I Am the Monster Under the Bed
A Novel
by Emily Zinnikas
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Pub Date Sep 15 2026 | Archive Date Sep 29 2026
Description
TIME ONLY MAKES THE NIGHTMARE MORE REAL.
Something lives under Willa’s bed. As an adult, her fondest childhood memories are of the invisible entity under her bed who taught her how to read. Now thirty-two, Willa is a reclusive but successful painter until a bombshell news report exposes her identity as the controversial survivor of the unsolved Rapture Mystery Slayings, a small-town tragedy that splashed across headlines during her senior year of high school. Six teenagers died in the woods while Willa walked free, and everyone thinks she killed them.
When an old classmate calls about a funeral, Willa reluctantly travels to her sleepy hometown, where the possessed forest that stole her friends looms. The trees whistle for her attention, but she knows better than to listen. And the unexplained knocking from the shadows in the basement of her decaying childhood home is honestly the least of her problems.
As her past pulls her back to the place she swore she’d never return, Willa is drawn toward the monster she left behind—and becoming the villain her hometown has always believed her to be.
Available Editions
| EDITION | Other Format |
| ISBN | 9781250454782 |
| PRICE | $29.00 (USD) |
| PAGES | 320 |
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Featured Reviews
Ann B, Reviewer
I really enjoyed this unique take on a classic trope. The writing is sharp, and the pacing kept me turning pages well into the night.
This book is unsettling in a way that sneaks up on you… and then refuses to let go.
At first, I thought I knew what I was getting into, a creepy, slightly nostalgic thriller about a woman with a strange childhood memory. A “monster” under the bed that taught her how to read? Weird, sure. But almost… harmless?
Nope. Not even close.
This story gets dark fast, and not just in a jump-scare kind of way. It’s the kind of dark that messes with your head. The kind that makes you question what’s real, what’s memory, and what’s been twisted over time into something much more dangerous.
Willa is such a fascinating main character. She’s not your typical “likable” lead, and I actually loved that. She’s guarded, complicated, and carrying the weight of something no one, not even the reader at first, fully understands. The fact that the entire town already believes she’s capable of something horrific adds this constant pressure to every scene. You can feel it closing in on her.
And then there’s the forest.
I don’t know how to explain it other than… it feels alive. Not in an obvious, over-the-top way, but in this quiet, wrong way. The kind where you just know you shouldn’t go in there, but of course, that’s exactly where the story pulls you. Between the whistling trees, the past trauma, and whatever is waiting for Willa to come back, the atmosphere is incredibly tense.
But what really got me was how the story plays with the idea of monsters.
Is the monster something supernatural? Is it trauma? Is it Willa herself? The lines blur more and more as the book goes on, and I found myself constantly second-guessing everything I thought I understood.
And just when you think you’ve figured it out… you haven’t.
This isn’t just a thriller, it’s psychological, eerie, and honestly a little disturbing in the best way. It lingers. It sticks with you. It makes you uncomfortable and I mean that as a compliment.
If you like stories that are a little twisted, a little haunting, and don’t give you easy answers, I Am the Monster Under the Bed is absolutely worth the read.
Just don’t expect to turn off the lights and forget about it after.