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This Is Not How It Ends

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Thank you to NetGalley for this complimentary copy in exchange for my honest review.
Pub Date: October 15, 2019

This is the first novel by Rochelle Weinstein that I’ve read, and I’m still attempting to decide how I feel about it. ‘This Is Not How It Ends’ is the kind of tale that leads the reader to contemplate their own love stories. Haven’t we all latched onto a significant other whom we believed was the perfect fit for us at the time, only to discover that perhaps we’d judged the scenario all wrong? The predicament that Charlotte finds herself in is a love story as old as time- the love triangle. Phillip, the seemingly perfect husband in waiting, has been eclipsed by his dearest friend, Ben. Perhaps most perplexing of all is the fact that Charlotte continuously is pushed in Ben’s direction by her fiancé.

At the start, this is a book that toggles between two time frames, taking the reader through the process of the before and after of locating true love. But what if true love is ignited between someone whom you hadn’t intended to fall in love with? What happens when the man of your dreams turns into precisely that- someone you should only have ever been with in your dreams in the first place? Philip and Charlotte have a whirlwind romance that rapidly leads to her uprooting her entire life to follow him to Florida. She, the quiet and literary English teacher, paired with a man who appears larger than life to those around him. Rarely in the same place for any given length of time, Philip leaves Charlotte to her own devices and her own devices leads her directly to Ben.

Weinstein coaxes the reader into a pregnant pause, into an elongated moment where we ponder the trajectory of our own love lives. What would have happened if we’d stayed with the person whose love morphed into an unrecognizable nightmare? Or, slightly more terrifying, what if we had rocked the boat of fate and left the comfort of complacency for something......stronger? The potential for being truly brilliant, there was something lacking in the delivery of the plot in the first half of the novel that proceeds to dissipate during the second half. Overall, it’s a book I would recommend with the caution that it’s not one of those narratives that hooks you directly from the start. Instead, you must patiently give the novel by Weinstein time to utterly charm you.

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In This is Not How it Ends, written by Rochelle B. Weinstein, Charlotte meets Philip on an airplane and the two have an instant connection. Through the work of fate, the two meet again, and soon they are settled in the Florida Keys planning their wedding. However, as Charlotte plans the wedding, Philip becomes more distant and she can feel him slipping away. One day, while shopping for groceries, Charlotte helps a single dad, Ben, when his son has an allergic reaction to a brownie containing nuts. Charlotte has no idea that they would meet again and that their relationship would build to something more, causing her to question everything.

This book captivated me from the very beginning. There was never a dull moment in this story and I found myself reading it every chance I got! I loved the characters Rochelle B. Weinstein developed. They seemed so realistic and their emotions so real that I found myself relating to them and feeling the emotions they felt as I read along. Rochelle B. Weinstein truly brought this book to life and created a great story dealing with tough topics.

If you’re looking for an easy read that makes you feel all the feels, I recommend This is Not How it End for you!

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This is the first book I’ve read by this author and definitely won’t be my last. It was a hard to put down book! It was sad and happy, just perfect in every way! I loved it!! Thanks to Netgalley and Lake Union publishers for the early copy

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Loved this book. Loved the characters and the writing was very detailed and gave me all the feels. I’m not a crier, but actually cried several times during this amazing book. So we’ll written and the character development is fantastic.
Highly recommend.
Thank you to netgalley for the arc in exchange for an honest review.

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This was DNF for me. I thought the main character was ok but I really, really disliked the husband. I found him to be an ass.

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I was given an advanced copy to read in exchange for an honest review.

Wow what an amazing heart felt story about love and life. I loved this book. I highly recommend reading it if you enjoy a live story.

This is a story about Charley who meet Phillip on a flight back from a conference. Phillip is spontaneous and exciting, it is not long until Charley is madly in love. When Charley’s mom gets sick the cancer Phillip does all he can to help Charley through it. After her mom dies Charley moves to the Florida keys with Phillip.

Phillip has a demanding job that keeps him traveling. This causes Charley to wonder if they want the same things. Will Charley and Phillip get married? Will the loneliness be too much for Charley? Will she walk away from a man she dearly loves but he just can’t give her all she needs?

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This was such a great read!! The story covered love and loss in such a real and raw way. I have not read this author before but I definitely am looking forward to more of her work. I can't wait to buy this book for my friends.

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Loved loved this book another involving emotional story by this author..A novel of love loss redemption emotionally delicious.Highly recommend. #netgalley #lakeunionpublishing.

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This is a great book! This is Not How it Ends is a complex love story. A perfect weekend book to read.

Charlotte and Phillip meet by chance on an airplane. He’s rich, she’s a teacher. They fall in love, and move to the Keys. Charlotte finds herself wondering if her relationship with Phillip is the real thing. He is constantly traveling, and even when home, he's not really in the moment, as his business dealings are his priority. Charlotte is in love, but is very lonely without him. Then, she meets Ben.

Was I surprised by the ending? No. But, during the story, it was enjoyable to read. The characters of the story were well developed, and I appreciated that Charley was positively portrayed as a loving, caring, competent
teacher.

Thank you to NetGalley, Lake Union Publishing, and Rochelle Weinstein for this ARC in exchange for an honest review. This is the first book I’ve read by @rochwein and not my last!

Expected Publishing Date: October 15, 2019

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It’s been a while since I ugly cried while reading a book. To be more precise, it would have been in January or February when I finished beta-reading Kelly Moore’s Gypsy. So, I was surprised that things took such a gut-wrenching turn when I started reading This is Not How it Ends!

First of all, as a lover of all things related to the Florida Keys, I loved the setting of this novel. Secondly, as a borderline stalkerish dog-lover, I loved the prominent role that Charlotte’s dog, Sunny, played in the novel. And of course, I love all things involving funny, charming, good-looking men – a.k.a. Phillip. So this was looking to be the perfect read for me. But then, good Lord, things got sad so fast!

I won’t even hint about the overall premise of the novel, but here’s what I can say for certain. This novel is an absolute gem about love, friendship, what we think we want, and what we realize we need. As much as I loved this novel, I’m not going to sugar-coat things and pretend that Charlotte was the most amazing heroine ever because she wasn’t. She relied on Phillip and his presence as indicators of her happiness. I was this close to loving her character, but as I read and when I reflected on everything afterward, I realized that she put too much ownership of her own happiness into a man’s hands.

I wasn’t sure about Phillip in the beginning, but ended up completely in love with him in the ending – but I will not say why.

Then there was Ben and his son Jimmy….I will shamelessly admit that I was in love with this man within a paragraph or two of him being introduced into the novel. His charisma, charm, subtle shyness, and his relationship with his son just did it for me.

This is Not How How it Ends was a very emotional read on several levels. Weinstein touches on parents separating and leaving, sudden, accidental death, prolonged death to illness, romance, love, infidelity, shame, remorse – and anything else you could possibly imagine. But, it’s a damned good book. I was hooked after a chapter or two, then I was obsessed with finishing it, and then I was blubbering like an idiot and cursing the author’s name.

I regret that I never connected with Charlotte and I regret that I never really cared to connect with her. However, the rest of the novel made up for that issue, and I highly recommend this one.

*Thanks to NetGalley and Lake Union for providing this ARC in exchange for my honest review.

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Wow. All the emotions !
This story weaves three lives together after a sudden, chaotic meeting !
The character we’re all wonderful and the story had me turning pages.
This is the second book I have read by this author and I love her writing style !
A must read!

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4.5 stars
A new to me author and a great read to start with.
Sometimes in life when you expect less, someone will come into your life like a whirlwind and turn it upside down. A once in a lifetime encounter with a mysterious but very gentleman British man, makes the lovely teacher to reconsider her life options and a romantic love story begins.
I loved the writing and the fast-paced action with a few reliable moments of a couple that is trying to have a relationship while Philip is travelling around the word and Charley is feeling lonely and insecure at times. That until she meets Ben and his son.
There are some twists and turns that I honestly didn't see it coming but left me speechless. There are also many life lessons and phrases that I've liked and saved because the author has created a beautiful story about love, illness, loss and how one should overcome the obstacles in their path to find the happiness that everyone deserves in life.
I gave 4.5 stars because there is a twist that I personally can't agree with but I totally understand why was happening.
''Happiness wasn't overrated. It was a gift meant to be cherished and held tight.''
I am looking forward to more stories by the author as I am intrigued to see what great books she will bring towards us.

Arc received in exchange of an honest review from NetGalley and Lake Union Publishing-very grateful

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Having an unexpected evening of no kids to chauffeur and ready for this next week of school, I actually sat down and read a book (that I had started over a week ago). What a beautiful story! While slightly predictable, I still found it very enjoyable and I stayed up way too late finishing it! Thanks to @netgalley for the ARC! This is the first book I’ve read by @rochwein and not my last! ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

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Thank you to Netgalley, Lake Union Publishing, and Rochelle Weinstein for this ARC in exchange for an honest review.
|Expected Publishing Date: October 15, 2019|
Rating: 4/5 stars.

“Tell me…what are you so afraid of? Is it finding love or the prospect of losing it again?”

Charlotte and Phillip meet by chance, falling deeper in love, until one-day, Charlotte finds herself second-guessing her relationship with Phillip. He's constantly traveling & when he is around, he's not really present & living in the moment. Charlotte is in love, but lonely, until she meets Ben.

While reading part 1 of the novel, I was unsure how I felt about the story. I wasn't sure exactly where the story was headed. But during part 2 of the novel, the pace of the story picked up. I enjoyed part 2 much more. The feelings between the characters came alive. As a reader, I was able to relate to certain aspects of the character, which made me realize how much I was enjoying the storyline.

Was I surprised by the ending? No. BUT, I was surprised by the turn of events and how the ending came about. The details of the story were unexpected, but I appreciated them.

Did I need to grab a tissue? Yes, I did sniffle a bit.

So if you're looking for a sad, but a relatable and promising love story, I would recommend giving this novel a try!

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Where do I begin, this book has it all. Love, hate, mystery, redemption and hope. I wish I had more time to read this initially, when I started it I just returned to work from vacation and life got in the way. When I finally made time to sit down and read I couldn't put the book down and finished it in 3 hours. A relatable book, with twists and turns throughout. Having travelled to the Keys I loved knowing various places mentioned in the book. I would definitely recommend this book to everyone, and it should be placed on everyone's #TBR list come October!

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NO SPOILERS.... only a few teasers....

This is the fifth book I’ve read by Rochelle B Weinstein.
Her books - [contemporary/poignant/ heartfelt] - speak to us. None of her books are overly depressive or overly fluffy. She writes smart emotionally - thought-provoking novels that challenge us to look at our relationships with ruthless honesty- displaying an innate understanding of human emotions.
Her characters are so real....it’s hard to let them go.

“This Is Not How It Ends” begins July 2018, *Present Day*...Islamorada, Florida.
The ‘very’ beginning - Chapter 1 - opens - with an expert worth reading more than once.....allowing us to ponder deliberate choices we’ve made in life - and those we haven’t.
“I’ve heard it said that life is about choices. Paths stretch out ahead of us— sometimes, we make conscious decisions and other times, fate intervenes and chooses for us. Had I known my life was about to take a sharp turn in those early hours of morning, I might have walked Sunny in a different direction”.
What follows - is a gripping opening scene - when Charlotte Myers sees a young boy named Jimmy, about 9 years old - ( his dad, Ben’s back was turned shopping for groceries). Jimmy appeared to be gasping - clutching his neck - then fell to the ground. Charlotte, a complete stranger at the time, shared a life & death moment with Jimmy and Ben Hearst.

Chapter 2 ...May 2016, *Back Then*,.....
takes us on a fun flirty flight on United Airlines, Miami Florida, to Kansas City, Missouri , Fight 517, when Charlotte Myers, 30 years of age, and Philip Stafford, 40 years of age, meet in row 13 - seats C and D
The dialogue was playful and fascinating between Charlotte and Philip....and we begin to know them both.
Philip: British - wealthy - handsome - ( looks like the men on Game of Thrones with dangerous sexy eyes), arrogant, cocky, and acted entitled ‘at first’, when he lost his first class seating due to a plane change - but soon redeemed himself by buying the entire flight of passengers drinks to make up for his prior shameless- rude behavior.
He was also definitely interested - flirting with Charlotte.

Charlotte: taught High School Honors English.....Kansas City girl.....was flying back home after attending a seminar in Miami. She was watching a remake of the movie *Endless Love*. Her students were reading the book.
Charlotte tells Philip that one of her students brilliantly exposed the theory of “wanting what you can’t have”.

“There was an allure to meeting someone on a plane, sharing a brief moment in time, knowing your paths may never cross again”.....
Ha....but the intriguing conversation that Philip and Charlotte shared about “Forbidden fruit”, their love-talk-about a ‘happily- ever- after- hypothesis was too good —- that we knew this couple would meet again.

We also know .... all the above characters will intertwine: Charlotte, Philip, Ben, ( sometimes called Goose), Jimmy, and Sunny, ( Charlottes Dog) ......
There are other wonderful minor characters, too....the type of minor characters who contribute major wisdom: Mom, ( Momism’s), dad, ( life lessons) , Liberty, ( a committed friend who’s dedicated to supporting health and wellness)...
OTHER MINOR characters include environmental elements —sweltering hot humid days in “The Keys” - the homes - (with names)- in Islamorada - a love shack - a Hurricane: Hurricane Kelsie.
Brett playing music by favorite artists: James Taylor, The Eagles, and Don Henley.
Delicious foods, natural beauty and styles,....

Serious topics are explored - pancreatic cancer, severe allergies, abandonment, ......
along with the big themes: love, loss, dying & death, friendships, boundaries, morality, choices we make or not, hurt, regret, betrayal, fears, sadness, risks, mistakes we make, courage, assumptions, our vulnerability, our worthiness, forgiveness, and healing.

“This is Not How it Ends”, weaves a heartfelt exploration of love and the choices we make - told in alternating timelines: Present Day, and back then ( as examples in Chapter 1 and 2).
SO MUCH TO ENJOY in this packed-filled novel.....every sentence is an experience.....dealing with issues of the heart.
But the 3 dominate characters - 2 strong successful men and 1 passionate exceptional woman ....plucks the raw nerves of love and the forbidden with rewarding psychological depth.....
with storytelling skill!!!

Radiant and pristine....a book to read, absorbed, and discuss!!!!
Highly recommended!!!!

Thank you Netgalley, Lake Union Publishing, and Rochelle B. Weinstein. ( I love love love her novels)... the author is a gem of a human being, too....which certainly shows up in writing!!!

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Loved this book about love and loss and redemption. It will give you all the feels and bring you to tears.
Thanks to Netgalley and the publisher for letting me review this book

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My husband just asked me how I liked this book I was reading while I had tears rolling down my cheeks.
I replied, "OH I love it!" This is just that kind of a book!
This story will truly suck you into the pages, break your heart and yet have you thinking about love, life, friendship and forgiveness,
"We only have moments. Strung on a string that can break at any minute."
Don't waste a minute! Put this beautiful book on your list to read!

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This is Not How it Ends will definitely be one of the best books of 2019! Such a wonderful story about love and loss. Highly recommend!!

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This is the first time I have read anything by Rochelle Weinstein. Boy, have I been missing out! I was instantly drawn into the book and immediately engaged in the plot and finding out what was going to happen with Charley and Philip. This book kept me on the edge of my seat and I was constantly wondering what would happen. Can't wait to read her next book. Would highly recommend this!

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