Thanks to NetGalley and the publisher for this ARC copy.

Lily Lindon is a new author but, since reading their first book, I’ve been looking forward to what’s next.

What’s next is another sapphic romance but with a twist…they are rivals.

It was an interesting look at the drama scene and, whilst both characters do create moments where you’re tearing your hair out, it is a good read just like Lindon’s debut.

It could have gone into more depth in some parts but this did not spoil the reading experience.

I wanted to love a queer romcom but it just didnt quite hit the spot for me. While romcoms are inherently predictable this one felt absurdly so, the interactions between the main characters were a bit childish and I didnt really love the style of humour. 2.5/5

while i get the idea behind this book i just absolutely could not get into it, (hence the late review). i couldn’t stand the main character which i’m sad about as i really wanted to like this. would possibly read from the author again tho as there’s potential there !! ty for the arc netgalley

Excited to read this, pitched as a butch/butch queer romance set in the theatre world, sounded interesting and unusual. If you like an enemies to friends romance with a main character that makes many mistakes, which make her miserable until the end of the book, then this is the book for you. I found it difficult to enjoy especially half way through the book when the 'rivalry' between the two main 'enemies' descends from banter with sexual tension into meanness. The character of Emmy is very much written as Autistic but whether she is aware of that or not is unclear and worse she is often treated terribly by her 'enemy' and exploited by another character who manipulates her into being her girlfriend. I kept reading because I wanted to see how it was going to end and was hoping for a happier ending, which does happen, thankfully. I really enjoyed the passion, knowledge and skills Emmy has for acting, whilst also wishing that the final chapters recognition of that would come a bit earlier. There is the skeleton of a really great book in here showing how women/AFAB with autism are often under diagnosed and the impact of that, one that is less painful to read, especially when presented as a light-hearted romance. Particularly, at times it felt like it was refreshing the trope of someone being mean to you, means they like you, which can lead to controlling relationships, that I thought we were past.

With thanks to Netgalley and the publisher for an ARC in exchange for an honest review.

Unfortunately, I did not finish this book as I found the beginning did not immerse me into it's world as much as I would have liked.

A good and enjoyable queer romance, although you're almost tearing your hair out at Emmy, but there's plenty of rivalry, character-development, banter etc to get your teeth stuck into. Thanks to the publisher for the opportunity to read and review the eARC

Unfortunately this wasn't for me.OTT. too much!! If you're like me and don't enjoy ott queer LGBTQ reads then this is not for you. This is in no way discrimtory. Just a view of it being ott for me.

It's so nice to see genderqueer representation in lesbian fiction! I wish there had been more discussion of gender and butchness, and identity in general - this was more silly romps than considerate identity introspection, which is what I'd been wanting - but otherwise it was truly lovely.

Really fun and entertaining just like Lily’s debut. I found the characters more relatable in this one than the first, but did find myself wanting a bit more depth in some places. A super quick and easy read though!

What is cool about this book is the background info, the way being an actor/ress is depicted. Of course, there are lots of clichés, I think, but still. I guess not everyone would care for the side stories, but I liked them. The love story building continuously over the book was well exectued. A bit enemy to lover, and not in a basic way.

"My Own Worst Enemy" by Lindon presents a personal journey. The narrative explores inner conflicts and growth, though pacing can feel uneven. Lindon's introspective writing carries a sense of authenticity, yet some sections might lack the depth to fully resonate. The book offers moments of self-discovery, making for a contemplative read that navigates the complexities of personal struggle, but its execution might not consistently captivate all readers.

Thank you to Aria for providing a copy of this book via NetGalley – views remain my own.

This is one of those books that feel like it could have been a whole lot better if it was just that bit shorter. It’s partly due to the MC – she’s not one of those characters who is particularly a lot of fun to spend time around. It’s great for a while, but Emmy often shows herself to be selfish, judgemental, and self-obsessed. She instantly judges Mae and decides they must be rivals/professional enemies as they’re both the same casting type. Emmy has a tendency to get ideas fixed in her head, and an unwillingness to consider further information when it’s in front of her.

These could all be interesting aspects to the character, if we witnessed any growth/self-realisation a little earlier in the book. Instead, it feels like so much is crammed in right towards the end, and oh everything is fine now let’s skip off into the sunset. It doesn’t feel like any of Emmy’s relationships – with friends, family or others – aren’t in some way toxic. It’s a huge shame, because some of the book is actually really good, and when Emmy and Mae are more lightly sparring with each other, it works really well, and you can feel the chemistry between them.

At other times, both are frustrating and downright cruel to one another. There are some parts where I felt incredibly sad for Emmy, and it didn’t seem like she actually had anyone she could properly talk to. I really thought part of this was going to end up being Emmy actually confiding in Mae, and the pair offering each other real help and advice, but when it edges towards that it all kind of blows up instead.

Emmy is, evidently, kind of stubborn, and more than once goes down the “cut your nose off” route without actually seeming to learn from it. Most of this book had things I liked, but all come with a kind of ‘at times’ disclaimer. I liked her roommates, at times, until they were dismissive about the issues Emmy was facing in her clearly unhealthy toxic relationship. Her dad could have been a really sweet character, but he’s so dismissive about Emmy’s actual dreams and it goes beyond “I’m just trying to be realistic” and enters more “you have to learn the family business” controlling territory.

I was really looking forward to this book – a queer, sapphic romcom set in the world of theatre should be something I adored, but there wasn’t enough of the actual romance and actually quite little theatre stuff compared to my expectations, and overall this book could have done with being shorter and allowing the MC a bit more growth instead.

I really enjoyed this book. It was a sweet and compelling storyline and I loved our main characters. Would definitely recommend.

It took a while to get going for me but it was a lot of fun in the end. These two are a real slow burn, going back and forward between detesting each other and attraction. Centring it around a play was a great way to create structure and force Emmy and Mae into proximity. Overall it's a sweet read and I'd pick up something else by the same author.

An adorable, enjoyable romance that was a delight to read. I loved the relationship between the two main characters, and the glimpse into acting life. Would highly recommend!

ARC provided via Netgalley in exchange for an honest review

In My Own Worst Enemy, we follow Emmy Clooney (no relation) out of drama school and into the world of acting, and she is happy to be type cast believing herself to have a hold on a niche, until she meets Mae Jones. They’re exactly alike in looks and opposite in personality, and their rivalry sparks intense competition for roles, having drastic effects on each others careers.

This book had everything I wanted going in, it’s scandalous, flirty and fun, with a nice, light plot and believable characters. Unfortunately for me, Emmy, our main character, made me so angry at times that it was almost too believable & I struggled to like her. Her obliviousness borders on ignorance and it made me quite uncomfortable. I completely understand why the choice to have this character this way was made, but it took away from my personal enjoyment a little in the 1st and 2nd acts.

However… I could simply not stop reading this. Emmy was a car crash through the majority of the book and yet by the end I WAS rooting for her. I wanted everything to go well for her and her friends, I wanted to see her get something good, and I really wasn’t disappointed. Act 3 is perfect, the scandalous twists and turns of the previous 300-400 pages get tied up in a genuinely lovely way.
I also flat out adore Mae. She’s worth every little cringe moment she draws out of Emmy.

This is a well written book, however I just couldn’t get stuck in with it and the characters weren’t my cup of tea. Sorry, I will however read another book by this author when one is released.

A very aptly titled book and a terrific fun read. I very much enjoyed the rivalry between Emmy and Mae although towards the end some of their behaviour became a little childish and in Emmy's case overdoing the bitchiness a little which I don't think suited her character. I loved the auditions which were hilarious and the improv scenes that sparked with electricity between the two main characters. The Twelfth Night production was a treat, a wonderful backdrop for the build up to the final momentous events.
Other characters played their parts well, Emmy's family providing solid if under appreciated support and the chemistry between Emmy and her flatmates worked to a tee. The plot was more than a little predictable but there were enough twists and turns to keep the pages turning.
All in all I was thoroughly entertained by a book that is well written with style and a great sense of humour.
Thank you to Netgalley and the publisher for an advanced reader copy.

A very good book that made me reflect on life. The title says it all we are our own worst enemies.
Caught in stereotypes, other's expectations and simply not living our life.
A young actor that has done all by the book, finished acting school, extremely well read and serious at her job suddenly finds competition in an mirror image girl. We get a clash of educated vs. improv acting. Self achievement vs. nepotism. A story of opposites and attractions.
I would suggest this book to everyone even if you are not interested in lgtb themes, young people's problems or acting world.

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🎭🌭🥛🍕🤺

If I have to give you any advice for this book, it is to make sure you have a lot of time free, because you're not gonna want to put this book down.

My Own Worst Enemy is a cute YA/NA romcom about a butch lesbian actor named Emmy Clooney (no relation) who is the most precious character I have come across. She wants nothing more than to be a successful actress. She's smart, she's funny and she prepares to the max when it comes to roles, and she is more comfortable being someone else and following scripts than she is talking to people on her own. She is shy and anxious, seconds guesses herself and is afraid people are going to abandon her when she's not acting. She's certain she's going to get lots of queer butch roles, because there are so many femme lesbians, but not that many that a butch, so when she meets fellow aspiring actress, Mae Jones, who looks exactly like her, and seems to be way more of a natural actor than her, Emmy feels threatened.

Queue the declared rivalry between the two characters, where there is back-and-forth tension, that borderlines with intense flirting, self-growth and awareness of own faults, and we get this beautiful book. There are laugh-out-loud moments (like seriously, I peed my pants) there are parts that made me cry, and there were parts that made me wish I was a part of their world.

The side characters were great too. I loved the side story going on in the background with Emmy's best friends/roommates. I loved the queer representation throughout the book. (Lesbian, Bisexual, Pansexual, Gay, Non-Binary.) I didn't like Alice, and neither will you when you read this book, but she was a core element of Emmy's growth.

Thank so much to Lily Lindon, Netgalley and Aria Fiction for the copy of the eArc. This review is left voluntary.