Follow Cesar Flores as he comes to terms with his sexuality, his new bipolar diagnosis, and more mistakes than he can count.

^from the publisher!

I will read anything that @sonora.reyes writes. After completely falling in love with Lesbiana’s Guide, I was STOKED to know that Cesar was getting his own story. What I did not know was how much his thoughts echoed many of my own.

Cedar had a lot of pressure on his shoulders and as you see him break down in this novel, you understand why. His heart is so big, and he really does believe others would be better off without him. I can so relate to this. Feeling like a burden, like you don’t deserve love, like you have to punish yourself. My heart was aching for him as he self destructed.

As someone who has a very complicated relationship with religion, I get where Cesar was coming from and I loved how Jamal and Abuela explained things.

The chapter titles and headings are incredible, by the way.

I loved getting to see so many characters from the first book and getting to know them even better. This book is a true gem and I cannot wait for everyone to experience the brilliance of it.