Playing for Freedom: The Journey of a Young Afghan Girl is Zarifa Adiba's story of the experiences she went through as a young girl growing to her teens in war-torn Afghanistan. Music saw her through all her challenges - singing, listening, teaching herself with every shred of music that came her way. By means surprising and unexpected she would find ways to learn the next new bit, and as they do, miracles beget miracles and Zarifa found herself in possession of a viola. From there came the quest to become more than just a player - she wanted to conduct and soar with her music. That is a challenge in any life - but in Afghanistan where all power is jealously held by a small minority who have no qualms about wiping out those who insist on some independence being a girl, a growing woman, wanting education, wanting a voice. . .Zarifa was pushed back at every turn.

As I read I found myself tensely perched on the edges of chairs, beds, at tables with fists clenched as I listened. Zarifa was unsupported at home - mostly - and barely supported in the community, often attacked, left standing abandoned at times amidst predatory people, my heart ached for her. In a way, though, it was a comfort having the book, as the book itself - her story on its own testified of her success and personal victories. But as she claimed that win, I heard the worries and concerns that underscored all her words: what about the rest of the girls in that land? Women are more than breeding stock, which seems to be the limited role they've been allowed. Seriously - "allowed." (!) Zarifa fights back, and continues to, but has to do it from afar. I share her hope for Afghanistan to regain its former balance, peace and the security for every member of its land, to regain a measure of freedom for all. If a girl or boy wants to play a viola, or a piano, or drum. . .to read a book, write a book. . .to have a child or not have a child. . .to be a national leader or a school teacher. . .they should have that opportunity without facing abuse and persecution.

Zarifa Adiba is a hero! Her story is inspiring and her willing, soaring heart and dedication is a blessing to all the women of the world, those living now and those who will follow in the future. All the stars for Zarifa, for Zohra and the musicians who make the songs fly!

*A sincere thank you to Zarifa Adiba, Anne Chaon, Brilliance Publishing, and NetGalley for an ARC to read and review independently.*

Story and Content: A
Writing: A
Narration: A
Best Aspect: Heartfelt and authentic an interesting memoir. If you enjoyed, I Am Malala, you will enjoy this as well.
Worst Aspect: Always a challenge to listen to how hard it can be for a person who did nothing wrong except be born female.
Recommend: Yes.

Zarifa’s life in Kabul is thwarted by war but with music at the center of life, she is able to see opportunity for what it is and make leaps and bounds but not without heavy hardships.

I automatically felt for Zarifa as it was clear she was ultimately against all odds. Though she found some support with family and friends occasionally, it was often inconsistent and sometimes even betrayed. I’m shocked and impressed with her maturity throughout her circumstances as well as keeping an open mind and forgiving heart as she truly endures hardships that many would not be able to see past.

Her understanding of her own capabilities really carries this novel. I believed she could do anything she put her mind too because that’s how Zarifa reads - fearless and determined!

This was a very powerful listen, especially with the author narrating the audiobook herself. As a musician myself, the tie-in of music and the important role it has played in Zarifa's life thus far was one of my main pulls towards this ARC. In addition to seeing the impact that music can have on a person and community, I learned so much about the ongoing experience of young girls and women in Afghanistan.

Zarifa does not hold back in describing her life experiences. Some stories from her childhood and how she was treated by family was very hard to hear. But still, I could hear that she brings joy to those around her and she has filled herself with light despite these stories. There even comes a point where she's able to empathetically set some boundaries, which actually IMPROVES her relationship with her mother!

There were a few moments were I got confused on the timeline while listening. At first I thought the book was going to be all chronological but then then it seemed to jump a bit. Nothing to cry home about, but worth noting. Anyone who cares about women in music and uplifting diverse stories should consider reading this.

I'm exceptionally grateful to NetGalley, Zarifa Adiba, and Brilliance Audio for this ALC audiobook of Playing for Freedom: The Journey of a Young Afghan Girl. The audiobook releases 7 May 2024!

An instagram review post will come in the next few days on my page @bostonkatreads.

Young Afghan musician Zarifa Adiba shares her story of growing up in a war-torn country, torn between trying to please her family and longing to pursue her passions. Her story is sometimes difficult to hear, as she describes being abused and abandoned by family members and harassed by those who disapprove of her appearance and lifestyle. I was surprised at how much affection she expresses for her mother and her country when they have both treated her so poorly, but by the end of her story, I had a better understanding.

The audiobook production was good, and I enjoyed the author’s narration. I found her voice and accent very pleasant to listen to and generally easy to understand. She tells her story with great spirit.

I found Zarifa’s story interesting, although I wish she had shared more details about some aspects of her story. I recommend this book to anyone who enjoys memoirs and is curious about life in modern Afghanistan.

I received a free advanced listener copy of the audiobook through NetGalley. I volunteered to provide an honest review.

This is a book written by a strong woman who has been so brave in telling her story. Her spirit is one to embrace and the book is such a positive message. Her story is hard, but her spirit is not.