Thank you to @duttonbooks for mt advance copy. I loved Engel’s previous novels, so I knew I was in for a treat. I also have to say I dig this cover.

This is marked as a psychological thriller, and while I do think there is suspense, it is mostly a mystery. As per usual Engel writing-it’s extremely realistic and believable. She has such a knack for showing us dysfunctional family dynamics. This one was no exception and she really showed us the aftereffects of murder and its ripple effect through a family.

The atmosphere was perfect. It helped to keep the tension high. Small town Kansas prairie sounds like its filled with cornfields and I could really picture the location. I also appreciated how our main character; Greer kept the reader in the dark with her secrets. It helped with all the twists. One of the big reveals was great!

My only concern was the motive from our perpetrator. It was thin and I felt like it kind of lacked explanation. Don’t let that stop you though-this was enjoyable, and I will most definitely be looking forward to Engel’s next.

Thank you Netgalley, Penguin Group Dutton and author Amy Engel for this eARC in exchange of an honest review.

Greer Dunning returns to her hometown in Ludlow, after hearing about the tragic death of a young couple, who apparently is similar to when her sister Eliza and boyfriend Travis were murdered. Greer needed to find some closure to what really happened on that one random summer night. Upon her return she gets right back in the routine of things back when she was younger, watching her parents suffer and grow apart as they grieve for Eliza. She catches up with her childhood friends Ryan and Cassidy; high school classmates, and has a first-time encounter with the killer’s brother, Dean Matthews. Things unravel and Greer discovers things that her small town has been hiding for the longest time in connection to the past and recent murders.


I like small town murders and drama, and this book has both. It is a slow burn story, like slowwww burnnnnn — each character was well-developed and each chapter leaves an element of mystery to keep you invested in the story. I find the main character unlikeable though, but at the same time I tried understanding where she was coming from in making one bad decision after another as an adult. The book also showed how each person deal with loss and grief, which makes you empathetic as a reader to each of these characters. Approaching the ending gives you more clues and the final chapter did give you the answer that you needed from the beginning. I liked it overall, hence 4 stars! This book releases July 25th.

Greer never got over her sister's murder. Now, years later, a copycat murder brings her back to town and pushes all of her past questions to the forefront.

This was a really good, atmospheric thriller!

Greer: You can feel her frustration throughout the whole book. She knows everyone has secrets, including herself, and just tries so hard to figure it all out. Engel did a good job showing the uncomfortableness of coming back to town after years away through Greer. You connected with her grief and yearning to understand what actually happened all those years ago.

The town: The building of this fictional town was well drawn out. It's a small town with festivals and places you know not to go to. All of this helps build the atmosphere of the novel. It has an eerie feel to it which helps the reader sink into the story.

The romance: I love thrillers that throw in a good romance, whether it's a HEA or not. In here, Greer teams up with the brother of the boy that killed her sister and sparks fly!

The twists: There are a few and I liked them all. I did figure most of the ending out (that's not usually for me though) but I was happy with most of the resolution.

This is a must for readers of Megan Miranda or Riley Sager. It has the same approachable thriller writing.

Thank you to the author, publisher, and NetGalley for the gifted copy. My review are always honest.

Greer Dunning has returned to her hometown of Ludlow, Kansas after the execution of the man who murdered her sister, Eliza, fourteen years ago. Two teens have been murdered and their murders appear to be like her sister's murder. These murders bring back the past and leave Greer with more questions than answers. She is determined to learn the truth.

This was a slow build for me and yet I didn't mind it as I normally would. I especially enjoyed how Engel showed the effects death/murder has on a family. Greer's parents were devastated and drowning in their grief after their daughter Eliza was murdered. So devastated that they could not be present for Greer who was also mourning the loss of her sister. Engel also showed how the murder also affected the family of the killer.

How murder affects families was the strongest part of the book for me. The mystery of the new murders was good but was lacking a little for me. I just wanted a little more. More what? More danger, more tension, and more suspense. When the book ended, I thought "seriously?" and "why?”. Like other reviewers, I wanted clarity on the motive.

This book does a great job touching on loss, guilt, grief, and secrets. Big props for that.

This was a well written, character driven mystery.

I was initially pulled into this one- a woman returns to her hometown after two teenagers are killed in very similar circumstances to how her sister was murdered. The community is afraid they have a copy cat killer on their hands and she feels compelled to come home and finally get answers. This is a story I feel like I’ve read so many times before, and even though this book had some clever twists, the big reveal and motivation behind these crimes did not add up or make sense.

Another entry into the "woman returning to her hometown to investigate a murder and to confront her past" genre. That said, this still was a good story and kept me interested despite figuring out the 'twist' early on.

Thanks to NetGalley and the publishers for the opportunity to read and review.

I really enjoy Engels writing style and her ability to suck you into her story and not let you go until well after the last page.

This was no different from her other one I read - all consuming and gripping. This style was much more of a slow build, but was so incredibly layered and truly built upon itself as it went.

I really enjoyed this one!

What a ride!
This book kept me guessing the entire time! Even towards the end I was still trying to figure it out how it would connect all the dots.
It was a easy and fast paced read.
This was my first book of @amyengelauthor and I will definitely read more from her.

Thank you NetGalley and Penguin Group Dutton for this ARC in exchange for my honest review.
Coming out in 07/25/2023

I basically read this entire book in one sitting the writing flowed so quickly. There was a good amount of detail as well as being extremely plot driven with no unneeded fluff which I thoroughly enjoyed! I read it so quickly that I didn’t even have time to predict the twists which kept me engaged and surprised!

Thank you so much to Penguin Group Dutton and NetGalley for providing me this ARC in exchange for an honest review!

Thank you so much to Dutton and Netgalley for the advance readers copy.

3 stars.

I overall enjoyed the story but didn't find it anything mind-blowing. I read the Roanoke Girls by the same author and loved it and I find myself comparing this authors books to that one. I loved the concept of the story but found myself putting this one day quite a lot. I liked the characters and their backgrounds but I found this story to be more character driven vs. plot and I typically like more plot driven stories.

Would recommend as a beginner thriller for those who are looking to get into the genre.

Greer’s sister Eliza was murdered along with her boyfriend, years ago. Greer moved away from home and has tried to move on with her life but is forced to return when she sees that another couple have been killed in the exact same way years later.

This is a twisty fast paced thriller but I just didn’t connect with it really, I also found the side plot romance really odd which I think kind of spoilt it for me.

Not a bad book, just not for me.

Greer Dunning's older sister Eliza and her boyfriend were murdered when Greer as fourteen. Even though the killer was quickly caught, the nightmare hasn't ended even fourteen years later. Her family fell apart with her dad taking to drinking and her mother to cleaning and neither seemed to have time for Greer.

Greer had some support from her best friends Cassie and Ryan but she still left her small Kansas hometown as soon as she graduated high school. She has made a sort of shallow life for herself in Chicago where she works as a middle school guidance counselor.

When she hears that another teenage couple has been killed in the same way Eliza and her boyfriend were, Greer decides that she has to go home and face up to all that she lost. She can't believe that these new killings aren't related to the previous ones despite the killer having been executed in prison. Greer always felt there was more to the story and that the killer didn't work alone.

Her friends are there to support her. In fact, Cassie never left and Ryan is back home after a divorce. But Greer ends up teaming up with Dean who was the older brother of the young man who was convicted of murdering her sister and her sister's boyfriend. Dean has questions and his own share of guilt about the way things turned out during the first trial. As the two investigate, they gradually unearth secrets in the town and buried in Greer's memory.

This was an excellent thriller with a twisty plot. It was also an in-depth depiction of the grief and guilt that surrounds this sort of tragedy. I found it very moving.

I Did It For You felt like a nice summer read without being totally basic. The characters weren't super flushed out, but it didn't feel needed. The end was good, but did not feel hinted at enough in the rest of the novel.

I am such an Amy Engel fan! I Did It For You is the perfect combination of small town thriller with complicated high school relationships. Greer’s sister Eliza was shot to death alongside her boyfriend Travis 14 years ago. Roy Matthew’s confessed to the murders and was executed soon after. But Greer always had her doubts about his guilt. When another high school couple is shot in her hometown, Greer is pulled back to search for answers she’s always wanted.

Greer’s story is a lyrically woven tale of grief, friendship, family, betrayal and forgiveness.

While I feel like the tropes in this book have been used a LOT in the past 2 years I think Amy Engel did a good job at bringing us a fresh take on it. I Did It For You is a good thriller and I read this one really fast. I think there were some great twists and I definitely gasped a little. However, I do get tired of reading the same things in books over and over again- it lessens my enjoyment of the book no matter who the author is. In any event, this one gets 4 solid stars from me!

Thank you to the author Amy Engle, publishers Dutton and Penguin Group, and as always NetGalley, for an advance audio copy of TELL ME I'M WORTHLESS.

I've been getting more into crime novels, but I need a really creative human connection in the narrative in order to enjoy selections in this genre. For, coming in that close to a killer's mentality from the human side, rather than the horror side, was uncomfortable for me for two reasons.

First, when a killer is written from a horror framework, it puts a great deal of idealogial distance between the reader and the killer. The book's own opinion is that the reader and the killer are very different kinds of people. Crime novels, on the other hand, when their killers are written from this human place, close the distance between the reader and the killer. I most enjoy crime novels that exploit this proximity in clever and creative ways, expecially if they cause me to exercise empathy in new way.

I DID IT FOR YOU does that--causes me to exercise empathy in news ways.

Also, Engle closes the gap between the reader and killer in another way, in showing how few degrees of seperation lay beween a killer and the main character, whose perspective the reader shares during the duration of the book. Any decent writer exploits this truth to point out the mortal vulnerability in being so close to a killer. But a creative author knows how to exploit the underlying vulnerability in such closeness-- makes us remeber that we might once or forever love a killer.

I DID IT FOR YOU does this too, it's suspenseful, making me wonder the whole time about the violent capacities of the main character herself and every person she touches.

I also love that Engel includes a satisfying romance subplot without making it either cheesy or wholly toxic. I found the development authentic to both characters' trajectories and it took the story to such interesting places.

I think this book officially made me love the crime genre!

Rating: 🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣 / 5 dark secrets
Recommend? Absolutely!
Finished: June 23 2023
Format: Advance Digital, NetGalley
Read this if you like:
🩸 Crime thrillers
🩸 Stories about violence
🩸 Small town murder myths
🩸 Main characters with traumatic pasts
🩸 Suspense and mystery

14 years old Greer Dunning’s older sister, Eliza, was murdered. Since then, Greer and her parents are barely living as they wrestle with the ‘why’ of the murder. Greer, now living in Chicago, hasn’t been home since she left Ludlow after high school but when two teens are murdered the exact same way Eliza was, Greer knows she needs revisit Ludlow before any more victims turn up.

I adored Amy Engel’s last book The Familiar Dark. It was gritty, dark, and original. It was one of my favorite reads from 2020 and I can’t recommend it enough. When Dutton offered me a copy of her upcoming release I Did It For You, I was stoked!

While the premise, the lost ‘daughter’ returns home to solve a decades old mystery isn’t unique, Engel is a fantastic writer and I love the way she writes. Unfortunately, this lacked the grittiness that we had in The Familiar Dark and seemed to be more a mainstream thriller. Which is fine, but just wasn’t what I was expecting.

I did enjoy this one, but I just didn’t love it. While the depiction of grief and the aftermaths of a tragedy were executed excellently, I didn’t connect much with Greer and found her to be insufferable. I also just don’t want to accept the ending. I would still recommend this book, but it’s going to be your traditional thriller where the lead character is semi-gaslighting themselves. 3.5 stars rounded down to 3.


I Did It For You comes out July 25, 2023. Huge thank you to Dutton for my advanced copy in exchange for my honest opinion. If you liked this review please let me know either by commenting below or by visiting my instagram @speakingof.books.

Thank you, Dutton Books, for the gifted e-galley of I Did it For You by Amy Engel {partner}

Genre: Mystery
Format: 🎧
Pub Date: 7.25.2023

Unfortunately, I started reading this and it couldn't hold my attention. I had to stop reading a few times and then tried to come back to pick it back up, but it wasn't for me. I had a difficult time connecting to the characters and storyline as it felt like something I have already read before.

I appreciate the opportunity to give the book a try and I know there will be lots of others out there who enjoy I Did It For You!

Thank you to the publisher for my copy - all opinions are my own.

Amy Engel has rocketed to the top of my must-buy, fave author list and I honestly cannot get enough of her intense character-driven, atmospheric, dynamic and addicting mystery thrillers.

I Did It For You is a perfect example of everything I love in a thriller. A decades old murder that has come back to haunt a small town; characters who are messy and complicated and prone to making bad decisions; a killer on the loose, with a murky and unknowable motive; tense vibes matched with perfect story pacing; literally, this story serves it all.

This is truly a one-sitting read kind of book. I was pulled right in and I didn't even realize how fast I flew through this one until I noticed the % left to read on my kindle and noticed I was on the home stretch. It sucks you in, and you want to know the answers as bad Greer does - did the killer executed for her sister's murder act alone? Who is repeating these copycat killings now? Is it ever a good idea to dig up old ghosts from a past better left behind?

I don't want to give anything away on this one, but know that the story is solid, the twists are fantastic and this is truly a must-add to your summer TBR pile. It is summer escapism reading at it's finest.

This was a VIBE! Small town gossip and secrets mixed with a creepy, gritty feel. The plot was good and flowed well. It was an entertaining story that held my attention and the character development was pretty good. Would definitely recommend!