Actual rating 3.5/5 stars.
Paige yearns for the influencer lifestyle but feels she is just too average to ever attain more than her usual ten likes per Instagram post. This is where Vicarious Vacations can prove her wrong. VV are a company designed to provide individuals with fake holidays and faker photos to share. There is no need to actually journey half way across the world or bake under the hot sun for the perfect beach selfie when a company can manufacture all of it for you. For Paige, this is only the start of her bid for social media stardom.
Paige's social media obsession was very real and a surprisingly sorrowful thing to witness. She judged her self-worth through likes and comments and when they didn’t measure up to what others were receiving she felt this on a personal level, as though she was the one not worthy of attention rather than a meaningless photo or status. I understand that there are so many social media users who share these same thoughts and feelings, which is just awful to consider, and even worse are the many companies who benefit from this. It was both harrowing and insightful to see the thought process of one so indoctrinated by the belief in social media's greatness and whose self-esteem and happiness was so closely tied up with it.
Whilst I really appreciated these insights, as well as the understanding this provided on the modern-day issues of technological dependence and the addictive highs garnered from meaningless online interaction, I did find some initial issues with Paige's character, as she remained naïve to the truth in some highly unbelievable ways. For example, in some early interactions Paige acted entirely blind to suggestions that likes meant nothing and also stated, to the boss of her new job, that a photo of him changing her car tyre would be worth at least a hundred likes and was deeply shocked that he failed to understand the importance of it and disallowed the photo of him to be shared. Before this she had also declared herself friends with his wife and stated all the platforms she had followed and befriended her on, with some considerable pride, during her job interview. I understand how an obsession with likes can form and how these platforms are designed to become addictions, but are there really adults out there who so deeply believe that likes are truly meaningful and are baffled by those who think alternatively? She also proved painfully tactless on many subsequent occasions, but as she grew so too did her realisation about what a prison her phone screen had become.
Paige's social media addiction was formed primarily around the online presence of Alexis, who owned a large social media following and was also her boss’ wife, as mentioned above. Alexis felt very much like a two-dimensional mean girl and I disliked seeing the two women pitting themselves against one another. A truly shocking event occurred around a third of the way into this novel that altered my perception of her character and the trajectory of this book.
I flew through the remainder of the pages, from this point, and whilst it did take a somewhat guessable trajectory the end portion was full of twists that I greatly appreciated and ensured that this book ended on a high note, for me.
Earlier this month, I read People Like Her, which also focused on the influencer lifestyle. I don’t mention this book to compare the two, merely to note how interesting it was that this book focused on the emulation of flawlessness, based upon the creation of an ‘aspirational’ Instagram feed, and my former read, which represented those who calculated their construction of chaos and aimed at crafting authenticity. These books seem to note that two types of influencers exist - those you long to emulate and those you feel you can relate to. Neither, however, is real. This is definitely something to be aware of when interacting online and I am here for all the books, available in every genre, that focus on the still relatively new world of social media fame, and featuring both the varied negatives and positives about it.