builds with each turn of the page but the story is actually more profound and thought-provoking than just a simple thriller.

At its heart, this is novel about the state of the justice system and the fact that it is fallible. You are so expertly placed in the prison beside the women that the claustrophobia creeps off the pages and seeps into your mind, and you experience what the characters are thinking and feeling. The situation is really rather heartbreaking and a sense of utter dread underpins the entirety of the narrative. It's well worth your time if you enjoy dark, disturbing fiction/nonfiction hybrids.

Many thanks to Mulholland Books for an ARC.

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4.5 stars .. gripped from the beginning on Jenna’s journey from an ecstatically happy woman with the prefect man , stepdaughter and life, to the woman whose life is in tatters and in prison . I felt I was living Jenna’s life in prison through the descriptive writing of the author . I could practically smell the fear and sense the danger . Although I had an inkling as to what had happened it never spoiled from the book which I totally loved . My thanks to netgalley and the publishers for my opportunity to read

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I wasn't sure I could love Angela's work much more - but then this arrived!!!! What a story....what a book....everyone should read this! I was hooked from the start, I fell for all of the characters and was desperate to know what happened with each of them....and the twist?!😱 I never saw that coming at all...wowsers!! I don't want to say too much more as I don't want to give away any spoilers but if you like reading books that hook you in, surprise and shock you and leave you wanting more - then this is for you 💕 Angela Clarke always writes so that you want more and this is no exception, can't wait to see what you come out with next @theangelaclarke 😍

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