This was such an interesting, emotional read. It was a story about grief at its core, and the denial stage of grief I think — both about losing a loved one and struggling to accept it but also the quick death of the planet after the MC had devoted her time to caring for it. Fiona very much so intertwines her partners death and the climate crisis, which was a really fascinating psychological exploration.

This felt like such an important book to read, on many different levels. First of all, it's a story about a young woman (Fifi) grieving the loss of her partner who died tragically in his role as a climate activist. There is much here about the different ways that we grieve such deep losses. Pay attention to who validates the unusual way that she expresses her sorrow, and pay attention to those who do not. We can learn A LOT here about how to move toward those who grieve, no matter what we think about how they are grieving.

On a deeper level, it's a story about the courage and strength it takes to become an ACTIVE activist in this world. The women (and a few of the men) here are strong and determined and intelligent.

Thanks to Netgalley, the author, and publisher, for an advanced ready copy of this book in exchange for my honest review.

Fiona lost her partner in a tragic and public way and she hasn’t left her apartment since. She isn’t taking care of herself, she’s neglecting her job as an influencer with half a million followers, and she has let all the wonderful plants she tended to with Ed die. One morning, Fiona finds a plant at her doorstep, along with a note. The plant is Ed’s favorite and Fiona begins to hear his voice, encouraging her to live her life. Fiona begins to reconnect with the world and that might mean taking some risks.

This is a unique and thrilling story about grief, climate change, advocacy, and figuring out what you’d like to make of your life.

Thank you to Park Row and NetGalley for the opportunity to read a copy.