Harriet didn't mean to wish her brother was dead. Sure, all siblings fight. How could she have known that he would die the very day she said those fateful words? Since his death Harriet has withdrawn from everyone, including her cousin and her brother's best friend. When a mysterious girl at school suggests that Harriet could see her brother again, she leaps at the chance to undo her mistakes.

I loved the premise of this book and the symbolism about dealing with grief is solid. Despite all of that the story struggled to hold my interest and the scenes in the Underground were just too strange for a lot of my readers.

“You’re breaking my heart” by Olugbemisola Rhuday-Perkovich is absolutely stunning. I was enthralled at every turn. Definitely a high recommend for me.

Thank you to NetGalley, the publisher, and the author for giving me a free eARC of this book to read in exchange for my review!

I wanted so badly to like this book. Unfortunately, the first/third person switches were extremely jarring and confusing, and I couldn't finish.

This book will hit you right in the feels. I loved that it focused on family and healing through a trying time of grief. I couldn’t put it down. I loved every second. Perfect for anyone going through something as difficult as loss.

This book is so painstakingly beautiful. The characters, Harriet, Luke, and Nikka felt extremely real to me. The only reason why I took a star away is because of the underground trip. That section did not capture my attention in the same way other parts did. Other than that, I absolutely adored this book.

Thank you NetGalley and Levine Querido for an advanced, early copy of this novel.