Before you is a dry, documented testimony of one of the many paths that human consciousness can take when confronted with the underside of dense reality. No ready-made dogmas, universal truths, or attempts to create yet another teaching. This is a chronicle of borderline states — from spontaneous out-of-body experiences and sleep paralysis in childhood, to Reiki initiation, regression hypnosis, a pilgrimage to Mount Kailash, and the dark night of the soul.

A living protocol of how human perception opens to cosmic voltage — and how light and darkness intertwine in the geometry of one individual life, making a daily choice between two vectors.

Vector+ (Service to Others): helping others reveal their inner light.

Vector− (Service to Self): feeding one's fire by consuming the resources of others.

This book does not promise easy answers. It was created as an invitation to deep reflection and honest dialogue.