As this is an issue book, teen cancer, it is always a challenge t.o know what will appeal to readers. This was a muddled read. Sam is in remission but the fear of cancer is a constant worry for him. And he has not dealt with the death of a fellow cancer patient he became friends with through a teen support group. Enter a crush, Cat, that he randomly gets assigned a class project to complete. And the introduction of so much paranormal stuff and an X-files tv show obsession, didn't interest me at all. The author is a cancer survivor so this story has insights to living with cancer that are an important perspective. But that isn't enough for this reader.

I absolutely adored this book. It dealt with some heavy topics (cancer, grief, loss of a loved one), but in a way that was approachable for middle grade readers. With the research on aliens intertwined, it never felt "too" heavy or too much for younger readers. I enjoyed that Sam and Cat's relationship was more of a friendship throughout rather than focused on the romance aspect and loved that it had the message of embracing yourself and all that you are. I can't wait until this is professionally reviewed so I can nominate it for the Lone Star list for 2025!

This middle grade novel provides readers much to think about. Cancer in teens. Loss. Friendship. Popularity. Geekhood.

Positives
Lesbian moms
Geeking out over UFOs (the author makes it cool!)
Accessible themes to middle grade readers

The voice of Oscar worked really, really well, and it was funny which was a nice addition in a book with heavy themes.

Negatives
Too much online interaction and decisions to meet strangers (stranger danger)
Sam's constant lying to everyone

I would definitely recommend this book to middle grade and YA readers, and I would add it to a classroom library.