Megan Goldin is quickly becoming a favorite thriller writer for me. The Night Swim was in my top 10 reads in 2020, and I can see Stay Awake being in the top 10 of this year!

All three of her books have been so different, and I love how she can write different types of mysteries with varying levels of pace, tone and intensity but keep me hooked every time. I’d say Stay Awake is the most fast-paced and thrilling story yet. I was reading on my Kindle and it took everything in me to not speed read and tap through each “page” when the plot started reaching its climax because I just neeeeeeded to know what happened/how everything came together!

I guessed a couple of things, but not in a way that seemed like anything was obvious/predictable. I wasn’t sure how I was going to feel about the amnesia plot line but it was actually quite fun and added to the tenseness without feeling cheesy or trite. (Though there must have been some Momento inspiration with all the writing on skin/notes!)

Huge thanks to St. Martin’s Press for sending me an eARC! It did not impact my rating.

Another WOW book! This reminded me of a movie I’ve watched but can’t remember the name where the guy had the same memory issue and resorted to writing everything down so he could remember. The book still felt fresh though. It was a slow start for me because of the repetitiveness due to her condition but it really picked up once you get past the first 50 pages or so. I’m always a huge fan of the different timeline POVS coming together at the end and this book was no different. It was easy to follow and kept me hooked and wanting to keep reading. This book is accurately named as there were parts that creeped me out so much that I had to stay awake 😂 I even had to get up and turn the lights back on because it was that good! If you’re a fan of YOU or Dear Violet then this is definitely the book for you!

I struggle with over hyped thrillers that make the bookstagram circuit. I thought Liv’s character was not believable. I would have liked her more if the author would have given her some strength.

A woman wakes up with no memory of where she is or how she got there... and she discovers that the place she thought she lived in is not the same and other people live there... and there is a bloodstained knife in her pocket. On her hand are various messages scribbled, but most importantly one that says “ STAY AWAKE.” Liv Reese is a woman who wakes up with no memory of the past two years, she doesn’t know what has happened to her, how she’s been living her life, and why she keeps forgetting everything every time she falls asleep. Two years ago she was living her life as a successful writer for a trendy magazine, she had a loving best friend, a handsome boyfriend, and everything was great... until strange things and notes started showing up in her apartment. Live swears she is being watched, that someone is stalking her, but no one will believe her. She tries to report it to the police but they don’t believe her... and when a horrific thing happens and leaves her scarred and suffering from amnesia she now finds herself two years later back in the place where the crime happened... and apparently the killer is still on the loose and has noticed she is back. Liv will now have to trust herself and her guts if she wants to make it out alive. Liv will have to gather up all the missing clues and pieces of her life and try and solve the mystery of what happened to cause her to become like this and who the killer is, and with sleep as a ticking countdown to her memory resetting, she’ll have to stay awake for as long as she can before she starts the cycle again. This was a fantastic take on the unreliable narrator perspective, i thoroughly enjoyed the mystery and the story kept me so invested until the very end! i have loved the rest of the works written by this author and this one definitely did not disappoint!

*Thanks Netgalley and St. Martin's Press for sending me an arc in exchange for an honest review*

Woooooow. Kept me guessing til the end. So good. BRB gotta scream or something.

Ok I'm back finally and ready to tell y'all to pick this one up.

I'm so glad I have this author another read because I gave her first book a 2 star and the second one 3 stars and this was a solid 5 star for me.

I loved the mysterious ominous feeling I had while reading just saying wtf every page wondering what is happening.

And while I did guess at least 2 of the twists because come on that one involving her people in her life was just like right in your face and I was hoping it would go a different direction but NOPE 🙅🏽‍♀️ it went exactly how I figured it would.

I hope the author continues to write stories in this style and nature because I'll be all the way here for it and don't forget to check this one out!!

Thanks to the publisher for the advanced copy!

3.5/5 Stars
Liv wakes up in a cab outside her apartment with no recollection of how she got there. When she tries to get into her apartment, she realizes that different people live there and all her stuff is gone. It turns out that every time Liv falls asleep she forgets everything from the past two years when she wakes up. What she does she every ime she wakes up is Stay Awake, written on her hands (as well as other things written on her). Unfortunately for Liv, as she goes about her day, she realizes that a man has been murdered and written in blood on the window is Wake Up. Is Liv responsible for this murder? As she tries to uncover the truth, she learns more about her past and tries to figure out who she could trust.

Overall, a pretty solid thriller! There were slower moments, especially early on. I understand why as Goldin has to establish Liv's memory loss and the reasons, but it detracted some from the flow of the book. I also found the writing all over the body as a memory device a bit too reminiscent of Memento (although if one hasn't seen that movie, that wouldn't be a problem). That being said, I still read it pretty quickly and enjoyed it!

I received my copy from Netgalley in exchange for an honest review.

Liv Reese has a problem. Every time she falls asleep, she awakens with no memory of the past two years. This time she wakes up in a taxi with a bloody knife in her pocket and messages scrawled all over her hands. When she sees the news that a man has been found dead with the same message scrawled on his window in what appears to be blood, she realizes she must figure out what’s been going on. Unfortunately, she can’t get ahold of her roommate or her boyfriend, and she isn’t sure whom to trust.

The story is told in alternating perspectives and timelines. We follow Liv in the present, Liv two years ago, and Halliday and Lavelle, the detectives investigating the murder in the present. I think the dual timelines and the way the chapters were organized worked well. Present-day Liv makes the reader uneasy, then past Liv helps to clarify the events in the lead-up to Liv’s initial memory loss. The detectives both help to clarify the facts surrounding various crimes and also add an element of suspense.

Stay Awake was a really compelling read. Goldin’s story grabbed my attention from the first few lines, and I didn’t want to put it down until everything had been resolved. I did manage to figure out what had happened in the past timeline pretty early on, but it didn’t bother me because the journey through the novel was so engaging.

Thank you so much to #Netgalley, St. Martin’s Press, and the author for access to an advance copy of Stay Awake. I've linked my Goodreads review and will be posting to Amazon, Barnes and Noble, and Instagram closer to the publication date.

This is hands down one of the more interesting, unique thrillers that I have ever read. Is it plausible? Not sure. But it was page-turning and kept me guessing till the end.

Liv finds herself lost and confused. She's dropped off at her apartment, but only, it's not her apartment. A stranger answers the door and says she doesn't live there anymore. She's out on the street unsure where to go when she discovers she has a bloody knife in her pocket. Thus starts a wild ride as Liv navigates New York City trying to piece together what she doesn't remember. She has writing all over her hands directing her to stay awake and not fall asleep. Nothing seems to make any sense, and every time she tries to reach out to someone she knows, or shows up to a familiar place, she's left with more questions than answers.

The story is told in dual timelines - present day and two years earlier, the last clear memory that Liv has. Liv's memory problems provide a unique plot point for the author and serve as another character of the story. I would highly recommend picking up this book

Thank you to St. Martin's Press for the opportunity to read and review.

This wasn't my favorite Megan Goldin book but I did enjoy reading it. I would recommend her other books first, but I hope that others enjoy reading it.

This book sounded good but I kept stopping because it didn’t hold my interest. Maybe the audiobook will hold my attention more but it just wasn’t for me.

Stay Awake by Megan Goldin had a different take on the unreliable narrator. Even though the overall story line wasn't much different from other thrillers, it did keep me turning the pages to see what was up with the main character's writing on her hands and the recent murder of an unknown man. It took 3/4 of the way through for things to come together, but Goldin did tie up most of the loose ends. There were some details, for example the weird stalker waiter guy, that were left hanging, but for the most part things were explained. Not too bad.

“Lack of sleep does horrible things to a person’s mind.”
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Liv Reese wakes up in a taxi in the middle of the night with no clue how she got there. She looks down at her hands and written there are the words STAY AWAKE. She tries to enter her apartment, but realizes she doesn’t have her purse, keys or phone. After an angry couple answers the door she realizes she no longer lives at this apartment and two years have passed since she can remember anything. When she sees herself on the news as the prime suspect in a murder investigation Liv goes on the run trying to figure out what her connection to the incident is, all while evading the police, falling asleep and forgetting everything again.
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This thriller started off so strong. Goldin is one of my favorite suspense writers so I was so excited to get an ARC/ALC. However as the novel goes on the writing felt a bit choppy and the ending left me with questions because it wasn’t wrapped up completely. It did keep me guessing and I flew through it wanting to know what happened to Liv with her memory and with the murder. Fans of Memento, the show Flight Attendant and Before I Go To Sleep will connect with this one. This book releases August 9! 3.25⭐️

CW: blood, murder, cheating, kidnapping, stabbing, violence, insomnia, alcohol, drugging

Thanks to NetGalley and St. Martin's Press for an advanced copy of this e-book, which comes out in August. Wow! I was totally sucked in, especially once I got the various timelines straight. We follow Liv as events unfold in the original timeline and then as she wakes up over and over again in a later timeline unaware that any time has passed - the last thing she remembers is answering the phone at work - and unable to remember anything in between. Who is living in her apartment? Where is her best friend and roommate? Why isn't it summer any longer? The tension builds deliciously as events in each timeline are revealed and pieces of the puzzle slowly come together. Obviously, this is the epitome of book with an unreliable narrator, since Liv loses her memory whenever she falls asleep. Quite a fabulous psychological thriller in my opinion. Overall a 4.5 stars for me. Grab this one when it comes out!

Another fantastic psychological thriller from Megan Goldin! Her books are all so unique and I've never taken more than 2 days to read one of them because I just can't stop reading. This one revolves around a murdered man and Liv, a woman with memory loss - every time she goes to sleep and wakes up, she thinks it's a sunny summer day 2 years earlier and has no memory of anything in the intervening time. I loved discovering what was going on (along with Liv), from the beginning all the way to the heart-pounding finish. The female detective was one of my favorite parts of the story - she was a great counterpoint to the male cops and detectives. I can't wait to see what the author comes up with next! Thanks to Netgalley and St. Martin's Press for the advance digital copy!

Stay Awake had me staying awaking trying to race to the end! After a string of disappointing thrillers, this one really delivered. It uses the unreliable narrator so well in a concept that could be very repetitive—Liv wakes up in the back of a cab with a bloody knife, and no memory of how she got there. Every time she falls asleep, she loses any memories from the last two years. There were many well done red herrings, and I liked the dual timelines, as well as the detective’s POV. Highly recommend this one!

This is a very exciting "whodunit/did I do it?" with lots of unforeseen twists. I don't usually like police procedurals, but this was expertly woven with the narrative of the main protagonist. The author also does a good job of tying up the many loose ends. This book is likely to appeal to a broad range of readers. Thank you to NetGalley and the publisher for providing this ARC in exchange for an honest review.

I really had high hopes because I was a fan of Golden’s other books but I wasn’t in love with this one. The concept was interesting but other than filling pages, I didn’t see the point of a lot of parts.

This book gave me “Memento” vibes, but I didn’t love it. I enjoyed the “whodunnit” that was a plot point but figured out the ending early enough that it didn’t feel like a surprise. I also got tired of the repetitiveness of the main character falling asleep and having to go through the process of forgetting everything. It led to lots of the same information being repeated.

I liked this but didn’t love it.

4.5 ⭐️

Thank you to Netgalley and St. Martin’s Press for an ARC of this book in exchange for an honest review.

Holy baby aliens everywhere! This book was WILD. It’s been a very long time where I read a thriller and had no idea who the killer was. I was able to predict one aspect of this complex story, but that was mainly because the author gave us subtle clues throughout the story.

This is told in 2 POVs in different time lapses: 2 years ago and present (with a time clock) with the POV of our main MC Liv and the Detective Halliday.

The book starts out with Liv waking up with no recollection of the past 2 years but she wakes up in possession of a knife with fresh blood.

I really can’t say too much without giving it away, but I loved that we got the detective’s POV. It was fun trying to solve this case along with the detectives.

Liv’s story was sad in a way and I can’t imagine having her life. I’d definitely say she was a strong woman because I don’t know if I could’ve handled many of the things she was forced to.

The killer’s identity surprised me. I was on the edge of my seat once I got to the 56% mark. I flew through this book with so much anxiety!

Ms. Goldin knows how to write a complex and compelling thriller. Her writing style is easy to follow and the pacing flowed well.

This is my second book by her and she will now be an auto buy author for me.

I highly recommend this book if you’re into complex and fast paced thrillers that leave you on the edge of your seat with a strong heroine, along with following the evidence with police.

Seriously. Go read this book.

I love Megan Goldin books! And this was no exception! I thought the book was fast paced and kept you on your toes! Never saw the ending coming!