This book was a whirlwind. It was complicated and messy. I enjoyed it, but there were a lot of formatting errors that I am assuming were just a product of this being an arc and not the final version. It needed a little more clarification on who we were with. Also!! So many changes in tenses and types of POV!! I did not like that and I don't think that's a product of the arc. I made a note, we have here: first person present tense, first person past tense, and my least favourite of all things, third person present tense. This is not a fault of the book but I hate it!! Also the beginning of this book was genuinely so confusing because it did not have a clear indication of who was talking and what was going on.
But complaints aside, this book was engrossing. I could not stop reading because I needed to know what happened. I found the whole thing confusing, but in a thrilling way as it went on. The memories, the weird hallucinations, needed some real explanations.

Overall a good read, not my favourite but I would recommend for readers who love thrillers, and especially those that love podcast thrillers because ugh this is a newer genre in YA and I am loving it so very much.

Very fast paced and thrilling read!

I got sucked into this story incredibly quickly, immediately interested in Zoe's disappearance and Anna's possible connection. I will admit that I occasionally got confused by the timeline jumps sometimes, but that may be due to the formatting of the ebook rather than the actual storytelling. I enjoyed the twists and turns in this story, although I did find myself wanting to just get to the end of the book at certain points and the ending felt somewhat anti-climactic. I think this was a decent thriller, and I would most likely recommend it to some friends. Quite a fun ride overall.

Thank you to the publisher for sending me an ARC via netgalley in exchange for an honest review.
4/5 stars.
This was a compelling read that followed two timelines and two teenage girls as the mystery of what really happened to Zoe is uncovered. I liked the writing style, and though I found the beginning to be a little slow, it picked up as the book progressed to the point where I was completely engaged and eager to find out what had happened.
The first timeline we follow is Then. It's written in first-person from Anna's perspective as she arrives in Herron Mills for her summer job as Paisley Bellamy's new nanny. Once she arrives, Anna begins to have strange flashes of memory that don't make much sense. She has memories of places in Herron Mills that she's never been to before. As this plot line plays out we learn quickly that Anna's memory, and Anna herself, might not be very reliable. Anna informs the readers early on that she accepted the job in Herron Mills as a way to turn over a new leaf, and leave behind the party girl she'd been during her senior year. Anna's partying ways included drinking to excess, drugs, frequently blacking out, and even being taken home by police.
The second timeline that the novel follows is Now. The book actually opens with this timeline, and it's Anna in the police station being interviewed and confessing to killing Zoe Spanos. This timeline is written (mostly) in third-person. Martina is often the character that we follow during this timeline.
The two timelines move back and forth for the majority of the book. I did find myself being a little confused, especially at the beginning, when the timelines would shift. This book is a mystery/thriller, so there is going to be confusion because we don't know what happened to Zoe, but I was confused beyond what I expected to be confused about. The switching of the timelines was a really neat element, but it was confusing at times.
A major part of this book is Martina Green's podcast Missing Zoe. In the Then timeline, Anna listens to the first 4 episodes of the podcast which then contribute to her confusion about her memories and what she knows about Zoe and Herron Mills. In the Now timeline, we see Martina recording new episodes in the aftermath of Anna's confession.
I was reading an ARC of this book, and so there can still be editing and changes made before the final version is released, but during the podcast transcripts I found that there were lots of times where a paragraph would end in the middle of a sentence, and the rest of the sentence would be two paragraphs above that paragraph. It seemed like lots of parts of the transcriptions had been moved around and things weren't in the right order. This really interrupted the flow of the novel because I had to hunt for the right order and the right sentences and try to figure out what was actually being said.
I also found that there were lots of times where words had runtogetherin strange ways and it didn't necessarily impact the reading, but it was just annoying because they shouldn't be like that.
I found the ending to this book was really satisfying and also kinda heartbreaking. I ended up being on the right path for who had actually killed Zoe, but I was still surprised by what had actually happened. The explanations for what happened to both Zoe and Anna's memories were believable and they made sense. I liked seeing Anna's original memories at the end, and learning how she'd been confusing them because it helped to fill in some of the gaps that had remained.
Overall this was a really interesting read! Definitely more of a mystery and slow-burning thriller than a fast-paced and tense read.

I quite liked this! The mystery kept me engaged and I liked seeing Anna grow- or rather, regress- as a character. The dual timeline could have been executed better in my opinion, as watching the mystery unfold with the “present day” chapters in mind was very interesting, but sort of left something to be desired for me. The last 30% of the book really kept me holding on, and I truly had no idea where the reveal would come from. I will say, I figured out the one twist fairly early on, but the main reveal I did not see coming. I can imagine the audiobook of this will be quite good, as it involves a podcast! I think that if you enjoyed Sadie by Courtney Summers, you’ll enjoy this!

Wow, this is one of the best YA Mystery/Thrillers I have ever read! If you enjoyed A Good Girl’s Guide to Murder or Sadie, you’ll love this book. I enjoyed the incorporation of podcasts into this book and I hope that the audiobook in the future will incorporate this as well, similar to Sadie — I’ll definitely listen to it if it does! I was so confused for a lot of this novel due to Anna being an unreliable narrator, but I think that’s why I enjoyed it so much. This book had me guessing up until the last sentence. I need to read more from this author, I love her writing! Definitely one of the best books I’ve read in 2020 so far, can’t recommend enough.

I Killed Zoe Spanos thrusts you into the world of Anna Ciconni and the summer that is supposed to be a brand new fresh start for her. A clean slate after the rough past few months she’s experienced. She moves to the beautiful beachside town of Herron Mills, NY where she has been hired to be the nanny for the rich Bellamy family for the entire summer. But her chance at a fresh start is quickly derailed when she becomes haunted by the past of Zoe Spanos who has been missing for the past six months, a girl who she also coincidentally closely resembles.

This book is a page-turner for sure and will keep you guessing all the way through, until the very last page. It’s a great thriller which has been expertly constructed, how author Kit Fricks is able to create all of these interesting story threads and slowly weave them all together to create such an explosive ending, is genius. It’s an immediately gripping premise and the more you read the more you get drawn into this mysterious and enthralling world.

Though it isn’t a perfect story and I do have some gripes about it. Firstly, the story is split into “Now” and “Then” chapters. The Then chapters follow a timeline from two months prior, the Now chapters all take place in the present day. The problem that arises is the Now chapters are so much more interesting than anything that is going on in the Then chapters. There is so much more momentum in those chapters mainly because they take place during the climax of the story. Though the Then chapters were necessary and needed to truly understand what was going on I found myself looking forward to reading the Now chapters much more than the Then chapters because you knew a bombshell would be dropped each time you did. The Then chapters would be much more satisfying if the author could’ve kept that tension up throughout.

Another part of the book that was lackluster was unfortunately the main character of Anna Ciconni herself. She just, unfortunately, fell a little flat with very little about her that really drew me in. I feel like you never really learned much about her or her personality, she’s kept very much as a blank slate throughout the book and I don’t think it’s really until the final chapter you get a clear view of the kind of person she is. She really gets overtaken by the plot and the story that surrounds her and she becomes a vehicle for the plot to move forward instead of the driving force. When the story would switch POVs to Martina Green one of the supporting characters who is depicted as the pseudo-detective, I found myself enjoying those chapters a lot more since she brought a much-needed sense of urgency and energy to the story that Anna’s chapters severely lacked.

Overall, it was a fun easy read that’s great for the hot summer months. It’s filled with some great smart writing and is tied together with a satisfying conclusion. Be sure to pick it up this summer. Thank you, Net Galley, for providing me with an ARC.

Rating: 3.75

Thanks to Simon and Schuster Canada and Netgalley for providing an e-arc for review. I really liked the idea of a young adult murder mystery - our protagonist takes a Summer job in the Hamptons where she looks just like a girl who went missing 6 months before. Somehow she gets wrapped up in the world of the missing girl and confesses to her murder. But, did she do it? I enjoyed the unravelling of the story, but it did have me confused in some parts right up until the very end. I enjoyed it - it's not as racy or salacious as most adult murder mysteries and I think I had that in the back of my mind so I might have expected a little bit more from the story. But, it was a good easy read and is perfect for the Summer!

I had heard a couple authors talking about I Killed Zoe Spanos last year which made me put it on my anticipated release list. I was so thrilled I got to read an early copy of this book.

Thrillers are not a genre I reach for a lot. Mysteries a bit more but Thrillers not really. I was excited to dig into this one. I do find them a bit harder to review without giving anything away though. I Killed Zoe Spanos was the type of thriller mystery where you go around suspecting every character you meet and doubting everything you learn. As we try and discover what really happened to Zoe Spanos my hypothesis went left and right and then up and down. Sometimes this genre can be a bit predictable and I will say that I did realize on a couple of things but a lot of it took me by surprise.

Anna, our main character, is what you would call an unreliable character which can be hard to connect with. As the story evolves we are made to doubt a lot of what she says and does. Nonetheless, I did enjoy Anna. You want to root for her even though you have a nagging feeling at the back of your head telling you maybe she’s deceiving us all.

The story moves a lot in time. The action mainly takes place during the Summer but we do jump a little ahead to the Fall for a couple of chapters. But everything is cohesive to the story and just serve the purpose to confuse you even more on who is lying. Besides these jumps, there is another through which we learn information and that is through the transcripts of a podcast called Missing Zoe that is done by Martina Zoe Spanos’s sister best friend. I particularly enjoyed these as I do listen to a lot of true-crime podcasts. I thought they brought an original aspect to the story and it was a cool way to introduce characters. I will probably be rereading this book since I’ve heard that the audiobook will have a full cast and I am very curious to see how it turns out.

I think that you can really see that Kit Frick masters this genre. Her writing seemed right in its element. She had me second-guessing everything. When I thought I knew what happened she threw me a curveball and I had to start my process all over again. It was my first book by her and definitely not my last.

I really enjoyed I Killed Zoe Spanos. It was a really cool thriller mystery that reminded me a little of Pretty Little Liars or Riverdale.

I Killed Zoe Spanos by Kit Frick
This novel is not at all what I expected for a YA Teen novel. I found the content too mature for the twelve and thirteen year olds; drug use, (stealing opioids from a mother), drinking until passing out, and indiscriminate sexual encounters. However, saying that, I do believe that the book would be enjoyed by older teens and adults alike. The author does a great job with creating a story that twists and turns and just when the reader thinks it’s sorted out, another twist, another character and another new scenario and…well…nothing is really sorted out after all. It is a great mystery story and I enjoyed every page of it. Some parts better written then others, a tad convoluted at times and the ending maybe a bit convenient but still I kept reading. So, I give this book 4/5 stars.
Thank you to Netgalley for my ARC copy.

I’m starting to think maybe I’m just not a lover of YA thrillers. This one was just okay I was surprised who the killer was but it was pretty lacklustre for me. There wasn’t anything shocking or surprising for me and nothing thrilling. I’d say this is more of a mystery then a thriller

This book hooked me in from the first chapter, as it starts with Anna telling the police "I killed Zoe Spanos". The book alternates chapters of Then and Now, with Then being narrated by Anna, and the Now by a third person narrator. And I think this works very well to tell this story, as well as to get the reader closer to Anna.
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This novel makes me want to read more contemporary YA. I really like the contemporary vibe, with the small Hamptons village, the podcast as a way of telling the story and kids not being mean to the nanny 😅.
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There was a good steady pace in building the suspense and mystery, with several weird possibilities developing in my head. And the ending was not predictable at all, but at the same time within reason and plausible (which is saying a lot, as these days, many suspense books go crazy with the plot twists in very unreasonable ways).
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In my opinion, the author did a great job of creating a good story, releasing just the right amount of information to build suspense and anticipation, as well as making the characters relatable and likable. I really wanted to know why Anna confessed and what happened to Zoe.
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Thank you NetGalley and the publisher for the free arc ebook in exchange for my honest opinion.

An unreliable narrator and a mystery that just keeps getting weirder?
Yes please!
This was hella fun to read and totally messed up.
Even if you figure out some of the pieces, there will still be a puzzle.
Thanks to NetGalley, Simon & Schuster Canada for my DRC.

I devoured most of this book in a day. I've been in a huge thriller/mystery mood lately, and this was entirely up my alley.

Anna has just arrived in the Hamptons for her nannying job, and soon learns she looks unnervingly similar to Zoe Spanos, a girl who vanished about six months earlier on New Year's Eve. Anna begins to have strange memories of the town and Zoe herself, though she's certain she's never been to this town before--and she ultimately confesses to killing Zoe when the girl's body is found.

Except that's not the full story. There's something off about those memories, things she shouldn't be able to know, things that don't line up. And Martina Green, an aspiring journalist with a podcast about Zoe Spanos' life, is determined to figure out what really happened that night Zoe went missing.

I really loved this story and how all the pieces fit together by the end--it was a really unique resolution and way of explaining Anna's memories and all the discrepancies.

I was looking forward to a fun summer read when I began this book, and it did not disappoint. I Killed Zoe Spanos is about a teenage nanny who gets caught up in the disappearance of a local girl named Zoe, just because they happen to look alike--and the unravelling of this mystery gripped me from start to finish. It was immersive, especially when using the format of a podcast, and the characters were compelling. I'm rating it 4/5 stars because, although the story was entertaining throughout, I found its conclusion to be unsatisfying.

By the fourth chapter, I was completely hooked. I couldn’t wait to find out more. It’s a unique, well crafted story that keeps you engaged and wanting to know what happened.
I love the addition of the podcast. It was the perfect touch. It was unexpected and enjoyable. I definitely recommend this one.

After a slow start, I Killed Zoe Spanos picked up the pace, the mystery and the suspense until I found myself unable to put it down!

I Killed Zoe Spanos is told from both the present day, where protagonist Anna has been arrested for the murder of Zoe Spanos, and several months earlier, where Anna has accepted a summer job in the Hamptons and learns she bears a striking resemblance to missing local Zoe. As her fascination with Zoe’s disappearance increases, she begins to experience unsettling memories of a town - and a girl - she thought she knew nothing about.

The style of this mystery really drew me in! I loved the incorporation of a podcast to help provide us with details about the police investigation and the history of the various locals of interest. I also really enjoyed the level of suspense Anna’s memories added - since you never knew who or what was going to trigger one. With each new memory, I found myself coming up with wilder and wilder theories about how Anna might have forgotten meeting Zoe.

I think that’s why I was so disappointed with the ultimate resolution - it was so banal in comparison to the many theories I had imagined. While I was able to appreciate how everything was connected and that there was a resolution for everything, I still found myself thinking, “oh, that’s it?”

So while the beginning was a bit slow (mostly due to the large number of characters we’re introduced to relatively quickly), and I think the ending could have been a bit more creative, I would still recommend this read for anyone looking for a suspenseful and twisty murder-mystery!

17-year-old Anna gets a job in Herron Mills as a nanny to one of the many wealthy families in the area. But Anna’s presence begins to stir up a lot of emotions when Anna learns that she looks incredibly similar to Zoe Spanos, a 19-year-old girl who went missing on New Year's Eve. Anna begins to learn more about Zoe through a podcast run my Martina Green, a local girl who is friends with Zoe’s younger sister, Aster. Martina is on the hunt to expose the mistakes the police made in Zoe’s disappearance, and what she thinks might have happened to Zoe.
But to Anna, more than Zoe looks familiar, the entire town and even some houses that she’s never been to, or at least she thinks she’s never been to, look oddly familiar, to the point where she is having vivid recollections of memories. Soon Anna begins to suspect that she’s been to Herron Mills before, and even knew Zoe!
Once Zoe’s body is discovered Anna confesses to her accidental murder, but things aren’t quite adding up.

This book started a bit slow, things become really interesting in the middle, but the ending is a little unsatisfying and doesn’t really make much sense to me in terms of a motive.

It's easy to see that Anna was experiencing some mental health issue when she was having her memory recall episodes, that lead her to confess, however, it's really not discussed much in the book although we do get a rather good explanation as to why she was having these memories. I thought the memory delusions were better than the usual woman-with-amnesia/unreliable-witness.

I really enjoyed the podcast aspect of this book and Martina Green’s character. It provided a great way to share the backstory of what happened to Zoe.

There was a plot twist that happens about a third of the way into the book which I suspected, it was a good twist that made a lot of sense.

My only real issue with this book is the ending, the person responsible doesn’t make much sense to me at all, I thought it to be a very lack-luster ending.

3 stars, could’ve been 4 with a better ending. A little disappointed with this one.

**ARC provided by Simon & Schuster Canada & Margaret K. McElderry Books via NetGalley

I have a thing for books set by the water, so from the get go I already loved I Killed Zoe Spanos. Turn out not only is it set by the water in a small town but the story was so good. I'm glad I got to read this book and I will for sure be recommending it to everyone. I loved the characters and the ending was great. I never guessed it what so ever so good job on that.

A solid YA mystery, finished it pretty much in an evening, it wasn't extraordinary but good enough to keep my mind occupied for the evening i was reading it.
The author was definitely inspired by Serial, which i think worked out quite well overall, although i think that structure wise the inserts of regular narrative were feeling a bit foreign and if it was kept between Anna's unreliable first person narrative and podcast, it might've worked out smoother. But there weren't too many of them, so no big deal.

I had troubles getting into it in the beginning, because it starts off being a bit verbose for no particular reason as Anna arrives at her job. I caught myself repeatedly eyerolling a bit over too blunt attempt of reminding us it's YA and our narrator is a teenager.
But again, it didn't last, so if in the beginning you are eyrolling over descriptions of clothes Anna wears - power through.
The author managed to keep intrigue going quite well while giving out clues here and there, but fair warning i am not the kind of reader who tries to guess the killer before they get announced, i just like to look back at it in retrospect after the book is done, so maybe it was super obvious for a more attentive person.

All in all - a solid YA mystery

I started this book feeling pretty unsure, and I ended up loving it. The story switches timelines between Then and Now and it took me a while to get used to that and remember what was going on. The holes in Anna’s memory were both exciting and frustrating; I was able to guess one of the surprises around the ending but not any of the others. There were a number of loose ends around the ¾ mark, and I was mostly happy with how they were all wrapped up by the end. The final confession did seem a bit too easy, but it wasn’t a completely unlikely scenario. While being slightly frustrating at times, I still found the book hard to put down and I stayed up late to finish it.