The fantasy stories that you grew up hearing, what if it were all true? This book was a beautiful weaving of past and present, fantasy and realty… I absolutely loved it!

Good book! It was a great concept and I was really looking forward to reading it, but it fell kind of flat for me. There was plenty of intrigue and suspense but I feel like it was missing something. I loved the characters, they were well developed and grabbed my attention and kept me entertained throughout the whole story. I just felt like it needed a better climax, or maybe just a bigger climax or something. I enjoyed the writing though and look forward to reading more from this author!

4.5 stars

“What we thought was the final chapter is merely the prologue. Think of all the chapters you have yet to tell…”

I don’t normally read fantasy but I am a sucker for well-written stories and if they give off Narniaesque vibes, all the more so. So I jumped at the chance to read Once a Queen by Sarah Arthur, and I’m so glad I did! It’s deliciously reminiscent of all the best fairy tales and great classics such as The Lion, The Witch and the Wardrobe, The Magician’s Nephew, The Enchanted Castle, and The Secret Garden while retaining a marvelous flavor all its own.

Fourteen-year-old Eva Joyce travels from Connecticut to England with her mother to meet her grandmother for the first time. She’s not sure what kind of reception they’ll get but she’s certainly not expecting the manor house to hold so many secrets. And it’s not just the people of the house who are keeping secrets but also the house itself. Stags and centaurs and dryads, oh my! And much to Eva’s surprise, much of the strange happenings seem to be tied to her grandmother – a woman of mercurial moods, great heartache, and… a regal past? I loved watching Eva and her new friend Frankie try to figure out the truth that all the adults – and the house – are carefully guarding, because I was trying to do the same. I was completely caught up in the magic of it all – the story within a story (which was so cleverly woven into the fabric of the actual story that I was convinced it was a real book and unashamedly went searching for it on Google), the search for the portal to another world, the mysterious stag, and all the other fun elements that made this a book I devoured as quickly as possible.

“Ah, my dear. That is the gift and the burden of it. The only story we’re given is our own.”

The writing and the setting are both beautiful and richly constructed, evoking that sense of wonder that all the best fairy tales do. I highlighted so many lovely quotes that are still lingering with me even though it’s been a couple of days since I finished reading the book. The exploration of grief and loss, framed from an eternal perspective cloaked by the story of Ternival where those we’ve lost are merely hidden for now (I love that perspective!), was quite touching and well-written without being saccharine or heavy-handed. The writing voice is witty (“By chasing a magical stag in my attempts to reach another world. As one does.”) and warm, drawing you quickly into the world the author has spun into existence and keeping you there until the end. An ending which leaves me eager for the next book!

Bottom Line: Once a Queen by Sarah Arthur is a wonderful start to a series I didn’t know I’d been craving. Fantasy and fairy tales combine to remind readers of such beloved characters as Aslan, the kings and queens at Cair Paravel and even Mary Lennox – while still being very much its own novel – and this enchanted tale sparks the ‘what if’ imagination of young and old alike. The story within a story – Eva’s favorite childhood series – came so alive under the author’s pen that I truly thought it was real and I was fascinated with the subplot involving the author (whom I also believed was an actual person). Wonderfully quotable sentences, a richly crafted setting, moving themes, and vivid characters make this a book that you’ll want to read quickly and then read again to savor. A story that reaches a conclusion but isn’t over just yet … I can’t wait for book two!

(I voluntarily reviewed a complimentary copy of this book)

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I really did try to get through this book, I took a long break hoping that I just wasn’t in the mood for it but I did not like the writing style nor the pov.

I personally did not like Eva or her grandmother. I could not connect with Eva, found her very annoying. This whole plot just doesn’t work with me at all it feels a bit to similar to the chronicles of narnia. I don’t care about the whole magic secret world and her trying to figure more about it.

Thanks to NeGalley and the Publisher for this arc in exchange for an honest review.

This was such a lovely book! There's such a nostalgia at the heart of this story, reminding me of the fantasy stories that I used to read as a child, the wonderful worlds that doors would open, but also with a realistic, more grounded centre, like a story about what comes after, not just the adventure itself. Eva is a phenomenal character, and so is her grandmother, and Arthur's writing is so lyrical and rhythmic that you could find yourself falling straight into the story yourself! If you're a fan of coming-of-age arcs and family drama and portal fantasies, you'll love this one!

Wonderful story, great character development, great writing! Highly recommend this book. I thoroughly enjoyed it

The book had a promising premise, but there's plenty of room for improvement. The characters, especially Eva, were likable though! In my opinion, a lot is lacking. I didn't connect with it at all.

Where's the fantasy? I was expecting the story to focus more on the 'fantasy elements' instead of Eva's attempts to reconnect with her grandmother, who is struggling with grief and trauma from past events. My biggest letdown was the world-building. Despite the story taking us to different worlds multiple times, it feels disconnected from the narrative, leaving me wanting more actual exploration.
Additionally, I wish the story had more suspense in the first parts where the mystery was being introduced.

Thank you to NetGalley, Waterbrook, and Sarah Arthur for providing me an ARC of this book.

This is the magic I have been missing. Eva returns with mother to her mysterious grandmother's estate and finds secrets are what kept her family apart. There are mysterious statues, magical creatures, hidden treasures, and locked doors bursting with truths to be discovered. Book two can't arrive faster!

I was ready and rearin' to love this book, and maybe my expectations were too high. I liked it but did not love it. Now, I do love the premise: there are portals to other worlds. They exist, just like in fairy tales. All we have to do is find them. That's something we can all relate to, right? But the execution felt a tad off for me.

The protagonist is young Eva, an American who travels with her mom to visit her Grandmother in England for the first time ever. Soon, she realizes that her regal Grandmother was once a queen in fairy land.

Positives: Complex female relationships—whoooo-wheeee. Women. We can be weird. We don't always treat each other right, and this book is packed with strong females who all seem to have fraught relationships with one another. This didn't detract from the book at all and was one of the highlights for me.

Negatives: The writing wasn't as immersive as I'd hoped. The pacing of the plot did drag a bit for me. I found myself wondering more than once, "Where is this going?" Eva was always finding clues and making little discoveries, but they all seemed a tad disjointed. I couldn't see how the story was building to any sort of climax. The chapter-ending Ternival tales (fictional excerpts from a book of fairy tales) were a little hard to follow. It was a lot of new information.

In terms of content, I wouldn't hesitate letting any teenager read this. There's nothing graphically scary or violent, and there is a sweet romance but it's very much a side note until the end, and even then, there's just a hint.

Thank you to NetGalley and WaterBrook for an ARC of this book in exchange for my honest review.

I recently had the pleasure of delving into this book, and I am beyond impressed with the mesmerizing world that the author has crafted. From start to finish, the intricate plot weaves a tapestry of suspense, emotion, and unexpected twists that kept me eagerly turning the pages.

One of the standout features of this book is undoubtedly its characters. Each one is meticulously developed, breathing life into the narrative with their unique personalities, motivations, and flaws. The protagonists are not just names on paper; they are relatable, complex individuals with whom readers can form a genuine connection. The antagonist, too, is not a mere foil but a multi-dimensional force that adds depth to the story. The author's ability to create such well-rounded characters is a testament to their storytelling prowess.

The plot unfolds seamlessly, drawing the reader into a richly layered narrative that expertly balances tension, drama, and moments of poignant reflection. The pacing is impeccable, maintaining a perfect rhythm that keeps the reader engaged without sacrificing the depth of the story. The author skillfully navigates through various plot arcs, interweaving them with finesse to create a cohesive and satisfying whole.

What sets this book apart is its ability to tackle profound themes while maintaining an accessible and engaging narrative. The book seamlessly combines suspense and emotional depth, making it a truly immersive experience. The author's prose is both elegant and evocative, painting vivid imagery that lingers in the reader's mind long after the final page is turned.

As I reached the conclusion, I found myself yearning for more from this talented author. Their ability to craft a gripping plot and bring characters to life is truly commendable. I eagerly anticipate future works and would wholeheartedly recommend this book to any reader who appreciates a masterfully told tale. If you're searching for a book that seamlessly blends captivating characters with a compelling plot, this is a shining example. I can't wait to explore more literary worlds crafted by this exceptional storyteller.

4 Stars! Thanks to Netgalley and the publisher for an ARC!

I was pleasantly surprised at how much I liked this book. A girl visits England for the first time with her mom who left before the girl was born only to be greeted with a semi-standoffish grandmother and many many secrets.

I do wish it hadn't been so repetitive where Eva would ask about something, she would be told she shouldn't know the answer, and then Eva just breezes right past it. It happened so many times that I just got so frustrated with the adults in Eva's life. Either tell her or don't, but don't go around being all "if it wasn't for the bonfire" "what bonfire?" "you don't need to know about the bonfire."

But what I loved? Eva. Hands down she was such a great main character without main character syndrome. I loved her tenaciousness and her love for her family.

And the end? I get this is from a Christian author and marked as Christian Fiction (which....it wasn't really), but can we have a little bit of a romance? Pls. I get the focus was on (plot point) happening, but come on.

This is another unremarkable read. It was okay and I finished it but I wasnt very excited about it. An easy book to put down and forget about. Although its not dark academia, it did remind me somewhat of those types of stories so if that is what you enjoy, you should give this book a try. I am also not a fan of Alice in Wonderland so I probably was not the right audience for this book.

It gives strong The Hazel Wood vibes. I loved the atmosphere,the MC was curious and brave,and the fairy tale like settling have me swooning. Thank you net galley for having my opinion on this book !

This was such a delightful read!

Fans of Narnia, Lord of the Rings, and Keepers of the Lost Cities will enjoy this first book in a new series.

I do feel it's more a middle-grade read than the YA fiction it's advertised as; Eva seems much more junior-higher than high-schooler for much of the book. And, Arthur is obviously a Lewis/Narnia fan--which is great--but it takes a while for the book to really stand on its own and separate itself from Narnia. The last 40% in particular is the book's excitement and strength; I only wish there was more of that part!

I hope that subsequent installments carry the success and story forward. I'll definitely check them out, and am looking forward to it!

I received an eARC of the book from the publisher via NetGalley. All opinions are my own.

The premise of this was very compelling and perhaps I just wasn’t in the right mental space, but this was hard for me to get into/follow. I liked the characters and the setting, but I think where I struggled was with the tales of the other world - I just didn’t follow and it burdened my reading of the novel as a whole.

This one pleasantly surprised me. I wasn't really sure what to expect but I knew from Arthur's non-fiction work she was a wonderful wordsmith and fascinated by the fantasy realm.

This book is written for younger people and it would be fun to read it to some young teens to gauge their reaction. It's sometimes strange as an adult to read younger people's fiction as we may have lost some of that innocence and wonder of being a kid.

Eva Joyce is a 14 year old American who's landed in the midlands of England to visit the grandmother whom she's never met. Her mother, Gwendolyn is taking her as she's on the hunt for some relics that might assistant her husband in his research. This will also be her mother's first time back at her family home having left in some shocking circumstances all those years ago.

They arrive at this old castle, Carrick Hall. It resides on a large property with lush gardens that have life-sized topiaries cut into fairytale creatures such as centaurs and the like. Little does Eva know what awaits her.

The story moves at a solid pace. I know some reviewers felt it a bit slow but it's not long before Eva becomes curious about the history of the Hall, the various family members who resided there and the strange happenings that occur at midnight most nights when the stars come out.

Mystery fills every nook and cranny of this place and it's one of the exciting elements of the story. As Eva and her newfound friend, Frankie, explore the castle and its surrounds, we hold our breaths in anticipation of something wonderful making an appearance. It's one element of what makes fairytales so special - that sense of anticipation.

One of the interesting aspects of the story is the fairytale within the fairytale as I regard it. At the end of each chapter we get a short glimpse of another world: the fairytale world of Terinval, which happens to be based on a book that Eva has read. At first, I found this an odd devise, almost distracting as I didn't really see the point of it. However, as the main story unfolds, Arthur brings the two together in a clever way.

Unlike some fairytales, Arthur deals with the subject of family trauma which she manages delicately. The pain the generations of women experience: Grandmother Flora, Gwendolyn and Eva is fascinating to explore as we move through this story of an enchanted world and magical stags. I appreciated how Arthur wove this through the story.

Talking about weaving, it to is a theme of the story and is one Arthur's key devices for juggling the various bits and pieces she is grappling with as the storyteller. Once again, she 'weaves well' and we are left with a sense of childlike wonder and hope for the future.

I throughly enjoyed 'Once a Queen' and I notice there is a second story in the works, 'Once a Castle' which I'm very much looking forward to.

I'm very fortunate to have received an early ebook copy of the story from Waterbrook via Net Galley, however, this has had no bearing on my review.

What fun I had piecing together this quite complex story of the past alongside the story of a mystical realm laden with secrets of 14 year old Eva’s grandmother who she is just meeting for the first time. I was entranced with the interwoven stories that emerged as Eva (and the reader) learn new information that helps us understand the secrets that have shaped and, at times, torn apart a family and their friends. I ended up rating this work three stars though because, along with some repetitiveness, I found myself skimming the pure fantasy passages that started each chapter as I found them distracting and overly complicated, which, in the end, came off as pretentious.

Thank you to WaterBrook & Multnomah, WaterBrook, Netgalley, and the author for early access to this creative novel.

About this book:

“When fourteen-year-old Eva Joyce unexpectedly finds herself spending the summer at the mysterious manor house of the English grandmother she's never met, troubling questions arise. Why the estrangement? What's with the house's employees and their guarded secrets? Why must Eva never mention trains, her father, or her favorite childhood fairy tales?
After strange things start happening in the gardens at night, Eva turns to the elderly housekeeper, gardener, and the gardener's great-grandson, Frankie, for answers. Astonishingly, they all seem to believe the fairy tales are true--that portals to other worlds still exist, though hidden and steadily disappearing. They suspect that Eva's grandmother was once a queen in one of those worlds.
But Eva's grandmother denies it all. After a horrific family tragedy when she was young, her heart is closed to the beauty and pain of her past. It's up to Eva, with Frankie's help, to discover what really happened, whether family relationships can be restored, and if the portals are closed forever. As she unravels generational secrets, Eva wrestles with the grief of a vanishing childhood--and the fear that growing up means giving up fairy tales forever.”


Series: Book #1 in a new series. (As of posting this review, I do not know the title of the series.)


Spiritual Content- A Scripture is mentioned, but called a saying rather than a Scripture (“they did not wish to throw their pearls before swine, as the saying goes”); Church going (Eva comments all on the up-and-down standing and sitting in the English church); Eva is disappointed that her grandmother doesn’t go to church with them (it’s implied that she hasn’t gone for many years); Eva’s family have been regular (“if not particularly involved”) churchgoers; There is a giant stag that could represent God/Jesus and it’s said that the stag was strong and “so present in times of dire need” (which makes Eva wonder about her grandmother’s position on disliking the stag & lack of protection for loved ones during an event); Mentions of churches, church going, hymns, priests, services, & stained-glass widows; Mentions of theologians; A few mentions of a monastery (but it’s not said who they worship); A mention of prayers (at a church); A mention of midnight mass at a church for Christmas Eve;
*Note: This is a portal fantasy book meaning there are hidden entrances to other realms/worlds & this is a main focus on the book with many, many mentions of it; The God-like creator of the world called “Magister the World-Weaver” created a flat world and brought forth “animals to roam the land, birds to soar the skies, and sea-beasts to ply the waters. So, too, did he make strange creatures, which, in other worlds, are the stuff of legend. Dryads and dwarves, satyrs and centaurs, and wise animals of every kind” (similar to the events in Genesis 1), later calls people from another world (“Tellus” who he created after his own likeness) to steward his new world (then they were called “The Children of Tellus”), & has an eternal palace in the mountains beyond all words (called “Inspiria”); In the realm called “Ternival”, there’s those who are good and evil; There are gems that have power and are able to sing (when not in use and buried under the ground, their power goes stronger when rediscovered; They are also called “magic”); When those gems are touched, it can take someone into another world, *Spoiler* we see this happen to Eva’s friend and he comes back very shaken after an incident with an evil character’s voice *End of Spoiler*; Eva has recently accepted that there are no portals to other realms, but still hopes they exist and go hunting for answers about portals when at her grandmother’s manor; Some other characters (including adults) believe in portals and some do not; One character & Eva discuss portals being like tunnels, magic paintings, frames, doors that open when they didn’t before, wardrobes, railway platforms, and even amulets and magic carpets; It’s said that another realm calls to others & there’s a loud horn that compels you to follow it; There is the recounting of a powerful enchantress in another realm who uses a powerful enchantment to freeze everyone in place & also mentions of her evil arts; Seeing a giant stag that comes out of a tapestry, trees turn into humans and dance (dryads), & topiaries come to life (up to semi-detailed); The stag also fights off an evil storm (up to semi-detailed); A talking wolf is recounted in a story (implied to be history rather than just a story); A woman is confused at times of what world she is in (*Spoilers* Eva’s grandmother who, after tragedies, has signs of confusion & wanders around at night thinking she’s locked out of another realm; She also gets Eva confused for her sister and Eva plays along, trying to follow the giant stag and find a portal; It’s said that it’s like Eva’s grandmother is under a spell or bound by a “powerful enchantment” *End of Spoilers*); Eva feels as if the stag is supposed to protect them, but her grandmother doesn’t think so *Spoiler* because of her loved ones following him and still dying in accidents, she’s angry with him and it’s up to her at the end to eat a pear (which seems to symbolize accepting that there’s another world (could be considered Heaven) out there)) *End of Spoiler*; Others view the stag as very important & say to trust the stag because it’s the only thing that you can trust; *Big Spoilers* Towards the end, Eva finds a portal door and does not go in due to her grandmother’s pleading; Later, Eva begs to be let into a portal and is given access where she see many different fantasy-like creatures, talking animals, & feels ashamed of how she treated a friend, to which someone says not to worry because everyone felt that way at first and that it doesn’t matter there; It’s said that everyone are queens and kings there & that everyone has a throne, but they have to claim it (or claim it again if they no longer believe like Eva’s grandmother; Eva asks if she can’t choose it for her grandmother and is told that it’s her grandmother’s choice); Eva also meets those who have passed away & is told that they “never left” their loved ones (implied to be Heaven); The stag also talks to Eva and says that “for not everything is thine to know” when she asks questions and adds “nor hast the time yet come to make they dwelling in the Palace Beyond the World’s End.” And tells her to “take heart”; The stag shows Eva visions of past events in weaving clouds where there is a sinister specter where disaster strikes (implied to be Satan with a dark red cape); The stag tells her that someone is “farther than ever from the door [of the portal]” (implying a lack of belief); The stag defeats the enchantress at the end in a recounting of the history of a realm and banishes her to wander the forest alone; After the time skip, Eva tells her grandmother that the stag can be trusted and that her loved ones are safe with him now; It ends with Eva not knowing if her grandmother will eat the golden pear or to choose to join the others to claim her throne since Eva can’t make that choice for her *End of Big Spoilers*; Another woman believes those who believed in other worlds are in a cult and were mad (saying that they “repeat the vow, drink the poison, ride the train” but no other mentions of poison drinking and it’s neither confirmed or denied to be an actual part of the group); A man says that Eva has grown into an “absolute goddess” in her looks; Many things, places, and & events are described as “magic”, “magical”, and being put under a spell; All about many mentions of portals, transporting into another world, the doors being locked, those who have traveled there, & details of those worlds; Mentions of a horn that calls people to a realm & that they feel compelled to follow it; Mentions of prophecies; Mentions of sorceresses, witches, & necromancers (all looked upon as evil); Mentions of fantasy-like creatures (centaurs, dragons, dryads, dwarves, ogres, giants, magic moles, nymphs, sprites); Mentions of gems with special powers; Mentions of others looking elfin; Mentions of a room of a deceased person being like a “creepy graveyard at night”, it feeling sacrilege to go into the room, & telling the person to rest in peace; A few mentions of others acting like they just saw a ghost or “the living dead”; A few mentions of ghosts & ghostlike figures; A couple mentions of the Tooth Fairy; A mention of a group receiving an awful vision of something to come; A mention of the gods of Mount Olympus; A mention of dryads doing a healing dance for someone & it working; A mention of a witch casting a spell; A mention of sorcery; In the author’s Q&A at the end of the book, the author comments on wondering about someone who has a major trauma after an event (like Eva’s grandmother) would probably have a profound effect on her mental health and “on her trust in a good and just universe” & comments on her own grandmother carrying her wounds including a refusal to believe in a good God (but there was a moment at the end that made it seem like she turned back to faith; Also a mention of trusting that the Author is ultimately good and just).


Negative Content- Minor cussing including: a ‘blah, blah, a ‘gosh’, a ‘who the heck’, two ‘darned’s, two ‘stupid’s; Other phrases are used such as ‘by Jove’ (x1), ‘great Scott!’ (x1), ‘good heavens!’ (x1), ‘thank heaven!’ (x1), ‘by heaven’ (x3), ‘heaven!/heavens’ (x4), ‘my word’ (x4); Eye rolling & Sarcasm; Eva often disobeys & feels no remorse for it (including her trying to hide the blush of shame that always happens when she lies, sneaking into an adult’s room to search for something, going into a room she was told not to go into, hiding an important note, lying about how she got hurt enough to need stitches and having a concussion, feeling rebellious to do something that others would not like, & running away from an adult that’s trying to catch her with good intentions); Eva lies & eavesdrops a few times; Eva keeps secrets from others because of them telling her to not do something (and then she disobeys) & because of pettiness (despite it her knowing that it makes her not a very good friend to someone); Adults tell Eva to keep their secrets & keep things from other adults (such as a housekeeper not telling Eva’s mother about an important thing); Eva gets annoyed with a boy being obedient & a rule follower (she would prefer him not to be that way and it’s evident with her comments on him being “so darned obedient” and complimenting him when he sneaks into an adult’s locked room; She apologizes a couple of times about doing something without him and later gets upset at him again); Eva is sassy towards her mother because of the secrets she keeps (including Eva telling her mother to tell her the truth or she’s pester other people until she finds out what she wants to know, her mother says she can just pester other people then); Eva blows up about her mother keeping secrets from her and her mother then shares some answers to a few of Eva’s questions; Eva feels jealous over another’s relationship with his grandparent; *Spoiler* The final part of the book is set five years later and picks up with Eva visiting her grandmother who is dying from cancer and has pneumonia, but the book ends before her death *End of Spoiler*; Pain, Injuries, Blood/Bleeding, Having to get stitches, & Having a mild concussion (up to semi-detailed); Seeing accidents & deaths (up to semi-detailed); A side character passes away & we see his family’s grief (barely-above-not-detailed); An elderly woman has been very bitter since the death of her daughter (we see this on-page); A wolf attack/fight is recounted in a story & the wolf is killed (up to semi-detailed); Many mentions of deaths, a train crash, car accidents, a drowning, injuries, & grieving family members (up to semi-detailed); Mentions of wars (WWI & WWII) & deaths (barely-above-not-detailed); Mentions of pain, injuries, blood/bleeding, & stitches; Mentions of lies & lying; Mentions of hunting; A few mentions of slavery in another realm; A few mentions of a man’s divorces (he’s very flippant about them and says he has “no partner at present”); A few mentions of pubs; A few mentions of hatred; A few mentions of nightmares; A few mentions of generational trauma (in the author’s Q&A at the very end); A couple mentions of murders (including a wife killing her husband in the recount of another realm’s history); A couple mentions of survivor’s guilt; A couple mentions of fighting; A couple mentions of jealousy; A couple mentions of rumors; A mention of death row inmates; A mention of a guillotine; A mention of an arrest; A mention of poison; A mention of Eva’s parents celebrating news with a bottle of wine; A mention of suicidal ideation & alcohol addiction (in the author’s Q&A at the end);
*Note: Eva wonders if she’s always bound to disappoint everyone no matter what she says or does; Eva gets very mad at people keeping secrets from her and wonders if it’s because her parents didn’t want her blabbing about their secrets (when she confronts her mother with this, she is surprised and said it was not because of that but because of painful memories); Eva feels like she’s ruined everything at one point; Eva’s mother and grandmother have a strained relationship (we see this on page with jabs and sarcasm, Eva’s mother shrinking into herself when with her mother, the grandmother never contacting them in 14+ years, spiteful actions, & it's due to *Spoilers* the grandmother burning important papers to her daughter’s research about an author and her experience in another world; At the end, her grandmother confesses regret over doing that *End of Spoilers*); Eva is embarrassed and also later annoyed by her mother (the first because of her mother’s reactions to her grandmother and the second because of Eva’s mother not liking her grandmother buying her gifts); Eva gets angry at her mother for keeping her away from her grandmother after seeing that they (Eva and her grandmother) get along well (Eva thinks it’s because of her stubbornness); Eva & her mother have a riff between them because of the strained relationship between Eva’s mother and grandmother & her mother keeping secrets; Eva’s grandmother can be rude and ugly towards others (& Eva) if they bring up about another world; *Spoilers* It’s said that Eva’s grandmother’s mind is broken after the tragedies of losing loved ones including a sister; She signs of confusion & wanders around at night thinking she’s locked out of another realm; She also gets Eva confused for her sister and Eva plays along, trying to follow the giant stag and find a portal when causes Eva to disobey and get hurt; It’s later said by someone else that Eva’s grandmother has been forceful during the day with saying that there’s no such thing as other realms because of it being dangerous and would rather Eva “believe a lie than lose” her; *End of Spoilers*; *Big Spoiler* Her grandmother says some harsh words towards the end, but they make up at the very end of the book after a time skip *End of Big Spoiler*; Halfway through, Eva decides that she came to England to heal her grandmother’s mind and that only she could do it & has a vision of the grandmother telling everyone that she couldn’t have been healed without Eva; Eva’s mother comments that she thinks her mother “wants everyone else to feel the same kind of pain she does so that she doesn’t have to be alone in her misery”; Eva gets claustrophobia a few times (barely-above-not-detailed); Mentions of children’s books, authors, & fictional characters (all classics); Mentions of car brands; A few mentions of centuries of cruelty domestic servants faced.


Sexual Content- A bit of Noticing & Nearness (barely-above-not-detailed); An accidental brush of hands that causes awkwardness and blushes & holding hands; Blushes; *Spoiler* Eva’s mother tells her that her grandmother made a comment about Eva’s father not really loving her, but her connections, which greatly angered and hurt her *End of Spoiler*; A handful of mentions of boyfriends/girlfriends, dates, & dating; A mention of a broken heart; A mention of others thinking two teens could be up to someone inappropriate (does not happen).

-Eva Joyce, age 14
1st person P.O.V. of Eva
Set mostly in 1995 & the last few chapters in 2000
384 pages

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Pre Teens- One Star
New Teens- Two Stars
Early High School Teens- Three Stars
Older High School Teens- Three Stars
My personal Rating- Two Stars

{ Add a full star for those who enjoy portal fantasy books}

There’s a lot to unpack in this book. As always, I tried my best with listing content and details of the plot, so let’s get started.

I liked Eva at times and discovering more about her British grandmother she’s never met, but the fantasy side of it took me a while to understand. There would be little parts that would sound like it was based off Scripture and could be an allegory, but not completely as not everything matched up to the Bible. Somethings felt allegorical, but not everything had a clear Biblical counterpart. You could definitely argue that there’s an allegory in this book, but I don’t personally feel like it was super obvious. I feel like I was hunting to find the connections like Eva was hunting to find portals until the final chapters where it’s a little clearer in the dual meanings. I do think there could be some possible confusion for younger readers though because of this and the hints to someone no longer believing in another realm that’s implied to be Heaven and that that person has to choose again to believe.

This author definitely wrote the wonder and magic of another world and just the overall whimsy magic feelings well. It reminded me of children’s books I read as a child that had similar themes and I think many will like this book because of that writing style.

I can’t blame Eva for being upset about all the secrets others are keeping and all the secret she has to keep and keep track of who knows what. I grew rather frustrated with that element as well. Some of the adults—like her mother—keep secrets from Eva partially because they don’t want to burden her with past events and partially because they didn’t want to deal with her many questions that would come after.

That said, Eva did make some poor decisions such as not listening to adults’ orders (which are usually for her safety and to not get involved in the other realm/portal hunting), blatantly disobeying their words, sneaking into locked rooms of said adults to hunt for items related to that adventure, and negatively commenting on a young teen being such a rule follower (and then complimenting him when he does break a rule). There are times she’s annoyed at her mother and grandmother and blows up at them There’s no remorse shown and it gives the impression that this is just her personality and that she knows better than the adults. She’s so eager to find out her family’s secrets and about the other world that she thinks she deserves to know about it all.

Her grandmother could be downright ugly at times, especially at a certain scene at the end. That and the grief that she and her sister have made the book very sad at times and I would give a warning for that for sensitive readers.

I will also add that this book felt much more aimed for middle-grade readers than young adult, especially because of Eva’s reactions and attitude about different things. She felt like she was twelve instead of fourteen most of the time. Even though the writing style and quality of the plot felt like it should be for middle-grade readers, I can't say I would recommend this book for that age group due to her actions and disobedience. The pacing was…different and we finally received the majority of the answers I was waiting for at about 75% into the book where things started to kick into gear.

I’m not a portal fantasy fan (it just doesn’t make sense in my brain) so because of that and not liking some of the actions of our main character, this wasn’t really my cup of tea. Those that like this type of fantasy book will probably enjoy it more than I did.


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https://booksforchristiangirls.blogspot.com/2024/01/once-queen-by-sarah-arthur.html?m=0



*BFCG may (Read the review to see) recommend this book by this author. It does not mean I recommend all the books by this author.

*I received this Advance Reader Copy for free from the Publisher (Waterbrook) for this honest review. Some minor details listed in this review may have been changed in the final version of this book.

When I was a kid, I read the Narnia books, and like many girls, wondered what happened to Susan - would she ever return to Narnia after she stopped believing in it? CS Lewis even said the door was open for other writers to pick up this thread and see where it leads and try to bring her back home if they could.
I genuinely think Once a Queen is the perfect answer to that question, although in its own way. The story follows the granddaughter of the former queen of a magical otherland who chose to forget after the tragic death of her sister and their closest friends. There's so much richness in the story, and the mystery surrounding world of Ternival is so well-crafted. Not to mention that the snippets of stories from Ternival that are integrated into the story made me feel like I should have read those as a child too!
The ending left lots of room for a sequel, and the snippet I got at the very end of the ARC made me VERY keen to dip my toes back into this world in the future.

This book seems very similar to The LIon The Witch and The Wardrobe. I found the start rather slow and did not draw me in enough besides the little quotes between the chapters. But this book definitely promises an adventure.