- I’m really struggling to decide whether to give this 4 or 5 stars, so take this rating with a pinch of salt!
- I’m really not sure whether to give this 4 or 5 stars so take this rating with a pinch of salt!
- First off, this is not at all what I expected from the blurb. I expected it to focus a lot more on romance, but parts of this were just full on horror- and I really liked that! The romance was there, but it was a lot more of a subplot/undertone than I thought it would be and, as someone who’s not a massive fan of romance, I enjoyed that.
- The author really has a gift in terms of their descriptive writing. I could visualise it all so perfectly. The way the flood was written was wonderfully simultaneously beautiful and really horrific. I loved it. The depictions of Benji and his emotions surrounding it were also wonderful. I really liked his growth throughout. I sort of predicted certain plot beats, but they were still really emotionally affecting!
- The worldbuilding of this post apocalyptic place was also really interesting. The flood as a whole was just a really cool concept. Sometimes it was a bit confusing trying to figure out what exactly seraph meant/was, but that’s probably a little bit of me just speeding through the book because I really wanted to know what happens next!
- it did have a few flaws, which is why I don’t know whether or not to give it 5 stars. The pacing was a bit weird sometimes, as was the structure of some of the scenes and dialogue. The plot went from fairly slowed down to breakneck at seemingly random intervals- but that didn’t take away from my enjoyment of the story much! Some of the side characters also felt like they were just there for the sake of it, rather than being actual characters with developed personalities. I couldn’t remember who was who at certain points.
- I’m not trans, so I can’t really say anything about how well the community was represented, but the amount of diversity and representation was a really nice change of pace from what I often read!
- Overall, a unique, beautiful and emotional read! I’d recommend it to anyone looking for a ya dystopia that breaks a lot of the traditional tropes.

Thank you so much to the publisher for the earc!

This book joins my short list of books that I can’t give star ratings. There are a few reasons why I usually go this way, but most of the time it is because the book wasn’t for me. This was the case with Hell Followed With US too. It was a really good book with a very interesting idea, but I’m not the target audience for it.

We have a post apocalyptic/dystopian setting, where the majority of the world’s population were killed by a group of fanatics and the remaining ones are hunted by them. Benji is supposed to be their greatest weapon against nonbelievers. But when his father was killed he found shelter with a group of teens, and for the first time in his life, he can finally be himself. But the virus is slowly working its way through him, and turns him into a monster.

The Angle used the Bible to justify their actions, so the book was filled with quotes from it. I’m not religious and only read parts of the Bible, so I had no other context to the quotes but this book. It was interesting to see the different characters' relation to this cult-like upbringing. Benji tried his best, but could never feel the way he was expected to. I loved his character, even if it took him a long time to stand up for himself.

For the first time in a very long while, we got a proper answer why kids are the ones who are fighting back against the terror. Because the adults are cowards. That simple. The way the Vangaurd (? Hopefully I remember their name right) treated the Watch, those teenagers who did the dirty work for them, was terrible.

There was a very queer character squad, and I loved all of them! ALC was a safe haven for them before Judgment Day and it stayed even after that. It was a good reminder that there are people who’ll accept you no matter what.

It was clear that it’s a debut, because while the writing was great, sometimes it was a bit hard to follow the story. And I’d have loved to read a little more about before, I was left with a few unanswered questions.

The book is brutal with a lot of blood and monsters, with just enough transphobia to make your blood boil, so if you can’t handle these I’d suggest you not to read this book.

Overall, it was a really good book, and if you like monsters, extremely queer characters and apocalyptic worldbiuling, I’m sure you’ll like this one too!

This was a really brutal body horror with serious religious themes and excellent trans representation. The book is really tough to read at times and I thought the author did a fantastic job with Benji as a character. The plot is pretty straightforward and the pacing is good throughout, but the book really shines with its characters. The various teens and young adults who make up the ALC are all individuals with depth and emotional weight, which I appreciated. The world itself is horrifying, and the way in which the religious themes play out are too. Overall, I thought this was a compelling, if difficult at times, read and I would recommend it.
I received a free copy of this book from the publisher in exchange for a fair and honest review.

I knew I was gonna absolutely adore this book as soon as a character with neo-pronouns showed up.
I've seen a lot of reviews saying that the side characters felt like just their gender/sexuality and I don't agree with this at all. I think it makes sense for a sheltered, trans boy to see others in light of their gender or sexuality, just because for him it's special to be able to be himself.
I did feel like there was a lot going on, with a lot of different characters, a war, a fucked up religion, a transition into a monster and a semi love triangle. I do feel like, because of all these different things going on, I wasn't as involved as I could've been. 
However, I loved the setting, the world and the lore. 

Thank you to NetGalley and Daphne Press for a copy of this book.

5 stars

Hell Followed With Us is a challenging, scary, fast paced YA set in a post-apocalyptic and dystopian world. It is very gory and has religious cults and monsters (both human and not), and along with this there is religious trauma and transphobia throughout - I would definitely recommend reading the author's note for trigger warnings before picking this one up!

This is a story about queer rage, humanity and the resilience of people, in particular kids resilience! The book contains the found family trope, and some flawed characters who are just trying to survive even if it means going against how they have been conditioned and what they've learned. This was a hard read not only because of the violence and gore but the harmful beliefs and actions of others that impact the main character and side characters. There is however hope and kindness in pockets throughout that is touching.

Overall, I thoroughly enjoyed this book and I look forward to reading more from Andrew Joseph White.

Thank you to NetGalley and the author for providing this ARC in exchange for an honest review!

I have read The spirit bares its teeth by this author before I started this one and I honestly had high hopes, especially since I enjoyed TSBIT so much but unfortunately I don’t think this novel is for me. Therefore, I tried pushing through but decided to DNF the book about 30% in.

I didn’t quite understand where the story was going and didn’t feel any connection with the characters. I feel like maybe because I am not the target audience for this novel that it didn’t turn out to be what I thought it would be. I also think that the topic of cults and religion also may play a part in why the story didn’t speak to me.
However I did really enjoy seeing the acceptance of LGBTQ+ members in the ALC.
• I will be reading more from this author in the future, I just don’t feel like this book was for me
Thank you to Netgalley for providing me with an eARC in exchange for an honest review.

A gory, grisly, gripping exploration of transness, religion, and cults in a post-apocalyptic world. I was compelled by the characters and found their narratives to be empowering and easy to follow. There’s some gnarly descriptions of death and monsters and all that good nasty stuff, so if you’re into that, this is the perfect read for you!

Thank you to the publishers and NetGalley for the opportunity to read and review this book.

I really enjoyed Hell Followed With Us - this dystopian novel is full of gore and horror twhat may push some readers to the boarders of their comfort zone. The world building was great and brought this ominous feeling of kind of being familiar with your surroundings but being always ready for something unexpected. I really liked the diversified cast of characters, each flawed in their way and each written as a separate entity. The plot was moving fast, what I've realized only added to the story as readers need to feel the pressure and that there is not much time left to do anything. Although I'm a huge fan of flowery, almost pretentious writing, I didn't mind White's writing style as the tempo and the rythm of sentences only helped the story.

BOOK REVIEW - HELL FOLLOWED WITH US by Andrew Joseph White

I just want to say a big thank you to NetGalley, Daphne Press and Andrew Joseph White for providing me with an eARC of this book for review.

Have you ever read a book that totally captivates your imagination and won't let go? Hell Followed With Us is one of those gems that will leave you completely immersed from the very first page.

This chilling and riveting tale takes us to a post-apocalyptic world where queer characters are at the forefront, fighting for survival. Benji, a transgender protagonist, is the heart of the story. His journey of self-discovery and resilience drives the narrative forward. I found his struggles with identity and belonging to be really compelling.

What makes this book stand out, in my opinion, is its fearless exploration of dark and intense themes, including graphic violence and horror. Even though I'm not usually a fan of horror, I found myself completely engrossed in this story, especially since it focuses on our queer crew throughout!

The world-building is expertly executed, creating a sense of familiarity while immersing readers in a terrifyingly plausible future. As religious extremism and violence permeate the narrative, the story serves as a haunting reminder of the dangers of unchecked hatred and fear.

I highly recommend Hell Followed With Us to anyone looking for a gripping dystopian adventure that pushes the boundaries of comfort while offering moments of profound insight and hope. Andrew Joseph White has truly crafted a wonderful piece that deserves to be read and remembered long after the final page is turned.

My fault, was attracted by the cover and thought it was a new book by this author.
This was my review:

it's very dark book, it pushed me to the limit of my comfort zone but kept me hooked as it very well written.
Great characters, good plot and world building.
The cover is gorgeous.
Recommended.
Many thanks to the publisher for this ARC, all opinions are mine

This book is a chilling manifestation of internalized anger, hatred, and fear, transformed into something tangible and menacing. The world-building is masterfully executed, evoking a sense of familiarity while keeping the exact location shrouded in mystery. While the narrative is steeped in horrifying violence, the true terror lies in the unsettling plausibility of this future. In a time when religious extremism permeates our government and daily lives, the notion of a world where the dictates of someone else's deity hold more sway than human lives doesn't seem so far-fetched.

I'm utterly captivated by this book, and its portrayal of feral queerness resonates deeply with me.

Sixteen-year-old trans boy Benji flees his apocalyptic cult, armed with a deadly bioweapon. Rescued by LGBTQ+ teens at the Acheson Center. Benji must control his mutating powers to defend his new sanctuary. But secrets lurk within the ALC, and Benji's struggle for belonging takes a dangerous turn.

This book is so different from anything I've read before. The writing style is almost lyrical and the concepts are completely new. With heavy topics of religion and transphobia it deals with in a raw way.

3,5☆

This was one of the books I most wanted to read, and honestly, it did not disappoint.
The descriptions of the flood, the graces, the angels, and the seraph were pretty interesting, full of horror and gore, and complemented by a writing that, although YA, is easy to understand and fills the book with a dark and mysterious tone.
I think the story has been very consistent throughout the entirety of the book, which made the ending very satisfying.
Another thing I really enjoyed was the huge amount of representation that we can find in the book.
However, not everything was perfect. The friendships that are shown in the book have a huge impact on the main character, and, in the end, drive the way he acts, but I feel it lacks a bit of depth and development for it to actually be meaningful. Which applies to the supposed romance that it is implied. The characters as well felt a bit plain, including Benji (the main one), their drive was lacking depth and felt very contradictory with the tone of the book.
Still, I really enjoyed ir and those issues, even if I noticed them, didn't matter that much to me.

Hell Followed With Us was a super unique read. Benji our protagonist is a Trans teen escaping a cult who ended the world. He joins the Watch at the ALC a community of LGBTQ+ survivors and has to decide what to do next as they turn into the Seraph. It's such an amazing concept and the world is absolutely terrifying, our introduction to the Grace and their super visceral descriptions were so unsettling. The body horror in this book was just on another level, some of the descriptions of either the Graces or Benji's transformations made me need to pause they were so intense. The teeth especially!

The writing style is fantastic & the whole story flows so well keeping you hooked. I'm looking forward to reading more of the authors works. A couple revelations in the book had me shocked & Nick's first pov was a shock. There's not many pov switches but each one leaves such an impact. Overall, an amazing read and I'd highly recommend it.

Thanks to Netgalley & Daphne Press for the arc.

"Hell Followed With Us" is a dystopian novel following our main character Benji. Sixteen-year-old Benji is a trans-boy on the run from a cult determined to violently decrease the global population with a bioweapon. Benji finds refuge at an LGBTQ+ centre, where we are introduced to Nick, the centre's autistic leader who has a hidden agenda of his own.

Benji was the reason why I enjoyed this novel so much. His POV chapters were engaging and felt raw with emotion; I have a soft spot for the exploration of identity including body dysmorphia that was included in the novel as well.

Other aspects of this story such as the dystopia, overarching idea of inclusivity/diversity, religious extremism and belonging were also features which I enjoyed. I am a lover of dystopian novels so I especially enjoyed being drawn into a new chaotic and brutal world.

Now, I don't read a lot of horror novels let alone body horror, so I was very underprepared for the gory details. Violence usually doesn't bother me too much, but the body horror in this novel made me a little bit uncomfortable at times.

Hell Followed With Us was amazing and I knew that anything else by Andrew Joseph White would be too so I immediately ordered The Spirit Bares Its Teeth (which was also fantastic), and preordered his other books too!!

I would class Hell Followed With Us as only loosely for the YA age group, as it includes a lot of graphic supernatural horror elements. It features a trans man MC, and also has an autistic character and I love the representation so much!! (And the cover is absolutely perfect!!)

It’s set following the mass-genocide of “non-believers” (~9 billion people) by an evangelical eco-terrorist group through a combination of typical militancy as well as a weaponised virus known as “The Flood” (there is a lot of other Biblical metaphors throughout the book) which kills most infected people quickly, but those who don’t die are heralded as God’s favourites and are granted military station or similar. MC Benji was infected with a different strain of “The Flood” which was supposed to be more effective. The story is him getting out and fucking the cult up.

I absolutely love this story and wholly believe that it should be seen as a cautionary tale as well as a reminder that, even in the face of such things as fascism or religious extremism, marginalised groups still exist, and keep fighting, and will continue fighting.

Thank you to NetGalley for an ARC, even though this was released in 2022 and I don't know why it's offered as an ARC? Anyway,

I barely have any notes, this truly gripped me by my throat like good old times. It doesn't feel very specifically YA, which I really appreciate, but there's definitely themes and moments that are YA.

This is the first book I've read that has a character with neopronouns and it was really nice to have that experience, because they do kinda stick out of the ordinary. But far from this being a defining part of this work.

I loved the worldbuilding - very gory and chaotic. I would love to see more details on history and development of the situation, I feel like it has enough material for a proper series. On the other hand it stands perfectly well by itself, this is just my personal preference.

I was attached to Benji from the first page and it stayed that way for the entire book. It just generally felt like such a personal, enthusiastic piece; I don't think anyone could help getting into it. Can't wait to read more by Andrew!

With thanks to Daphne Press & NetGalley for the ARC!

This was a brilliantly visceral book. I’ve discovered a new favourite writer, I think. The rage leapt off the page, and I thought the worldbuilding in this, so clearly taken from our actual world, was clever, but so real at times it was hard to stomach.

The characters we met all felt very real, from the Angels to Benji, Nick, and the people at the ALC. It was a fast-paced read but there was still a lot of development and character building. It was such an incredible read, and I will definitely be looking to purchase a copy of this book for my shelf.

Rating: 4 stars to 4.5 stars.

I’m not a massive fan of dystopian settings especially when they involve zombie or monster like beings. I actually very rarely actually enjoy dystopian media at all. But the description of this book as well as the cover peaked my interest. And i’m happy to report that I still managed to enjoy this book. In fact, it hooked me in immediately from chapter one.

Despite being in a setting I don’t normally love I found this one refreshing. There weren’t exactly zombies but something similar called ‘graces’. I guess they were more like monsters with a feel of zombies to them. I think what I found most unique about the book was where it mainly takes place; a LGBTQ+ centre. I loved the idea that if an Armageddon did happen since a lot of LGBTQ+ children wouldn’t be able to go home as they didn’t feel safe there they’d stay at an LGBTQ+ centre. Felt a very natural way to get in a lot of representation.

Benji was a wonderful protagonist. I loved their personality as well as their inner voice. They felt very real and I definitely felt their struggles and pain. All what they were going through is what kept my interest throughout the book. The secondary main character, Nick, was the best representation I’ve seen or read of autism yet. Despite how much I loved Benji he actually ended up being my favourite character. I liked the rest of the characters too but felt there were a little too many that I didn’t get to know them very well. They were at least all likeable or got good character development.

This book does come with a lot of content warnings such as a body horror, transphobia, abusive parents etc. so I do recommend if you struggle with anything to read up on the full content warning before read this book. Another warning is I couldn’t tell if this was a religious book as it has a lot of bible quotes or an anti-religion book in the end with all that happens. As the author says in the beginning, it’s at least a book that shows the terrible things people will do in the name of religion.

For myself I’d rate this book a 4 stars. Critically I’d rate it anything from 4 stars up to 4.5 stars. It had a fantastic main character, felt very unique, and was well written. I will definitely be reading the author’s other books. It’s also a book I would recommend to others though always with content warnings.

Thank you to NetGalley and Daphne Press for granting me an Advance Reader Copy. All opinions are honest and my own.

(My ARC was a digital version but I enjoyed the book so much I preordered a fancy Waterstones physical copy. Can’t wait for it to arrive especially so I can lend it out to friends.)

Hell followed with us by Andre Joseph White - review

Unfortunaly this wasn't the book and story for me. I tried to battle myself through the story and ended up reading upto 51%, but I just couldn't get into the story. I therefore decided to DNF (did not finish) this one.
I just didn't really understand the plot with the Angels and Seraph. It might have been that it was to hard to understand and that I was tired when I was reading, or that it was just not a writing style that was for me.

On the other hand, to still be positive, I really liked to read a book about a transgender boy, Benji. To learn more about the thoughts and what is like being LGBTQ. I also really liked that the ALC is a safe haven for any LGBTQ children/teenagers.
But not understanding the plot and what Seraph was and how it worked, it just frustrated me and caused me to not enjoy the story.

It might be that the timing was not right for me, with this book, but I won't be continuing the story. I might revisit the story on a later moment, but for now, I will stop my reading.

I do think this is a lovely book if you want to read a dystopian horror novel.

The story is about a sixteen-year-old trans boy Benji, who decided to run away from the cult that has raised him. He desperately searches for a place where the cult can't get their hands on him, and more importantly the Seraph.
When cornered by monsters, Benji is rescued by a group of teens from the local Acheson LGBTQ+ Center, in short ALC. The ALC leader Nick, is a autistic boy, who knows Benji's darkest secret, that the Seraph is attacking him, to wipe humanity from the earth.
Still, Nick and his friends offer Benji shelter in the ALC. Benji accepts Nick's terms. But than he uncovers that the mysterious ALC leader a hidden agenda, and also some of his own secrets has.