To Hold a Flower
by Caroline Sophia Hamel
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Pub Date May 18 2022 | Archive Date Aug 15 2024
Description
Liela and Dunet are sisters and best friends.
Liela is compassionate and dedicated, striving to protect her sister. Her dream is to become the commander of Claralis, a defensive city on the northern border of Mathar, but her world is slowly unraveling. Desperate to keep her sister from growing up, Liela finds herself torn between her piling responsibilities to her nation, and her need to protect Dunet's carefree childhood. Forced to drift further apart, Liela is unable to be there as Dunet's sense of self-worth slowly crumbles.
In the midst of Liela's turmoil, she stumbles upon Myllia, a girl drifting through life in a daydream. Myllia falls for Liela, and she becomes an anchor for the aspiring commander. Soon Liela finds peace in Myllia, while dealing with her ascending rank and the looming threat beyond the city walls.
To Hold a Flower is a character-driven fantasy novel and a gentle exploration of newfound identity and mental health.
A Note From the Publisher2>
Detailed Rep List for To Hold a Flower:
Lesbian Rep: Liela and Myllia
Neurodivergent Rep:
- Liela (a strongly masking autistic)
- Kreenie (Autistic and / or ADHD and she doesn't mask; side character)
- Dunet (I strongly believe that she's neurodivergent in some way; while I wasn't sure after writing this first book and my editor didn't initially think she was, after receiving feedback from my editor on my sequel, I consider her autistic)
+ Several other characters could be read as neurodivergent
Fat Rep: Myllia
Depression Rep: Dunet
Anxiety Rep: Dunet (+ Liela and Myllia, though to a lesser degree)
There is some additional rep that is unstated in this first book..
Trigger Warnings:
- Internalized Ableism through shame, guilt, and repression, that results in heavy masking
- Ableism directed towards an unmasked side character from a main character and several side characters
- Depression
- Anxiety and social anxiety
Edited by I.O. Scheffer
Cover Art by Sophia Lindstrom
To Hold a Flower is the first book in a series focusing on mental health and identity that features a queer romance and neurodivergent characters. It is primarily a character-driven story.
Update: The sequel to To Hold a Flower, The Essence of Longing has released and is also available on Netgalley, expanding on the characters and themes of my series.
Version Notes: I've released a newer version of To Hold a Flower with improvements to the fat rep. This version of To Hold a Flower (the one on Netgalley) is an older version without those changes.
Lesbian Rep: Liela and Myllia
Neurodivergent Rep:
- Liela (a strongly masking autistic)
- Kreenie (Autistic and / or ADHD and she doesn't mask; side character)
- Dunet (I strongly believe that she's neurodivergent in some way; while I wasn't sure after writing this first book and my editor didn't initially think she was, after receiving feedback from my editor on my sequel, I consider her autistic)
+ Several other characters could be read as neurodivergent
Fat Rep: Myllia
Depression Rep: Dunet
Anxiety Rep: Dunet (+ Liela and Myllia, though to a lesser degree)
There is some additional rep that is unstated in this first book..
Trigger Warnings:
- Internalized Ableism through shame, guilt, and repression, that results in heavy masking
- Ableism directed towards an unmasked side character from a main character and several side characters
- Depression
- Anxiety and social anxiety
Edited by I.O. Scheffer
Cover Art by Sophia Lindstrom
To Hold a Flower is the first book in a series focusing on mental health and identity that features a queer romance and neurodivergent characters. It is primarily a character-driven story.
Update: The sequel to To Hold a Flower, The Essence of Longing has released and is also available on Netgalley, expanding on the characters and themes of my series.
Version Notes: I've released a newer version of To Hold a Flower with improvements to the fat rep. This version of To Hold a Flower (the one on Netgalley) is an older version without those changes.
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