A deep heartfelt portrait of a family split apart. I couldn’t put it down.
Many thanks to Random House and to NetGalley for providing me with a galley in exchange for my honest feedback.

This was a slow burn family drama that wasn't very suspenseful and the ending was just unsatisfying. The lack of quotation marks in dialogue made some parts a bit confusing, and who wants to reread sections of an already slow book. 2 1/2 stars rounded up.

This one is a slow build told from multiple perspectives. It kept me intrigued and it's definitely one that I would recommend.

Having previously read Defending Jacob, I was excited to see that William Landay had another book coming out. This one did not disappoint.
Spanning several decades, it follows the story of a wife and mother who goes missing, and is suspected by most to have been killed by her husband.
The story is told through a few different perspectives, putting an intriguing spin on things.
I was pretty sure how things would end and was proven correct, but even so, I found this quite enjoyable.
Thanks to #netgalley and #bantambooks for this #arc of #allthatismineicarrywithme in exchange for an honest review.

I read Defending Jacob and was excited to read this new one. All That is Mine kept me reading and I enjoyed hearing the story from the four different points of view.

All That is Mine I Carry With Me
By William Landry

All That is Mine I Carry With Me is an intense, gripping family drama. You will not be able to put it down!! When Phil, an author struggling for ideas for his next novel, reconnects with an old grade school friend Jeff he finds himself immersed into his friends family mystery, which centers around a crime that happened years ago. Jane Larkin, a suburban mother of 3, disappeared on November 12, 1975. Her young daughter, Miranda, came home after school to find an empty house. There was no trace of her mother, she simply vanished. There was no sign of a struggle and nothing is out of place.
Jane Larkin is declared missing and her husband, criminal defense attorney Dan Larkin becomes the number 1 suspect....
I absolutely love William Landry's novel Defending Jacob, so I was so excited to get a digital copy of this book! And I love this one just as much!! I love the unique way it's written with multiple points of view and different timelines! It's written in the form of four "books" where Phil, as an author writing a novel, gets the perspective of the different siblings. This keeps it interesting!! It is truly captivating from beginning to end! There are so many twists and turns, which leave you truly guessing the entire way through! The ending is perfect!!
Definitely pick this one up!

This was an excellent story. I liked the author's narration style, it was very engaging and kept my interest from beginning to end. The best part and I think, the part that is worth the read if nothing else is interesting, is the ending. The ending was shocking and surprising. One of the best and unexpected endings I have read.

As a huge fan of Defending Jacob, I was very excited to see this new book by William Landay and he did not disappoint with this story. I could not put this book down! His character development draws you and he just dangles the carrot in front of you the entire book. What a heartbreaking story about a mother that disappears without a trace and how it destroyed her two younger children not knowing if their own father was the murderer. Much like Defending Jacob, he waited till the end to give you closure. Although I had my suspicions the entire book, I still appreciate his style and how he literally makes you wait until the very last page.

I really love any kind of mystery. I especially love mystery books around weird disappearances because in real life, that fascinates me to no end. This book was no different. It was a slow start but ended really well and had good twists along the way. I haven't read any other William landay books so I will definitely check out some other books of his!

This was such a great slow burn mystery/thriller filled with deep characters that was so addicting to read.

In 1975, young Miranda Larkin comes home but her mom isn’t there despite her purse being in the house. So begins the first day of her mother genes decades long disappearance, which is believed by some to be their father Dan’s responsibility, but with a lack of evidence, it’s difficult to be proven. This question looms over the relationships of Dan and his three kids (young and impressionable Miranda, floundering middle child Jeff, and confident oldest son Alex) through the decades. We follow the family through the 2010s, stopping at crucial points of time when it seems the tides may turn in the case of Janes disappearance, or notable points for the children.

I loved so much about this book, including the different perspectives shared throughout the chapters, and the overall realism of the plot. Sometimes mysteries or thrillers like this may seem a little removed from reality, but this all felt like it could be happening to your next-door neighbors.

I loved the ending which I won’t discuss any more, but to say that Landay is so skilled. Thank you to NetGalley for providing me with a copy of this book in exchange for my honest review.Q

I was excited to received this as I love Defending Jacob. I love and admire the author’s writing. Definitely a page turner and couldn’t put it down. Would highly recommend especially if you enjoyed Defending Jacob.

4.5 stars

Wow!! What a story! I loved this book! I went into this one only knowing that a mother disappears. What really happened to her?
It’s a slow burn mystery but I could not put it down. The way this man can tell a story is phenomenal. I was completely engrossed and felt so many emotions throughout this story.

The only reason I didn’t give this one 5 stars is because the way this book is told, the chapters, threw me off a little. I’m guessing it was I intentional. This is definitely one you’ll want to talk about while reading and when you finish!

Thank you NetGalley and Random House Publishing Group - Ballantine for the eARC in exchange for my honest review!

I loved the multiple POVs, the family drama, and overall compelling story! This is the first book I've read by William Landay, and his writing was exceptional. It is a slow-burn, but the second half of the book was fast-paced and was in shock...you have to read to find out! The ending left me with a few questions, but I really enjoyed it! I will definitely read more from this author!

4.5 stars/5 stars

I loved William Landay's previous books so i jumped at the chance to read this book. I tried coming into reading this book with no expectations but unfortunately I feel like this could have used a lot more work. I definitely felt like this was a fast read for me but wasn't all that satisfied with the ending. I felt like we were lead on a wild goose chase only to have a murky ending that was trying to pass itself off as a twist.

I do look forward to seeing what William Landay comes out with next.

Thanks to Netgalley and the publisher for the galley.

This was a effective and well-written mystery. At times I was engrossed in what was going to happen, and at others the pace slowed and I lost interest. It was a little bit of a roller coaster, I don't give spoilers in reviews, but the ending put me off - hence the lower rating.

Published by Bantam on March 7, 2023

Guilt is often ambiguous. If guilt were always certain, there would be no drama in trials. William Landay sustains ambiguity throughout All That Is Mine I Carry with Me, creating a story that, until the final pages, keeps the reader guessing.

The story is narrated by several characters, starting with Philip Solomon. Solomon’s childhood friend, Jeff Larkin, gets together with Solomon in 2015. Jeff and Philip bonded in their childhood over shared knowledge of a secret involving Jeff’s family. Later, in 1975, Jeff's mother disappeared.

Jeff tells Philip that his father, Dan Larkin, has Alzheimer’s. Dan is in the care of Jeff’s sister, Miranda. Jeff refuses to speak to his father. He believes his father murdered his mother. Philip decides there might be a book in Jane Larkin's disappearance and its aftermath, so he decides to interview the family members, as well as the primary police investigator, who has since retired.

The family has been torn apart by their father’s potential guilt. It took time for Jeff to reach the conclusion that his father killed his mother. For years after he entered adulthood, Jeff battled substance abuse. He could not easily get past the failure of his most significant relationship, leaving him drunk and alone for much of his life.

Jeff’s brother Gary (like Dan, a lawyer) has always been willing to give Dan the benefit of the doubt. Miranda can’t make up her mind about her father’ guilt. Her unresolved feelings likely contributed to the severe depression that defines much of her life. Jane’s sister Kate is convinced of Dan’s guilt and no amount of ambiguity will shake that certainty or soften her fury.

The evidence against Dan is circumstantial. He had a girlfriend while he was married. He changed his tie on the day Jane disappeared. Jane’s car, abandoned at a train station, is oddly free of his fingerprints. Accusations surface about Dan’s history of sexual abuse but Dan denies them. Small clues add up to suspicion but fall well short of overcoming reasonable doubt. The police investigator is frustrated by his inability to build a stronger case against Dan but prosecutors correctly decide that charges should not be filed if they cannot be proved.

One section of the novel seems to be narrated by Jane, who begins by telling the reader that her husband killed her. The next section relieved my potential disappointment by clarifying that the reader is not getting a perspective from beyond the grave. Subsequent chapters tell the story from Jeff’s, Miranda’s, and Dan’s point of view. A shaky family is eventually torn apart by a decision, driven by Kate and reluctantly joined by two of the children, to sue Dan for wrongful death.

Did Dan kill his wife? William Landay peppers the story with information that suggests his guilt and innocence. The reader does eventually learn the apparent truth, but the bigger story is the impact of ambiguity on the lives of Jane’s family. Unresolved suspicion is destructive but so is false accusation. Only Gary seems capable of understanding that the truth can’t always be known and that life goes on even in the absence of certainty. The family’s mistake lies in the belief that the legal system is capable of resolving doubts or bringing closure. Circumstantial evidence doesn’t become any stronger by presenting it to a jury.

The wrongful death trial contributes the strongest scenes to the novel — skillful cross-examinations are the stuff from which legal thrillers are made — but the reader knows before the verdict is delivered that the opinions of strangers who hear the evidence are no better than the reader’s own opinion or those of the family members. The story builds to a careful ending that delivers a measure of justice and truth that is beyond the power of the legal system to achieve.

While the family members generally remain civil with each other (and some even maintain a relationship with Dan), the novel’s strength lies in its exploration of how suspicion and uncertainty can affect families of crime victims. All That Is Mine I Carry with Me works as a legal thriller and as family drama while illustrating the legal system’s inability to deliver the kind of peace that victims seem to expect from it.

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The premise of the book revolves around telling the story of a school friend whose mother disappeared mysteriously. The narrator interviews the family members and detective in charge of the case to get a full story of that harrowing time.

The perspective shifts are executed deftly, and the way Landay the story is structured is clever and unique. The various viewpoints provide fascinating context to the disappearance, as well as an omniscient view of what happens to the family afterward, from Miranda's perspective.

The dialogue flows organically, and the story is paced spectacularly. I never knew where the story was going, but I definitely wanted to find out. The author keeps you guessing the whole way through; it was such a fun ride.

I loved Defending Jacob and was very excited to read this book as the summary was interesting and compelling. i ended up really connecting to the story and truly enjoyed the book! Not quite as twisty as I would have hoped but I still liked it very much!

This story centers around a housewife who goes missing in 1975, leaving behind her 3 children and husband.  Jane Larkin vanishes into thin air, never to be seen or heard from again.  Her children have never gotten over the trauma of losing their mother, and their father, Dan,  although cleared of any wrongdoing, has lived under a veil of suspicion his entire life.  This story draws you in with it's excellent character development and slow burn storyline.  Told from several different points of view, it follows the children into adulthood and how they cope with the fact that they have never found out what happened to their mother, and that they secretly believe their father had something to do wit it.  Great twist of an ending and another satisfying novel by William Landay.  Loved it!  Thanks to NetGalley and the publisher for an advanced copy.

A very immersive, creative, family saga, with a side of murder. It explores the very interesting situation that I’m sure is not very common, but has probably happened before.

What would a family do if a parent went missing, presumed dead, and the lead suspect, is the other parent. With no evidence of foul play, and no explanation that is plausible.

How would they go on? How would they feel once they reach adulthood?

All That is Mine I Carry With Me explores that exact scenario. We get inside the investigation, inside a trial, and a glimpse of what life might be like for families of cold case victims.

It is immersive and difficult to put down. The twists are not totally blind sighting, and the end felt a little rushed and/or anticlimactic, but still overall, enjoyable!