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Blow Yourself Up

A Novel

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Pub Date Sep 15 2026 | Archive Date Not set


Description

A story of first love across cities spanning the decade that transformed the internet

In the halls of an elite East Coast high school, Arjun and Payal fall in love as the world begins to tilt toward the digital. Over the next eight years, their trajectories diverge as sharply as the fractured internet itself. Payal ascends to the dizzying, dopamine-fueled heights of New York’s influencer economy, finding fame on Boost, a looping video app that is as rewarding as it is demanding. Meanwhile, in a cavernous office in Chicago, Arjun, a musician whose dreams have quieted, now cleans up the same platform’s debris, moderating the internet’s darkest videos. When a brutal act of political violence against a beloved musician goes viral, this rip in reality forces the pair to confront the motivations of the platforms they inhabit. A sharp exploration of creative ambition and the multifarious nature of identity, this is a story of love in the time of infinite scroll and a look at what we sacrifice to be seen.

A story of first love across cities spanning the decade that transformed the internet

In the halls of an elite East Coast high school, Arjun and Payal fall in love as the world begins to tilt toward...


Advance Praise

“Ankur Thakkar is remarkably attuned to the perils and seductions of today’s rapidly changing world. His propulsive, capacious debut, Blow Yourself Up, alarms and delights.” —R. O. Kwon, author of Exhibit

“Ankur Thakkar is remarkably attuned to the perils and seductions of today’s rapidly changing world. His propulsive, capacious debut, Blow Yourself Up, alarms and delights.” —R. O. Kwon, author of ...


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EDITION Paperback
ISBN 9798899480645
PRICE $26.00 (USD)
PAGES 240

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