Oh my heart, attempting to reconstitute myself from the soppy pile of emotions this book has dissolved me into. An immediate fave, absolutely one of the best books I’ve read so far this year. Funny, sassy, sweet, heartbreaking, thought provoking, poignant…I was alternately laughing and sobbing through the whole thing and I loved it so much! Ander and their family was one of my favorite parts, the way they cared for and loved each other, and how that radiated through every interaction was so heartwarming. On the other side of the spectrum, the ICE scenes were utterly heart breaking, especially knowing that it is not just something made up for a story but a realistic depiction of something that happens all the time in real life. This book truly takes you through a spectrum of emotions and it is so beautiful.

And the narration was perfection, one of my favorite audiobook performances ever. The narrator did a brilliant job of bringing Ander to life and really brought the story to another level!

5 ⭐ are not enough for @jonnyinstas Ander & Santi Were Here!

Prepare yourself to feel all the feels... Laughter, joy, sexy, enraged and more. Jonny makes you feel scene and loved. This isn’t just a “queer” love story. This is a story of love, tragedy, politics and triumph. From the jump Ander had me laughing at their love of purple fantabuloso & the way in which they call out white people any chance he gets. “Catching STIs like Pokémon cards” during there gap year vs us (especially 🖤&🤎) having to bust our ass working to afford college.

Jonny discusses the many issues in the LGBTQ+ community as well as the added layer of being 🖤🤎 in the community. They don’t make their non-binary-ness a plot point or a focus of tragedy, it’s just a layer to whom they are. They discuss the BS that is ICE. The call to action that is needed.

This book educated me. It enraged me. It reminded me that I need to do more. It also reminded me that everything isn’t going to be ok ands that’s ok.

This book was joy and heartbreak and love and power and inspiration and hope and PERFECTION.

What might seem like just a YA queer love story, Ander + Santi was SO MUCH MORE. I mean, their love story was SO GOOD and the driving force of the whole story, but their conflict was outside forces that really left you feeling impacted. It wasn’t their queer identities (no, I’m that we get acceptance and joy), but rather, as Ander poignantly stated, made-up lines drawn by colonizers on stollen land.

Ander is in their gap year, working to build their mural portfolio before heading off to Chicago for art school. Their family has embraced and supported Ander’s career path, so no wonder they are confused when Ander decides to take the gap year. This causes the family to fire them from the family restaurant so Ander can focus more on their art.

Santi is who is hired as Ander’s replacement, and almost immediately we have attraction and a fun journey of falling in love for these two. But Santi has a secret and is worried about the impact it can have on his and Ander’s futures.

This book was so hard to put down and I feel so honored to have listened to the advanced audiobook recording. Ander and Santi’s love story will be one that sticks with me for a very long time, and has caused me to do more learning into what I can do in my own area to help my fellow humans that are experiencing the struggles Santi has experienced.

Ander + Santi Were Here is pitched as Aristotle and Dante mixed with The Sun is Also a Star and I find that to be incredibly accurate. This book will absolutely become a beloved YA contemporary classic. Essential reading that I HIGHLY recommend.

This story was so beautiful and heart wrenching. A story that causes you to reminisce about the joy and butterflies of a relationship that is starting to bloom. A story of two young men trying to figure out who they are and how they fit together in a world that only sees them as colors, not humans. I enjoyed every second of this book.

Ander Lopez has been blessed to grow up in the diverse neighborhood of Santos Vista, Texas with a family that loves them and supports their work as a muralist. Ander has had more opportunities than most with a gap year to do a residency with a local community organization that has been able to help Ander put their work up on the walls of not just Santos Vista, but near by San Antonio as well. But even seeing their art in these local venues is not enough to make Ander feel secure when facing questions from their advisor at the Chicago Institute of Art, who only seems to see Ander as a point of diversity. Increasingly frustrated and questioning their choices, it is only when Ander meets Santiago Garcia, the newest employee at the family dinner, that Ander begins to find answers. Santiago sees, understands, and accepts Ander in a way no one else has before. Their new love is challenged not only by the changes coming up in Ander's life, but Santiago's status as an illegal immigrant in a town where ICE agents run rampant. Will their new love be strong enough to withstand the forces of change and politics?

I was pulled in by the exquisite artwork for this cover. It is perhaps the most beautiful 2023 cover I have seen thus far. And Ander is a lovely main character. I loved the nonbinary Mexican American representation and the fact that we get to read about this young queer teen who has lived a good life in a diverse community with acceptance and love from their family. This is very much an every day romance with a slow build story line. I got a little impatient for the book to get where it was going and didn't fully agree with Ander's decisions at the end. That said, I do think there are teens for whom Ander & Santi's story will resonate for a a number of reasons whether it is the love, friendship, family, art, immigration, or complex nature of any number of these things in life.

I will be honest: I have not yet finished this book. I will 100% update this review once I am done with it, but I just need to SCREAM about it to yall.

First of all, Avi has hit it out of the park once again. They're voice work is untouchable, and adds a level of professionalism that cannot be overstated.

Jonny's writing in this is so. Real. They're dialogue, their descriptions and ways that things are presented, especially things like revelations to Ander, are just so very perfect. As a legal Hispanic person in the US, it is still SO SCARY right now, and while Ander & Santi is often times hilarious and made me scream obscenities in my car, Jonny is still able to create a balance between the lighthearted fun of a teenage kid, and the heavy topics that pervade this book, from racism in the art world and ICE to being an internal puta more than an external one.

Please preorder this book, I adore it, I am voraciously listening whenever I have an excuse to, and I cannot wait for more from them!

I loved this so much. Reading books like this always makes me wish I knew more Spanish, but I actually appreciate that the parts in Spanish were not translated. I teach freshmen, so the sex references are probably a bit much to deal with in a whole class setting (though nothing is too graphic - the language makes it clear enough without being detailed). I am happy that I have a copy in my classroom and I would love to find a way to incorporate it as a book choice in a unit.
I really liked how it explored the issue of undocumented immigrants by making it personal and showing that you cannot make assumptions without knowing the details. It was also just a beautiful story and I loved seeing Ander find his true voice in his art.

Thank you to NetGalley, Macmillan Audio, Macmillan Young Listeners, Wednesday Books, Jonny Garza Villa, and Avi Roque (audio narrator) for the opportunity to read and listen to the audiobook of Ander & Santi Were Here in exchange for an honest review.

Ander works at their mother's Mexican cuisine restaurant, though she wants them to focus on their murals in preparation for going to art school. When Santiago is hired, it's pretty much love at first sight for Ander. When Ander and Santi begin hanging out together, they try to be just friends, but of course that's impossible.

But Santi has a secret: he's an illegal immigrant. While Ander and their mom are Mexican-American, born in the United States, they have both certainly had their own  scares with ICE (Immigration and Customs Enforcement). Knowing Santi could be deported adds fear to the relationship he and Ander have, but they will find a way to fight through it and be there for each other.

With a huge emphasis on the Mexican-American experience, including LGBTQ and racial stereotypes, this novel shows the struggle of a young Hispanic person seeking to pursue their own dream and the challenges that come with being of a certain culture. There is a lot to learn from this stand-alone novel, and it is a magnificent work. Ander & Santi Were Here is a brilliant piece of writing for a teen and new adult audience that speaks multitudes on a cultural, gender, and equality level. An excellent must-read!

4.5/5 stars

General Description: Ander has been working at their family taqueria while taking a gap year before moving to Chicago. Ander's family fires them to allow them to focus on their artwork (specificaly murals around the city). Of course, they had to hire help, and they hired Santi. Santi has a secret that Ander's family is protecting, but that secret causes tension as Ander and Santi begin to explore their relationship. Can their relationship survive the internal and external pressures, or will they crumble under it?

The good:
- Shout out to Avi Roque for a beautiful narration that nearly brought me to tears.
- This book explored the complexities of living near the border in the US today while also giving the characters not a detrimental ending.
- Character driven stories are not my favorite, but this character driven story was captivating and had me caring about every main character.
- I like how it was modern without being overwhelming full of pop culture references, it seems to take on a timeless voice.

The loss of a half star:
- The pacing at the beginning vs the end was stark and I just wish it was more consistent. Otherwise, I loved it.

Overall: READ THIS when it comes out. Especially if you're looking for an emotional book, you will be in for a treat.

Ander & Santi Were Here is a poignant coming of age romance that follows Ander (Mexican American, nonbinary) and Santi (undocumented Mexican, bisexual boy) who fall in love but face the reality of their situation once ICE starts stalking Santi. ⁣⁣
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I immediately fell in love with both Ander & Santi and couldn’t help rooting for them as a couple and as individuals pursuing their dreams. I also love how the author showed that even though both characters are Mexican, how drastically different their cultural experiences have been due to their life experiences.⁣⁣
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I wanted nothing more then to sit in the taqueria, eat all the incredible food, and just watch this incredible family interact and love on each other. ⁣⁣
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I also really appreciated the author’s insight into how vastly different life can be for someone who is undocumented and the struggles that it entails. Ander definitely gets a wake up call because it’s one thing to experience harassment as a Brown person from the police, but there’s an additional layer of fear when someone is undocumented. ⁣⁣
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Honesty, I can’t recommend this one enough! ⁣⁣
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Also, if you’re an audiobook lover, it’s narrated by one of my faves…Avi Roque who is nonbinary!

This was so precious -- I LOVE ANDER! They were such a fun, lovable, tender main character to follow. I'm glad this was in first-person (and listening to the audiobook was fantastic!) because I loved Ander's POV.

I appreciated Ander's parents, and wish more were like them :/ Especially in San Antonio, Texas. I love that representation for younger queer non binary folks. *insert tearing up emoji here* Also, I am crying over how they refer to Ander's flirtatious nature so much. My parents would never and I'm jealous lol. They don't want Ander to become complacent during their gap year before they leave for art school in Chicago, IL so they are let go from the family taqueria to focus on their art.

Santi, the new waiter at the family restaurant, catches Ander's eye and they form a connection quickly. It's so sweet and precious. However, Ander's parents warned them against starting something with Santi, but didn't explain why. When ICE agents arrive unexpectedly to the restaurant, Ander begins to put the puzzle pieces together.

Regardless, these two fall in love and help each other's coming of age journey with the time they have left together. There are no on-page sex scenes, only alluded to or talked about.

Regarding Ander's art journey, I LOVED that they discuss how they want their art to stand on their own, and they don't just want to focus on Mexican American art history -- yes, that's important and Ander is grateful to those who came before them but their art doesn't have to mirror that. Their art can be something new and fresh and representative of their intersectional self, rather than just hyperfocusing on the Mexican American part. This isn't an attempt to erase their Mexican identity either -- they just don't want to do what everyone else thinks Mexican American art is and doesn't want to be pigeonholed into that. They want their art (and everyone's) to be expressive of anything and everything, not limited to "but does this represent *the* Mexican American experience?"

This discussion reminded me a lot of Disorientation by Elaine Hsieh Chou, where the professor kept telling his Asian American students that their writing didn't "reflect the Asian American experience enough" gooooodness gracious!

Anyway, I loved this romance/coming of age & will continue to read anything Jonny Garza Villa writes!

4.5 stars rounded up.

oh this book--i want to read it again already. new adult queer romance, so much about immigration and justice, family and work and art and futures. i was swept up in everyone and everything. all of them deserved better from the world. i listened to this and it was really well narrated.

i don't know if school libraries will allow this bc drugs and sex are pretty explicit but they should.

Another beautiful queer love story by Jonny Garza Villa, filled with hilarious dialogue, vivid lovable characters, heart-wrenching scenes, and heartwarming growth. Ander’s story talks about finding meaning in your work, what it means to create, and the balance of making art about your identities, not because it’s expected of you as a result of who you are, but rather how you want to express yourself. Ander, Santi, and the whole family and crew were a joy to get to know. I was absolutely moved by their fierce love and protectiveness of each other.

Avi Roque brought these characters to life wonderfully. The voice for Ander in particular perfectly captured their sass, enthusiasm, sarcasm, and every emotion in between. I have loved their work in every audiobook I’ve heard, and this one was no exception.

⭐⭐⭐⭐

𝘼 𝙔𝘼 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙢𝙥𝙤𝙧𝙖𝙧𝙮 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙨𝙩𝙤𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙖 𝙣𝙤𝙣𝙗𝙞𝙣𝙖𝙧𝙮 𝙈𝙚𝙭𝙞𝙘𝙖𝙣 𝘼𝙢𝙚𝙧𝙞𝙘𝙖𝙣 𝙩𝙚𝙚𝙣 𝙛𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙝𝙮 𝙣𝙚𝙬 𝙬𝙖𝙞𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙖𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙛𝙖𝙢𝙞𝙡𝙮’𝙨 𝙩𝙖𝙦𝙪𝙚𝙧𝙞𝙖.

📍 Read if you like:
• Mexican Characters
• Love Stories
• Queer Rep
• Murals And Food

I had no idea what I was getting myself into when I started reading this book, but I definitely was not expecting to get emotional. This really hit deep with a love story between an undocumented Mexican male and a non-binary Mexican American… There were mentions of ICE and the border policy that had me sobbing. As someone who has undocumented family members, it was tough reading about these moments. I have witnessed it happen and it’s never something you would ever want to happen to you.

I really think Jonny Garza Villa did a phenomenal job at writing this beautiful but also heartbreaking story with these characters you will absolutely love. I have been to San Antonio before and I think this book portrays the beautiful city so well. The mention of food with the taqueria and the murals around the city… oh man, I felt so emerged in the story and setting.

I can’t explain how much I loved Ander and Santi. They both were so likable and I related to both of them in different traits. They soon become friends but later grow a strong relationship.

This book really made me question what “home” really meant - not just a roof over our heads, but also surrounded by those who love us (family, friends, etc.)

I felt all kinds of emotions while reading this book. At one moment I was giggling while for another moment I was sobbing. This story is beautiful - it really is. Also, my stomach was growling throughout the book. It made me want mangoes, paletas, and tacos with some salsa - I was seriously hungry reading this book.

I had a few small issues with the book, however, they were very minor and they didn’t take the enjoyment I had with the book. Honestly, this book is beautiful and written so well. The characters are lovable. The setting is extremely incredible. As a Mexican reviewer, I would highly recommend this book. It's not only this YA Queer Mexican love story, there’s a bigger message being addressed that I think it’s very important to read about.
Thank you Wednesday Books and NetGalley for the gifted e-ARC and ALC in exchange for my honest review, all thoughts are my own!

I think I have found an Instabuy author based off of this book. I absolutely loved it. It had me feeling all the emotions. I’m just never wanted it to end. Such a lovely book.

This was absolutely beautiful and a roller coaster of emotions. The story is so well constructed and the pacing was perfect. Ander is an amazing narrator and their emotions came across as organic and sometimes crushing. Santi is such a complex love interest and the way he progressed throughout the novel was very compelling to read. It is full of love, care, art, and amazing commentary on how desensitized you can become when ICE has been a terror for as long as you have been alive. Avi Roque did an amazing job at narrating this book. They are really excelling at creating distinct voices for their character. I cannot wait to see what they do next.

Ander & Santi Were Here was my first novel by Jonny Garza Villa but definitely WILL NOT be my last!

Ander Martinez has always stayed in Texas. They loves their family’s restaurant and the smells that waft through the streets of San Antonio. Inspiration to paint murals came from here and they’re finally ready to branch out and attend art school in Chicago. Then, they meet Santiago Lopez Alvarado, the handsome waiter. Falling in love is as easy as saying abc.

However; Santi is an immigrant who doesn’t have a ViSA to be in America and ICE is at his tail. Ander has to come to terms with what is exactly important in life and love.

I couldn’t stop listening to the audio production of Ander & Santi Were Here narrated by Anvi Roque. Roque brought Ander’s story to life and made me feel like I was inside their head. The emotions were felt as these two characters fell in love and then ran away from danger pushing at their backs . The accents and Spanish placed throughout flowed seamlessly and I would forever recommend doing the audio version of this tale.

Thank you MacMillian Audio and Netgalley for my alc in exchange for my honest review. All thoughts and opinions are my own.

I'd like to thank the publisher for providing me with an ARC for the audiobook of this important book.
There is very important representation for nonbinary folk and undocumented persons. Unfortunately, for me at least, the representation and important political messages were the most successful parts of this. I struggled to relate to the POV character (and that's okay - I'm a white guy in my 40s, so it could very well just be that I'm not a relevant audience for the book); they came across as entitled and whiny -- I know so many creative queer folk (especially PoC) who would have given anything to have had parents supportive of both a career in the arts and their queerness, so I really struggled with Ander's complaints about them. Unfortunately, this took me out of it pretty early on. And, in the arts there's always been an 'outsider' vs. establishment dynamic and so Ander going to AIC just always seemed like a bad fit, even before their advisor's cringiness became apparent. So, in the end, I found myself not really caring about this major plot point. This all sounds like a pan, and I don't intend it to be. There was a lot to like here. It's still a solid 4/5 stars for me and I'll highlight the positives in both my blog review and on my dedicated Instagram.

A guardely positive review will appear on my blog and Instagram closer to the release date.

4.5 stars!

"Ander & Santi Were Here" by Jonny Garza Villa is a brilliant and beautiful story of love, acceptance, humor, and heartache. Doesn't everybody yearn for a connection like Ander and Santi's? Though their courtship beings quickly, Villa spends his time crafting their relationship so readers feel their affinity for one another from their very first interaction. This book will make even the coldest hearts thaw. Villa tackles some tough subjects like immigration/ICE, racism, xenophobia, and homophobia in a very real, candid way. He intersperses these issues alongside a coming-of-age tale full of art, passion, and LGBTQIA+ pride as the nonbinary Ander falls in love with the undocumented Santi. "Ander and Santi Were Here" will make you laugh, it will certainly make you cry, it will make you joyful, and it will make you want to scream at such an unjust system headed by a morally bankrupt few who make it their main mission to misunderstand and hate. Some readers will find these topics to be difficult to digest because they may hit so close to home, but I urge you to stick with this book if you are able. Audiobook narrator Avi Roque brings Ander and Santi to life in a glorious way. His narration is some of the best I have ever heard. His voice brings the heat and the sweet, his every word describing the colors, the music, and the food with precision and pizzazz. My one critique is that the story drags just a little bit in the middle, but not so much that it detracts from the story as a whole.

Thank you to NetGalley, Jonny Garza Villa, and Macmillan Audio, and Macmillan Young Listeners for providing me with an ARC copy of this book! All opinions are my own, and I was not compensated for my review.

This is such a phenomenal story filled with endearing love and heartbreak and humor. The story was so well-written and real, tackling immigration, sexuality, gender expression, major life decision, and so much more. I loved the characters and the phenomenal representation this book holds. It packs so much in under 400 pages, and I would highly recommend this read to anyone.

4.5/5

Thank you Netgalley for providing a digital ARC.