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A character overcoming a nation crumbling under deadly disease and coming to realize how important human connection is. That seems incredibly topical for the times we find ourselves currently in. Throw in escape from a detective and a mysterious pendant, and you have the makings of what could have been a great YA title. Unfortunately, this felt very disjointed to me, making it a mediocre YA title at best.
Lareina is given a mysterious necklace from a dying woman and is told to protect it with her life from a detective or something bad will happen. Along the way, she meets Nick and Aaron, who become her travel buddies. They get themselves in and out of situations on their long journey to Nebraska.
First off, let's start with the pendant. I kept waiting for an explanation. What is the pendant? Why do the detective and the people he's working for want it? What happens if it falls into the wrong hands? What happens if they both fall into the wrong hands? (Yup, there's two!) None of this is ever explained other than "it will be bad". I don't even know what they are other than a triangle shaped necklace. That's not a great place for the reader to be after finishing your book. The stakes could have felt higher, but they didn't, because for all you know, they're fighting over worthless plastic.
Lareina is an okay protagonist. She's a rough and tumble orphan, used to living on the streets and not trusting others, but longing for a family of her own. She meets Nick and Aaron and she starts to care about them. This isn't a new idea, but the friendship aspects were well done and build as they encounter multiple obstacles together, like gathering food, finding shelter, and escaping Detective Galloway. Aaron wants to be a doctor and is my favorite of the characters. He's very pleasant and happy-go-lucky. Nick, on the other hand, is a different story.
Nick Ziel is the worst, most selfish, self-righteous, hypocritical character I've had the displeasure of reading about in a long time. Lareina meets him when he falls into a hole, hurts himself and is trapped. She helps him and he proceeds to spend the rest of the book being a holier-than-thou jerk, constantly judging her for breaking into ABANDONED houses instead of freezing outside and for stealing ABANDONED food from said houses to survive. But he has no problem eating it when it's offered to him or "forcing" himself to live in these houses, as well. So he's doing the same thing, but judging Lareina and Aaron for it. He gets all bent out of shape about honesty, even when honesty at the moment will get him or his friends killed. And he does NOTHING! His main motivation is trying to find his friend, Ava, and he can't get the information to find her without Lareina's help. He can't get food on his own. He falls into traps on his own. Where he gets off with this attitude is beyond me, but he would have been dumped a long time ago, were I her.
My last big issue with this book is that the pacing starts off great and then grinds to a complete halt when the characters come across Oak Creek, a militarized development where people aren't given the choice to leave once they're there. Prior to this, any situation they get themselves into is done within a few chapters, which lends to the idea that they're running constantly. They reach Oak Creek in Chapter 16 and don't leave until Chapter 30. That's almost 1/3 of the book spent in this ONE place that ultimately adds very little to the story. Oak Creek itself seems kind of like an above ground ripoff of District 13. It's there to be a temptation for the characters in that it offers stability, but without freedoms. It was a challenge to get through this part of the book. I kept waiting for it to get back to the plot with the pendant.
Overall, this read like the Darkest Minds by Alexandra Bracken. It's essentially the same story: girl with mysterious power she doesn't understand finds friends and goes on a road trip to nowhere. If you really enjoyed the Darkest Minds, then you'd probably really like this. I wasn't in that camp, and so it was just okay for me. I didn't hate every part. Like I said, I enjoyed Lareina and Aaron. I can't get too much into the rest of the book without delving very deep into spoiler territory and I don't want to spoil anyone more than I already have. If you like that kind of sci-fi book, then I would recommend you try it. But if you don't, I would maybe skip it. ⭐️⭐️⭐️/5