When I close my eyes to this life and open them to another ……what would I see? How would I describe what I see and how would I feel? What would I feel?

Would I be afraid, scared? Lost? Would I panic? Would I scream in terror, covering my mouth with my hand to suppress the fear that has gripped my mind. Would I be afraid of the unknown? In one moment, a twinkle of the eye, would I shudder in fear of what I don't know? In a split second of time would I be afraid of what was around the corner?

In the time before this, I knew what I believed and who I believed in. But now I have this ghostly disturbed feeling prowling behind me. In a split second, like a brief flash of light in a dark room, I am afraid. Fear gripped me so tightly that my very breath disappeared and I was gasping for air.