This coming-of-age book is absolutely beautiful. Read’s descriptions are so wonderfully written that I could smell the flowers. And, the taste of those ripe peaches amazing. Victoria Nash is a young girl when her mother dies and leaves her alone to care for her father, bother and disabled and disgruntled Uncle. It is Victoria’s job to care for the house, the garden, the animals and the meals each day. This is her life until a strange boy comes to town. Their relationship is destroyed by a violent act of hatred. Victoria must navigate her emotions and make a heartbreaking decisions that will change her life forever. This novel that stays with you a long long time. Great book discussion material.

Thanks to Netgalley and the publisher for an eARC of this book.
A lyrically written, emotionally engaging coming of age novel. I expected the flooding of Iola and other small Colorado towns to be more than the backdrop of the story but this fact was ever present and made a decided contribution to the novel. So powerful. This book will stay with me for a long time.

Back in January, 𝗚𝗢 𝗔𝗦 𝗔 𝗥𝗜𝗩𝗘𝗥 by Shelley Read was the first ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ book I read in 2023, and I can almost guarantee it will be among my Best Books of 2023. It’s that good. Better than that good. ALL the stars for this beautifully written debut. Bravo!⁣
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I’m not going to tell you much because this is a story you’ll want to sink into as it unfolds. It’s 1948 and Victoria Nash is 17. She’s already lived a tragic life between devastation from WWII and a tragic car accident that took three of the people she most loved. Victoria is the sole woman left on her family’s Colorado peach farm. She has a lot of responsibilities on her shoulders when she meets a boy/man, Wil, who others deem an outcast, hated for the color of his skin. Victoria has her own ideas, follows her heart and steers her own life down unexpected paths. ⁣
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Told in first person, Victoria is a character I came to both admire and adore. She’s tough, yet vulnerable, selfless, yet willing to fight when she’s able, and remarkably resilient. Some have compared her to Kya in 𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘊𝘳𝘢𝘸𝘥𝘢𝘥𝘴 𝘚𝘪𝘯𝘨 and I would agree, but I cared for Victoria even more. I liked 𝘎𝘰 𝘈𝘴 𝘢 𝘙𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘳 even more. This is a MUST read book. Please, don’t even hesitate.⁣
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Thanks to @spiegelandgrau for an ARC of #GoAsARiver.

Seventeen-year-old Victoria lives a simple and repetitive life as part of her father’s peach farm in the small town of Iola, Colorado. When she falls for a mysterious drifter to town, their short love will shape the rest of Victoria’s life. We follow her into adulthood through love, loss, friendship and growth.

Shelley Read has crafted a beautiful story that spans individual lives as well as generations. We see and feel the way Victoria grows and changes as her circumstances, surroundings and relationships change through the years. Additionally, she tells the story of the region alongside Victoria’s story, giving the location room to grow into its role as a character itself.

I connected to this story in particular because of the location. I grew up traveling to my family’s cabin in this part of Colorado multiple times a year. I never knew as we crossed the Blue Mesa Reservoir that we were traveling over the destroyed town of Iola. I can picture the mountains, feel the air and taste the peaches!

Thanks to NetGalley and Spiegel & Grau for the advance copy of this book!

Four and a half stars. I live in Colorado but at the other end of the state from where this book is set. The towns and places that the author describes are real and Iola was in fact submerged when a dam was built in the mid-twentieth century.

The book starts when Torie, the daughter of a family that owns a peach orchard, runs into Wil, a transient young Indian man, while she's running an errand in the small town of Iola. Wil sees Torie and she isn't accustomed to being seen. Her desire to continue being seen sets the book in motion.

Torie spends much of the book without Wil- this is not a romance. Because of the prejudice and violence visited upon him, she makes some decisions that separate her from her family, where she had taken on the housekeeping role after her mother died. Up until now, Torie had cooked, cleaned, picked peaches and picked up after her thoroughly unpleasant brother and uncle and distant father.

Torie finds independence and strength within herself that she had not previously suspected. Her growth is one of the pleasures of this book.

Another pleasure is the setting. The author lived and taught in Gunnison, Colorado for most of her life and the love that she has for the place shines through. Although you might not think it, Colorado is known for peaches, and I love them myself. Peach season is much appreciated by me but I don't have a direct connection to the people who grow them. If you are drawn to the outdoors you'll really enjoy this aspect of the book.

I think this book has the potential to be a real hit and I hope that it's marketed successfully. I'll be recommending it to my friends for sure.

I don’t even know where I heard about this book but I’m glad I did because it was absolutely stunning.

The writing was beautiful, the characters were complex and the story left me speechless. I’ve seen a few reviews comparing this to Where the Crawdads Sing and I can definitely see the comparison — specifically in the solitary character and nature vibes. I would also recommend this book to fans of Kristin Hannah as this one is gut punch after gut punch and is definitely a tear-jerker. Mind you, I *love* an emotional and heart-breaking novel, but if that’s not your jam, consider yourself warned. 😆

This book is definitely one I’ll be thinking about for a long time and might just be my favorite read of the year so far.

This book is a wonderful example of lyrical, beautiful writing and excellent storytelling.

I love coming of age stories and the main character here, Victoria, demonstrates so much resilience as she grows from a 17 year old in love for the first time to a capable, independent woman. This is not a light, flowery read. This is a tragic story with a lot of trauma and heartache but it still manages to be hopeful.

While I enjoyed the whole story, I especially liked the last quarter of the book. The voice changes and my heart was really touched by that change.

This was not a propulsive, I can’t put this down kind of book for me. Instead it slowly and steadily moved through Victoria’s life and I really enjoyed that slower pace and think it matched the life she was living.

Shelley Read's debut GO AS A RIVER is a layered story of one woman finding her own path in a harsh time and place.

1940's western Colorado is where Victoria Nash is growing up on her family's peach orchard. One day a different boy comes to town and she is transfixed. This young man happens to be a Native American and her family will not approve. When a terrible event transpires, it sets Victoria off to find her own path even while shouldering a heavy secret.

This was a coming-of-age and a tribute to resilience story that had me trying to find its place. I struggled at first, possibly due to the format of the digital copy and the audiobook, or maybe it was me. I couldn't quite connect to the story at first and felt like there was heavy foreshadowing that didn't ultimately present what I expected.

As a tragic family drama, this fits in a lot of themes dealing with loss, grief, racism, and adoption, while also introducing the very real political and social struggles of imminent domain/government buy outs of this community. I found her relationships with certain characters fascinating, while I really appreciated how her relationship with her dad evolved.

I found myself more engaged after the tragic events of Victoria's youth. Again this seems odd to me, and I can't speak coherently to the why, but if you read this and find yourself feeling similarly, push on and I believe it will be worth it. The ending felt raw and real and right. The ending is what lifted this to a 4 Star for me. I really look forward to discussing this more with @kellyhook.readsbooks
& @beachesbooksnbubbles this spring.

If you enjoy family dramas that have a heavier rawness, this will be a winner. You will discover a heroine who is forced to find her strength through harsh and lonely circumstances.

Thank you to @spiegelandgrau and @NetGalley for both the digital ARC and advanced listening copy of the audiobook. I went back and forth and loved having each throughout. The narration definitely kept me going in the story!

As a lover of nature and a lover of Colorado, I was excited to read Go as a River, a beautifully written historical fiction set near the Gunnison River. The female protagonist begins her life in a small farming town in a valley that will become the Blue Mesa Dam.

The novel takes the reader through decades for Victoria’s life, which is full of tragedy and loss. In the novel the readers see Victoria learn the reality of the danger of cruel and violent racism in her community. The fear Victoria feels for her own brother is palpable, and the reader will root for her escape from his influence.

Victoria has a strong connection to nature and seeks refuge in the mountains. The novel is heavily descriptive of the setting, which I appreciated, but some readers may lose interest if looking for more action and less description.

I love the role of the peach trees in the novel, as well as the vivid descriptions of the fate of Victoria’s childhood home. The bond between women and mothers in Go as a River is also one of the more beautiful pieces of the story.

I have seen this novel compared to Where the Crawdads Sing, and the strong, independent female protagonist making her own way in the world, as well as detailed description of the natural setting of the novel can be compared, but beyond that they are unique stories.

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This is more than just a coming-of-age story. This is a story of a metamorphosis. It is about a girl who gains a level of fierceness, wisdom, and independence that doesn’t occur under normal circumstances. It is exquisitely written.

I’m not sure I’ve ever read the work of an author who made me feel everything she had written quite so deeply before. As I experienced this novel, I could see the mountains and feel the rain on my skin. I could taste a peach after a long period of starvation, and I could feel the agonizing, numbing heartache that vibrated off the page. Anger, terror, love, sacrifice—it is all there, and every bit of it envelops the reader and draws them in. Torie’s story was so well told I became a part of it as I drank in every word. It was an absolutely beautiful, sorrowful pleasure to read. Now I’m going to tell you this is Shelley Read’s debut novel. Yep. A star is born. And I’ll be looking forward to her next book.

I received a free copy of this book from the publishers via Netgalley. My review is voluntary and the opinions expressed are my own.

Some books just seem to mirror emotional events in a reader’s current life – even if they are set in different time periods – making them even more relatable. Such is the case with Go as a River for me, which begins in the 1940s.

I think this would have been an emotional read one way or the other, but the particular circumstances facing the town of Iola as it is ‘reshaped’ are reminiscent of the displacement I am facing in my own life (my circumstance – not to be confused with Iola’s – is an enormous pit-mine copper mine planned for the picturesque mountains in front of what I had always planned to be my forever home. A place I love dearly and with every cell in my body. The destructive ‘exploration’ has already begun.)

So, to say I shed empathetic tears is an understatement – not just for the main character, Victoria, but for an entire town that never asked for its new reality. While this resonated with me, it is not actually the main thrust of the story. Though based on true events, Iola’s fate serves mostly as a lovely metaphorical backdrop to Victoria’s life and her journey ... a heart-tugging tale.

Read understands the environment, and her love of it is apparent in the tender and reverent way she writes about the natural world, and the nature-loving attributes she assigns to three specific characters. It is downright lovely – and so are the author’s instincts about human emotion:

<i>I knew that a dozen cliff swallows descended on the river with every mayfly hatch and that this would be the exact moment a rainbow trout would rise to Daddy’s cast. And I knew that the fiercest storms, dark and ominous as the devil, nearly always blew in over the northwestern peaks and that every songbird and raven and magpie would silence just before the sky unleashed. So, no, one place was not just like another in my mind, and I wondered why this boy didn’t seem to know a thing about home.

I was a girl alone in a house of men, quickly becoming a woman. It was like blossoming in a bank of snow.

As I drifted off to sleep in my new forest home, woven in some great and mysterious tapestry, the only sound I listened for was the steady pulse of the vast collection of beating hearts, the inhale and exhale of a million lives being lived alongside mine. </i>

This is a story of young love, misunderstanding, the mistakes we make, the ways we love, and the ways we survive. It is a lovely meditation on motherhood, friendship, acceptance and respect for all the living things – human, leafy and rooted, or mammalian.

I look forward to what Shelley Read writes next

I adored everything about this book - way different than I thought it would be, it really hit me as a mother and I just loved imagining what I'd do in Victoria's shoes. This one totally pulled at the heartstrings! Lots of tears and might just make my top 10 of 2023.

This is a really lovely story and if you’ve read and enjoyed Where the Crawdads Sing it will be a winner with you. I don’t think Go as a river is as good as Crawdads but nevertheless I still enjoyed it enormously.
Victoria is a believable coming of age character and Wil was a delight.

“Victoria Nash is just a teenager in the 1940s, but she runs the household on her family's peach farm in the ranch town of Iola, Colorado--the sole surviving female in a family of troubled men.” (GoodReads)

I was completely swept away by this heartfelt story about resiliency, family ties, coming-of-age, and the demands of farm life. This book deserves the buzz: I couldn’t read it fast enough. By the end of the book, I felt I knew Victoria well, and I was glad for it. Even the cover is luscious. (I can’t decide if I like the US or Canadian cover better.) This is a phenomenal debut from Shelley Reads.

Thanks, Netgalley and Spiegel & Grau, for the digital review copy.

This is one of those beautiful stories where you just want to sit in silence when it’s done and hug the book ever so tightly.

Go as a River is the debut novel from Shelley Read, and her writing is gorgeous. She draws you into the time and place of 1948 through 1960’s Colorado, and starts at the 17 year old life of Victoria Nash. Victoria is the sole female in her family, and with grace and courage, she supports her dad by working on their generational peach farm and she is responsible for all of the household duties, including for her brother Seth and Uncle Ogden who live with them.

When Victoria has a brief encounter in their small town with a young transient, Wilson Moon, she is drawn to him and cannot get him off her mind. The story takes off from there as it spans over the next 20 years and it is unputdownable. It is a story of love, grief, loneliness, bigotry, and resilience. A story of change, courage, and hope.

Go as a River would be amazing for a book club, because after holding this story in your heart, you just want to talk about it with someone.

Thank you to Spiegel & Grau and Netgalley for the advance reader copy in exchange for my honest review.

Go as a River will be one of my favourite books of 2023.

I LOVED this book! My heart ached for Torie, but I rooted for her every step of the way. I loved how her character evolved and matured. I did want more for her, more friendships or relationships. She felt so lonely from start to end. I liked her relationship with Zelda and how Zelda cared for her. My heart broke for Wil and how he was treated, how he had no one and instead of fleeing, stayed for Torie. Readers who liked Where the Crawdads Sing will enjoy this novel.

Go As A River is the story of Victoria (Tori) Nash in 1940’s Colorado who has lost her mother at a young age and is forced to become the only woman to care for her father, brother, and ailing uncle on their farm. A chance meeting with Wilson Moon, a young Native American boy, becomes a friendship and eventually a clandestine romance. Tori is warned by her family against associating with Wil. What follows is both heartbreaking and uplifting.
The lyrical writing carries the reader through the hardships, loss, and pain. The landscape is harsh, unforgiving, and the place Tori escapes to for solace. I was immediately drawn into the story, and didn’t come up until the last page was turned. Read does an excellent job with the complexities in the relationships, letting the story unfold at a pace that seems organic. It’s a story of resilience, of perseverance, of blind faith against all odds. It’s about grief, forgiveness of others and ourselves.
I highly recommend for those that read literary fiction, for book clubs and buddy reads. I can’t wait to see what Shelley Read writes next as I think she’s definitely an author to watch.
Thank you to Spiegal & Grau, Shelley Read, and Netgalley for the advanced review copy.

WOW. That is all I can say. This books focuses on the life of Torie starting from the loss of her mother and growing up on a peach farm in Colorado and the chance encounter she experiences with a stranger that stays with her the rest of her life.

The prose was beautiful and lyrical and I wish I could read this book all over again.

Go As A River is the beautifully written story of Victoria Nash who at seventeen years of age finds herself as matriarch of her family in a household full of men. The story spans over a couple of decades as she endures a series of losses and hardships in a beautiful landscape. It’s a rich character driven story that has a good pace for the timespan covered with the story. If you are a fan of Where the Crawdads Sings, you will LOVE this read as well.

A huge thank you to Net Galley and Spiegel & Grau for the eARC in exchange for this fair and unbiased review.

✨✨Happy publication day to this absolutely gorgeous book!✨✨

🍑The stranger’s eyes were as dark and shiny as a raven’s wing. And kind—that is what I remember most about those eyes from that first glimpse until the final gaze—a gentleness that seemed to fountain from his center and spill out like an overflowing well.

🍑Try as we might to convince ourselves otherwise, the moments of our becoming cannot be carefully plucked like the ripest and most satisfying peach from the bough. In the endless stumble toward ourselves, we harvest the crop we are given.

🍑A new life was unfolding before me. I never stopped questioning the choices of my past, but in the known world, each step surely unfurls the next, and we must walk into that open space, mapless and without invitation.

Review: This book was so beautifully written. I highlighted so many sentences and I wish I could share them all. This coming of age story is narrated by Victoria, a young woman who lives on a peach farm in Colorado. She has suffered some terrible losses in her young life and is about to experience her first love. She is strong and has a beautiful heart and how her story transpires will leave you feeling raw and heartbroken and also proud of her strength. I enjoyed this book so much and only wish I could have had a fresh peach while I was reading it.

Highly recommend this beauty! Thank you to NetGalley and Spiegel and Grau Publishing for the advanced ecopy of the book.