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In My Darkest Hour

A Memoir

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Pub Date Sep 08 2026 | Archive Date Sep 11 2026


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From King of Metal Dave Mustaine, a powerful reflection on the harsh truths and raw realizations that can only come from confronting death.
 
Dave Mustaine is no stranger to pain and suffering. He battled demons all his life—including an alcoholic father, addiction, and black magic—and turned fifty-eight believing he’d survived the worst. But in 2019, Mustaine was forced to face the loss of his instantly recognizable voice and the disintegration of his musical talent. Diagnosed with squamous cell carcinoma at the back of his tongue, his entire career—and possibly his life—was about to end.
 
For Mustaine, it was one more opportunity to fight like hell.
 
In My Darkest Hour takes readers from the treatment room to the studio as Mustaine chronicles how his diagnosis inspired him to take up the pen and guitar pick, going from radiation and chemotherapy appointments straight into hours-long recording sessions, resulting in Megadeth's sixteenth studio album, The Sick, The Dying…and the Dead! Along the way, Mustaine details how confronting his own mortality brought him closer to his family, taught him how to ask for help, strengthened his faith, and challenged the vulnerability of his art.
 
Filled with perseverance, hope, and the determination to never let the bastards grind you down, In My Darkest Hour is a masterful portrait of a Dave Mustaine that the world has yet to see, and serves as a moving reminder that even our most invincible heroes are human.
From King of Metal Dave Mustaine, a powerful reflection on the harsh truths and raw realizations that can only come from confronting death.
 
Dave Mustaine is no stranger to pain and suffering. He...

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I accompanied my son to a few Megadeth concerts and a book signing, so I was really saddened when I heard the band’s founder had cancer.

This book tells the story of Dave Mustaine’s diagnosis, treatment, and recovery from throat cancer—all while continuing to work on an album!

The inclusion of interviews with his family, bandmates, and doctor were interesting. It is a bit jarring, though, that you don’t know who is speaking until the end of each section. At least a different font is used when Mustaine himself is telling the story.

I was surprised by the level of honesty here, and some of the revelations may be shocking to readers.

Whether you’re a Megadeth fan or not, this is a gripping story of someone fighting for their life!

Thank you to NetGalley for the advance copy in exchange for an honest review.

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MegaDave remains a fascinating, difficult man, and he takes on cancer with the fury, precision and intensity of the guy who wrote Rust in Peace. Accounts from bandmates, family members and several other's life give a more complete picture of the man, and it's likely a fans only book, but any serious Megadeth fan should read it.

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