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A Life Once Dreamed
by Rachel Fordham
Back of the Book: “Six years ago, a shocking secret sent Agnes Pratt running in search of a new start. She found it in Penance, a rugged town of miners and lumberjacks in the Dakota Territory, where she became Miss Aggie, respected schoolteacher and confirmed old maid. But the past has a way of catching up with people.
When childhood friend and former sweetheart James Harris accepts a position as the town doctor, Aggie's pleasantly predictable days suddenly become anything but. James wants to know why Agnes left behind the life they had dreamed of creating for themselves--but he is the one person who can never know.
In the shadows of the Black Hills, can a healing light be shed on the past? Or will the secret Agnes can't seem to outrun destroy her chance at happiness?
Fan-favorite Rachel Fordham brings to life the dusty streets of an 1880s frontier town in this story that affirms where you come from matters far less than where you're going.”
Impressions: This was a sweet and clean romance with a lesson of love and acceptance.
Liked: I enjoyed the characters and the whole story. It drove me crazy trying to imagine what Agnes’ secret might be.
Disliked: I was surprised the couple didn’t need to be chaperoned and that they were encouraged to be alone. I didn’t dislike this I just thought it was contrary to what might have been. I also question how James' reaction to being hurt by Agnes was patience and not anger. I suppose I just wonder if that is the most natural reaction.
Learned: “They may not have old money or grand mansions, but they matter. You remember this when you look in their eyes.”
Quotes: “Bed just because something is hard doesn’t mean we should give up. Sometimes the hardest things are the very best things.”
“Sorrow is not a cake or a pot of oats. It doesn’t run out just because one of us took a hefty serving. There is endless sorrow to go around.”
“I realized we are all alike despite our upbringings. Same hurts, same joys. I listened to his story and felt less alone.
I received a copy of this book via NetGalley in exchange for my honest review.

Aaahhh, big sigh. This book was just wonderful. I fell in love with everything about--the setting, the characters, the messages, and more. Aggie is great--she's sweet but also strong and has her feisty moments. James, with his love for Aggie and his confusion about why she left him, just made me smile. Other characters--from little Freddie to Tommy (who asks the most embarrassing questions) to Sam and more--all just stole my heart. They all seemed real. I love reading characters who seem like real people with real problems that they have to work through, and Rachel Fordham is terrific at writing that type of character. The storyline moved along well, with serious moments balanced with laugh-out-loud moments, and the messages--of hope, of God taking the bad and following it with something good, of learning to look at people for who they are--were definitely ones that spoke to my heart. They were woven into the story in a way that didn't make them overbearing; they just felt right and good and uplifting. I seriously just loved everything about this book--including what is perhaps the best love letter I've ever read! This is easily one of my picks for the best books of 2020!
5 stars.
I read an ARC provided by the publisher.

Miss Agnes is the confirmed spinster schoolteacher in a small Dakota mining town called Penance. She's kept the secret that caused her to reject all thought of marriage for the past 6 years, but when Dr. James Harris arrives in town, he is determined to learn why his childhood sweetheart ran away after promising to marry him years earlier. When an orphaned infant is left in Miss Agnes' care, she realizes she is willing to do anything to keep him, even confess her long held secret. The charming premise of A Life Once Dreamed reminds readers that our past does not define us.

Enjoyable and relaxing read, perhaps too relaxing. Seemed formulaic and dull at times. It was a sweet story, and mousy Agnes Pratt did gain much confidence after arriving in Penance in the Dakotas to start anew and become a teacher. When her old friend and childhood sweetheart James Harris shows up in the same town to open a medical practice, she Is re-acquainted with her inner mouse, and hems and haws about a past secret so much I’m surprised things worked out as well as she did. I did enjoy reading about the Frontier history and how people lived during that time.
Thank you to Netgalley and the publisher for an ARC in exchange for my honest opinion.

This was the best book I have read in a while. The main character moved away suddenly, leaving her boyfriend behind. Six years later, he comes to town as the new doctor. She is the school teacher at school and the author does a remarkable job of not making you hate her, because you have to wait to find the real reason she left home. This is a book I would reccomend to all of my friends and would indeed be a good book club book.

We all have great hopes for our lives but things doesn't happen like
we want sometimes.
Agnes has always been described as reserved and timid as a child. At eighteen
she leaves her city to become a teacher in Penance. Her life in Penance
transforms her into a bold woman, open and carrying about others.
When James Harris the man she should have married six years ago
arrives in Penance her life is turned upside down. She never told James the real
reason for breaking their engagement... And he wants to know the truth.
James is the new doctor a kind and funny man, he comes from a wealthy familly but life in
Penance is going to transform his way of thinking...
This story is well written, the author is very talented, it is the first
book of Rachel Fordham that I read. However I struggle with Agnes character
especially her reluctance to say the truth to James who seems to be the
perfect man for her. Even if the truth is hard to tell it is better to be
honest.
In the end where we come from doesn't really matter the most important
is what we become. When you are surrounded by good people they accept you as you
are, they see you as God sees you and they can be an instrument to enter into
this life God wants for you and the life you dream of.
I received a copy of this book and this is an honest review.

A Life Once Dreamed by Rachel Fordham is a sweet romance. If it was set in modern time, it would have definitely been labeled as a contemporary romance with the completely predictable ending and plot line. Even though, the story has been done a ton of times, the story mainly my attention until the end when Fordham gave the hero and the heroine the predictable ending. I, for once, would have loved to seen something else happen to the couples besides knowing they are the ones for each other and deciding to spend the rest of their lives together. Fordham does a wonderful job at crafting this story. I believe fans of westerns would enjoy this novel. Fans of Misty Beller, Regina Jennings, and Melissa Jaguers might enjoy this novel too. Not that it was a bad book. Just a little dry for my personal taste.
I received a complimentary copy of A Life Once Dreamed by Rachel Fordham from Revell Publishing, but the opinions stated are all my own.

I really liked the premise of this book and the cover is beautiful. It has historical elements, a second-change romance and period specific prejudices at the core of the conflict and yet, it seemed to have nothing. Unfortunately, I found the story and the characters very boring. The book didn’t seem to focus on anything in particular. Agnes seemed to constantly be troubled over one thing or another, but the way the book was written made me unable to feel empathy towards her. I also felt like the main conflict with James dragged on too long and that Sam’s character was pointless. Overall, the story was a predictable and plain. Not my cup of tea.

I wish to thank Net Galley and Revell Publishing for allowing me to read an advanced copy of this book. I have voluntarily read and reviewed it. All thoughts and opinions are my own.
This is a wonderful historical romance fiction so it hits on a lot of fun cylinders. It is a book that I simply read cover to cover and did not want to put it down. I loved the characters and the 1800’s small town Dakota Territory setting.
A young woman runs away from her wealthy past in Buffalo New York and heads west to be a teacher in a tiny mining and lumber town. She is happy and well respected in her new life until the town hires a young doctor and he arrives. Only then does her past collide with her present when she recognizes the doctor as her lifelong friend. The story is light and fun to read and I highly recommend it as escape reading. There is nothing heavy here and it is a delight.

Author Rachel Fordham has written another heart stirring tale in her latest novel, A Life Once Dreamed. Set in the 1880’s frontier this is a Christian historical romance that is simply beautiful. There is so much to love in this inspirational book.
This is the story of Agnes (Aggie) Pratt of Boston. She and her childhood sweetheart, James, were planning to marry when Agnes leaves town because of a secret. Since she does not want James to know anything, she secretly slips away. That was six years ago. Now Agnes is teaching school in the small town of Penance in the Dakota Territory.
I love the style in which author Fordham writes. Her vivid imagination creates the most unique stories, settings, and characters. Even the secondary characters are noteworthy, and I found myself cheering for many of them. I enjoyed the schoolchildren and all of the residents of Penance. Through her deft pen the author gave me many new friends.
The life lessons and faith messages are encouraging in this captivating book. The humor is light but welcomed. There is a sweet yet tormented romance because of social differences, and a sweet fella waiting in the wings. I learned historical information about life and medicine in a frontier town, disease, social standing, and true love. The spiritual message of trusting God, listening to His guidance, His love, and believing that He made you equal to others is encouraging.
I highly recommend this fascinating novel on faith, family, acceptance, belonging, and love to everyone. It grabbed my attention early and kept me invested the entire time. It definitely would make a great book club choice. There is no doubt that it deserves a 5 out of 5 star rating.
I received a copy from NetGalley, but these are my honest words.

What a sweet story! James and Agnes have been friends for all of their lives, since they were next door neighbors growing up. As young people, they fell in love and planned to be married. Then, Agnes learned a terrible secret and could not marry James, even though she loved him dearly. So she left. She didn't tell him good bye, or even where she would be going. She certainly didn't tell him why. She moves west to become a teacher, and lives there for six years. A new doctor moves to town, and guess who it is? James has gone to school and has become a doctor. Will he discover her reason for leaving so long ago? Excellently written story I greatly enjoyed!

#A Life Once Dreamed " by Rachel Fordham is an historical romance Christian book. Rachel Fordham has written two other historical fiction books. Her characters are very personal and make a difference in their world. The story takes place in the Dakota territory in Penance. Penance is a logging and mining town. The town is small and the people all know each other. Agnes Pratt is school teacher in Penance . She cares for each student in a personal and caring way. She is very devoted. to her students. The characters and setting are well described. People in the town of Penance take time for each other. The story takes place during the time of horrible scarlet fever pandemic era.. Agnes or Miss. Agnes takes a key part in helping the people through this difficult time. The story is beautiful, rich, and stands for good Christian principles and character. Thank you to the author, netgalley, the publisher for allowing me to read and review this book. I highly recommend this book. I hope it is a huge success.

Some of the most wonderful characters that make you feel at home. This story engages the readers heart and holds it captive. The author does a fantastic job of pulling emotions from the reader and leaving them vulnerable to the story being told. A beautiful close knit community that has felt loss but helps each other through the ups and downs. A love that never died but a secret that is big enough to keep them apart. So much to love about this story that teaches a lesson of love and not worldly possessions that the heart yearns for. A truly fantastic story that will wrap around your heart and keep you flying through the pages!
Was given a complimentary copy. All opinions are my own.

A Life Once Dreamed
By Rachel Fordham
4 stars
The author once again creates a quaint town in 1800s America with a plethora of unforgettable characters. We follow Aggie on her way out West to teach. Running from her past and.... from her one true love. Only trying to protect him from her past and pain.
When he shows up to town as the new doctor she grapples with should she stay or keep running. This charming romance will capture your heart as James tries to recapture Aggie's.
And this story of faith touched me so much!
"Faith was the only way to make any sense of the pain. She clung to the unwavering belief that the good Lord had a plan so big and profound and beautiful that it could explain even the most exquisite pain. That his love could right any wrong."
I received a complimentary copy from Netgalley and all opinions are my own.

3.5* Rachael Fordham has incorporated her unique experiences into this sweet story of love that knows no bounds. Knowing her life circumstances as a mother of a large family, into which she has welcomed foster children, made this a more personal and touching story. The narrative is a little rough, but full of heart. The characters are all easily loved and I am hoping for follow-up stories that tie up loose ends for some of them. I enjoyed this story overall.
I received a complimentary copy of this book. Opinions expressed in this review are completely my own.

Rachel Fordham returns to the 1880s frontier in her latest novel, A Life Once Dreamed. This is a historical romance that plunges readers into a setting where disease can wipe out families, birth holds many dangers and morals dictate social standing. This is a story about belonging and acceptance and finding your true family.
Agnes Pratt left Boston six years ago. She left behind the love of her life, but she knew they could never had a future together. Now she is teacher in a small frontier town. When James Harris appears in town as the new doctor, it brings up all their past and Aggie’s hurt. But she refuses to share the secret of why she left him all those years ago. When two disasters chance the course of their lives, Aggie and James will need to decide if what they share is enough to overlook all the obstacles that stand between them.
The setting Fordham creates feels very realistic. Times are hard and facilities basic for the people of Penance. The arrival of a doctor is cause for celebration - for everyone that is, except Aggie. Seeing James again shows her that her feelings haven’t changed, a love that is built on years of friendship and shared adventure, which we readers learn about through reflections, flashbacks and letters. Aggie closely guards her secret, even from readers for a good part of the book. I didn’t guess the direction her secret would take the book until the first disaster. I won’t spoil anything here.
While the connection between Aggie and James is petty undeniable, there is another love interest Aggie considers in the book. I personally much preferred Sam. He is an honest, decent man, simple and without James’ flashy or arrogant judgment or behaviour, but his story is his own (hopefully something we see in a future book) and James goes through growth and learns a great deal.
A Life Once Dreamed has plenty of tense moments and emotions and action that keep the plot moving quickly. Fans of Fordham’s other books will enjoy this story about belonging, family and acceptance.
The publishers provided an advanced readers copy of this book for reviewing purposes. All opinions are my own.

This is a beautiful story of love and understanding. The main characters have the best of intentions, but they’re not perfect and don’t always make the right choices. But they learn and grow and try the best they can. This author is new to me, and I’m looking forward to more. This was a truly lovely story.

Sadly this was not the book for me. The plot and motivations behind actions didn’t make sense most of the time and there were a lot of things that just felt thrown in for the sake of it rather than actually contributing to anything. The characters were also not very likable and seemed to have a lot of discrepancies in their personalities.
I was hoping for so much more from this book but it missed the mark for me.

Agnes Pratt has loved James Harris all of her life, but when he proposes marriage to her she finds out a secret her parents had been holding since she was born. In an effort to do what she believes is right, she moves to a town called Penance in the Dakotas Territory to be their teacher. She finds contentment in her students and her friends in Penance.
When the new doctor shows up in Penance, Aggie is in for the shock of her life. The doctor is none other than her life-long love, James. She can't believe that of all the people who could have stepped off the train, James is the one who is now the town's doctor.
The mayor, being the meddling matchmaker that he is, sets Aggie and James together as often as possible. He tasks Aggie with introducing him to the people in the community and paving the way for him to help the people of Penance.
When scarlet fever begins to infect the town, James and Aggie work tirelessly to treat the people who succumb to the disease. Through their work, they find that some of the things that kept them apart don't mean as much now.
Rachel Fordham cannot have known that the COVID-19 would be such a problematic pandemic when she wrote this book, or that her book would fill the time people have in order to stay safe from the disease. A Life Once Dreamed is a five star book that is so hard to put down, with two thumbs up, and a secret revealed.
Revell Publishing and NetGalley.com provided the copy I read for this review. All opinions expressed are my own.

Historical romance set in the American west. Good characters and an unusual and interesting story. No attempt is made to sugarcoat health and hygiene as it was.