I CRIED SO MUCH AT THIS BOOK. It’s beautifully written, I love the characters, and the story is just amazing. It took me way longer to read than I was hoping (im still not used to reading on my phone 😅) but I thoroughly enjoyed it all the way through. It truly was beautiful and I can’t wait to read the sequel.

CW: Depression

2.5 / 5 Stars

You know, I've been avoiding writing this review for a while, but I guess I can't really put it off for longer. If you wanna know why that is...well... the book isn't bad in any way. But it's also not ... really... well... good? Okay, let me explain.

The book's biggest problems can mostly be summed up in a few simple sentences and points. Those being: Nothing is happening. And pacing. As in. Nothing is happening, until we're basically at the end of the book, which makes the whole book feel like a really, like, REALLY long prologue for book 2, which I'm having higher hopes for, but also... we'll see. So far book 2 is strugging with a few similar issues as this one, so we'll see how things go. But back to this one, cause I've sadly got a bit more complaining to offer.

But before I do, I'd like to point out, that I have seen that the author themselves descibes this as a "Slice of Life" kind of book. I'm also aware that "Slice of Life" stories are calmer stories, with lower, more personal stakes. But there's still a difference between having low stakes and having no stakes at all.
Which isn't really fair, given that the book is trying to get you to care about the mental health struggles that kind of everyone is having and going through. But the issue is, that we're simultaniously too early and too late in the "where should we have started the story" journey, for the stakes to have any kind of weight.
What I mean by that is, that we get a huge portion of book delivered in the POV of sister 1, where less than nothing happens and then, once we finally get to the POV of sister 2, where we could hammer home that she's been struggling with depression all this time and that every smile she's ever shown has always been fake, we kind of... don't. Because instead we get a chapter that could have as easily been written out entirely and nothing would have changed.
Instead the book decides to take it slow, picking one weird and unimportant moment as the one thing pushing sister 2 over the edge and so deep into depression, that she starts book 2 with suicidal thoughts, causing me to feel a lot of things, but mostly, confusion. I'm struggling with depression myself. I'm not always lying in my bed, crying, planing my suicide 24/7, but the decision to reveal the depression that late in the game was - in my opinion - a mistake. I'm also aware that it's hard - or impossible - to pick a moment that was THE thing that's too much. At least for me. But given the nature of the 'too much' it's kind of ...I don't know. It felt almost childish to me. I know anxiety and depression are monsters whispering sweet lies into our brains, that twist the world oh so horribly in their favour, but I would have still picked any other thing than that one. And I say this as a depressed, neuro-diverse person mysef.

There's also a sapphic romance in this, which I have also mixed feelings about. Mostly because I see what it could have been and what we got instead and I'm sad because. Boy. It could have been something amazing. Especially since I see way more of my own depression in Mylia, than I ever saw in Dunet. Which is kind of why I'm hoping, begging, book 2 to do something with those two depressed beans. Cause let me tell you, noone quiet gets your depression, like your also depressed friend. (speaking from experience here : P) That being said, romance had no build up, was just there, kind of happend partly off screen and on screen at the same time - because apparently those two had oh so many deep moments together we didn't see - and didn't really give as much at all. Which is a shame, cause I loved Myllia a lot. She was - by far - my most favourite of the bunch and I'm happy she's getting more time to shine in 2.

I felt very conflicted about this one. I didn't hate it. Truly, I didn't. It's just that ... certain changes would have improved my reading experience a lot. But it is what it is. Let's go and hope 2 manages to blow me away.


Side Note: Autism stuff was done well. Especially in the case of Dunet. I didn't meantion it, cause I was way too busy thinking "Is Liela giving anyone else really huge ace vibes, or is it just me?? Just me?...oh...okay." to notice all the autistic vibes I was supposed to pick up from her instead.
Ups xD

BEAUTIFUL writing. Elegant. Almost to the point of "flowery," but without making it overshadow the plot and the characters. The relationships were lovely and inspiring. Their connections and love felt genuine and believable. I was left a little underwhelmed by the plotline throughout the book, especially at the end. Everything felt half-finished or like it was the set up for the actual beginning of a story to come. So the characters, relationships and writing were what really shined for me in this book.

This was a nice read, but also one I feel a little conflicted about. I really liked the writing, which was flowery without being dense or long-winded. I also really liked the relationships between the characters, which felt so loving and kind.

I think this book shows a lot of potential, but it also felt confusing and a little unfinished at times. In the end, I feel like I barely learned anything about the world building, and as for the character development, this felt more like a set-up for the next book in a lot of ways.

3,5*

Let's start with the good stuff: I love the diversity representation, not just LGBTQIA*, but there's also neurodivergent representation in the story. I firmly believe it's important to tell these stories too, so loved seeing it in a book!

However, while I enjoyed reading the book, it was lacking character development and a little depth. That's why I only gave 3,5 stars. I also found the story also a bit dragging along at times. I still enjoyed reading the book though, so I would recommend!

First of all, I love all of the nuerodivergent and mental illness representation! You can tell it's very personal to the author and that's a huge plus. That being said, this story fell flat for me. It just wasn't for me. It was confusing from the jump. I do like the core story here; it's a solid foundation. Food luck with the rest of the series! Thank you for my copy to read and review. ❤️

First, a note: I had the opportunity to read this book via Netgalleys, which is super cool, so a big thanks for that!

This book was lovely, start to finish! The story was slow-paced in the best way; it didn’t feel like it dragged along, rather took its time getting to the places it wanted to. The writing style was interesting, very formal and descriptive, so it took a while to get used to but it grew on me. It gave the whole narrative this atmosphere of present, dignified nobility that I think suits the characters and setting very well. Speaking of the setting: wow!! I love the world of this book. It always felt like there was more happening than what the audience was shown. Very alive, and I love that about it. I found the characters lovable and their relationships were decently compelling. The plot took a backseat to character development, but it wasn’t diminished because of that. This book shines in its characters more than anything else. Also, the way the book was broken up into chapters was really interesting to me— temporality is a bit unclear through the different vignettes but I think that’s the point. It gave the whole narrative a dreamlike, reminiscing feel that is subtle and hard to describe. It added a lot of depth to the central theme of familial relationships, which can often be tinged by memory to the point that they’re defined by recollection and perceptions (or misperceptions!). Really nice effect.

I do have a few criticisms: there is a tendency to tell more than show through this book, and while it didn’t ruin the writing, the whole story just would’ve shone so much more if that wasn’t an issue. Some of the dialogue also felt a bit clunky, possibly due to how formal the writing was, but it wasn’t a dealbreaker for me.

Regardless of that, though, this book is an obvious labor of love by the author; you can tell while reading it how much she clearly cares about the characters, their relationships, and the world they live in. That obvious passion for telling this story is I think what made it most compelling to me— it is so genuinely incredible to feel this much effort and love has been poured into a book. I liked it a lot.

It was good, I liked it. However, it wasn't particularly special, which is why I'm only giving it three stars. The characters were slightly underdeveloped, but Istill thoroughly enjoyed reading this. I would still recommend it to people though.

not a lot to say the writing and story were uninspired, and i was forcing myself to read through lots and lots of useless dialogues that were the worst written part of the book.

None of the characters or their relationship left any mark on me

This story is about mental health and how we grow, learn to love ourselves, and let go of the things that keep us from being our best selves.

As a reader, you can really get a sense of how each character develops.Hamel produced a truly upbeat book that inspires readers to be their most beautiful selves while simultaneously making them feel vulnerable.

A sweet and sentimental beginning to a very promising series about love and sisters. I'll be looking forward to Part Two!

It wasn’t quite what I expected. Personally, it felt like just another fantasy book. I did not get attached to the characters, the storyline was simple.

I loved the representation. Just for its sake, the book is worth reading. The characters were relatable, but I couldn’t get to like them. The writing style was okay, I got through this book very quickly.

There wasn’t anything that stood out in any way. I wasn’t blown away by anything, everything felt repeatable.