I am going to review the book "Watch Me Disappear," by Janelle Brown. This book is hot off the press as it was published today July 11, 2017 by Random House Publishing Group. For those of you who would like to purchase a copy of this book CLICK HERE. Janelle Brown is a bestselling author. She previously wrote the books "All We Ever Wanted Was Everything," and "This is Where We Live." "Watch Me Disappear" is about Billie a married mother of one child dies while she is hiking. This is about the grief of a loss of a mother and how her daughter, Olive and husband Jonathon cope with her loss. Olive starts seeing her mother and receiving messages from her mother through hallucinations. From there while her husband is writing a book about his loss he finds out information that his wife had a different life before him and was keeping secrets. From here both Olive and Jonathon begin to question Billie's death of whether she died or left them behind.
Overall I rated this book four stars out of five. I really did enjoy reading this book, it had a lot of substance to it. It was a book that had it not been for the publisher who sent me a copy of this book I would probably have never read, but I am definitely glad I did read it. The characters were likable and had depth. The story kept me on my feet wanting to find out what happened to Billie. And I absolutely loved the ending. There were a few times in the book where I did want more to happen, but overall I would highly recommend this book to read. Go ahead and find out for yourself does Billie die while hiking or does she leave her family for a different life altogether?
I want to thank Netgalley, Janelle Brown, and Random House Publishing Group for giving me the opportunity to read this book in exchange for an honest review.

Watch me disappear what a great book. Looking forward to read more books from this author.

In Watch Me Disappear, Billie Flanagan, a Berkeley mother with an interesting past, went out on a solo hike (as all good angsty people ought since Wild) and never returned. All that was found of her was a hiking boot and her cell phone, and she is presumed dead. A year later, her husband and daughter are trying their hardest to get on with life, but that is still proving difficult. Jonathan, her husband, has quit his corporate job in order to write a memoir of his life with Billie and her teenaged daughter Olive is getting more teenager-ish by the day.


While they wait for enough time to pass to be issued an official death certificate, Olive starts to have strange visions of her mother trying to contact her to convey that she is not actually dead. She soon starts to believe that there is more to the story and she starts to look for Billie, uncovering a whole slew of secrets about her life. Jonathan somehow gets pulled into this and they fall into a confusing (to them and to us) mess of leads and discoveries about who Billie really was.


It’s hard to categorize this book – mystery, thriller, novel, YA possibly – and I stopped trying eventually and just read it. While I overall enjoyed the story, and was really drawn in by the plot, this book is a bit too long and ultimately not very satisfying. The ending was good, and unexpected, but I wish that it had come sooner. There is no denying, however, that Janelle Brown can write. I would definitely read another of her books, but can’t wholeheartedly recommend this one.


Thank you to NetGalley and the publisher for an advanced copy of Watch Me Disappear; it will be available July 11 everywhere.

"Maybe this is why they say love is blind: Who you want people to be makes you blind to who they really are."

Jonathan Flanagan met wild child Billie "Sybilla" Thrace and immediately fell head over heels in love with her. They were engaged six weeks later and married for sixteen years.

But lately Jonathan has been working long hours as the senior editor at a tech magazine he's worked at for years. And Olive, their teen daughter, is going through growing pains and wants nothing to do with either her mother or her father. So Billie decides she's going on a solo hike along the Pacific Crest Trail in the Desolation wilderness area. And she never comes home and her body is never found.

It's a year later and Jonathan and Olive are trying to put their lives back together.

The premise of this story was promising. I really looked forward to reading it. But it was dry and downright boring in spots. And it was filled with narcissistic characters that were impossible to like.

The story is told partly by Jonathan, partly by Olive, and partly through chapters of a memoir Jonathan is writing about Billie.

All the pieces were there to make this a decent story but they just didn't mesh.

I received this book from Spiegel and Grau through Net Galley in exchange for my unbiased review.

I read this book, although it was hard for me to finish. It is well written and the characters are also well defined. But for some reason, I just did not connect with the storyline. The book is more about the characters and less about action. I did try to like it.

I started this book a few weeks ago but it just seemed dull and slow going. Once I hit the halfway mark though I couldn't seem to put it down. This book was definitely a puzzle that kept changing on me. I loved the ending although I wish Jonathan and Olive knew the truth. Overall a good read.

A mother/wife disappears, but is she just missing or dead? I liked the way this book switched narrative from father to daughter so you get to see what each is thinking. It kept me guessing about what truly happened a year earlier; I kept thinking I had it figured, and then something new would be revealed. After all was said and done, I must say I really disliked the mother/wife, but it's still a book I would recommend.

I received this book from NetGalley and Random House Publishing Group in exchange for my honest review.

I really enjoyed this book. I finished in the same day I started it and did not want to put it down. It had the right amount of suspense that left me wondering the entire time. I kept changing my theory about what really happened all the way to the end. I can't say too much without giving away too much.

I highly recommend you read it and it is going to be in my top five of the year!

I didn't give this book a star rating because I wasn't able to finish it only because it was written in a style I didn't find enjoyable.

Janelle Brown’s Watch Me Disappear is the sort of summer read that’s dishy enough to enjoy at the pool or beach, but is well-written enough that you won’t feel like you wasted your precious vacation time on yet another Gone Girl rehash. This is a thoughtful examination of family and identity, as well as a genuine page-turner.

Berkeley mom Billie Flanagan disappears while she’s on a solo hike, leaving her devastated husband Jonathan and teenage daughter Olive behind to deal with her loss. Despite extensive searching, Billie’s body was never found (some random detritus, like a boot and a phone, were recovered). Not having 100% solid proof that Billie is actually dead makes the situation even more fraught. Jonathan quit his highly demanding job in order to write a book and to be available to his daughter, but financial pressures—Billie’s life insurance policy requires a death certificate, which is difficult to procure without a body—are driving him to drink. Then Olive starts having visions in which her mother is still very much alive.

Both Jonathan and Olive make discoveries about Billie and her mysterious and complicated past, which she had never been particularly open about. Jonathan also has to decide how to handle Olive’s insistence that her mother is not dead and is, indeed, trying to communicate with her. He also falls into a relationship with Billie’s best friend, one of the few people who knew her before she became a wife and mom.

All of the revelations seem true to the characters instead of simply piled on for maximum shock effect, making Watch Me Disappear one of the most compelling thrillers I’ve read in a while.

“…how can you ever really know the truth about another person? We all write our own narratives about the people we know and love…”

Billie Flanagan is living the good life in Northern California. Her husband, Jonathan, has a lucrative career that permits her to stay home, even though Olive is now in middle school. But one day she heads out on one of her favorite hiking trails, the Pacific Crest Trail in Desolation Wilderness, and she never returns. Search and Rescue crews find a single hiking boot and a cell phone far below the trail with its screen smashed. Her bank cards and checking remain untouched. Jonathan and Olive are forced to face the truth: Billie is never coming home again. They hold the funeral, and a year later, Jonathan sits down to write a memoir of his life with Billie. It is here that we join the family.

Many thanks go to Net Galley and Random House for the invitation to read in exchange for this honest review. The book will be available to the public July 11, 2107.

This psychological thriller starts with daughter Olive, who is in middle school, seldom a proud or happy time for any of us. But one day Billie appears to Olive in the hallway and tells her that she should be looking harder; she isn’t trying. Olive is convinced that her mother is still alive and trying to reach her. Eventually Jonathan starts to wonder as well. Neither of them is able to move on effectively without knowing the truth, yet there it is: they have no body and they have no proof, yea or nay. As their journeys unfold, both externally and internally, Brown develops the hell out of both of these characters and through the memories both evoke in word and thought, she develops Billie best of all. An interesting side character named Harmony rounds things out nicely.

As each layer of each character is revealed—I was planning to say it’s like having three sets of Russian nesting dolls, but that’s not right; each has many more layers than that, more like an onion—the reader’s viewpoint is forced to shift from one point of view to another, and so we wonder at various times about alternative possibilities. Could Billie really be alive somewhere? Did she just up and leave them? She’s done that before. She is a runner. She has been known to drop people with no warning at all, just ghost them. It was a long time ago, but it’s true.

Or is she dead at the hands of…hmm, the ex-boyfriend that surfaces at the funeral? And we wonder whether maybe Jonathan, whose memories of Billie are not all as rosy as the ones we hear at the outset, did something to harm her. And then we wonder about Billie’s friend Harmony, who moves into Jonathan’s life rapidly enough to disturb Olive considerably. She’s so needy, so hungry for his attention; would she have offed Billie in order to have a crack at him? Many of these ideas are merely hinted at rather than voiced by the narrative, and this is part of what makes it so tasty. At first, I think my idea is original because I am so smart, but then I look back, as a reviewer has to do, and I can see it’s not really about my being smart (darn), but rather about very subtle foreshadowing. Brown uses lights and mirrors to get our minds moving in different directions, and the disorientation is, in its own twisted way, part of the rush.

A last note goes to the tangential but rarely-seen moment when a character muses about why it’s so hard to find an abortion clinic when you need one. This is the reverse side of a pet peeve of mine, the notion that every accidental pregnancy necessarily must end in childbirth, as if the year were 1950 or 1960 rather than the 21st century. I wonder whether Brown had to fight to keep that reference in her novel? One way or the other, this was going to be a five star review, but when I found that courageous little nugget, I wanted to shout for joy!

As to the end…I can’t tell you what happens of course, but I will tell you that this doesn’t end ambiguously. By the conclusion, the reader knows what happened to Billie.

When all is said and done, this is fiction that every feminist can embrace. If there is a heaven, Charlotte Perkins Gilman is looking down, and she is cheering.

I would like to thank Janelle Brown, Random House and Netgalley for giving me this book for my honest review!
Review By Stephanie
I love love a good prologue and Janelle gave me a great one in Watch Me Disappear! The story of this family visiting a monarch butterfly preserve grabbed my attention. This prologue painted the picture of love, family and fun and happiness....but that was the last time this family has a happy family vacation......Mommy goes on a hike by herself and never comes back...
A year later Jonathan and his daughter Olive are still dealing with the "death". Olive starts having "visions" of her mom and she thinks it is because her mother is trying to send her a message that she is alive and needs help. Jonathan is writing on a grief memoir when he starts getting some of the same vibes that Olive is getting about Billie.........and this is where the fun begins!
Janelle did an amazing job writing a gripping tale that will keep you glued to your kindle until the very last word! The writing, characters and storyline is so complex and amazing! Watch Me Disappear is a great book for everyone beach bag!!

Billie Flanagan waves goodbye to her family and heads off on a backpacking trip in the wilderness, alone. Billie doesn’t come back… The secrets and lies, guessing games and twists made for an intriguing and worthwhile reading journey.
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I would like to thank Random House Publishing, Spiegel & Grau, NetGalley, and Janelle Brown for the ARC of "Watch Me Disappear" by Janelle Brown for my honest review.

The genres of "Watch Me Disappear" are Fiction(Adult) and Mystery and Thriller.  Jonathan Flanagan and his adolescent daughter, Olive are mourning the loss of Billie Flanagan, who has simply disappeared. Billie, Jonathan's wife, and Olive's mother had gone on a solo hike a year before. The only thing found on the hiking trail is Billie's boot. Jonathan is able to declare his wife as legally dead at the end of the year.

Olive starts have strange visions of her mother, encouraging Olive to continue searching for her. Jonathan is drinking to cope, and Olive is searching to find herself, and feels lost.

The author describes the characters as complicated, complex, confused and flawed. Some of the characters seem quirky and strange.

Jonathan goes through boxes and Billie's computer and finds pictures and references that seem to indicate deep SECRETS. There are clues to Billie's earlier life, that Jonathan didn't know about. As Jonathan investigates his wife's disappearance, there is confusing information that makes him wonder if Billie is alive or not.

What motivation would make a loving mother and wife want to disappear?  What person or persons would want to harm or hurt Billie? How can secrets affect the relationships with loved ones? Who is telling the truth? These are questions that Janelle Brown has me reflecting on.

There are twists and turns in this novel. I especially enjoyed the Epilogue! I would highly recommend this intriguing novel for those who love a good mystery. Happy Reading!!

It took me a while, but about 100 pages in, I became intrigued by the storyline. Unfortunately throughout the story, I didn't feel connected to the characters and felt like WMD was missing something. I loved the details put into the story and Brown did a great job describing the characters and their personalities, but it was just odd- the hallucinations, Harmony's involvement, Olive questioning who she is. Overall, it seemed like a lot of good ideas, not executed thoroughly, thrown into one story.

How well do we really know the ones we love? How close do we really let others get when it comes to our true thoughts, feelings, and desires? When Berkeley wife and mother Billie Flannagan goes missing after a hike in Desolation Wilderness, she is feared lost and/or gravely injured. A year of tireless searching and long-shot hope -- with nothing but a lone lost boot to show for it -- Jonathan is ready to accept his wife is dead. Their daughter Olive, however, is having a harder time coming to terms with this conclusion -- especially when she starts to have visions with her mother encouraging, at times even taunting, Olive to find her. As Jonathan and Olive dig deeper into Billie's life, they realize that Billie might not have died in the wilderness -- she might have been running away, and not just from them but also from her own dark secrets -- leaving Jonathan and Olive to question if they really knew the most important woman in their lives.

Review: In a similar vein to Gillian Flynn's Gone Girl, author Janelle Brown weaves a mystery of a woman gone missing with family drama to create a devourable story. Billie is not a completely unlikable character, and readers can't help but feel for her husband Jonathan and their daughter Olive in the subsequent aftermath. Jonathan is not only trying to come to terms with his wife's disappearance but also how to raise his teenage daughter as a single parent as he picks up the pieces of his own life post-Billie. Olive, having a hard enough time navigating through her own grief, is still susceptible to the norms of teen life -- friendships, confusing feelings, prep school politics, and too many adults thinking they know how to solve all of her problems. As Jonathan and Olive investigate Billie's disappearance, they discover not only who their loved one really was but also how to heal their relationship with one another. At times riveting, heartbreaking, frustrating, and reassuring, Watch Me Disappear serves up love, loss, and the unnerving notion that we can never truly know those we care about most.

A hiker goes missing, a boot found. She is a mother and a wife. The daughter has "visits" from her mom, convincing her that her mother is still alive. The husband learns things about his wife that he didn't know. Is she still alive, life insurance policy? Hmmm...I tried really hard to like this book. There was nothing wrong with the book and yet it seemed that my mind would not grasp the story and hang on. I kept drifting away from the story and didn't look forward to picking it back up and reading more. There is something about it that makes me want to give it another go in the future. I just feel like this was not the right time for me to enjoy this book.

I received this from Netgalley in exchange for an honest review. I had a love\hate relationship with this book. Billie is presumed dead. Her husband Jonathan and daughter Olive are trying to put their lives back together. There is a lingering question of is she or isn't she dead? As the story unravels, we learn quite a bit about Billie and her secrets. This is a compelling and interesting take on a thriller. The problem I had was connecting to the characters. I just found some of this outrageous. I do have to say it got better as I read the book. Overall good.

“Watch Me Disappear” by Janelle Brown is an interesting spin on a mystery story. It is not about the death of wife and mother Billy Flanagan who disappeared almost one year previously while backpacking along the Pacific Crest Trail in Desolation Wilderness. It is about the consequences of that event, a family in crisis. It is about her husband Jonathan and daughter Olive who are left behind, haunted by “missing and presumed dead,” a phrase with no conclusion.
Jonathan quits his job and is writing a book, a memoir inspired by his life with Billy. As the one-year anniversary of Billy’s disappearance approaches, Jonathan prepares to have her declared legally dead. One day at school, Olivia sees her mother as if in a dream, chiding her “Why aren’t you looking?” She is consumed with doubt and guilt. “What if Mom is still alive, somewhere, and she has reached out to let me know?”
Questions surface. Jonathan’s search for answers exposes his wife’s secret and highly problematic history. Who was this woman he married? Who was this mother of his child? What is truth and what is fiction? Eventually the past comes crashing into the present like a dead tree limb, spewing splinters everywhere, and leaving a cavernous gap in the tree trunk of their lives. Secrets are revealed that none of the players anticipated. And even when the quest seems to be over, is it really? The details come out in the end, in the very last word.
Random House Publishing Group, NetGalley, and Janelle Brown gave me a copy of “Watch Me Disappear” for an impartial review. The pace was slow but steady. The personality of each character developed as the book progressed, and there were dynamic and interesting relationships between the characters. I usually don't read books of this kind, but the description was intriguing, and I really enjoyed reading it. The last sentence is one of the best ever.