Is it possible to be gay and still follow Jesus? And if so, what happens next? Single, Gay, Christian is the story of one person’s journey through these questions.

In an age where neither society nor the church knows what to do with gay Christians, Gregory Coles shares his story—a story about a boy in love with Jesus who, at the fateful onset of puberty, realized his sexual attractions were persistently and exclusively for other guys. This honest, hopeful account shows life through one man’s eyes and assures all people: “You are not a mistake.”

Coles writes: “I’ll show you the world through my eyes. I’ll tell you what it’s like to belong nowhere. To know that much of my Christian family will forever consider me unnatural, dangerous, because of something that feels as involuntary as my eye color. And to know that much of the LGBTQ community that shares my experience as a sexual minority will disagree with the way I’ve chosen to interpret the call of Jesus, believing I’ve bought into a tragic, archaic ritual of self-hatred.

“But I promise my story won’t all be sadness and loneliness and struggle. I’ll tell you good things too, hopeful things, funny things, like the time I accidentally came out to my best friend during his bachelor party. I’ll tell you what it felt like the first time someone looked me in the eyes and said, ‘You are not a mistake.’ I’ll tell you that joy and sorrow are not opposites, that my life has never been more beautiful than when it was most brokenhearted.”