Till it Stops Beating by Hannah R. Goodman is a mixed bag of emotion! I haven’t read any of the others in the series but I found myself falling into this book as though I had. There is plenty of laughter, tears, shock, and surprise in this book and no reader will be able to stop themselves running through almost every emotion known. It is the perfect story of teenage angst and emotion and the characters are both funny and very vulnerable; relatable and people that we can all identify with. It’s a fun story with plenty of ups, downs and sideways moves that will keep you reading until the end.

I never like it when YA novels try and use silly little acronyms and codewords for real, genuine issues. It just feels very juvenile and beneath the reader.

This novel was very sweet and poignant. Maddie is a character that you can really relate to and her voice is so strong and never wavered. The anxiety she felt about going off to college and having her whole world change felt true to the teenage experience at least from my experience. The novel was touching and was an enjoyable read.

I had to read the other books by this other before I could read this one, but I am so glad that I did. Hannah Goodman is an amazing writer and this book proved it.

I wish Netgalley would make it clear when books are sequels. This is the fourth book in the Maddie series which was not made clear when I requested it, so I feel I need to read the others before this one.

Irequested this title on Netgalley because the synopsis sounded fun. I like requesting titles I wouldn't normally pick up as soon so I can get a bit out of my comfort zone, sometimes this ends well and I end up finding a book I love. Sometimes... I hate the book. That is what happened here.


It's been a while since I read this book and I can't fully remember all the details, which is telling in it's own way. I made notes and let's just say none of them are positive so let's just get into them.


This book has a lot of problems. First of all, the main character decided she doesn't like a show and she says it's because the boys in it cry. First of all, that's a pretty strange reason not to like a show and second of all it's harmful. It is harmful for boys to think they can't cry and for girls to read that it is normal for boys not to cry. Everyone needs to let their feelings out, no matter their gender. Writing this into a book just reinforces the harmful stereotype.

There were some other iffy things about this book. For example, how it talks about LGBTQ. One of the best friends of the main character is gay and the conversations around this in the book are... not good. For example there's a conversation where this characters says: There's a part of me that thinks I'm bi. To which the mc replies: bi-curious or bi-confused. Like those are the only two options? You can't be bi, you always have to make a choice in the end. It made me so mad and it was just so unnecessary. There is also a scene in which another gay character wants a 'gay test' and asks to kiss Maddie, the mc. And the whole idea of a gay test is just so painful and wrong. It's like saying: well, you haven't tried girls so how can you be so certain? Which implies that people who identify as gay don't know their own feelings and I hate when that's said and implied. It's hard enough to come out, a lot of people doubt their identities for so long especially because of comments like this. I feel like I'm rambling a bit but in short: even though there is a gay couple in this book, LGBTQ issues are not handled well.


Maddie is also not consistent. She is a very confusing character. The one moment she cares so much about her friends and the next she just says Bye! And hangs up the phone after her best friend ran off after he broke up with his boyfriend. She also sends off her ex-boyfriend to military school after she blabbed about his drug abuse to his family but then she is pissed when he doesn't contact her... She has another ex-boyfriend that died in a car crash when they were together. He was hardly mentioned and she seemed completely fine over it? It did happen two years ago but you'd think it would leave some kind of impression. Especially now her grandma might die so there will be someone else close to her looking dead in the eyes.

Maddie suffers from anxiety. She has some episode early on in the book that makes her aware of this. Her parents find her in this episode, carry her to bed and leave her there. There are no doctors or anyone medical to check her out even though the episode is described to be very intense. I can't comment on the anxiety rep in this one since I don't suffer from anxiety myself.

I still have some notes left but I feel like I have said the most important things. The story in itself is cute but the characters are majorly flawed. This book had a lot of potential but the inconsistent characters made me confused and somewhat mad sometimes. They annoyed me to no end and the ending of this book was so predictable it didn't even phase me. I did see it was part of a series so maybe it's not as bad if you've read the whole series? Still, I don't recommend this book at all.

This book was a quick summer read perfect for teens. For me, it lacked a bit of substance though I see where the author was going with the story. I believe that some of my teens would enjoy this title, it just wasn't one of my favorites.

It was a cute story. I didn't have any background on it going in because I haven't read the other books in the series, but Hannah Goodman has a nice writing style that made me feel like I was still apart of the story even though I was missing so much of it. The plot is cute and I think all around it's just a fluffier YA contemp take on some serious issues (like anxiety).

Firstly, thankyou to NetGalley for providing me with a copy of Till It Stops Beating in exchange for an honest review.

I was expecting this book to be a cheesy, easy contemporary and what I got instead was a heart-felt look at family, friends, relationships, illness, anxiety and the passing of loved ones. I wasn't expecting to feel so many different emotions while reading this and I was very pleasantly surprised at the realistic and sometimes confronting aspect of living with anxiety. As someone who has anxiety (and quite debilitating anxiety at times) I really related to the main character and her struggle with this. She seemed to want to fight the anxiety and didn't want to let it interfere with her life and I feel this way constantly as well.

I enjoyed the pacing and loved how the author didn't drag out certain sections of the book unnecessarily. She 'zoomed in' on sections that needed more time and attention from us readers, but then flashed over other parts that didn't, which made for a balanced pacing and read.

I found myself getting very frustrated with Bubbie's friend Joyce, and her part in the illness debate. She seemed to think she had more of a say than Bubbie's own granddaughter and I found that very annoying. When Bubbie's daughter came and put Joyce back in her place a little, I enjoyed this and was surprised that Joyce took it so well.

Justin and Tony were two characters that I really enjoyed reading about and I wish they could have entered the story a lot earlier, but I understand why they didn't. Justin was very sweet and supportive and I think he was exactly what Maddie needed, in terms of her difficult family situation and her anxiety.

Overall, I really enjoyed this book and especially loved the realistic representation of both cancer and anxiety, and how it affects not just those with it, but the supporting family and friends as well.

This book was really hard for me to get into. This girl had a lot of tragedies and pre-dispositions of mental issues however it was all over the place to follow. She was aware, but not aware, in denial but admitting it. With this person, than that person etc. I think it had potential, it just was work to get into it. Overall it has a good message of hope and overcoming.

I am not really impressed with how juvenile this main character is. And we like to just all talk at the same time. And it's so normal for someone to be besties with a guy who dumped you and then came out as gay? Why is this such a normal thing for young adult books?? I don't think that would ever ever happen.

Unfortunately I did not realize that this was the fourth book in a series when I requested it. Wish I had read the first three first because I hate reading books out of order. I will, however, read them now:)! Super cute story of Maddie trying to find her own way and grow up facing all that her teenage life has to thrown at her... Maddie a great character: honest, sweet, funny and real. I totally enjoyed her story and look forward to reading the other books in the series. Great glimpse at a teenage girl growing up and dealing with life.

The book doesn't go as expected and takes numerous surprising diversions, yet there's something so heartfelt about it all. It's refreshing to read a book that examines mental health - particularly when it comes to teens leaving for college/uni.

I just thought this book was okay. I thought it was decent, but it was definitely a task for me to try to get through it. I just had a hard time connecting to the characters and the plot. I do think that the themes of anxiety were something that I could relate to, but I also felt that the themes weren't that developed.

When I first got this book I had no idea it was part of a series. I loved the cover and the plot seemed pretty nice so I decided to give it a go. At first I was a bit confused because there were a lot of references to past events and I didn't know the back story of it but the author did a great job at clarifying the past events and all that happened.

The plot and the story are nice and the characters are pretty interesting as well and nicely developed. I enjoyed how the anxiety in the main character was portrayed. I can't speak much about other characters besides what I read in this specific book but they all seemed nice. I enjoyed the romantic plot and the cabin scene and everything. It was really romantic and cute and even very real, not very fantasy like (this taken into account that, as far as I could tell, both characters already had an history together).

I did think that the plot was a bit rushed. Sometimes it would go weeks or even months between chapters and things could get a bit confusing. I'm not used to this big jumps in time and it took me a while to get used to it. The book had a bit of a rushed writing feel to it but might just be my perception of it.

Overall it's a pretty good book with good characters and I nice plot. Not sure if I'm going to read the previous books in the series, since it didn't grab my attention to the point of wanting to read what happened before but overall was a pretty good book!

I received Till It Stops Beating as an ARC from NetGalley. I found this book enjoyable to read. I suffer from anxiety at times so I could relate to Maddie the main character. During her senior year, she deals with applying to colleges, the return of her ex that she's never gotten over and her grandmother's cancer. I found the characters appealing and the story was well written.

I voluntarily read and reviewed an advanced copy of Till It Stops Beating (from NetGalley). All thoughts and opinions are my own.

I didn't love this one. Don't get me wrong, it had some good parts, but most of them seemed to be rose-colored flashbacks that were not given much stage time. Maybe I was just looking for something more exciting. The climax of this book was not what I was expecting either, I guess. The novel ended up being more focused in a direction that was not even really mentioned in the description. If it had been described more accurately, I may have appreciated the book more, but as it stands, it was just kind of all over the place and then kind of sad. The relationships we're not solidly demonstrated and the emotion sometimes seemed to lack depth. I am sorry not to have a glowing review. (It actually reads like someone's real life that could have been organized a bit better for a written version.)

The Quick Cut: A girl struggles to cope in her senior year of high school with moving forward as her grandmother gets cancer and her anxiety reaches new levels.

A Real Review:
Thank you to Black Rose Writing for providing the ARC in exchange for an honest review.

Anxiety is a real fickle thing that can turn your dreams into nightmares. If you let it get out of control, it can ruin your life very quickly. For our leading lady Maddie Hickman, this is far too much the case.

Maddie is still devastated from her ex boyfriend when she finds out her grandma has cancer and her anxiety reaches new peaks. A panic attack hits her so hard she can barely breathe and doesn't leave the house for days out of exhaustion. Meanwhile, she dates other guys (and breaks hearts) while aimlessly dealing with whatever is happening in the moment until she decides to defer college and take a road trip to take care of her grandma. Will Maddie continue to wander through life with no control or will she figure out how to deal with her problems?

While this book is definitely a quick and breezy summer read, there are multiple things that bothered me about it. At any given point, it seemed like Maddie didn't have a passion at all beyond her family and her ex. Sure, she spends time writing for a class project and to vent some, but it comes off as work - not love. There's also the issue of theme here and how the author didnt really stick with one. Like the heroine, themes aimlessly wander in and out without sticking.

By the time you get to the end, all you have is a book with a lot of wasted potential and a girl who needs to grow up before life kicks her in the face.

I related so much to Maddie’s story. As someone who really struggled with anxiety my last year of high school, reading Maddie’s experience was like stepping back in time. I will admit though, once her grandmother’s cancer was mentioned, I had to stop and take a step back. About six months after I graduated, I lost a family member to cancer and my anxiety at that point was really bad. I appreciated this story a lot, but it was a little hard hitting at times to read.

So unfortunately I'm going to go against the grain here and give it it's first 3/5. I had a sneak peak at the other reviews (the rating, rather than the writing) and so far people have given it no less than 5/5. I'm glad that it seems to be a novel that will be widely enjoyed but for me, I wasn't a huge fan, I found myself being only mildly entertained rather than the wide-eyed-no-blinking-hands-clenched-mouth-slightly-gaping reading that I would award a 5/5 to.

Maddie Hickman is an anxious seventeen year old who has always coped using self-help books. But then her grandmother gets diagnosed with cancer. And the person she really wants to be with has been sent off to military school. Suddenly the self-help books don't do it for her anymore and she spirals downwards into a pit of teenage angst and anxiety.

This is my first Maddie Hickman novel, which may be why I'm not as emotionally invested as previous reviewers. But it seemed a little messy to me. Yes, yes I know it's an ARC. But, here's one example, it started off written as diary/journal form, and then progressed to ordinary first person narrative, losing the journal entries completely. It was a little off-putting if I'm honest as I found the journal entries really personable, emotive and immersive, the switch to first person seemed to put Maddie's feelings more into a perspective that I didn't find as compelling.

Also, the themes in this novel didn't quite reveal themselves fully to me. It started off with romance, then switched to anxiety, then cancer, then back to romance again. Usually, I feel that every story has a purpose; the themes were placed but not running concurrently to each other, instead they were stopping and starting. They seemed to be mentioned, have a few dedicated chapters to the chosen theme, then move on completely to something else, leaving me a little empty and confused as to where the story was going, and absolutely no idea on what I was supposed to be focusing on and taking away from this story. Although the narrative was a little engaging, the purpose of this story wasn't clear to me.

My favourite thing about Till It Stops Beating by Hannah R. Goodman is the way the author's writing style is completely open and honest. She is comfortable talking about diverse and traditionally uncomfortable subjects in a light that is both refreshing and pleasant at the same time. She is unafraid to delve into the topics of anxiety, cancer, menopause, lgbt, and plenty others. Her writing is relevant for its time.