This one was different to other romance novels I read recently. It is not the typical high school romance. It is not the “good girl falls in love with the bad boy” type of romance. It is not cute and funny and romantic (even though there are a few sweet scenes). I am not meaning to talk negatively about this book. Quite the opposite actually, because even though this book was none of these things and even though it was not at all what I expected it was good! And in the end it was great!
This romance was much more than all of the above. It is deeper and much more serious. It is a love story where the two main characters already know each other. They grew up together. For a long time they only had each other. They love each other from the very start. Only the other person prevented them from breaking and crumbling to pieces. And even though Boone does seem like the typical flirt in the beginning, you soon realise that he is genuine. That he is serious about his intentions, that he is not at all a bad boy and that he never wants or wanted to do anything to hurt Carter.
From early on the reader knows these two have feelings for each other and they know as well. They know they love each other, but things happened in the past that prevents them from accepting this and prevents them from trying (again). Through flashbacks and a journey through time, the reader experiences their childhood. It starts when they were both young, then these flashbacks take the reader through their teenager years and slowly the entire history unravels with all the things that went wrong, all the outer influences, all the complex and horrible circumstances they grew up in.
The things they both had to endure in their past weren’t easy and this is the story about them having to learn ow to love and trust again and to actually show their feelings instead of burying them deep down. It is about them getting their lives under control and moving around all obstacles. It is about them learning to forgive and letting their walls falls and open up despite everything that happened in their past.
I loved this story. It is highly emotional and I was always afraid that something might happen to make everything crumble again. The characters were super sweet! Seeing them fix that fragile love between them was wonderful and Boone does everything to make Carter happy. He really fights for her, does all these little things for her and tries to protect her from the world. He knows her inside our and even though Carter is a little sceptical because of their past, she does believe him and wants to be with him. The things that happened between the two only make them stronger and that is fantastic.
There was one specific scene towards the end where I was afraid this would open up an opportunity for drama and mistrust and I wouldn’t have liked that at this point, because it wouldn’t have fit Carter’s character. However, the author did not include drama and that made me happy. She found another, very smooth way to clear things out, which made me very happy.
The only thing that bothered me a little was never knowing how old the two characters were in the present. There was always a mention of their age at the beginning of every flashback, but never for the present and I would have liked to know how old these two were in present events and how much of a gap there was between the last flashback and the current situation.