While Alejandra and I live VERY different lives, so much of her pain and sadness, despair, negative self-talk, etc. was a direct description of what I so often struggle with. To see it all depicted in writing was beautiful and normalizing in a way. I give it 4.5 stars because two major moments fell flat for me. Overall, this was a great horror with Mexican-American heritage and lore highlighted. This was a fantastic twist on the legend of La Llorona, and entwining the idea of general curses into Alejandra's journey was engrossing. There are a few trigger warnings so check the list before diving in.

I just didn't care for this. Felt like a lot more telling the reader what was happening than making them feel it, and I just didn't connect to it. I do think that the creative use of La Llorona and the focus on the loneliness of motherhood are really unique and I'm glad this was published, but this wasn't my cup of tea.

Thank you to NetGalley, Random House Publishing Group - Bellantine, Del Rey, and V. Castro for the opportunity to read The Haunting of Alejandra in exchange for an honest review.

I don't often read fiction featuring a mother's perspective or novels that revolve around parenting/families, but The Haunting of Alejandra is an exceptionally well-written and fascinating novel in the above genres.

Alejandra is a wife, mother, and adopted daughter. The stresses of life tug away at her, pulling her into darkness. She is starting to lose faith in her marriage, and she is trying to be a good mother, but sometimes inner hauntings can affect that role. So can real hauntings, for that matter.

In therapy, Alejandra explores her family history. Not knowing her biological mother, when secrets come to the surface, she finds a darker past than she expected. When she is having a moment of despair, she sees visions of a woman crying, a ghostly form. Alejandra learns the apparition to be La Llorona, the murderous mother from Mexican folklore who killed her children. She must be haunting Alejandra for a reason. What connection could this mythical entity have with Alejandra and her lineage?

A very well-written fiction novel for an adult audience with a nice touch of Mexican mythology. The myth of La Llorona is explored nicely through Alejandra and her family history, and the display in the novel almost makes this feel like a psychological thriller. An excellent explortation of family, history, culture, and self.

A spine tingling horror with themes of generational trauma.. This novel has alot going for it. Dark, gritty, intense. This novel has a great deal of substance, well written, thought provoking- does justice to the folklore of La Lorna

Had me on the edge of my seat. Definitely was a horror bc it also had me scared to look in the closet or dark corners of the room sometimes…lol but a beautiful story overall & very EMPOWERING as a woman & as a mother!!! Read it.

V Castro can do no wrong. I was so excited to be chosen to read this arc. Thank you to V Castro and Netgalley for the opportunity. After reading Goddess of Filth and the Queen of the Cicadas, I was so excited to get this in my hands.

A woman finds herself being haunted by a Mexican folk demon by the name of La Llorona. All while she is in the midst of discovering dark secrets from her own family's past. Alejandra finds she is losing herself - th0ugh those that are around her claim to still see her as they always have, Alejandra cannot connect with herself. She is spiraling and knows she needs help. Upon visiting a therapist, learning of her birth mother, and tracking down her family history she sees the suffering of all the women of her family tree and the haunting that has stayed with them generation to generation.

I related so heavily to Alejandra when reading this tale. As someone who went through post partum psychosis, a bipolar diagnosis, and years of disassociation - I know what it's like to lose yourself, and I know what it's like to feel haunted by an entity sent to do nothing but harm and pain. Each turn of the page felt like it was written for me personally, even though I am as white as can be. I appreciated the narrative style and a viewpoint different from my own. I highly recommend this to horror, folk, feminist fans and anyone else who would like a good view into hardships that women have to face.

I don't usually read any horror because I am a big baby when it comes to anything spooky related. I felt I could get through this book because I grew up hearing La Llorona stories, so I had some idea of the level of "horror". This book is a masterpiece. The combination of psychological thriller with la llorona, genius. I was so into this story I was left in emotional distress. Dual time line and relatable.

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The concept for this book is super original. A family with a genetic predisposition to postpartum depression is also haunted by an interdimensional being who takes advantage of that among the first-born daughters. It tackles both intergenerational trauma (especially of the colonized) and postpartum depression through a speculative lens. This speculative horror book also shows the main character going on a healing journey.

I particularly appreciated that the postpartum depression wasn’t a mere symptom of the haunting. Alejandra has postpartum depression. The being essentially targets the negative things Alejandra’s brain is already telling her. An example from the very beginning of the book is Alejandra is crying in the shower because she is so sad, and the being shows up and starts suggesting her family would be better off without her. An idea Alejandra has probably already had, but now she’s hearing it from this being that she thinks only she can see. This strategy becomes clearer when we see the flashbacks to Alejandra’s ancestors. The being also sometimes takes advantage of physical ailments but it primarily targets mental ones. I appreciated how this meant the story still took the reality of postpartum depression seriously while also tackling the issue of the multi-generational haunting. The story is told both in the present and through extended flashback chapters to previous generations.

The main character is Chicana married to a white man. In the flashbacks to the previous generations we see the racism her grandmother endured in the 1950s, and we also learn some about Mexican history (both recent and in immediate colonization by the Spanish) through two ancestors further back. The main character is bisexual, and there is a significantly important trans side character in a historic time period flashback. I particularly appreciated seeing a trans person represented in a historical time period.

The writing was at times a little clunky, especially towards the end. It just felt like I was reading a book, as opposed to getting lost in it, and it felt like different characters sounded the same. Again, this wasn’t throughout the book but limited to occasional scenes especially toward the end of the book. I also found it an odd choice to inform the reader the present-day was 2020 and then never acknowledge any of the 2020 issues. (For example, expected the mother with postpartum depression to end up dealing with distance learning for her two school-age children. But nothing ever came up.) Everything else could have stayed the same and been in 2019, so I’m not sure why it wasn’t 2019. I also felt that the husband character was treated in a two-dimensional way, as was the marriage. Marriage is very complex and yet complexity was only allowed to the postpartum depression and not the marriage. While I enjoyed this read, I did prefer the author’s previous book, The Queen of the Cicadas / La Reina de las Chicarras (review). One reason that is also evident in the title, was that book had more Spanish in it, which let me practice my Spanish more.

Overall this is a really unique read that explores postpartum depression and intergenerational trauma through a speculative lens. It’s a plot that will keep you guessing and intrigued.

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The concept for this book is super original. A family with a genetic predisposition to postpartum depression is also haunted by an interdimensional being who takes advantage of that among the first-born daughters. It tackles both intergenerational healing (especially of the colonized) and postpartum depression through a speculative lens. In spite of being horror and supernatural, the main character goes on a healing journey.

The story is told both in the present and through extended flashback chapters to previous generations.

The main character is bisexual, and there is a significantly important trans side character in a historic time period flashback.

The writing was at times a little clunky, especially towards the end. It just felt like I was reading a book, as opposed to getting lost in it, and it felt like different characters sounded the same. Again, this wasn't throughout the book but limited to occasional scenes especially toward the end of the book. I also found it an odd choice to inform the reader the present-day was 2020 and then never acknowledge any of the 2020 issues. (For example, expected the mother with postpartum depression to end up dealing with distance learning for her two school-age children. But nothing ever came up.) Everything else could have stayed the same and been in 2019, so I'm not sure why it wasn't 2019. I also felt that the husband character was treated in a two-dimensional way, as was the marriage. Marriage is very complex and yet complexity was only allowed to the postpartum depression and not the marriage. (view spoiler)

I enjoyed the read, but I did prefer The Queen of the Cicadas.

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*I received a free copy of this book via NetGalley in exchange for my honest review.*

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Alejandra, deep in the throes of postpartum depression, starts to see the specter of the Mexican folk demon La Llorona. A really unique read with bi and trans rep that explores postpartum depression and intergenerational trauma through a speculative lens. It’s a plot that will keep you guessing and intrigued.
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I finished The Haunting of Alejandra almost six months ago. Still, I put off reviewing it because I was hoping I would one day be able to separate this book from the anger it caused and critique it without emotion. That said, this still remains the worst book I've ever read. I'm submitting this review to both Netgalley and Goodreads because I need to finally be freed of the responsibility of writing this, but it will mostly be meant for the readers except to tell the publishers that this really should have had some sensitivity readers because this was a gross generalization of Mexican women and had some super obvious token character moments. Spoilers ahead.

To begin, I get that, historically, women were suppressed sexually and not given proper sex education, which is why so many of Alejandra's ancestors ended up getting pregnant young/cheating on their husbands/etc but this should not lead to Alejandra's first thought post-therapy being "man, I'm really dying to cheat on my husband," even if her husband is the worst book husband to have ever existed. This book portrayed Mexican women as just thinking about sex 24/7 and, as a Mexican woman, I was disgusted. My favorite example of this is when Kathy (Katherine? The mom) sees a baby about to be snatched up by La Llorona and then, one second later, is like "Oh, the nurse is kinda cute though *silly emoji*." There was a constant distraction from action by these women randomly commenting on how cute guys were even though they were in danger and, once, even mid-war! It really made it seem like these women’s lives revolved around men not because of circumstance, but because they really just cared about absolutely nothing else.

Kathy/Katherine's development made for a good story, but all this extra chatter about the cute nurse ruined it for me, I wish the entire story had the energy and importance of the civil war woman who, although also had a moment of “oh this man is kind of cute even though we’re in the middle of a war,” actually seemed to have bigger motives and desires, although I know this would not the author's genre.

The rest of Alejandra’s chapters are her droning on and on like one of those people who is trying to butter you up into their sob story before trying to sell you Herbalife or something, I didn’t think it was good or compelling writing and thought the horror elements felt like they were sprinkled into the story as an afterthought.

Another thing that really seemed like an afterthought and I thought was kinda gross was the random sprinkling of token LGBT characters. Although the civil war person got a part that could have been genuine in the story, it seemed ingenuine after one of the last chapters when Alejandra is in a taxi, hears a song that reminds her of her brother, goes “I should call him, oh and he’s gay by the way." That’s the only mention of the brother, it seemed so random, and like the author was really trying to get that in for some reason.

All in all, I was definitely cheering for La Llorona for the entire book, and, heck, I even cheered for Matthew at some point because Alejandra was insufferable.

DNF at about 60%. I reeeeeally wanted to like this one. The concept is excellent: generational trauma, mental health, cultural diversity, mythology, creepiness, etc. But the execution is not great. The writing is trying too hard to the point that it’s almost nonsensical at times. The dialogue is stilted and unnatural. Sentences follow each other that just don’t make sense. Conceptually, it’s brilliant. But, execution killer it for me, unfortunately.

Such a fantastically haunting story! The writing was almost seamless, just pulled me right in. I literally could not put it down until the very end! I can't wait to read more!

I wanted to really love this book, but it ended up feeling really repetitive and a bit dull. The concept was intriguing, interesting, and culturally important. However, I found myself not being interested or even sometimes confused on the why behind the hauntings.

I wasn't sure what to expect with this book. It was the cover that actually drew me in.

I'm not going to recap the story, that is for you to discover yourself (just be prepared for a array of emotions)

But I will tell you this story sucked me in right from the beginning. To me, the supernatural aspect came across to me as her mental state. Anyone who suffers from mental illness can understand what I mean by that.

All in all it is a very powerful book, one that I was NOT expecting when I sat down to read it.

Thank you to NetGalley and the publisher for the ARC

We are introduced to Alejandra, a wife, mother, and homemaker, who grapples with a sense of entrapment, a life devoid of control. She feels scrutinized by her husband, used by her children, and unnoticed by the rest of the world.

Adding to her isolation, Alejandra lacks close family support. Adopted into a highly religious family as a baby, she has since severed ties with them. Yet, she had reconnected with her birth mother, fostering the beginnings of a relationship, until circumstances forced her to relocate, putting distance between them.

This marks my first encounter with V. Castro’s novels, and I was genuinely impressed by the vivid and horrifying imagery she conjured on the page. It’s a narrative that can make your toes curl, with visceral and cringe-worthy moments that stand out. What adds depth to the story is the cultural connection between the haunting and Alejandra’s heritage.

V. Castro’s storytelling is riveting, delivering vivid descriptions of supernatural horror that are both finely crafted and chilling.

Thanks to Netgalley and the publishers for sending a digital ARC in exchange for an honest review.

When she was younger, all Alejandra wanted was to discover her past. But now, as a mother to three children and a wife to an overbearing husband, she finds herself slipping away and haunted by a ghastly figure in white. A demon by the name of La Llorona, tied to Alejandra in inextricable ways, wants to take everything from her. And if Alejandra doesn't confront her past, present and future, it just might.

On paper, this should have been one of my favourite books. The premise for this story is nothing short of amazing. Alejandra's struggles as a woman, wife, mother and adoptee are painfully relatable. The demon is an excellent metaphor for the 'curse' of womanhood. And, as a Mexican American myself who spent many years longing for a closer connection to my culture, Alejandra's deepest wants really hit home. Unfortunately, the execution didn't hit quite as hard as the premise for me.

I spent much of my time reading this book wishing I could skip over the many many many metaphors, similes, and other overly 'pretty' writing that, in my opinion, often distracted from the story itself. There were moments when I found myself thinking 'please, just get to the point already', and I hate that those moments not only were often, but started early on, too. This is even more unfortunate, because the book has some really profound and beautiful statements that (at least for me) would have hit harder if they weren't surrounded by so many sentences trying to also be profound when they didn't need to be.

The dialogue was another big issue for me. It often felt stilted and one-note, to the point where I could pull out a quote from one character and not necessarily be able to tell you who said it. At points reading the dialogue felt like reading a script for a character that's just kind of ... there. The further I got in the book, the more I connected this to somewhat of a pacing issue with the story as a whole. So much time is spent on overly explaining even Alejandra's smallest emotions that we don't get a lot of space dedicated to the passing of time or to thorough explorations of some important events and relationships.

Despite my issues with aspects of the writing, though, I am very glad I read this book. Like I said, the story is beautiful and heartbreaking and so very relatable even to someone who isn't and never plans to be a mother. At its core, The Haunting of Alejandra is a love letter to mothers, and I hope it's found its way to and comforted as many of them as possible.

I was really excited for this book as a Mexican woman because it had references to the lore and culture I’m so familiar and most comfortable with. It started amazingly and really spoke to my soul, as much of what Alejandra was thinking and going through as a woman and a mother were so on point with my own inner turmoil. However, things took a drastic turn after Alejandra sought therapy. I felt like the writing style changed up and went from deep and symbolic thought to sped up and repetitive. It became difficult to stay engaged and I lost connection with Alejandra altogether unfortunately.

Alejandra is haunted by visions of a crying woman. Seeking help, she discovers that the apparition is the ghost of La Llorona, a vengeful demon who targets children. As Alejandra unravels the dark secrets of her family history, she realizes that La Llorona has a connection to her bloodline and that her children are in danger, so she must find the strength to defeat her and protect her family.

The Haunting of Alejandra is a terrifying and immersive horror novel that explores themes of generational trauma, colonization, and motherhood.

Castro's writing is both lyrical and haunting. I really liked how she included aspects of Mexican folk and depicted La Llorona as a complex and tragic figure, comparing her story to Alejandra’s.

I also liked the author ‘s exploration of generational trauma. She shows how the pain and suffering of past generations can be passed down to future generations, and how this can manifest in a variety of ways, including mental illness, addiction, and violence.

Thank you NetGalley and Random House for the gifted copy.

3.75

This was such an interesting book! Castro blends Mexican folk horror with women’s fiction to create an honest depiction of depression, and some of the pains that come with motherhood and the erasure of a woman’s individual identity as they age, and generational trauma. Alejandra is deeply unhappy, with good reason because her husband kind of awful and she’s super depressed, but also she’s being haunted by what may or may not be La Llorona.

While Alejandra is the main character, we also get perspectives from some of her ancestors and some perspectives from the haunter. I thought the way that Castro wove together all of those stories was really well done, especially for how short this book is. It’s a slow burn, but the end is worth it I’m my opinion. The whole novel packs a punch and will leave me thinking about it for quite some time.

I’ve enjoyed what I’ve read from V. Castro in the past and this is no different. I look forward to seeing what she writes next!

This book is not for me and I fear the people who it's for will need a seriously low trigger threshold. From page one it's depressing and draining and it only gets deeper and harder. I had to force myself to pick this up each time because every time I put it down I just wanted to curl up on myself and disappear. DNFing for the sake of myself.

**Thank you NetGalley and Del Rey for the eARC**

Oh man this scared the crap out of me. I loved how they used La Llorana story to further make this book amazing. I loved the character development. A generational curse so strong and when it was broken you felt the relief for Alejandra. V Castro I want to read all your books