A book about generational curses and the struggles of motherhood. As Alejandra grapples with her role as a stay at home mother, she wonders about several things. Did she make the right choice in getting married, having kids, and is the ghostly figure she sees is a figment of her imagination or is it real? Who is the voice behind the dark thoughts that cloud her mind? When the world begins to close in on her, she seeks help from a therapist/ curandera.

V. Castro weaves in the story of La Llorana in this novel very well. IT makes a reader think about the choices or compromises women make in their lives. I loved every word of it.

When a woman becomes haunted by the Mexican folk demon La Llorona she begins to discover her own family’s history that is intertwined with this demon. Alejandra is tired, her life revolves around taking care of her husband and her three children, she’s become a stay at home wife who’s day consists of screaming and crying children, a husband who acts more like a child, and never a moment of peace or for anyone to actually look after her. Yet there is a darkness that has begun to creep into her and she begins to see a demon, or rather the apparition of a crying woman in a ragged white gown who eggs is either telling her to kill herself, her children, or that she is a horrible person. She begins to visit a therapist that has her exploring her family’s history starting with the biological mother she never knew.... yet this leads her to realize that the lives of the woman in her family is surrounded by heartbreak and tragedy... and that this demon might not have just suddenly appeared to her but been haunting her family. This is a story of motherhood, strength, and courage, as Alejandra begins to regain herself and fight against not only the demon but her own worries and insecurities. You get to see Alejandra work through many difficult things and define herself again because at the beginning of the book she is lost but by the end we get to see her set boundaries for herself and take back control of her life. It was a great horror story, particularly with the experiences that the women all experienced as well as the demon that moves from person to person. I thoroughly enjoyed reading this one!

*Thanks Netgalley and Random House Publishing Group - Ballantine, Del Rey for sending me an arc in exchange for an honest review*

The writing seems robotic and unnatural. Given that this book follows la llorna maybe that was the point but it makes dialogue and the narrator's thoughts unbearable at times. In the beginning of the story they are in a car accident and the 9 year old child in the back seat loses her food (again in the Car Accident) and says "what am I going to eat now?" Not to mention the other two younger children don't make any sounds when they were just crying before the accident. It's unrealistic and made me hate the family instead of feeling sympathy for the narrator, which I'm assuming was the opposite intention of including that mess. It tried very hard to push the abused and ignored wife narrative but came off as a caricature of the worst possible scenario.
I was interested in everything about this book but I knew within the first chapter that this "gamma ray hatred" filled book was not for me..

I DNF’d pretty early on, so disregard this review if you think it’s unfair.

I was super intrigued by the cover and description- I expected a super creepy retelling of Mexican folklore.

It started out strong, but there’s definitely a disconnect between the reader and the main character, Alejandra. She is depressed, and suicidal, and doesn’t have many thoughts/emotions beyond that. So it’s hard to read about her constant negative emotions.

Also, the writing style was really stilted- it felt like a chore to read the incredibly long inner monologues and descriptions, while also trying to keep up with the story that was choppy.

Overall, this wasn’t for me but I appreciate the opportunity to read it early.

The perfect book to read for this spooky season. Very creepy and chilling. I wouldn't say it's a fav of mine, but it was mostly enjoyable and a cool version of this haunting lore.

The concept of this book was so exciting to me, even though horror isn't usually my genre. Generational trauma embodied in a spirit out of Mexican Folklore? Such a great idea, but it fell flat to me overall.

What I liked:
I loved the whole idea of generational trauma showing up throughout Alejandra's family line via La Llorona. There were also ties to the emotional and physical labor that women/wives/mothers carry and how difficult it is to break generational trends. The introduction of Alejandra's mother, who did not raise her and had a different experience with La Llorona/trauma, connected with her own upbringing, was great. I think the book did a good job showing the challenges related to caregiving in an unsupportive environment.

What didn't work for me:
Overall, the writing felt very stilted to me. Especially in the large chunks of dialogue, it was very matter of fact and devoid of emotion or flow. It made it hard for me to invest in the characters, because the dialogue felt robotic and not natural/conversational. The husband felt like a caricature, and the examples of his horribleness felt like they were hitting me over the head. The book struggled with timelines and moving settings even within chapters. I found myself having to reread sections to figure out why Alejandra was suddenly in a different place or in a different day. On a professional note, the therapist was breaking all kinds of ethical rules. It would have been better to have had her drop Alejandra as a client/switch to curandera work early in the book. I think the book has a lot of promise but it would work better for me if the writing (especially the dialogue) was cleaned up a bit.

Thank you NetGalley for a free e-arc in exchange for this review.

First of all, I was absolutely drawn in by this novel’s beautiful cover. Secondly, the premise of Mexican folklore meeting contemporary women’s struggles? Sign me up!

The novel touches on many important subjects, especially woman’s rights, racism, and generational trauma. The horror parts of this book are truly terrifying, gory, and upsetting. It was an interesting exploration of the story of La Llorona combined with contemporary and generational issues.

Unfortunately, I found the dialogue within the novel very bland, emotionless, and unnatural. The characters seemed very one dimensional while speaking with one another. While some parts (especially those regarding Alejandra’s thoughts) seemed to drag on forever, other parts (mainly those discussing her ancestors/family) could have benefitted from more depth. The ending also wrapped up very quickly, and anticlimactically.

This book is really promising, and I hope some of its issues are fixed before launch.

Thank you to Netgalley for providing an eARC in exchange for my honest review!

The Haunting of Alejandra throws you right into the story, creating a sense of disorientation that helps you quickly understand the mindset of the book's protagonist, who starts off unsure of the validity of her own feelings or experiences. From there, V. Castro dives even deeper into Alejandra's psyche, presenting an empathetic, unflinching, and relatable exploration of what it's like living with suicidal ideation and depression. As the book progresses, we're introduced to different ancestors of Alejandra, each of whom suffered and struggled, both at the hands of the creature who cursed their bloodline and with their own relationships to motherhood. It's a visceral novel that cuts deep, but some of its power is diminished in the last quarter of the book when the thematic complexity gets boiled down to flat literalism.

This book was very meh. The concept seemed super, super cool. As a Mexican living in the US, I love when traditional Mexican stories are shared through the lens of literature. I feel like this sect of literature is not covered as much as it should. I I have always loved the story of La Llorona.
However, this fell flat. I totally get that Alejandra is supposed to be a depressed woman who appears to have it all together, but I got tired of reading about her same depressive thoughts chapter after chapter after chapter. It got boring. And I wasn't a fan of the "twist" about who/what La Llorona actually is.
However, this book did touch on important conversations that need to be had about the role of Latina women in society and how they are viewed within their gender/culture and the roles they are expected to perform. I loved that we got to know all of the women in Alejandra's family line--it was very special.
All in all, this book was alright. I wouldn't read it again, but I also didn't hate it.
Thank you NetGalley for the free e-arc in exchange for the review!

A genius retelling of the legendary folktale of La Llorona, The Haunting of Alejandra follows the titular character as she struggles with her mental health, all the while dealing with a generational curse that is not only threatening her life but those of her children. Alejandra must find the power within herself to fight the demon that has been haunting the women in her family for years and prevent it from claiming her and her daughter.
Most books ease you in, but this book wasted no time diving into the very real pain that Alejandra was going through. It paints the most realistic picture of what it is to live with generational trauma that I have ever read. Colonization is a curse that we continue to struggle with and the journey towards healing is a long and painful one. It also has strong themes surrounding motherhood and it reminds us that above all else, mothers are also human. It made me think of my mom the entire time, and I wondered if she ever felt similar to Alejandra at any point in her life.

What I loved:
✨Reading about Alejandra’s healing journey and her reaching out for help in order to regain agency over her life.
✨The honest depiction of an unsupportive and manipulative man-child of a husband.
✨The flashbacks we get of Alejandra’s ancestors, even if their stories were hard to read

What I didn’t like:
✨I wish it had been longer! I would’ve loved a couple more flashbacks and a stronger storyline for La Llorona
✨It’s not really that spooky, which is actually fine because I’m a scaredy cat😂
✨The writing could’ve been stronger, but the story was still fantastic nonetheless!

All in all, this was a great book! I give it 4.25/5⭐️. I definitely recommend you all add it to your TBRs and keep an eye out for its release on April 18, 2023!

Thank you to @netgalley , @delreybooks , and @randomhouse for providing me with an e-arc!

I like the idea of using Mexican folklore to explore generational trauma, motherhood, and mental health. Some bits of the book were creepy, but overall this didn’t feel like *horror* to me.

The writing was a little bland and stilted at times. I felt like there was a lot of redundancy in talking about Alejandra’s mental health, which maybe was to drive the point home and get us to empathize w her, but it didn’t work for me. Truthfully I struggled to stay engaged w this book, it just wasn’t my cup of tea.

The Haunting of Alejandra completely absorbed my attention from the first paragraphs. It immediately introduces a haunting, ghost-like presence in Alejandra’s life, but it also shows how deeply mentally unwell she is. She’s depressed and suicidal, and her husband is no solace. He and their three kids can feel like a burden on her, yet she also loves her kids with all of her heart. The book goes into some dark spaces, and the writing is deeply moving and raw. Even though I’m not a mom and don’t experience suicidal ideation, I really felt for Alejandra. The writing is that powerful and visceral.

The novel goes into two different directions. On the one hand there is mental illness. I appreciated the sensitive depictions of Alejandra’s mental state and how isolated she feels. We get a glimpse into her past and how it may have contributed to her feelings, as well as how her identity as a Mexican-American woman largely hasn’t been reflected in others she’s close to. However, we also see Alejandra find empowerment through therapy; this is an important aspect of the book, and I appreciate where it leads Alejandra by the end.

The other theme of the novel is, of course, what is haunting Alejandra. This isn’t a case of her new home being haunted; this is something that is specific to Alejandra. The demon is similar to La Llorona, and it reiterates the worst of Alejandra’s suicidal ideation, encouraging her to end things. What I found fascinating is how this demon has gone back dozens of generations in Alejandra’s family. From at least the early 1500s, this demon has haunted women. It combines the concept of intergenerational trauma with the famous ghost of Mexican folklore. I loved how these two themes played together, and how Alejandra’s mental illness factored in as well. Her therapist is also a curandera, which further connects these themes.

While most of the story focuses on Alejandra in fall 2020, other chapters follow her women ancestors’ experiences with the demon. From 1522 Mexico to her mother in 1978, this demon has wreaked havoc in so many women’s lives upon them becoming mothers.

Speaking of the demon: I love how this creature is described throughout. Sometimes it seems like an evil woman in a white dress, similar to La Llorona. Other times, the demon seems more disgusting, with umbilical cords wrapped around it and blood drool dripping from its mouth. The writing is immersive, painting a vivid picture of terror as Alejandra faces the demon haunting her and her children.

As much as I loved all of the above, The Haunting of Alejandra could have been improved in some ways. One that took me out of the story was the often stiff dialogue. Conversations Alejandra has with her therapist and with her mother don’t always sound authentic to how people really talk. It felt like the dialogue tried too hard to push certain plot points forward, but ultimately sounded stilted.

The overall plot gets a bit lost by the end, too. Different themes don’t come together as fully as I would hope, and sometimes the flashbacks to previous generations seem too out of line with the rest of the story. While I enjoyed some of those chapters, others felt less vital to the story. I would have liked to see more impactful connection between generations.

Overall I greatly enjoyed The Haunting of Alejandra. It is immersive and unsettling, with a thoughtful connection between mental illness, intergenerational trauma, and hauntings. I loved what was done with La Llorona and how that well-known story factored in here as well. While some elements could have been a bit stronger, it was still a fascinating novel. I would love to read more from V. Castro.

*Note: A slightly longer version of this review will appear on my blog on April 17, 2023. A link to that post will be added then.

This is a story of generational trauma told through the backdrop of La Llorna, the vengeful ghost weeping over the children she killed.

The story alternates between Alejandra in present day and her ancestors and the choices they made. The first ancestor we see is Atzi from the time of the conquistadors and their time colonizing Mexico. She has a terrible choice to make which sets off a generational curse.

The writing was beautiful although the story with all of its tragedy and trauma was tough to read. I loved how close the reader is to Alenjandra, hearing all of her thoughts.

Thank you to NetGalley and the publisher!

This is the second book I have read by V. Castro. The first being Goddess of Filth. Like the first book, I found this one to be okay. Nothing spectacular but still worth the read. I do love how her main characters are strong Latina women, I totally dig the feminism V. Castro is trying to showcase. I did enjoy the La Lorna character but I would have liked to see more with the actual La LlornaI've been on a haunted house kick lately and I thought this would be a fun read. The book has its moments but overall it kept my attention enough to finish it and feel satisfied. What truly stands out to me are the characters and how real Castro seems to write them. I would recommend this book for anyone who is a fan of Haunted Houses, Latin folklore etc

As a fan of all things supernatural, and as someone with utmost respect for incorporating authentic culture and history into fiction, I began this book with much enthusiasm and anticipation. In the end, the good writing and the dark, emotional mood made the book too heavy and too much for me. The story is meticulously crafted, and as a mother, I have so much empathy for the main character. As a woman, I felt for the historical struggles of all the women in the protagonist's maternal line. But, the overwhelming sensation of the book, to me, felt like fear, hopelessness and depression, even when the main character turns the tables on the monster. Alejandra tells her therapist in the final passages of the book that she wants to be a light for other women experiencing this demon, but I don't feel the light.

I find myself wondering if she did defeat the demon. Is the demon external at all? Or merely a metaphorical representation of Alejandra's own pain? The book raises many questions and leaves me out-of-sorts upon its completion.

The writing and complexity deserves five stars. But my lingering sense of confusion and the fact that there was a literary quality to this book that made it slow reading force me to drop that rating. This book raises many questions and that also is a good thing, so maybe I am being too harsh and need more time to digest.

I believe the author wants me to be disturbed but empowered by the end of the story, but I'm not. I'm unsettled and wondering about Alejandra's sanity.

I just finished this book and I loved the gothic vibe it embodied. There was a wonderful creepy atmosphere throughout the whole book that made you want to pull your covers a little tighter.

I love how the author combined so many themes into one book without it ever feeling "too much". You get gothic horror, Mexican folklore with the La Llorona ties, feminism, and the author did an amazing job of putting to paper how women with postpartum depression can feel, whether intentional or not. At the very core it is a love story, the love Mothers have for their children and the strength that comes with that.

Thank you to NetGalley and Random House Publishing - Ballentine for an advanced copy for my honest review.

A huge thank you to NetGalley and the publisher for this ARC!

Honestly, one of my favorite books this year! I already know I am going to be thinking about this story for the foreseeable future. Alejandra is a stay at home mom of three, engulfed by a dark thoughts and a deep sense of dread. Right off the bat, Castro really nails the internal struggle of differentiating between mental illness and spiritual attack. No time was wasted getting atmospheric and creepy as hell. The tension of her trying to raise the kids, deal with her husbands' nonchalanche/passive aggression, and delve into her ancestry had me super anxious, in a way that heightened all the paranormal aspects.

Love, love, loved the Mexican folklore with La Llorona being the presence depicted. The imagery was detailed, unsettling, and unforgettable. As the previous generations of Alejandra's family came to light, I became more and more invested. This generational curse was no joke. I also have to shout out the therapist, because holy shit, where do you find a therapist like that because I NEED. The fact that this had such a heavy feel throughout but still managed to end on a hopeful note made me happy because I really didn't want this to be one where the evil presence won. A scary story but also one that emphasized how one can use there personal power to overcome generational trauma and pain.

I’m so torn on this. From the first pages you can literally feel the suffocation Alejandra is experiencing. It’s honestly one of the best opening chapters I’ve ever read. But, it fizzled for me from there and I didn’t feel the urge to pick this story up again.

Thanks to NetGalley and Random House for the opportunity to read!

I wasn't entirely sure what to expect when I started reading this book, but I genuinely enjoyed what I got. This book's discussion on generational trauma is well constructed and beautifully done, as is its depiction of the importance of mental health. I loved seeing Alejandra learning to love and accept herself and growing confident enough to tackle the issues that she faced head-on.

This book started out with a strong premise but I feel like it petered out a bit. Honestly, I think there’s a great book in here, but it needs editing for me to give it the 4 I wanted to give. The dialogue was probably the biggest thing - the general writing is well written, but the dialogue sounds stilted and choppy. A lot of the times I was taken out of the story because I’d be reading thinking “Nobody speaks like this.” I found the ancestor chapters super interesting, but I wish it followed a more consistent chronological timeline. I would have loved seeing the curse build over time, or to start most recent and go backwards to see how it all started. I love the idea of a generational haunting/curse but wish it were incorporated better.

There’s also just a lot of graphically written gore and violence in this - which isn’t a bad thing and it has a purpose, but it isn’t really my thing and I guess I had different expectations. When I saw the title and read the summary I thought this was going to be more of well, a haunting. It started out more like what I thought of a quiet horror of sorts, but then kind of turned in the middle to a demonic, bloodier tone. Again not bad just wasn’t really something I was into or expecting.

Thanks to Netgalley for providing me with an ARC in exchange for an honest review!