I really enjoyed this book. I thought it was a really interesting take on the behind-the-scenes of a band, and the romance was super cute. I liked the dual pov, and will always read the books that Sophie Gonzales releases. I do wish we had gotten some kind of epilogue, just to see where the boys and the band end up, but I really liked it.

IF THIS GETS OUT is a YA contemporary novel following Ruben and Zach - two boys in the biggest band of the US. After Ruben shares with Zach how smothered he feels about having to stay in the closet, and as the band goes on a European tour, the two of them slowly get closer. It follows the whole band's journey and explores a wide range of topics - coming out, the hardships of being in the closet due to pressure from management, being famous and all the great and ugly parts of it, friendships, and a lot more. It's definitely not a light-hearted sweet YA romance since some of those themes get really heavy, and it goes deep into the issues celebrities can face when they're queer and want to be in a relationship publically.

It took me a while to get fully invested in the story, and I think the pacing is off and the book a little too long. However, after a while, I got so invested in Ruben and Zach that I started crying at the end. I really like that the conflict is, for the most part, from the outside - it's definitely the "us against the world" trope, which I love in books. It was a little too painful and angsty for me at some points, and some of the things felt drawn out, so I didn't adore it as much as I hoped. I still really enjoyed it though, and I think it's a really well-written story with amazing, complex, loveable characters. I also feel like it's written realistically and it doesn't romanticize anything.

Overall, I enjoyed it and I recommend it if you'd like to read a queer YA contemporary following a famous boy band, that tackles lots of important issues, and has a strong romance and friendships.

Reminiscent of the very best fan fictions, you know, the ones that have you reading obsessively until 3am, this is an absolute joy! It's angsty, full of the classic tropes and just oh so good. I'm sure lots of readers will make links between the characters and members of much loved boybands but this works so well, even if you have never shipped any pairing before. It manages to balance romance with realism and had me rooting for all the characters.

A wonderful celebrity romance with a masterful dual pov. Really keep you on the edge of your seat. Loved the pace and the romance. Also, it was really character-driven which I love

Saturday is a worldwide phenomenon. Ruben, Zach, Jon, and Angel must learn how to support each other while balancing the crazy life that comes with being part of an internationally famous boy band.
This book made me laugh, made me squeal, made me SOB, and most importantly, gave me a MASSIVE amount of the warm fuzzies.
I personally connected so much with Zach - he's such a sweetheart, but has such a hard time talking about what he wants. Instead, he's so focused on the needs of everyone around him. This boy is my heart, everything I've felt as a lifelong people pleaser has been written into this wonderful boy who just wants to write songs for his friends.
The entire band has its quirks, and each character is so distinct and interesting. It was SO satisfying to watch them care deeply for each other, to look out for each other, and to grow together and face the scariest challenge of them all at the end of the book (no spoilers here!).
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This book addresses life as a queer youth in the closet, questioning your own sexuality, questioning authority (especially when it's someone you trust), coming out, familial relationships, trauma from many different sources, and just what it's like being an entertainer and the stress of being internationally famous. It was beautifully written and approachable, and as someone who spent most of my youth not even knowing I was IN the closet, this book hit really hard.
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I honestly can't recommend this book enough. It's sweet, it's a touch spicy, it's swoon-worthy and delicious. It's a quick read too, which makes it the perfect book to round out your Goodreads challenge for the year!
Moral of the story, you need this book in your life if you like queer relationships, boy bands, and characters you can't help but love. Especially recommended for my manga/manhua loving fans of Given and In My Closet.

I really enjoyed this!

It started off pretty slow for me—a lot of exposition before getting to the angst of the relationship. Once it was established that Zach did like Ruben, though, it picked up. I thought that the Ruben chapters were a bit stronger—Zach felt a little bit stilted in dialogue and his inner monologues (maybe a bit younger than I’d expect for his character)—but I they (the two authors’ writings) complimented each other well.

I didn’t love how passively Zach’s disordered was mentioned throughout the story. It’s never fleshed out or resolved, so it comes across like it’s just this normal thing, even though it’s not healthy.

I did love all of the pining, and the fact that there wasn’t a long drawn out miscommunication and breakup. The misunderstanding in the 3rd act made sense given the situation, and I thought it was resolved quickly enough that it wasn’t unrealistic and paired with a huge breakup.

Overall I really liked this! I read it while I was walking through town, which is when you know it’s good and you can’t put it down! 3.75 stars for me.

After reading the synopsis of If This Gets Out, I was so excited to dive right in. Honestly, one of the main reasons I picked up this book is because it totally reminds me of one of my favorite anime/manga series Given (so if you’re a fan of Given, you’ll love this book!)

I absolutely LOVED the writing. The dual POV is one of my favorites and this book is so full of ALL THE EMOTIONS.

This book delivers such a POWERFUL story of queer identities, and exploitation in the music industry in ways that will grip your heart. This is not just a simple secret love rom-com, this book is EVERYTHING.

I live for Zach and Ruben, but like I have a special place in my heart for Jon and Angel too. These characters, all of them, come alive right off the page. They are all so well developed and I want more of them.

By the time I finished If This Gets Out, I was an emotional mess. I had laughed, cried, shook, squealed- I felt all the emotions really. All of them. The joy though, the joy was so powerful.

This book has found its place among one of my top reads of 2021, and Sophie, Cale, if you read this…I won’t mind another book about our favorite boys. ;)

This came off a bit like fan fiction but was a solid YA coming of age book that dealt with some important issues. I listened to the audiobook which may have been a mistake because it was really hard to differentiate between our 2 POV's voices. They often times seemed like the same voice which made the story seem a bit underdeveloped. But overall a solid read.
I received an ARC of this book via Netgalley in exchange for an honest review.

This book is insanely cute and heartbreaking, I love it! Makes you think about the public image of celebs too. I honestly would LOVE a followup to this book with where the boys are after that epic ending. Pleeeaassseeee!!!! I seriously would absolutely die if there was a sequel.

If This Gets Out was exactly what I wanted it to be. The perfect blend of romance and exploring the pressures and issues faced by someone in the boys’ position: pressure from their label, hiding their identities and relationship, the stress of touring and a sudden rise to fame.

If you know anything about my taste in books you know that characters are my favourite part of a book but also what I’m most critical of. They have to be done right. They have to feel fleshed out and real. And I’m pleased to say that If This Gets Out did not disappoint on that front. Each of our narrators, Zach and Ruben, had distinct voices and personalities that informed their decisions and interactions. The rest of the band, too, were given depth and I felt that this was what made the book work so well. The characters were given agency in a way that some celebrities such as themselves are not seen to have through their label and the fan perspective. This is explored in the novel through the label’s forcing of certain personality types on the boys, even when that directly contrasts their actual personalities and the rest of the world unknowingly accepting these lies. This overall made the boys and their problems feel all the more tangible and real, as if we were getting a peek into their real lives, behind the curtains.

On that note, I loved that this book didn’t shy away from showing the truth and criticising the music industry. It explored themes of drug abuse, manipulation, exploitation and forced closeting with sensitivity. In particular, I loved that the boys got to own their coming out and it brought me so much joy. Without giving too much away, seeing everything come together in the end was just so wonderful and I flew through the second half of the book in one sitting. I also appreciated that the boys acknowledged the privilege of their position at the same time as criticising it.

I just really enjoyed all four boys’ relationship with each other. The authors did a fantastic job of conveying a years long friendship and everything that goes with that, from a shared understanding and humour to knowing exactly how to hurt one another. In particular, I loved Ruben and Zach’s relationship. I am a sucker for characters being soft with one another, particularly when they’re in as harsh and difficult an environment as in the book. Reading about them falling in love was a joy. I loved the trust and support in their relationship, and the development they underwent together.

Overall, If This Gets Out combines some of my favourite things in a book: friendship, queer romance and angst into a wonderful coming of age story. It has boyband drama, criticisms of the music industry, commentary on fandom and so much more. I had an amazing time reading this and highly recommend it!

I freaking love Sophie Gonzales and I will never stop supporting her. This was delightful. The characters were so well written, I don't think I will ever get over them.

↳ 𝟰 𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗿𝘀

In this queer young adult novel, we follow the dual povs of Zach and Ruben. These two are in the boy band, Saturday, along with Angel and Jon. Whilst on tour through Europe, Zack and Ruben's friendship develops into something much more than friendship.

A little side note is that while I thought this book was fabulous, I hate shipping real people so all the people comparing this to a certain ship did make me wary of reading it. I'm glad I did end up reading it anyway though!

Throughout this story, we see the struggles of the four main characters working for this industry and how this affects their lives. This faucet of the book is honestly heart-wrenching. It was interesting to read about but it seems like such a toll on your mental health and the experiences detailed throughout it reflect that.

The characters and their development were a highlight of this story. I enjoyed seeing these teens finding themselves despite all the pressure the industry had put on them. They were fun to read and very engaging. They are such raw characters that you might find yourself relating to them. Zach's arc was my favorite, all of the character arcs were incredibly well done though.

The friendship between the main four was so realistic and well done which I enjoyed a lot. They weren't always happy with each other but they all love each other and it's very clear. They had their highs and lows and supported each other along the way either way.

I wasn't quite expecting all the serious topics that are covered. This novel is much more complex than I thought it would be and just a completely different vibe than I had assumed. I liked it either way of course but it caught me slightly off guard.

Despite everything else previously mentioned, the romance is very prominent and overall takes center stage. Friends to lovers and secret relationships are both some of my favorite tropes and these are didn't disappoint. I adored reading about these two and seeing their relationship develop.

𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘬 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘰 𝘕𝘦𝘵𝘨𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘺 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘚𝘵. 𝘔𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘴 𝘗𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘢𝘯 𝘈𝘙𝘊 𝘪𝘯 𝘦𝘹𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘪𝘦𝘸.

When I first read the blurb of “If This Gets Out” I immediately wanted to read it, because it had all the tropes and topics I love. YA (check), Boy Band at that (check), best friends to lovers (check), an LGBTQ+ representation (check),...I couldn't wait to read it. The relationship among the band members was really well done., but more importantly, so was the relationship between the kids and their parents. The book took serious subjects such as fame, drug abuse, emotional abuse, and more, and covered them realistically and with respect to the characters. It was nice to see how the relationship between the two main characters was a gradual change, and not insta-love like found in so many books now days. I found myself smiling so often as I shipped those two, as if they were an actual couple and not just two fictional characters. Watching them navigate the relationship pitfalls and communicate through it all was so refreshing to read. “If This Gets Out” was an amazing book that totally live up to expectations.

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I absolutely adored this coming of age story.
I can't imagine having to hide who I am, like zach and Ruben did in this book.
There were many laugh out loud moments and many heartbreaking ones as well.
I think this is a wonderful story for anyone young still trying to find out who you are and where you belong in this crazy world of ours.

I had been looking forward to this one for a fat minute and thoroughly enjoyed it. It was a quick read and left me with a happy feeling.

I loved this book from the very start, both narrating characters are rich and their emotions seep through the pages in a way that makes you want to keep them safe as they navigated their journeys. The romance was the sweetest, and at least to me, the plot was unpredictable since the characters frustrations were displayed as different scenarios and you truly didn't know how the other characters would react. It was always a surprise.
This is a feel good book for sure, and the ending is open and hopeful.

I loved this book, but the cover is so boring and doesn't convey the boy band aspect of this book at all! I love a boy band, and there aren't very many novels with boy band members as characters. Part of me wishes that this had just been pure romance instead of having the subplot about drug abuse, but I think the authors were trying to paint a larger picture of the issues with the entertainment industry.

I enjoyed this, but it felt quite predictable. It was a nice short read and I did enjoy it, but it's one I would give away after reading once.

This was so much fun! I can't say I'm aware of any boy band fandom, but hey, I'm a big fan of a lot of small fans and it was intriguing to think through the relationships the members all have with each other, and especially the way that they themselves can be marketed and sold.

While I really enjoyed the characters and the message behind this book it felt so slooooooow. While I do appreciate the slow burn romance I think this definitely had a similar fault to other books written by two authors. They just feel long as heck.

I did really love this though and ended up crying some sappy tears quite often. Reuben and Zach are the cutest and I just love John to death.