Thank you to Netgalley and the publisher for granting me free access to the advanced digital copy of this book, as this book has already been published, I will not share my review on Netgalley at this time.

When a fairy turns evil. The story starts very dark and it takes a bit to understand what's going on. With the new quest the story plays with all classic fairy tale elements in a new way.
The faery transforms into a prince to propose and kidnap the princess of a neighboring kingdom. After a long journey through the forest returning to her master the reader starts to questioning will it end like a classic fairy tale or the ending will follow the different path.

4/5

But first, I want to thank Alex Nonymous for providing me with a review copy through NetGalley.

I really enjoyed this book, and like the other books of Alex's, it is a very short and quick read which is perfect to read in one sitting:)
I absolutely loved the sapphic and non-binary representation, and the format of the story. I feel like this type of narration that makes it seem like a story written by one of the characters to the other, implying that the reader already knows how it ends, works really well here. I also love how we don't get to know the MC's name until the end.

I must admit, however, that I didn't feel really attached to the characters, and that the pacing felt weird at times. Overall, while it isn't my favourite book of Alex's, I still really enjoyed it!

Great story telling…. Fantasy faerie adventure romance.. Very enjoyable read. Thank you to #netgalley for the opportunity to review

I've always loved takes on fae so I was excited for this one. The additional details of diet and being controlled by their name was really fantastic and developed the lore a lot more than many fae books that have recently been published.

This definitely had some dark elements to fantasy while remaining in the YA category. Overall it was enjoyable with an intriguing plot and well fleshed out characters.

Thank you to NetGalley and the publishers/author for this ARC in exchange for my honest review!

I was interested in the aspect of this being a Rumplestiltskin retelling because I’ve never seen one of those before. I also like how all of the author’s covers have a very similar style to them.

This is a dark fantasy story about a fae who is forced to complete horrible tasks by their father who is a cruel king. They have bound their name to them and they are not allowed to disobey and they are used to complete murders for their father throughout the kingdom. They’ve made it clear they are non-binary and do not feel like a man or woman or anything in between. Their father tasks them with pretending to be the prince of a neighboring kingdom and kidnap the princess the prince is engaged to in order to create a war.

Chrysanthemum is a sassy princess who has the fae is slowly falling in love and they feel awful about the plan their father has forced them to carry out. I think Chryssa was my favorite character. She was smart and loyal and even though things got really hard for her she didn’t give up. She understand that the fae didn’t actually want to hurt her and she knew how to fight back while also be gentle and kind. The fae is bound to their name and can not tell anyone what it is. Chryssa’s only means of escape is figuring out their name in order to reverse the control their father has on them.

This was mostly a character and world building story and wasn’t as actiony as I had expected. I’m glad that the fae had a personality that was both sympathetic and complicated. There were times I was so mad at them but knew that they had no choice but to do what they were told. I also thought the end felt a bit rushed and like the story just needed to get wrapped up.

This story was written beautifully and I enjoyed all the characters and I thought it was both strange and unique that it was written like the fae was telling a story to Chryssa. I want to read more from this author so I hope I can find more from them in the future!

This book is a loose Rumplestiltskin retelling and it’s spectacular. We follow our protagonist, a faery whose human father has used their name to control them into being his personal assassin for their entire life. Through this their father has established himself as King, and he’s now sent her to kidnap the princess of their neighbouring country in order to destabilise relations between that neighbouring country and a third. Of course, our protagonist isn’t happy about any of this, and when they find himself falling for the girl she’s supposed to be delivering to his father it becomes a whole lot more urgent that they find a way to break free.

I really loved the protagonist! He’s magically compelled to follow their father’s instructions, no matter how much she might not want to, but throughout the whole book they always exert as much of her own free will as they possibly can by doing Exactly what he’s been told and no more. When Commanded to kill someone, she can’t spare them, but she can make it as quick and painless as possible, and she can pass on their last words, and she can make sure their loved ones are safe. When Commanded to kidnap a princess and bring her home on a journey that should take no more than a month, he can’t let that princess go free, but he can make sure to use every single second of that allowed month to give the princess as much time as possible to figure out a way to escape. The protagonist considers herself to be a monster, and has resigned himself to this, but that couldn’t be further from the truth.

The kidnapped princess, Chryssa, was also excellent. As the sole child of her country’s monarch, it’s expected that she’ll marry for the sake of a political alliance and that she’ll be Queen one day. She’s not exactly overjoyed about either of these prospects, but she’s determined to make the best of it, and during the first half of the book she shows herself to be a caring and friendly person who I’m not surprised the protagonist fell for. She’s also great during the second half. She isn’t easy to kidnap, she doesn’t go quietly, and she doesn’t simply just take it at face value that the protagonist isn’t doing this of his own free will. The protagonist is just as much a victim in this situation as Chryssa is, but they have to earn back Chryssa’s trust regardless, which just makes things even better once he has earned that trust but there’s still nothing either of them can do about the doom they’re hurtling towards.

The worldbuilding is loose and not very detailed. The main focus of this book is Chryssa, the protagonist, and the relationship between the two of them. We learn a good amount about the history between humans and fae, but ultimately this is a character focused novel and that doesn’t require a huge amount of lore to achieve. This may not be to everyone’s tastes, but I prioritise characters over worldbuilding so it was a non-issue for me. 

The narrative style of the book was unusual! The entire book consists of the protagonist recounting everything that happened, addressing Chryssa the whole time. Due to this he refers to themself as ‘I’ and he refers to Chryssa as ‘you’. I’ve only ever read one other book like this, coincidentally I read it immediately before reading this one, and if these two books are anything to go by then I need more books written like this immediately because I thought it was so cool and it worked so well. And the final line of the book was really strong. I don’t remember the final line of many books, but I’m sure I’m going to remember the final line of this one for a long time.

A huge part of this book is the power that names can have and I’m honestly obsessed. The protagonist’s name is a major plot point, hence why I’m not directly saying it in this review. His father uses the name she was given by their mother when they were born in order to control him, and she’s been forbidden from giving that name to anybody else. In my opinion, it’s not a difficult name for the reader to guess, but that doesn’t matter. Chryssa has less information than the reader has, and she needs to be able to call them something, so she comes up with a new name to address him with.

Here’s the part I’m obsessed with, and this paragraph may be mildly spoilery but this plot point is so important to me that I’d be doing it a disservice if I didn’t talk about it. Plenty of real people, especially trans people, change their name at some point in their lives. Their old names, their ‘deadnames’, aren’t who they are and aren’t reflective of them. In this book the metaphor is made literal. The protagonist’s name is used to control him, and as long as that’s her name they’ll never be free to live his own life as they want to. This follows through to its natural conclusion, and if I could print this book onto my soul, I would. I’m not kidding.

It’s right there in the dedication! The book is dedicated to anyone who’s ever felt trapped by a name. Through this plot element, I’m sure this book will resonate with many.

I would recommend this to people who like fairytale retellings, character driven stories, and those who want to read something that truly encapsulates the importance of our names being our own, rather than simply an indicator or extension of our parents’ control over us.

Thank you Netgalley and Alex Nonymous for allowing me to read this in exchange for an honest review.

This book has an agender fae MC and is a Rumplestiltskin retelling. Do you really need to know more?

This book was so achingly beautiful and heartbreaking in equal measure. I got swept up in the prose so easily and I fell more and more in love the more I read.

Chryssa is such a fantastic, badass love interest. I loved how fierce and wild and headstrong she was, and how big her heart was. To truly care for someone in that situation despite everything was just incredibly beautiful.

Emery is just…wow. What a tragic character. I felt so bad for them the entire time, and the more they said they couldn’t feel things, even while feeling them, the more my heart just ached for them.

I love that more than half of this book is JUST Chryssa and Em. It’s just them getting to know each other and falling in love, in this little bubble that’s just theirs.

Also, super weird aside, but I’d JUST said I’d love to read a Rumplestiltskin retelling and then this popped up on Netgalley. It was meant to be!

This is out now!

Intriguing Dark Fantasy, based loosely on the Rumpelstiltskin fairy tale.

We have our MC who is Fae, who neither considers themselves daughter or son to an evil King, and has no name that is spoken aloud. Being Fae, it is only known to the King, who uses this to control them, and to utilize them as a hitman.

It's clear the immense pain the MC is in over the life they have lead, the numbness and endless horror experienced at their own hand. When they are sent on a mission to fool a Princess and pretend to be a Prince from another Kingdom, actual feelings complicate matters.

Princess Chrysanthemum aka Chryssa, is sassy and competent, very much in control of her life, despite the rules of royalty and expectation from her mother and Kingdom, to marry this Prince to forge alliances. She makes a great impression on our MC and you can't help but root for both of them, and feel the desperation through both characters at the situation they find themselves in.

This is Dark fantasy at its best, where it isn't too dark, yet still twisted enough. Controlling magics, and sad and mysterious elements abound to give you deep feelings.

I would highly recommend it to lovers of dark fantasy retellings of fairy tales, and those who enjoy non-binary characters.