This book is probably one of the very few books that I could guess what was going on and then make me question my theory. A great, suspenseful read that makes you question even who you are. Poor Jessie loses her mother and then loses her self in the process. I absolutely loved this book from beginning to end. Can not wait to read the next one by Mary Kubica!!

Story: Life doesn’t always go as planned instead it can be full of regrets. For this married couple life didn’t go as planned. A wife who is unsure of who she is without a baby and willing to do anything to conceive, loses herself in the process. A husband utterly in love willing to do anything to make his wife happy.

A young girl finds herself alone in the world unsure of who she is without her mother. She wants answers to questions that her mother hid from her.

With alternating points of view between Jessie and Eden and a scattered timeline we get pieces of the interlocking parts to this story scattered around in various chapters.

The concept is clever, however I’m struggling with the delivery. The delivery is difficult to gather information with this timeline. I’m constantly questioning these new characters that are introduced. Trying to decipher how relevant they are to the parts I need to collect is confusing.

Overall: Jessie’s story is woven into Eden’s story which is confusing at first. I got hung up on the delivery. In my haste for answers I skimmed the story. I felt there was a bunch of fluff used as filler to delay the facts. The conclusion was rather anticlimactic.
The connecting part of these two main characters shed a ton of light on the concept. It had the potential to be a great story. The concept was brilliant.

Suggestion: Share Eden and Aaron’s story from the beginning and then introduce Jessie. Introducing her from the beginning was confusing. I had to go back and review previously read chapters once I discovered who Eden was. The dream sequence and all its components added confusion to the story.

Thank you Harlequin Press for allowing me to read When The Lights Go Out for review. I have mixed feelings about this book but I think it is because it was more a drama than a thriller and I really wanted a thriller.
Jessie loses her mother to breast cancer and is struggling to move on. Insomnia takes a hold of her while she struggles to deal with the loss of her only family. When she tries to fufill one of her mother’s last wishes to “find herself” she finds she may not be who she thought she was. Insomnia piles on to Jessie’s story and she becomes a very unreliable narrator very quickly. The other point of view is one of newly married Eden, twenty years ago, while she struggles with infertility. The two storylines alternate until the last 15% or so of the book.
First of all, I’m not sure the characters really connected for me. Jessie was obviously overwhelmed with grief and insomnia that nothing in her storyline rang true or even made sense half the time. Eden’s storyline in the past was a heartbreaking struggle with infertility but for me it went on for a long time with no real connection to anything else. I am fortunate to have never struggled so I also had no point of connection between myself and the character.
I also found that I felt like I was being force fed clues along the way. Like the author was trying really hard to make you believe one thing just to surprise you later. By the end, my feeling was more, why did I spend so long reading about her pregnancy struggles when that was the ending. It felt false to me and made this book just fall flat.
A quick read but with flat characters and a bit too many thriller gimmicks rather than thriller suspense.
Available September 4/18

From my blog: Always With a Book:

I have been a fan of Mary Kubica's books ever since meeting her at Book Expo back in 2014 when she was there signing copies of her debut book, The Good Girl. I have read each and every book she has written and anxiously await her new one each year and let me tell you, this latest one definitely did not disappoint!

This book has so many parts that I could relate to - first and foremost the insomnia angle. OMG - I think that was what had me so excited for this book because I unfortunately suffer from this all too often and was curious to see what Mary Kubica would do with that in a story line. It's not something I've seen tackled before and WOW...it definitely makes me want to get a handle on it for my own sanity!

I loved the way this story is told - alternating timelines that quickly pull you into each character's life. Jessie in the present day and Eden starting in 1996. The way the Mary Kubica writes her characters and story, we become completely enthralled in their lives as they each spiral out of control - Jessie as she copes with her grief and becomes an insomniac and ends up not sleeping for nine days straight; Eden as she makes it her sole focus to become a mother, to the point it becomes a complete obsession, practically destroying everything else in her life. And of course, the whole time, we are wondering how these characters and their stories will intersect.

So many times I thought I had things figured out, I thought for sure I knew where this story was going to end up, and then a new development would throw that theory out the window. I was so invested in this book, I was emotionally attached to these characters and just wanted to know what was going to happen. Never would I have guessed the ending...and I loved it! I actually gasped out loud - it took me by such surprise. But that's such a good thing! This book is such a good read - it's intense, it's emotional, it's suspenseful right up to that final reveal. I definitely recommend picking this one up! Mary - you did it again and I can't wait to see what comes next!!!

I received When The lights Go Out as an ARC from Netgalley. This is the 3rd book by Mary Kubica that I have read. I also read The Good Girl and Pretty Baby. This book was not as much of a thriller as the other two. It was more of a mystery. Jessie's mother dies and when she goes to apply for college she discovers that her social security number belongs to a girl who died when she was 3. This leads Jessie on a search to discover her real identity. The story go back & forth between Jessie's story and Eden's. I enjoyed the book and it kept me captivated until the end. It is another winner from Mary Kubica.

<i>"Did you ever think, Jessie, that you're only seeing what you want to see?</i>

<i>Thank you to Netgalley, the publisher Harlequin and the author Mary Kubica for my free ARC in exchange for my honest opinion.</i>

Mary Kubica, my girl, I really like your books. You are an excellent writer and suck me into all of your novels. You are one of my favorite thriller writers, but what was the end of this book? It's been a few days and I still don't understand what happened!

The premise of this book and the first 80% or so is quite good. It follows two story lines: Jessie, who lost her mother and struggles being adrift in the world alone, and Eden, a woman who desperately wants a child and is connected to Jessie's story.

At the core of this book is a story of loss and how that effects our closest relationships. Jessie and her mother's lives were so intricately entwined that when Jessie loses her mother to cancer on the cusp of her own transition into adulthood, she struggles mightily to deal with being alone and moving forward with her life. During this time, Jessie is left with a number of questions about her past and who she *actually* is with no one to ask.

Meanwhile, Eden's story is that of a woman in love in a small lake-side town, who becomes obsessed with becoming a mother.

<i>"I was being brushed off, given the cold shoulder as if I carried a stigma on my sleeve. The stigma of infertility,the stigma of miscarriage..."</i>

There's a lot of discussion about the pressure, both internal and external, on women who are of child-bearing age who desperately want to have a child, but for one reason or another, cannot conceive or successfully bring a pregnancy to term. Even as Eden becomes more desperate and obsessed with the thought of motherhood, you feel for Eden. She watches her neighbor's family grow and show little appreciation for it, while Eden and Aaron sink money they don't have into different medical treatments.

As you can imagine, these storylines eventually connect, with what I would consider mixed results. It wasn't exactly what I expected, but it also wasn't a jaw dropping twist. But then the last 10-15% happened and I'm still sitting here trying to figure out what exactly happened. It's confusing and is so out of left field. I don't what else to say without giving it away, but just be prepared that the ending doesn't necessarily mesh with the rest of the story.

Should you skip this? I don't think so, especially if you've enjoyed Kubica's other books, but I would not say this is her best work.

<i>"I'm hopelessly alone. Everything huts. I can no longer think straight; I can no longer see straight; I can no longer speak. I don't who I am anymore. If I am anyone."</i>

Great characters, loved reading alternating chapters from Jessie and Eden, and a terrific ending I didn’t see coming! After thinking about it though, the clues were there. Very good read!

Mary Kubrick does a great job of drawing the reader into the stories of Eden and Jessie. The story was a complicated one including the death of a mother, another mother who is infertile and a child who wants to know who she is. I really loved the story of Eden and her quest to have a child, but her desperation ultimately became her downfall and also stretched the imagination. The tale of Jessie, who was unable to sleep and just counting the days until she felt she would just go ahead and die from lack of sleep, elicited sympathy. I didn’t really relate to either character, but I did like how the author slowly interweaved their stories and had so many twists, especially with Jessie’s landlady. I found the plot slow to develop but at the same time mesmerizing because I wanted to find out what happened to Jessie. Readers of psychological thrillers will enjoy this new book by Mary Kubica and will delight in figuring out the meaning of the title.

For probably the first time ever, I really don’t know what to say... I guess I should start by saying that I was sent an advanced copy of When The Lights Go Out and was the kind of excited that had me plowing through other books that I needed to finish just to get to this one. I’ve actually never read any of Mary Kubica’s previous work but the buzz surrounding everything she touches is hard to miss and there are few things I enjoy more than getting a first class ticket on the crazy train. I am also an 80s baby that grew up reading and watching The Face On The Milk Carton so this book seemed to be right up my alley. It all started out well... there were so many times that I just *knew* I had it all figured out. Even as theory after theory got crossed off the list, I didn’t lose hope. In fact, I got even more excited because I thought that if all of my wild ideas were dismissed, the real climax had to be so much better (and by better I mean worse - for the characters lol). But.... then, I actually got to the end. What in the actual fallopian tube was that? I’m not going to ruin it for you but to say it was anticlimactic would be an understatement. To be fair, the book did have me so sucked in that I stayed up until after 3am to finish it. Kubica did a great job of putting words to the main character’s thoughts and feelings which makes the reader feel like we are right there with her despite (at least in my case) not having any life experiences that even resemble her situation. That takes incredible talent and I don’t want to belittle that in any way.... I just have this strong urge to be back in 4th grade so this could be a Choose Your Own Adventure Book and I could cheat by keeping my finger on the page so I could go back and choose the other ending if I didn’t like the first one.

I've been a fan of Mary Kubica's since The Good Girl, but none of her books since have been as good as that. This was the closest though. Stolen identity or something more? This story had me guessing the whole time. Once I started reading, I didn't stop until the last page. If you like psychological thrillers, this is a must-read.

I really wanted to like When the Lights Go Out, but I never truly connected with the story or the characters. When the Lights Go Out tells two intertwining stories - Jessie's and Eden's.
Jessie's story is hallucinatory and all over the place because she is suffering from an acute case of insomnia. Eden's story is spare and often sad.
I was often frustrated by this book. It took me far too long to piece together what was going on. Once I did, the story picked up a little, but never enough.
I think that Mary Kubica writes appealing stories - just not for me.

I am so very torn about this book. I loved 95% of it. Great suspense, great mystery, great characters. The ending is the other 5% - I just don’t get it at all. Just about anything else could have happened and it would have made more sense. However, everything else about this book is fantastic!

Jaw dropping, shocking, and a little disappointing. Very well written. This was not really a thriller like I thought, althougjh it did have some thriller qualities to it.Terror after the loss of a family member as well as grief and disappointment due to infertility told in alternating chapters by a mother and daughter allco e to a conclusion I never saw coming.

I’m a big Mary Kubica fan. This book was engrossing and had an ending that I did not expect at all, but it was quite satisfying. I was rooting for Jessie the whole time I was reading and felt so much for her mother, Eden. I will be recommending this book.

Well the ending was the twist to end all twists. I think I liked it. Still thinking about how to process the information. The book was so well written and incredibly engaging. You think it will end one way and it doesn’t at all. The very definition of a psychological thriller. And a happy ending too. Well, kind of. A big thank you to NetGalley and the publishers for the ARC. A truly enjoyable read.

3.5 stars

When The Lights Go Out by Mary Kubica is a psychological thriller.

First, let me thank NetGalley, the publisher Harlequin – Hanover Trade Press, and of course the author, for providing me with a copy of this book in exchange for an honest review.

My Synopsis:
This book is the story of two women, bound by love....and a secret identity.

Jessie, a young girl whose mother is dying of cancer, realizes there is so much she doesn’t know. If her mom dies, she will be alone in the world. It was always just her and her mom, who always refused to talk about Jessie’s father. As her mother lays in her hospital bed, Jessie, with the help of some drugs from the doctor, finally falls asleep. When she awakes to find she slept through her mother’s death, she vows never to take another drug. But she is suffering from insomnia. With the chaos that follows her mother’s death, Jessie tries to “find herself” as her mom wanted. She found a place to live, but when she tries to enroll in college, she finds that her social insurance number belongs to a child who died at the age of 3….with Jessie’s name. As the insomnia starts to affect her body and her mind, Jessie starts to spiral out of control, seeing her father at every turn, and wondering about the dead child with her name. Reality and hallucinations blur.

20 years earlier, Eden was a young woman who desperately wanted a child. After thousands of dollars spent in trying to get pregnant with no results, her mind starts to go in different directions. She starts spending her days outside a ballet studio, watching one particular little girl who she feels is being neglected. She also starts working at a hospital, where she has access to the nursery ward. Eden’s husband, Aaron, starts to worry about her obsession, and tries to keep her stable, but Eden is out of control. Eventually even Eden starts to question herself, but by then….it’s too late.

My Opinions:
The story is told from both Jessie’s perspective and Eden’s, and although the reader knows how the two connect, there is always something else happening, so that when the expected conclusion finally arrives, there has been so much suspense, you have to take a deep breath. The stories intertwine beautifully.

The writing was superb, and the story-line was great. I thoroughly enjoyed the book, the characters, the plot….until the end…which, although I will not spoil it….I hated. I thought it was a cop-out. It's like the author got bored, and came up with a quick solution.  It was a 5 star book until then, and now I can't even give it a 4 star review. I am so disappointed.

Jessie Sloane sits by her dying mother's bedside and wonders how she will go on without her mom. One of her mom's last wishes is for Jessie to find herself, so Jessie sets out to do so for her mom's sake, but finds unexpected obstacles in getting on with her life.

I have read Mary Kubica's previous books and was excited to read this one. The description made it sound like the same type of thriller as her other books, but it was very different. It starts out in the same manner and I became hooked on the alternating stories of Jessie and of newly married Eden and her husband Aaron who are ready to start a family. Jessie is a sympathetic character and Eden and Aaron's problems were realistic and interesting to read.

Unfortunately, the ending was one of the biggest letdowns I've experienced in a recent thriller. I love being surprised by a clever plot twist and figured one was coming since some things about Jessie's narrative seemed a bit off. Without spoiling anything for other readers, I will just say that instead of a twist in the story, the whole story was a twist. Afterwards, I felt tricked for investing so much in what was happening throughout the book. I was left disappointed instead of entertained. Even though I didn't care for the direction the story takes, the book is well-written which is why I've given it 3-stars. I won't give up on Kubica in the future, but this is my least favorite of her books.

I received this book from NetGalley through the courtesy of Harlequin/Hanover Square Press. The book was provided to me in exchange for an honest review.

Huge fan of her books, and this one did not disappoint. Definitely kept me on the edge of my seat with each turn of the page! I read it in 24 hours, and didn't want it to end. A must read!

This book left me saying “huh?” and not necessarily in a good way. I’ve loved the author’s other books, so I had really high hopes for this one. It started out okay, and the plot was intriguing at first. The more I read, though, the more I felt that things just kind of wandered. At various times it was a gothic mystery, a mistaken identity thriller, a self-searching introspective analysis...all in all, it just didn’t know what it wanted to be. In finishing, I realize why the author wrote it that way, but there wasn’t enough to tie it all together. As for the characters, other people with different life experiences may be able to fully relate to Eden and her troubles, but the long chapters of her describing her anguish did nothing for me. I did relate to Jessie a little bit more, especially at the beginning, but ultimately neither one really caught me up in their story. And the ending? I had to reread it 3 times to try to understand what had happened. It reminded me of a few TV shows that had similar finales, and I didn’t care much for those endings either. A good psych thriller should make a reader say, “Whoa, I had no idea!” not “Wait, wth just happened?” There was enough to make this an okay book, but nowhere near as good as her others. Thank you to NetGalley, Harlequin-Hanover Square Press, and the author for a digital ARC in exchange for an honest review.

This is a three stars rounded up. I’m having a hard time writing this review because NOTHING HAPPENS IN THIS BOOK. It is full of internal monologue from two different characters during two different timelines. When the Lights Go Out is the epitome of a slow burn, and that just doesn’t sit well with me. When you’re writing this genre, something has to happen to keep the book moving. The event in this book is not believable in the least bit and I actually found myself yelling “WTF?!” out loud.


Thanks to NetGalley and Harlequin for the chance to read this. All thoughts are my own.