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Pictures of My Desire

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Pub Date Oct 14 2025 | Archive Date Oct 14 2025


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What's the cost of pursuing one's passion?

Nate is searching for a lost painting looted from his Jewish ancestors during the Holocaust. He's convinced that its discovery is the key to restoring his family, whose members are deeply traumatized by their escape from Nazi Germany. Working for an art acquisitions agency, he sets his sights on Emily, an art consultant with a highly exclusive-and suspicious-client.

Surprised by the intensity of his feelings for Emily, Nate walks the thin line between getting the information he needs and wooing the woman with whom he's fascinated. But his increasingly erratic and stormy behavior makes Emily question whether, despite the force of her attraction, he's worth the trouble.

What's the cost of pursuing one's passion?

Nate is searching for a lost painting looted from his Jewish ancestors during the Holocaust. He's convinced that its discovery is the key to restoring his...


A Note From the Publisher

Caroline Goldberg Igra is the author of the monograph J.D. Kirszenbaum (1900-1954): The Lost Generation, chosen as one of Slate Magazine's best books in 2013. She has published numerous articles in refereed art historical journals and exhibition catalogues. Her first novel, Count to a Thousand, was published in 2018 (Mandolin Publishing). Her award-winning second novel, From Where I Stand, was published in 2022 (Koehler Books). Her creative nonfiction has been featured in several literary journals, including PB Daily and Collateral. She has a bachelor's degree from Brown University, a master's from the University of Michigan, and a PhD in art history from the Institute of Fine Art, NYU. Caroline, a Philadelphian who presently lives in Tel Aviv, is a passionate triathlete, mother, and spaniel lover.

Caroline Goldberg Igra is the author of the monograph J.D. Kirszenbaum (1900-1954): The Lost Generation, chosen as one of Slate Magazine's best books in 2013. She has published numerous articles...


Advance Praise

"Caroline Igra's blazingly original new novel is about trauma, connections, and how a painting stolen by the Nazis can open its characters up to life and, yes, love. This is a quest about finding out who we-and our histories-really are, leading us to who we are really meant to be. What can I say, this novel is true art, and as such, it digs deep, it makes us feel-and isn't that what art is all about?"-Caroline Leavitt, New York Times bestselling author of Pictures of You and Days of Wonder

"Caroline Igra's blazingly original new novel is about trauma, connections, and how a painting stolen by the Nazis can open its characters up to life and, yes, love. This is a quest about finding out...


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ISBN 9798888248492
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PAGES 280

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A gripping and emotionally rich story about family, art, and the lasting impact of trauma. Nate’s quest to recover a lost painting intertwines history and personal obsession in a way that feels both intimate and suspenseful. The complex dynamic between Nate and Emily adds depth and tension, making this a compelling read from start to finish.

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Emily works as an art buyer. After acquiring a Pissarro for $23 million on behalf of her anonymous sultan client, she meets Nate, who also works in the art field. While Nate is drawn to Emily, his primary interest is in the painting's potentially questionable provenance. His passion is tracking down artwork that might have been stolen during World War II. Nate's quest is a personal one, based on his family history. While there's a potential for romance, Nate struggles with deeply rooted generational trauma, which makes things complicated. 

Author Caroline Goldberg Igra is also an art scholar. Her new book, Pictures of My Desire, clearly reflects her knowledge and passion for art. Alongside the developing, intense romance between Emily and Nate, an LGBTQIAP+ connection also emerges. My favorite parts involved discussions about artwork and Emily's efforts to showcase the surviving works of Isaac Apfelbaum, whose studio was plundered by the Germans during the war. This character is inspired by the real-life artist J.D. Kirszenbaum, whose legacy the author has helped to restore and preserve. This book reinforces my interest in the pursuit of recovering stolen art and the hope that justice can be served for the families who have lost so much.

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