This book was sent to me
I immediately became involved, interested, and engrossed in the story.

Little girl (5 yrs old), with a gnawing need for a family. Her parents are separating, so her mom and brother move and squeeze into her grandparent's house. She begins to follow her grandpa everywhere.
Learning at a young age, beehives revolve around the principle of family. By discovering the hidden world of the honeybees, and learning how the honeybee has survived for the last 100 million years. Using that ancient wisdom, learning what her parents could not teach her, she will learn to persevere.

I loved learning of bees myself, good educational information of the honeybee.
I never liked bees- being stung hurts.
With this book, I learned surprisingly powerful information.

The author did a great job of both making facts about honeybees fascinating and conveying the ways in which learning about bee society helped her to find her place in the world as a fully functioning adult even as she was raised by a mother who was mentally and emotionally absent. The relationship between Meredith and her grandpa as well as her learning about the bees was fully fleshed out. I also appreciated the epilogue, learning more about the ways in which humans are killing off bees with pesticides and migratory pollination practices.

I didn't realize this story was a memoir until I was about 75% finished with the book. I was already captivated, but when I realized it was a memoir it became all the more endearing. This one will tear at your heartstrings.

Following the divorce of their parents, Meredith and her brother try to understand and adjust to the next chapter of their lives. They are uprooted from their home in Rhode Island and moved along with their mother to their grandmother and step grandfather's home in California. Their mother has some serious psychological issues and their grandmother is so biased and loyal towards her daughter that other than providing basic needs like food and shelter, their grandmother has little to offer.

Grandpa (my hero) on the other hand, is loving, loyal and dedicated to the children. He is a beekeeper and teaches the children many lessons about life through the lives of the bees. He makes comparisons the children can relate to and is their constant companion and advocate in an otherwise totally dysfunctional family.

I was completely taken with this story and hated to see it end. The writing is wonderful and has you observing bee behavior up close and personal. I learned a ton about bees from this story and am fascinated,
Big thank you to Netgalley and Harlequin/Park Row for the arc in exchange for my honest review. Solid 5 STARS!

I usually never gravitate towards reading memoirs but something hit home when I saw this cover and was intrigued.

I can tell you... I felt so at home in my heart and soul through this book!

I'm so glad that I took a chance on this book because it truly was a beautifully written story about pain, grief, and the power of love despite coming from a dysfunctional family.

Meredith and her brother Matthew grew up in a very dysfunctional family net. Both of Meredith's parents broke up in the beginning resulting in Meredith and her brother moving to California to live with their grandparents. Meredith grew up with the loss of a father figure by her side but soon formed an unbreakable bond with her step grandfather.

Meredith's grandfather was a bee keeper and Meredith soon grew fascinated with her grandfather's stories of bees. Her grandfather used bees and the complexity of nature to help Meredith grow and thrive through her pain as a child. Meredith's mother was extremely absent and emotionally abusive to her growing up as a child into a teenager.

Meredith beautifully interweaves her memoir about the complexity of pain, love, growth, forgiveness, strength, and grief through nature and honeybees. I was blown out of the water with the symbolism and beauty behind these pages.

I truly enjoyed this memoir and Meredith's story of her being saved by honeybees! Powerful and uplifting!!

4.5 honey stars!!

Huge thank you to Netgalley and Harlequin/Park Row for the arc in exchange for my honest review.

Publication date: 4/2/19
Published to Goodreads: 1/20/19

A beautifully written memoir about Meredith, a child that not only learns to survive a dysfunctional mother, but learns thru the eloquent life of bees and the wisdom of her beekeeping grandfather how to navigate beyond the circumstances she was given. I fell into this book on page one and connected so deeply to Meredith and her Grandpa, that I couldn’t put the book down until I knew where their journey led them. While their personal story captured my heart, the plight of the honey bees gripped my curiosity to the point I needed to re read some of the informational parts to wrap my brain around it all.