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Natalia + Ethan = <3
I loved every second of this adorable friends-to-lovers YA romance. The story takes place during senior sunrise a fun tradition for the senior class to camp out together and write letters to themselves. These letters are honest and raw and never meant to be read by anyone else. Natalia accidentally lets a few escape when she's searching for her letter. This means seven people's secrets are sprinkled all over the campsite and possibly hers. Ethan joins her to try to find the letters before they get into the wrong hands but that has its difficulties because they've been best friends who happened to share steam makeout prom night but have ignored each other all summer. Friendships are tested, secrets are shared, and nothing will ever be the same. This is a stunning debut by Eva Des Lauriers.

Oh my god. As someone who is absolutely sucker for best-friends-to-lovers, this book captured the mutual yearning and the pain PERFECTLY.
The book takes place over the course of one short school trip, where tradition is for everyone to write a private letter to themselves answering the question “what would you do if you were braver?” For Natalia and Ethan, long-time best friends whose friendship is on the rocks after nearly hooking up in the name of a backup pact two months ago, the letter is the only place they’ve let themselves write down their true feelings. Not to mention all the other stuff going on in their lives: broken families, secret dreams, and even the possibility of moving away. When a burst of wind suddenly scatters several letters — which may or may not include Natalia and Ethan’s — the two are forced to work together to stop the secrets from getting out, while having to deal with their hearts in the process.
I had absolutely zero reason to worry about the short time frame of the story because from the very first page I was captivated. The book did such an amazing job setting up the backstory with what happened with Ethan and Natalia as well as their individual personalities and lives, showing how their relationship dynamic was and currently is, and then giving us a fantastic roller coaster ride of emotional ups and downs over the course of the school trip. There were heart-filled conversations, dramatic fights, tense class activities — and overall there was not one boring moment. The plot progression happened so naturally, and so did the character development during it.
I’ve never had any strong opinions about books in multiple perspectives, but this book is an amazing example of how it should be done. I can’t imagine it any other way. Getting both Natalia and Ethan’s point of view meant I was truly able to empathize with both characters as they each dealt with their own issues; the misunderstandings felt reasonable because their thought processes were explained, and best of all, we got to see both of them pine for each other in their own way. It was everything I wanted and more.
I’m also just so impressed with the characterizations of both our leads. I feel like I absolutely know the ins and outs of their dreams, their habits, their fears — and not once did I feel information overload, or that I was being told and not shown. Even the side characters are personalized really well; I feel like I know all of them.
There’s a really fantastic maturity to the book as well. Sure, we get our high school drama moments (which I shamelessly love) but we also get their worries about the family and the future, and we see them acknowledging that there’s more to life than romance. The practicality and realism is so beyond what I would have expected and it added so much depth to their relationship. This is more than just a teen romance.
I can’t praise this novel enough, but just know that it’s been a long time since a book has given me such butterflies. I Wish You Would is a book that reminded me exactly why I love reading about love.

I was lucky to read #IWishYouWould as a #Netgalley ARC and it cost me a sleepless night 💜 I love when that happens- especially since this time, the characters were having their own all-nighter!
This book took me back to my late teens, when the world seemed full of possibilities and my soul bursting with feelings. Well, not much of that has changed 😅 I loved the vulnerability, the connections, and every word of the love story!

If you are looking for a fast-paced romance, this is the one. Not only does it have a cute YA romance, but it is so plot-driven by the characters and their secrets and lives, it makes for a book that is tough to put down. Seriously. I read the second half of it in one sitting. And, while many people my age steer clear of YA because it is cringey and they can’t relate to it anymore, please give this one a shot. This was one of the few YA novels that while still feeling young and cringey, it also made me long for high school. And that is saying something from me, I was never a cool kid in school. But this story simply impacted me so much, I couldn’t help but wish that I could go back to those years and live a little more fearlessly. An incredible read, absolutely recommend.

Thank you to NetGalley for this ARC in exhange for an honest review!!!
I adored this book!
Beautifully written. Natalia and Ethan are easy to empathize with and are extremely lovable. I am sucker for dual POV’s and this book was no exception! I loved getting dive deep into who Natalia and Ethan were as individuals and how they were together. Their relationship is so sweet and easy to root for. You can easily see why they’re drawn to each other and how well they balance each other. I enjoyed the pacing, it was exciting and helped build tension. The supporting characters of the book were so full of life and well-realized. Special shout-out to Rainn, Sienna, and Prashant- they’re fantastic!

I really enjoyed this YA romance. Perfectly encompasses young love and all its feelings. The swoon moments were wonderful, the jealousy and gossip aspects of the story made you really feel how much you were rooting for Natalia and Ethan. Loved being able to read the actual letters and getting to see everyone’s true feelings. Added great depth to the side characters which was important for this storyline. Overall, a great debut and can’t wait to read more!

I Wish you Would by
💌Young Adult
💌Dual POV
💌Takes place over 24 hours
✍️Things to note: this book covers very heavy and mature topics such as divorce, coming out, recovery, societal pressures, sex (none explicitly written), contains explicit language (f***, d*mn, etc)
📚Diverse, through provoking, unique📚
I was enthralled with this book. Honestly, it’s the first book I’ve read in awhile without having to depend on using the audiobook to push through it. The writing was fastpaced and entertaining. I loved getting an intimate look inside Ethan and Natalia’s minds.
The author did a wonderful job of encapsulating everything teens struggle with and helping to destigmatise talking about these issues. As a mental health professional, I was so excited to see so many diverse topics brought up and explored within the book. I loved the raw interactions between characters and the growth they all went through.
I’m not normally a fan of friends to lovers, but Natalia and Ethan stole my heart💖
I loved this one!
Thank you to Net Galley, Eva, and Macmillan children’s for this advanced copy!

I'm not even totally sure where to begin with this book. Whenever an author has a debut book, I don't know what to expect, what their voice is like, how their prose is written. It's a gamble almost every time. But by the second page of Eva Des Lauriers' debut I Wish You Would, I was absolutely hooked! I'll admit that I'm not usually a big young adult fan mostly due to the fact that I despise the miscommunication trope. And, let's face it, young adults miscommunicate ALL THE TIME. But the way Des Lauriers used the idea of miscommunication as a way to protect others from disappointment rather than solely a plot device was MAGICAL.
The tension between Natalia and Ethan was intense and I was waiting with bated breath when the dam would break and BOY DID IT EVER. Des Lauriers drives the reader through a rollercoaster of emotions and more than once I found myself crying, laughing out loud, and shocked. This story was stunningly poignant and tugged on all the heart strings I have.
And don't even get me started with the characters. From the two main ones to all of the side characters who are affected by Natalia's attempt at finding her senior letter. There were twists and turns and every personality was unique and beautiful.
Eva - you have a forever reader in me. Bravo on this first novel. I can't wait to see what you've got next.

Thanks to Net Galley and MacMillan publishers for the e-arc that allowed me to dive into Natalia and Ethan's compelling story.
The narrative unfolds with all the quintessential elements of high school drama—enemies, best friend jealousy, and intricate parent situations. The author skillfully weaves these threads into a captivating tapestry, creating a story that resonates with the highs and lows of adolescence.
Natalia's character, the class president, becomes the focal point through which every character's story intertwines. As a two-year college post-grad, I found Natalia's journey relatable, brimming with creativity, passion, and energy. She embodies the stereotypical "good girl," navigating the challenges of high school with grace and resilience.
Ethan's story adds depth to the narrative, offering a thought-provoking and empathetic perspective on imperfect families and the pitfalls of seeking relationship advice within them. His character emphasizes the messiness of young adulthood, highlighting the complications that arise when romance is mixed with a school trip.
In this emotional rollercoaster, the author delivers a heart-wrenching tale that will resonate with fans of sad stories. This book is not just a high school drama; it's a poignant exploration of love, loss, and self-discovery during the tumultuous teenage years. Overall, a must-read for those who appreciate well-crafted narratives that tug at the heartstrings.

Thanks to Macmillan Children's Publishing Group & NetGalley I received an advanced electronic copy of the book to read and provide a review.
I am usually not a fan of the miscommunication trope, but this was done in such a delightfully tense and perfectly balanced way that it made it a page turner.
Natalia and Ethan are an adorable, vulnerable and sometimes awkward friends to lovers couple. Their support at their worsts was still something special and it was a pleasure to read.
Plus THE DRAMA, oh the drama. I was here for it. The high emotional drama of high school (especially senior year!) is portrayed really well by the author and I was wholly INVESTED.
This was a quick and entertaining read - I definitely recommend it if you’re into YA romances with high school drama and the most emo forever friends.

This book had me in a stranglehold for the first moment I heard about it. Believable and heartbreaking, the amount of teenage angst had me both grateful I am no longer that young and nostalgic for the feeling. I finished this bright and tender book in a single night.

Terrific, A+ framework in this story. There's so much tension and anticipation and emotion built into the last day of high school, a precipice of adulthood, an end to young love that transitions kids into the real world and all the ambivalence that comes with it. The fun treasure hunting of recovering the secrets, and uncovering of mysteries along the way. I thought this was a really great young adult read for modern readers of all demographics.
Thanks to netgalley for the ARC!

A beautiful debut that is in turns heartbreakingly true and deeply hopeful. It is a love story at its core—first love, forever love, friendship love, and self love. It is honest and wise, funny and page-turning, filled with complex characters who reflect and grow while remaining true to themselves. The representation is thorough and reads authentically and naturally. And there are little Taylor Swift easter eggs for those watching.
Overall stunning and sets Des Lauriers as a YA author to watch.

I Wish You Would takes place over an all-night senior camping trip, where everyone writes their wishes into a letter. When two will-they-or-won't-they friends accidentally unleash all of the letters, they have to work together to get them back. I loved the senior year nostalgia aspect of this book, and the Taylor Swift inspired title got me to read it!

A poignant coming of age story with just the right amount of young adult drama. More than a romance, Des Laurier's does a wonderful job of balancing all the emotions that fall into play during a pivotal time of many young person's lives and how those things can not only challenge, but shape who they are.

Thank you to netgalley and Macmillan Children's Publishing Group, Henry Holt and Co. (BYR) for allowing me to read this book. I really enjoyed it

I wanted to love this one, but sadly wasn't for me. Still very grateful to Netgalley and the publisher for the arc!

Thanks to Net Galley and Macmillan Children's Publishing Group for providing me with a digital ARC in exchange for an honest review.
The story follows two main characters - Natalia and Ethan, childhood best friends who have not spoken all summer after an incident between them on junior prom night. Their interactions for the first half of the book feel like sitting in the backseat while your parents argue in the front. You can clearly see their point of view and why they do what they do but knowing both sides you want to scream at them to just talk.
C O M M U N I C A T E
Anyway, miscommunications are done well, the set up is so good. Like write yourself a letter with a confession and hope that nothing will go wrong in a big group of teenagers. Okay. Of course it will go wrong. During an attempt to retrieve her letter, Natalia scatters all of them and can’t find some when Ethan decides to help her and hopefully find his letter before anyone else does.
As the day goes on we get even more drama, the stakes get higher, side characters step in and actually do something for the plot, which is refreshing to see. The story feels consistent and so much happens in a span of twenty four hours, but it does not feel too cramped.
I would give this book a solid 5 stars, it explores so many themes, including but not limited to coming of age, teenage maximalism, angst and identity crisis.

I got a decent amount of the way through this one before I decided to DNF. I think the writing is strong and the characters are interesting, but it felt like a classic miscommunication trope that will have a predictable ending. I am also not a fan of the miscommunication trope, so that is my issue and not with the book. Perhaps it won't, but I am not invested enough to finish this one myself. I will try and get a copy for my library though!

Solid YA debut. I enjoyed the characters, especially Ethan. He really loved Natalia and could be seen from the first page. Natalia dealt with a bit of main character syndrome which made her obviously annoying at times, but mostly in an endearing way. Overall, would recommend!