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The Ones We're Meant to Find

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'The Ones We’re Meant to Find' will be reminiscent for YA readers who enjoyed the dystopian era of 'Hunger Games' and 'Divergent'. Although, this story will still feel unique with the sci-fi elements factored in as well.

'The Ones We’re Meant to Find' is a painful story of two sisters, Celia and Kasey Mizuhara. They are polar opposites. Celia is the oldest and she’s an adventurous person. She’s outgoing and popular, and she spends her life living it to the fullest with no regrets. Celia is best described as someone who loves love. She loves falling in love with people, the world, and everything in between. Then there is Kasey, who is more closed off to everything surrounding her. She sees the science and facts behind everything. There aren’t many people she’s met that understand her beside her sister.

They live in a world where the planet has suffered from climate disaster, and there are eco-cities built to protect people. Celia and Kasey live with their father in one of eight eco-cities that provides them with clean air, water and shelter.

The world-building pulled me into this story from the very beginning. I found everything Joan He created to be fantastic! I always find this is the case when reading YA dystopias because they are always familiar worlds but ones that we still have a lot to learn about, too.

The most interesting factor is how people are now ranked based on their ancestral environmental impact. The Mizuhara’s are lucky because they are highly ranked for how their ancestors protected the planet; they don’t have to worry much about suffering.

But that doesn’t mean that the sisters don’t suffer in other ways, right?

One day Celia goes missing and Kasey has no idea what happened, if she’s alive, or why she would just vanish. Kasey knows that her sister has always been curious about what life would be like if they didn’t live in a “bubble” but she never thought she’d actually abandon her like this.

Then we find Cee who has been living on an abandoned island with no memories besides that she has a sister, Kasey. She’s been trapped with no sense of herself for over three years. Cee lives each day trying to build a boat out of junk around the island because she knows that no matter what she has to survive so she can be reunited with Kasey.

Earlier when I mentioned that this is a painful story of two sisters, I truly meant that this book will break your heart. I felt so much for both of the sisters. I love how Joan He took us back to the era in YA when sibling relationships were explored more. Cee and Kasey felt similar to Katniss and Prim in 'Hunger Games'. Every action they made was based on the love they had for each other. Their bond was beautiful.

Along with the sci-fi and dystopian elements, there is also some mystery, too. There are a lot of twists and turns as the story progresses. Joan He writes some of the best game-changing twists in YA and the one in this book left me speechless! All of my theories were completely wrong and I admire how Joan He pulled it off and tied everything together in a stunning way. That’s why I’m such a huge fan of her writing.

Overall, 'The Ones We’re Meant to Find' is a beautiful story. The plot moves slowly and the main focus stays on both Cee and Kasey. There’s a lot of shock value but it is a very character-driven story. I appreciated the sci-fi and mystery elements because they made it feel more unique than what I’m used to from a typical YA dystopia. I can promise that readers will be self-reflecting afterward and questioning the roles we play as humans in everything we choose to do.

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'The Ones We’re Meant to Find' will be reminiscent for YA readers who enjoyed the dystopian era of 'Hunger Games' and 'Divergent'. Although, this story will still feel unique with the sci-fi elements factored in as well.

'The Ones We’re Meant to Find' is a painful story of two sisters, Celia and Kasey Mizuhara. They are polar opposites. Celia is the oldest and she’s an adventurous person. She’s outgoing and popular, and she spends her life living it to the fullest with no regrets. Celia is best described as someone who loves love. She loves falling in love with people, the world, and everything in between. Then there is Kasey, who is more closed off to everything surrounding her. She sees the science and facts behind everything. There aren’t many people she’s met that understand her beside her sister.

They live in a world where the planet has suffered from climate disaster, and there are eco-cities built to protect people. Celia and Kasey live with their father in one of eight eco-cities that provides them with clean air, water and shelter.

The world-building pulled me into this story from the very beginning. I found everything Joan He created to be fantastic! I always find this is the case when reading YA dystopias because they are always familiar worlds but ones that we still have a lot to learn about, too.

The most interesting factor is how people are now ranked based on their ancestral environmental impact. The Mizuhara’s are lucky because they are highly ranked for how their ancestors protected the planet; they don’t have to worry much about suffering.

But that doesn’t mean that the sisters don’t suffer in other ways, right?

One day Celia goes missing and Kasey has no idea what happened, if she’s alive, or why she would just vanish. Kasey knows that her sister has always been curious about what life would be like if they didn’t live in a “bubble” but she never thought she’d actually abandon her like this.

Then we find Cee who has been living on an abandoned island with no memories besides that she has a sister, Kasey. She’s been trapped with no sense of herself for over three years. Cee lives each day trying to build a boat out of junk around the island because she knows that no matter what she has to survive so she can be reunited with Kasey.

Earlier when I mentioned that this is a painful story of two sisters, I truly meant that this book will break your heart. I felt so much for both of the sisters. I love how Joan He took us back to the era in YA when sibling relationships were explored more. Cee and Kasey felt similar to Katniss and Prim in 'Hunger Games'. Every action they made was based on the love they had for each other. Their bond was beautiful.

Along with the sci-fi and dystopian elements, there is also some mystery, too. There are a lot of twists and turns as the story progresses. Joan He writes some of the best game-changing twists in YA and the one in this book left me speechless! All of my theories were completely wrong and I admire how Joan He pulled it off and tied everything together in a stunning way. That’s why I’m such a huge fan of her writing.

Overall, 'The Ones We’re Meant to Find' is a beautiful story. The plot moves slowly and the main focus stays on both Cee and Kasey. There’s a lot of shock value but it is a very character-driven story. I appreciated the sci-fi and mystery elements because they made it feel more unique than what I’m used to from a typical YA dystopia. I can promise that readers will be self-reflecting afterward and questioning the roles we play as humans in everything we choose to do.

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What am I supposed to do now? Joan He absolutely wrecked me. Her range is vast. Descendant of the Crane is historical fiction while The Ones We’re Meant to Find is science fiction. Both masterpieces I adore and set me on the journey to always support Joan He’s works. ❤️

Back to the review, as expected, her writing is exquisite. While there’s a bit of science-y jargon, the author explained with simplicity. If you’re looking for romance, there are love interests for the sisters but that aspect doesn’t overwhelm or overshadow the main plot. Joan He’s descriptive writing complimented the obscure future of the characters in this heart-wrenching novel. Unable to predict anything, the reader is just pulled into this immersive story about two sisters desperate to be back with one another.

In The Ones We’re Meant to Find, the two Mizuhara sisters are distinct characters in terms of their personality and their viewpoint of life. While Kasey’s the stoic one who looked towards science and technology, the more emotionally charged, idealistic sister is Celia. As compared to Kasey, the older sister often feel as if she could never be driven or serious. The sisterly love between them was obvious. Celia, marooned on the island for years, is desperate to return to her sister. At home, Kasey tries to find the truth behind her sister’s disappearance or possible death.

More than just a story about sisters, The Ones We’re Meant to Find illustrated the devastating consequences of human activities and selfishness upon the environment. With Earth almost completely inhabitable, a hierarchy was formed. Those of the lower ranks continued staying on the grounds of Earth in the worst conditions while 25% of the population live in the eco-cities in the sky with technology to aid them in acclimatizing to the changes. The world seemed beyond repair despite the advances in technology and innovation.

It was impossible to predict what’s going to happen next. The story beautifully unraveled in a subtle way. I was guessing continuously but was never right especially with Cee’s chapters. “Wait… what?” was a common response for me. Joan He’s spectacular with foreshadowing especially with this dystopian setting. I couldn’t believe what I was reading half the time. The lead up to that chapter was so gradual but the realization hit me so hard so suddenly. BOW DOWN TO JOAN HE 🙇🏻‍♀️

P.S. If anyone would like to scream about what a genius of a book this is, just DM me. I’ll be waiting.

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I did not expect to be into science fiction THIS much. I have to admit, I have not ready anything by this author before. I think that helped set my expectations right and I dove into this completely clueless. The Ones We're Meant to Find is a sisters story. I loved that both sisters were distinct from each other. I loved that their relationship continuously grew throughout the book. There was the topic about society, about humanity and the selfishness that we unfortunately embrace at times. What I enjoyed most about this book is that, besides the fact that it drew me in, I also didn't see the twist coming. I always appreciate it when an author makes me come up with my own predictions/theories and proves me wrong at the end. I can already see this book as a favorite of so many readers this year. Remarkable.

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Joan He’s debut, Descendant of the Crane, was one of the best book I read in 2019. So naturally, when she announced that she had more books coming, I couldn’t be more excited. I’ll be frank, sci-fi isn’t my favorite genre ever. I often have hard time imagining scenes and such due to a lot of futuristic tech references. If The Ones We’re Meant to Find wasn’t written by Joan, I think I’ll be hesitant to pick it up. Fortunately, it is written by Joan, and she doesn’t disappoint. While I still enjoyed DotC more, TOWMTF is still amazing, and definitely more twisty.

The Ones We’re Meant to Find, above anything else, is a tale of two sisters and their journey to find each other. Set in the future, Earth now has ‘eco-city’ that float in the sky due to ongoing natural disasters. However, not everyone can live in the eco-city, and it all depends on how much you and your family contribute on reducing carbon footprints and restoring Earth. As the daughters of eco-city’s architect, Kasey and Celia definitely has priority. Their life is far from perfect, though, and each sister has secrets of their own.

I’ll admit first and foremost that it took me quite a while to really understand this book. It was told in both Kasey and Celia’s POV, but they move in different timelines. Kasey’s POV was set 3 months after Celia’s disappearances, while Celia’s was set 3 years after she woke up in an island–alone and without memories except about Kasey. Throughout the book, their path slowly but surely move toward each other and the truth of what really happened. The book peaked at around 50% mark, where suddenly everything is explained and clear and you just went ‘OH’. After that ‘OH’ moment, I honestly couldn’t stop reading until I finished this book, bawling my eyes out.

All in all, The Ones We’re Meant to Find is an enthralling book about two sisters in a world on the brink of disasters. The dystopian setting also focused on climate changes and what would happen if we didn’t start living sustainably, and how not even technology–no matter how advanced–can save us. Combined with Joan He’s lyrical and gorgeous writing, you definitely don’t want to miss this book.

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While The Ones We’re Meant to Find gets off to a slow start, Joan He masterfully creates an atmosphere of mystery and suspense, leading the reader to make one guess after another, only to be taken aback by subsequent twists and turns. Every time I started to think my theory would be proven correct, I had to shift gears and reconsider everything I knew about the book – and until probably the 60% mark, I was totally and completely wrong. Even when I was able to find out one or two of the twists, there was another lying in wait for me that I never anticipated. The second half of The Ones We’re Meant to Find is impossible to put down, and such a fun ride.

The world-building adds another sinister layer to the mystery surrounding Celia’s disappearance and the sisters’ quest to find each other. Subtle things, like the mention of protein cubes and nutrient IVs, weave together to form a dystopian society that is honestly terrifying, especially since the citizens of eco-cities are chosen based on their contributions to saving the planet in years past. The Ones We’re Meant to Find is a story about two sisters’ individual searches, but their stories are a result of the catastrophe that humans have wrought upon Earth and the consequences of our collective actions. Cee and Kasey’s stories are heartwarming, to be certain, but they are also a warning about the future we could create for ourselves if we aren’t more conscious of how we treat the planet we inhabit.

My full review can be found here: https://loveyoshelf.com/review-the-ones-were-meant-to-find-by-joan-he/

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The story is told from two perspectives. Cee, who wakes up as an inhabitant three years ago and she has no idea why she ended up being there and how she got there. All she knows is that she has to find her sister Kasey. On the other hand, we have Kasey who lives in a city called “eco city” which is a floating city. The description of each and every thing was amazing.

I felt that the initial chapters were a bit confusing and for a moment I thought of DNFing this book but I am glad I did not because without any doubt, it was one of the best novels I have ever read. IT LITERALLY BLEW ME AWAY. The mysterious aspects associated with this book was just mind blowing and the twist was… I do not have enough words to express my feelings for this book. This book kept me on the edge of the seat throughout. I highly recommend this book not just to sci-fi readers but to everyone in general. While reading the book, I felt as if I am on a journey with both the characters and the description felt so real. I am definitely going to re-read it very soon. Another thing I loved the most about this book was that it was fast paced. I was able to finish more than 50% of the book in one sitting and to be honest, I could not sleep for days. I wish I could give this book all the stars in this world.

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I was enthralled. I love the environmental aspect of this futuristic sci-fi novel and the sisterly love. Very intriguing. Will recommend to fans of reads like Divergent, the Maze Runner, and those by Marie Lu. I’m ready for more!

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I never heard of this author but picked the arc thru Netgalley just because of the cover of the book. It’s so whimsy with the closed eyed ladies, the waves and fluffy cotton candy looking clouds. Definitely the book doesn’t really fit with the novel - it’s more sci fi mix with a bit of thriller aspect. Not as warm and ‘happy’ as the novel cover. But the novel is definitely an interesting read. Two sisters that couldn’t be any more different - one is more social while the other one more factual minded. Both are equally smart and self reliant. By the 8th or so chapter, we know what happens to Cee. It was somewhat confusing to me how Joan He writes Kasey’s narrative as 3rd person while Cee’s was in first POV. The only conclusion I came up with was one perspective is current narrative and the other one is in past for the reader? Either way, it’s an interesting story also with underlining importance of how humans basically screw themselves in not persevering Earth’s resources. And how pollution, fossil fuel and our own greed kills the eco system. This book went a bit over my head but I can respect the author’s work. It’s beautifully written. Thank you Netgalley for my arc copy and this review is my own honest opinion.

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3.5 Stars but rounding up to 4. I was given an e-arc in exchange for an honest review from Netgalley. This was a unique piece from Joan He, a first foray into light science fiction. The writing was beautiful and the overall plot was alluring, but the execution wasn’t quite there for me. I was confused on many accounts because things were not directly said. More so insinuated and the reader had to make do with what they were given. I will always favor more concrete plot over abstract ideas, and this one was more abstract. I didn’t really feel the love the sisters had for each other mainly because there weren’t any events with them...together.

But overall, the world is a solid setting and would love to see it more fleshed out. Hence, the round up to 4 stars.

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The Ones We're Meant to Find is powerful, beautiful, and a sense of confusion that morphs itself into wonder. It's been a good month since I've finished this story and my brain still struggles to fully comprehend all that Joan He has packed into this novel. For a story that's set in the future where humanity has destroyed the earth and must live in floating eco-cities, its themes are incredibly timeless. Cee woke up on an abandoned island with no memory except that she needed to find her sister whereas Kasey lives in the sky and the last clue she has to her sister's disappearance is a washed-up boat.

The ocean plays such a powerful role in its imagery throughout the novel and Joan He masterfully leaves these crumbs that slowly connect as the characters themselves are coming to their own conclusions. Reading this was one of the most immersive experiences ever because the characters' exploration of the world, the societal structure, the relationship dynamics around them, become part of your own.

The relationship between Kasey and Cee is so dynamic that I don't think words could quite capture it fully. While Kasey is reserved and analytical, Cee is friendly and full of hope, but they are both driven by a strong sense of determination to do what they think is the right next step. Cee's character fits the more likable YA protagonist and that makes her storyline more interesting to read about at first, but Kasey's personality reflects that rational and ambitious drive that is part of every individual. As you learn more about the sisters' relationship with each other, there's almost a sense of self-discovery as the reader because you cannot leave this novel without finding something new about yourself through either Kasey or Cee's journey.

It's truly best to go in knowing as little as possible because no expectations can quite prepare you for what happens in this novel. Just keep in mind that your ideas of climate change, the future of society, the definition of loyalty to one's family - it will all be challenged and expanded.

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First and foremost I would like to thank the publisher and Netgalley for providing me an early copy to read and review. This book is about two sisters that are separated by the sea but the reality of this is much more intense. What also took me by surprise is that this is a sci-fi book, and I was not expecting that. I felt that the writing style of thrilling, exciting, and sucked me in. I truly felt like this was such a unique book.

Cee washes up on shore but she is alone. Her only memory is of a sister she needs to find. Kasey lives in a Skydome which is the last place on earth that is not polluted. Though they have been separated for years, they both are desperate to be together again despite the talk of the other being dead.

The writing style is actually unique. I've never read a book with two types of narration being told - so just fair warning for those who may be confused as I was. However, it comes together as to why it's told in this way and the ending is just *chefs kiss*. There is a little bit or romance which I enjoyed, the world building was completely captivating. The twists and the turns will leave you wanting more and more and more.

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It has now been a few days since finishing this book and I’m still not sure exactly how to put the experience I just had into words. I normally like to write my reviews immediately upon finishing- when my emotions and feelings are still fresh so I can articulate myself best but that didn’t happen this time. I gave it a few days because sometimes I need the thoughts to simmer and marinate but they are still roiling. The sauce of my words have yet to thicken into full-bodied life but I think, in this case, I will simply try to do my best to convey the emotions this book gave me and invite you to go on your own journey.
Now is the point in the review where I would normally try to sum up the premise in a nice concise paragraph but this is a much more complex book than that and to try to do that will not only give away some of the mystery of the book but also steal part of the journey. The best I can do is say that this story is told in dual POVs of two sisters, Ceila and Kay, and part of the mystery is how exactly their separate storylines relate to each others or line up and take place.
The Ones We’re Meant to Find is moving and emotional, gripping and mysterious, yet haunting and lyrical all while telling a fascinating cli-fi story of a world in the grips of natural disasters of humankind’s own making as the human race tries to find ways to survive on a dying planet. I could not put this book down and it burrowed into my heart and stayed there. Joan was so clever in her choices and so striking and vivid in all the right places. I’ve never read a book quite like this one before and I honestly don’t think I ever will again. I love sci-fi stories and that element of this book really intrigued me but, at the end of the day, as a sister myself, I was most impacted by the tale of the sisters.
It will live with me for a while yet and if you are very lucky and if you choose to go on this journey, it will live with you too. Take the plunge, The Ones We’re Meant to Find is an experience worth taking for yourself.

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This book is really good, and I mean, really, really good folks. The book follows Cee, a girl who awoke on an abandoned island with no idea of how she got there. The only things she has on this island is a house that is falling apart, and an old android and one singular memory: That Cee has a sister, and she needs to find her. It also follows Kasey, a STEM prodigy, who lives in The Metropolis, the last place on Earth that remains unpolluted. The Metropolis is meant to be a sanctuary for those that are committed to planetary protection, but it is filled with people willing to do anything for refuge from the elements outside. Now Kasey must decide if she's ready to use science to save humanity, even those who failed Earth.

The plot was unexpected and a breath of fresh air. I have not read much light sci-fi as I typically prefer space operas and harder sci-fi, but this one was very good. The pacing in the beginning was slow, but it really built up and sped up after the 25% point. It was unpredictable and left me screaming "What the fuuu" every 50 pages or so.

The worldbuilding and the way the world felt so real and believable made the story that much more enjoyable. The characters touched the world, not the other way around, and the bonds of sisterhood propelled the novel to the unexpected ending. There were twists and moments of intrigue that left me breathless and the mystery of it all left me wanting more and more. I just could not put this book down. It was easy to sit and read over 100 pages in one sitting because I just needed to know what Cee and Kasey were going to do next.

The novel also touched on the ever present and long lasting effects of climate change on our world and I think Joan He did a really great job weaving this very real and very hard-hitting issue into a story about sisters overcoming all to reunite. Climate change is something that we hear a lot about today. We hear plenty about the effects and what humans may have to go through in the next few decades, and this book is no different. It shows humanity on the brink of destruction and what they'll do to ensure their continued existence.

This book told the story of two sisters in a very near-future timeline that felt real and hard-hitting while also feeling fantastical. I don't want to give too much about the plot away, because if I do, it might give away some twists that had me sobbing and open mouthed, but what I will say is I loved the characters. They were flawed but so colorful and real, with their own unique voices.

Another thing that left me speechless, were the ever present bonds of sisterhood and the way that the characters would go to the ends of the earth to find each other. The writing was vivid and fresh, and Joan He does not spoon feed you anything. She presents the world and it's problems and lets you come to your own conclusions from there. The world and the issues the characters face in TOWMTF are real and complex are are their solutions.

I will say no more, because this book is one that you want to go into with very little prior knowledge. It's the way I went into it, and it's the way I recommend you go into it. I highly recommend this book to anyone and everyone and plan on getting myself a finished copy on release day!

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Joan He's The Ones We're Meant to Find is a complex, beautiful story of love and constant questioning of what it means to be human. In a future destroyed by climate change (/by the choices of humans), two sisters, Cee and Kasey Mizuhara, are desperate to find one another after being separated.

The story is gripping -- it often felt as if you were reading from opposite ends that met in the middle, with constant surprises and twists. This is a book I'm sure to revisit (I have already preordered a hard copy!) and every piece of this feels intentional. The Ones We're Meant to Find had me reflecting on familial love and need and the balance of ethics. I questioned deeply the idea of what defines humanity and the balances of power and agency. Where does selfishness end and love begin?

This book isn't an easy read because it is so multilayered, but I believe this is an incredible strength of an intricately woven story.

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This book was nothing like I expected and I really enjoyed this!! The storyline, character development, word-building everything is too good! There are so many plot twist that you'll forget your own existence! My head was spinning with the shock!

The story is about two sisters - Celia and Kasey, Celia had been surviving on an abandoned island to find her sister!
The story left me speechless! I couldn't gather my thoughts to describe it!

Definitely recommend this if you like thriller or sci-fi books with heart-rending twists!

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A very enjoyable book! If you are a science fiction fan, looking for a book with plot twists and sisters’ bonds, then you should definitely pick up The Ones We’re Meant to Find by Joan He, you won’t be disappointed.

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We would like to thank the publisher and netgalley for providing us a free copy in exchange for an honest review.

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This was one of my most anticipated releases based on the cover alone. Now onto the book. This one started off a little confusing and I felt completely disoriented. Almost like you should know what was going on but didn't. I understand that was part of the uncovering of the mystery but it dragged and made the pacing very slow. Once the story hit around 42% in it started to pick up and you got a little bit of what was going on. I gave this book 3 out of 5 stars. The beginning was worth pushing through to get to the end and all the discoveries.

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Characters - 9/10
I'm going to try to not sound like a blubbering fool, but OMG this book was beautiful. I related so hard to Kasey. I loved her character and her relationships with the people around her. Reading from her POV was a joy and she was just so easy to like. I need more STEM women in sci-fi and YA, please. Her relationship with Act was one of my favourite relationships. I need a follow-up that explores their relationship after the end of this book. Peak friends(lovers?)-to-enemies energy.

Cee gave me so many emotions. I loved her so much and she was just such a likable character. I will admit I didn't quite buy her relationship with Hero, but it wasn't bad. And I love that the main relationship in this book is the one between Cee and Kasey. I need more YA stories centered around siblings, thanks.

Atmosphere - 10/10
The worldbuilding was STELLAR. The design of the eco-cities just blew me away and I enjoyed the eco-disaster background. I loved the realistic problems the world faces and the class system is such a human thing to do.

The island and the mysteries surrounding the island had me hooked. It played such an important part in the story and He just used the surroundings and the world so well.

Writing - 9/10
The writing was superb. Joan He is a genius and I cannot even begin to grasp her brilliance. I could not stop reading. The start of the book is a little confusing, but as you go on the pieces fall into place and your mind is just blown.

Plot - 9/10
This was a pretty fast-paced book, but I felt like the big reveal could have been done a little later. This is also a standalone, but I wish we could have gotten more. The story is so good and I really need more of Kasey and Act. This is by far one of my favorite sci-fi books I have read to date.


Intrigue - 10/10
He is most definitely a genius writer. The way the conflicts in this story play out and intertwine was amazing. I don't have the vocabulary to even describe it properly. The conflicts between Act and Kasey, Hero and Cee, Cee and Kasey, and even Celia and Kasey were just so WELL DONE. I was hanging on every word.

Logic - 9/10
The way this book is structured just blew my mind. We get both a first-person and a third-person POV, but you're never confused about what is happening. The change happens so naturally and it reads so naturally. Both Cee and Kasey's POVs have different tones and different voices. Their chapters are structured in a way that the future mirrors the events in the past. It is BRILLIANT.

Enjoyment - 10/10
Read this book. Even if you don't like sci-fi. You will like it after this. There are so many layers to this book I cannot even begin to unpack them all. I will be rereading this for sure.

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A huge thank you to TBR and Beyond and NetGalley for providing me with a copy in exchange of an honest review!!

CW: terminal illness, suicide, violence (including choking), death, death of parent (off page), vomiting, large scale natural disasters and mass casualties, some gore.

I absolutely loved this book! This was my first Joan He book and a part of me wished I read DOTC first just to see how she writes fantasy as opposed to this book which is more sci-fi.

This book started off as an intriguing story between sisters separated by the sea as they go on the journey of finding each other again to a more Black Mirror-esque, thriller sci-fi story about saving humanity.

The concept of eco-cities, intrafaces, antiskins and holographs was so interesting! This book is set in a possible future where the outside is deemed almost toxic and they’re forbidden to touch anything first hand without having to decontanimate themselves. Holo-ing is usually done instead so they can be in certain places to see and “experience” things without actually being there. It was fascinating reading about these people live in this circumstance and have it as their normal.

This book is told in two POVs. First with Cee during her experience of being stranded on this island and trying to get back while only having the memory of her name and her sister. At that point, it was already three years after she got lost at sea. Then we have Kay whose timeline is set months after Cee’s disappearance with some flashbacks of their time together before she disappeared. Though the timeline between their POVs jumps all throughout so it’s a bit difficult to determine exactly where they are at a certain point as you read through but once you finish, you get to see the bigger picture and how both POVs really come together so that was super interesting!

This was a fast-paced book to the point that I didn’t even realize I was more than halfway through. Amidst the world building and getting used to all these terms and the overall feel of the setting, it just didn’t feel as overwhelming or heavy as I thought. I found it easy to get into and found both POVs to be engaging.

Personally, I prefered Cee’s POV more especially with her eccentricity. I could feel the determination from Cee’s narration and her casual optimism which makes it more entertaining. I loved her relationship with U-Me and Hero!! I just loved the relationship and eventual romance between Cee and Hero! It’s perfectly told and I wouldn’t have it any other way 🥺

As for Kay’s POV, I felt so curious all throughout as she unravels the secrets Cee may have been keeping from her. Her relationship with Admiticum was so interesting to say the least especially towards the end. Another reason why I really love her narration is because of how I could relate so much to her. I felt for her anxiety and the way she reacts to people. Though, I felt that Kay’s narration had much more technicality to the point that I found myself lost on some of the terms and concepts they were talking about and I was just left feeling “what did I just read?” everytime. The heart stopping twists were so unexpected and that just goes to show how free flowing the writing was that I just didn’t see it coming until it was at my face.

Overall, this book was an unforgettable story between two lovable sisters, two interesting boys and an adorable robot companion set in a futuristic world that is both fascinating and terrifying. Joan He’s writing is so raw and captivating that I’m not surprise by how much of a page turner this book was! I highly recommend if you’ve loved her previous book or if you just want a heartfelt story to remember by for the rest of your days 🥺

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