How Will I Know You by Jessica Treadway is a compelling read that will leave you with so many thoughts that you'd be thinking about this book for days even after it is over.
When I started reading this book I had this idea that this book will revolve around a murder and then it'll turn out to be a fast-paced who-dun-it kind, but as I got into the book I realized that I completely started forgetting about the actual murder as the story focused on the people and the relations Joy was surrounded with when she was alive. This book shows so transparently the truth about how exactly the things would be like if a murder of this kind happens in real life of a normal teenager.
This book shouldn't be misinterpreted as a Thriller, but it is a realistic approach of the author towards the situation on the whole. After reading this book (actually, while reading this book) I realized how easily we form an opinion about someone whom we've never really known. How easy it is for everyone, including the parents and the best of friends, to misinterpret the actions of someone and come up with their own theories about how things would have played out and what might have happened and how they start believing and, in a way, living in those theories. Human nature is such a tricky and immensely complex thing that you never know what might happen in the next few minutes.
The writing was really good and had an easy flow to it that made reading this book a good experience and the slow-to-medium pace of the story was completely in sync with the story itself.
The characters were so real and full of life that I was able to connect with each and every single one of them. And I'm really thankful for it because this book is, in all respects, a character-driven story and these strong characters served the purpose perfectly well.
The beginning was great and I was pulled into the story right from the first chapter. The ending doesn't fail to tell the readers about what really happened on the day of the murder and who did it, so in a way it served as a beautiful closure because otherwise, I'm sure it would have been a really gut-wrenching read.
I'd recommend this book to all the mystery and suspense lovers and also to all those readers who don't mind reading about dark subjects such as depression and coping with the loss of a loved one.
