Mis(H)adra .. it took some looking around to understand the parenthetical title (H). In Arabic misadra = seizure and mishadra = ‘I cannot’

A fitting and incredibly nuanced title for Iasmin Omar Ata’s deep dive into pain and despair felt when a person perceives themselves as alone, burdensome, and dismissed by the medical community.

Phenomenal graphic novel

Isaac, an Arab-American college student, is five years deep into his new norm with epilepsy. Each day he gets further and further removed from his friends and family.

Isaac’s epilepsy is visualized as strings of pearls with knives and eyeballs. Anytime he is triggered (dehydration, exhaustion, stress) the blades come out in a menacing, but pseudo protective way. Early in the book, the implied violence gains a footing as Isaac loses an eye during a seizure.

Mishadra follows the mental turmoil of Isaac as he struggles to cope and pushes to retain his new friendship with Jo, the only person he has ever honestly opened up to.

This is the type of books, the type.of stories deserves to be told.
I live for this illustrations, really love it. The colors, the edition, and all was really perfect. I conected so good with the storie and that is something I really need when I'm reading.

I was immediately very bored. I am planning to try to (re)read this book since I did have to dnf it. I can't really say why I didn't enjoy this one, but that's fine.

'Mis(h)adra' with words and art by Iasmin Omar Ata is a story about trying to live with an illness that no one around you understands.

Isaac is a student, but he has seizures, so he misses a lot of classes. His father doesn't understand, and Isaac is irritable with everyone around him. As he becomes more isolated with the people around him, he finds a new friend that wants to help. When doctors won't seem to understand, his friend Jo is there to help out. When Isaac reaches the bottom, Jo shares her own experiences.

This book at first was kind of a chaotic mess and it kind of drove me crazy, until a light went on that it was supposed to be that way. At over 200 pages, the story could have been a bit shorter, but by the end, I really liked it. Especially when I found out the story was based on the author's experiences. This seems like a scary thing to go through, and surviving it took courage.

I received a review copy of this graphic novel from Gallery 13 and NetGalley in exchange for an honest review. Thank you for allowing me to review this graphic novel.

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I loved this. It's an exploration of epilepsy through the lens of one character's struggle, and the art in this graphic novel is so unique and evocative that I am now insisting on showing it to everyone I know.

Mis(h)adra is a gorgeously drawn novel, and much like the author, the style falls somewhere between Eastern and Western styles. We follow the story of a college student struggling with epilepsy while trying to navigate a family in denial, his own denial about his condition, the rigors of life, and the pull of depression and addiction.

I really loved this novel for its originality of story. This kind of tale doesn't get told everyday and its really important that it does. I didn't share anything in common with the narrator, but I still connected with him and was geniunely interested in what happened. Also, the artwork is lovely and riveting.

The topics weren't something I was used to read about and they surprised me greatly, in a good way. The art was striking and fit the themes perfectly. Overall pretty good.

Amazing, semi-autobiographical graphic novel centered around an Arab-American university student and his experience with epilepsy. Iasmin Omar Ata beautifully captures what it is like to actually experience a seizure. Would definitely recommend for anyone wishing to know more about epilepsy, or for anyone looking for a good graphic novel.

Wow - love this art.

Another good book with subject matter that helps me learn about living in someone else’s shoes.

The art is amazing. And the story about someone learning to live with epilepsy is intense.

The minimalist use of color was an excellent choice - and the color changes when he has a seizure is jarring. This is really different, and it’s really well done.

A bit experimental. Definitely different than what I’m used to. Which is a good thing. Definitely worth reading.

Highly recommended.

<i>Thanks to NetGalley and Gallery 13 for a copy in return for an honest review.</i>

This is a beautiful illustration of a condition as difficult to comprehend as epilepsy - the illustrator is able to show how epileptic aura (the horrible promise of seizures to come) follow Isaac around just waiting for the opportunity to strike.

This isn't a dramatic story, it's reads more like a memoir that shows a young man coming to terms with his diagnosis. It's purpose is to give you, the reader, an insight into the life of someone suffering from epilepsy - from seizure triggers to the weight of carrying the risk of seizure around with you every day. The ending of this novel isn't particularly satisfying, but if there's anything to be learnt from this novel - it's to make the small wins count.

I would recommend this graphic novel to absolutely anyone - the message will benefit everyone and the artwork is simply wonderful.

This was a beautiful story depicting the struggles that individuals with disabilities and chronic illnesses go through in their everyday lives. It's a tough read, but the artwork soothes the soul while you learn about the trials and victories that come along with the life of a disabled individual (in this case, a boy with epilepsy). I appreciated the insight into this world, as the author also has epilepsy.

This is such a brilliant story and very powerful too.

It depicts the author's struggle with epilepsy by telling the story of a young man named Isaac who has epilepsy and it tells his story through art. I have read a number of graphic novels which focus on health issues and I feel that the graphic novel is a very powerful medium for explaining the struggles and victories of people who live with serious health conditions.

This novel is definitely worth reading. It is thoughtful in the way it depicts Isaac's struggles. The real beauty about this story is that the artwork is quite simple and the language that accompanies the art is also simple, but at the same time the message and the impact of the story is very hard hitting. I felt that the art uses a limited range of color but this actually works. The use of black and red depicting when Isaac has his epileptic attacks and the blue thread showing the aura before an attack impresses upon the reader the way Isaac is rendered helpless and that this is approaching danger. It conveys this effectively and without the use of words. It also has a way of drawing the reader into the epileptic episode.

We are also shown the power of friendship and community, and at the same time the barrier and challenges that Isaac has to face in order to receive strength from being part of this community. Frustration is also another emotion that is quite clearly conveyed in the story and as a reader we get to experience Isaac's frustrations both with his health condition and with the medical establishment and their refusal to listen to him and take his complaints seriously. Then there are all the difficulties with family and how Isaac struggles to get them to understand the seriousness of his condition.

This is this is a thoughtful story and very emotional too. As I read it I wanted to be the friend who was relentless in her support of him. Everyone needs someone like that in their lives even if they don't have a health condition. The book shows quite clearly that empathy can help a person who is struggling with life and once again it shows this in a subtle way without directly telling us.

I really enjoyed reading this. Epilepsy is not something that I am familiar with but through this book I feel that I have actually come to understand a little bit more about it. This is definitely a graphic novel that is well worth reading.

Copy provided by publisher via net galley in exchange for an unbiased review.

When it comes to illnesses, especially those that feed on emotional reactions to external stimuli, it is wise to not assume too much but listen to its sufferers and do what you can to empathise - even when you do not understand half of what is being said. This is because, unless you have come under the hand of the illness itself or you are close to someone who has, you may never truly understand what its sufferers go through. The graphic novel, Mis(h)adra, shines a clearer light on this for me, as I realise the emotional and psychological toll epilepsy takes in its sufferers.

Mis(h)adra is a fictional account (loosely based on the author's own life) of an epileptic patient called Isaac. The book chronicles how neighbourhood noises, insensitive comments, and Isaac's own negative thoughts, contributes to a debilitating anxiety that gives the illness more power to manifest itself. The book also shares how easy it sometimes can be for people suffering from epilepsy to develop an addiction for the medicine they are taking and from there take an overdose. Most importantly, Mis(h)adra reveals what it sometimes takes for epilepsy sufferers to rise above the illness. The book shows that reaching out, taking one day at a time, not giving up is key to managing it.

For those who know little or nothing about epilepsy but want to have a basic understanding from the perspective of a patient, Mis(h)adra is a wonderful educational tool. Also, those with the illness can read and take encouragement from Isaac's story, using it as an emotional and psychological boost towards managing the illness.

Lest I forget, the art style in Mis(h)dra is unique. Its use of colour to heighten emotional effects works well. The whole reading experience stayed with me for days. Mis(h)dra is a book worth reading.

Mis(h)dra is published by Gallery 13. Many thanks to them for the review copy.

A quick but striking read, Mis(h)adra shares the story of Isaac, an Arab American college student struggling with epilepsy. Represented by hanging knives, Isaac's epilepsy is the one constant in his life. Attending college and working are hard enough, but Isaac's epilepsy means he's also struggling with having the energy to deal with daily tasks, an unsupportive family, medical professionals who won't listen, and his own reluctance to open up to those around him.

While the story is solid, it's really the art that does the heavy lifting here. The use of color and line work to illustrate not only the day to day tension of possible epileptic seizures but the seizure themselves is remarkable. The shift to a black and magenta color palette from the softer tone of the main story both emphasizes and empathizes Isaac's seizures. Presenting the attacks so jarringly makes it easier to relate to Isaac's struggle with the violence and disruption of epileptic seizures.

Mis(h)andra is a solid book with art that elevates it to must pick up, if only to marvel at Ata's mastery of color and tone.

Mis(h)andra is the story of Isaac who struggle to live his normal live while having seizures. I love the story, it seems very realistic to me especially since this is an #ownvoices book. The way the art and the dialogues are presented make the story real and we can symphatize with Isaac.

I received an advanced copy of Mis(h)andra from NetGalley in exchange for a fair and honest review.

Mis(h)andra tells the story of Isaac, and Arab-American whom is struggling to come to terms with his epilepsy while having essentially no support structure. Along with his condition he has an unsupportive family, college problems, and the day to day issues, many of which can trigger an epileptic fit. If this wasn’t enough for a young man on his own to deal with, throw in the fact that he has yet to find a doctor that will truly listen to him, and you have the perfect recipe for despair.
The artist uses knifes to symbolize Isaac’s epilepsy – a move that is both bold and beautiful. Combined with a stunning color palette and rich imagery, it fully immerses the reader in the struggles and emotions that Isaac is being forced to cope with. I absolutely love all of the artistic choices made, right down to the simplest and smallest details.
There are some triggering subjects covered throughout the graphic novel. Isaac struggles with suicidal thoughts (stemming from the belief that he will never be himself again, that there’s no hope, no cure). The author doesn’t hide from these emotions that Isaac feels. Isaac also faces multiple uncaring medical professionals whom seem to prefer to assume he’s not really sick, as opposed to listening to him and giving him a proper diagnosis. During one of Isaac’s epileptic fits he loses an eye – the imagery around it is somewhat graphic, in part because of the way he illustrates his condition.
I sincerely cannot get over how beautiful and powerful this book was. The imagery and the story merge into an evocative tale where the reader finds themselves rooting for the main character’s well-being. I honestly wish I could read it for the first time all over again.

This graphic novel was an illuminating exploration of an Arab American's experience of epilepsy, while navigating graduate studies amid ableism from loved ones and professionals alike.

This beautifully done graphic novels follows Isaac who is trying to graduate from college while suffering from epilepsy. His seizures are so bad he loses an eye after a bad one at a party at a friends place. Having to deal with his seizures and ending up in doctors offices and in the hospital where doctors don't really listen to him while trying to attend class, barely managing to get through without flunking out. He learns that him pushing away in hopes of not inconveniencing them and that his life, despite his chronic illness, is worth living.

This story hit really close to home, leaving me still close to tears as I write this. I suffer from a chronic illness that had me flunking out of high school right before graduating, in too much pain just to breathe, let alone attend classes. I graduated four years later, when I was finally able to balance the pain and manage to listen to my body and not push it over the edge again. I still have bad episodes that leave me nearly unable to finish my own college classes and I don't have anything to manage the pain, but I'm learning that my life is still worth it, just like Isaac. Like Jo, I suffered from Stevens-Johnson Syndrome while taking the same medication to help with my depression. I was lucky because I was warned ahead of time, so when my back started burning so bad I couldn't have clothes touching it, my mom rushed to my pharmacist for me and got me started on meds to get it out of my system (I was in no condition to be going out. It took me a few days before the rash went down fully, so I didn't end up in a life threatening experience like Jo, thankfully). I'll always have the spots on my skin from it, in which almost flare up every now and again for one reason or another. But I didn't fully know that it was that until I read this comic, that I wasn't the only one that got it on my back instead of my feet and hands, which is why they didn't send me straight to hospital for it. I cried because I wasn't alone. And that's why representation matters.

This book is simply beautiful as it is horrifying. But in that horror it isn't hiding the truth or making seizures out to be something 'romantic' but life threatening. I showed that chronic illnesses can affect people and their lives so much and how hard you have to fighting with doctors over it because they don't want to listen. I still end up in the ER being told my ribs are probably just inflamed and it's not my Fibro and told to go home despite struggling to breathe. It's not easy and this read isn't either. But it does tell you the truth about chronic illnesses that many people don't fully understand. 

I highly recommend this book not only for the writing, but the art. It's beautifully done and ties in the fact Isaac is Arab beautifully. This graphic novel is beautifully done as it is important. So do me a favor, read this book. And support those of us that are sick and understand that things aren't easy for us. But we are trying our best. Don't think we're lying. Don't abandon us because you don't think we're being true when we need you the most. I might not have had a Jo in person, but I had someone who was there for me when I needed them most and I admit, I fear I wouldn't have survive it.