Love and Lavender

Love and Lavender by Josi S. Kilpack is a wonderful, sweet, heartwarming, inspiring, and positive historical romance that really tugged on my heart and warmed me from within.

This is the first book of the Mayfield Family series that I have read (this is #4), and I was easily able to follow along. I enjoyed this book so much that I will now be reading the rest of the series.

This book is set in the early 19th century England (which is a favorite of mine) and here we get to see the lives of Hazel Stillman and Duncan Penhale. Both are wonderfully developed characters. Their backstories are complex, interspersed with difficulties, and through their own respective “disabilities” and circumstances they end up joining in a union to secure their own futures and hopeful future successes.

What starts out as a marriage of convenience, or a business arrangement, ends up blossoming into a healing, therapeutic, and completely transformative and loving partnership. The author has such a talent at crafting such real, raw, and true characters that I could not help but love. Their respective quirks lead them to one another, and in that process, they find out so much more about themselves. The process was so heartfelt, but yet never bordered on anything unrealistic or cheesy. It was so tastefully written.

I loved seeing Hazel and Duncan find success in their own respective lives, as well as with each other. Beautiful.

5/5 stars

Thank you NG and Shadow Mountain Publishing for this wonderful arc and in return I am submitting my unbiased and voluntary review and opinion.

I am posting this review to my GR and Bookbub accounts immediately (as of 5/14/21 no BB account has been created) and will post it to my Amazon, Instagram, Deseret, and B&N accounts upon publication.

As a novel, this is a great read. Well written, with characters that grow over the course of the story, well developed secondary characters, and some brilliant lines. One of my favourite parts is where Sophie rebukes Hazel:
"Hazel, you are one of the smartest women I know. Do not insult your own intelligence by saying something so incredibly stupid."

As a historical novel however, this falls far short of the mark. Writing a character with autism in a novel set in the 1800s is a difficult task. Yet the only assistance the author cites at the end is from a Special Ed teacher. Why not interview people with autism before writing? Why not research how autism was viewed in this time period? Why not show more people's reactions to Duncan instead of keeping it predominantly at surface level?

I would have appreciated this more if the author had cited her historical sources and actually spoken to people with autism in order to write Duncan accurately. A Special Ed teacher can provide a plethora of experiences of course, but only the person themselves can tell you what's going on inside during those experiences.

This story unexpectedly stole my heart. When it first started I wasn't sure at all if Iwould end up enjoying it. Duncan's character right from the start was a little off putting. As soon as I realized he was meant to, what we in modern times would call, be on the autism spectrum (like by the second chapter) my heart went out to him and I instantly loved him. Having a family member on the spectrum who has so many of the same "problems" (not sure how to better describe it) as Duncan made me understand him and feel for him even more. Being so completely honest and not understanding social que's is a huge roadblock that puts a person at a great disadvantage in life.

I always feel so heartbroken for characters who have physical problems that today would be no big deal, but 200 years ago made them a sort of instant social outcast. So sad. Hazel was written as one of those characters being born with a club foot. Having no support, she did what she had to do for herself to be successful in life and I admired that about her.

Duncan and Hazel together were so perfect. I loved that Hazel was protective of him and so quickly learned how to understand him. And Duncan's total honestly with Hazel was so endearing to me.

The only thing I could even complain about (it still gets 5 stars) is that I wish I knew why Catherine left her life in society to be with Duncan's father. What made Caffeine tick? What made her take such good care of and love Duncan? Those questions were left unanswered and I found myself frustrated by that.

There isn't a lot of typical romance in this book but I found I didn't care at all. It was perfect the way it was.

I know Josi S. Kilpack from her culinary mystery series and was excited to read her newest regency era romance. Hazel Stillman is educated, teaches mathematics and likely never to marry having been born with a clubbed foot. Her uncle Elliott Mayfield offers her a substantial dowry in hopes that she will marry. He offers a similar type inheritance to Duncan Penhale. Duncan is a ward and was raised by another aunt of Hazel's. Elliott is giftedly bright and quirky. Today we'd say he was in the autistic spectrum.

Duncan comes up with the idea of a marriage of convenience thinking they could both have security with Mayfield's generosity. Instead he insists that they must live together as man and wife for a year. In a rom/com this would be a set up for flirting and funny thrown together moments. Kilpack instead gives a poignant story of Hazel dealing with her insecurities, adjusting to Duncan's routines, quirks and kindnesses. It is an uncommon love story beautifully written.

I've actually read three different romances with a main character in the spectrum this past year and this is my favorite. I like the how the author shows Duncan's thinking process and seeing Hazel accept and not try to change him. This is the fourth in a the Mayfield Family series but it is written as a stand alone. A clean read and would easily recommend for 15 and up. Thank you to NetGalley and Shadow Mountain Publishing for an ARC ebook in exchange for an honest review.

So far I have loved every one of the novels in the Mayfield Family Regency series, but this one was quite unique! Both Hazel and Duncan are ostracized by polite Society--Hazel due to a clubbed foot and resultant limp and Duncan due to being on the autism spectrum (something relatively unknown for that time period). But rather than being institutionalized, both were given the chance at education instead, and then are offered Uncle Elliot's strange inheritance gift if they marry according to his specifications. Since it has worked so well with his three nephews--even Harry--Uncle Elliot is sure that it will work for his niece and his somewhat adopted nephew. But neither Duncan or Hazel feel that they will find love due to their respective circumstances--so they agree to a marriage of convenience to each other to keep themselves supported. Uncle Elliot agrees, but only if they agree to live in the same house for one year after their wedding.

I loved both Hazel and Duncan. Hazel is pragmatic, patient, and smart. Duncan is almost savant and his straight-forward comments are detailed, honest, and occasionally funny. These characters are very well-written and well-developed and I was invested in their story. There were several laugh-out-loud moments, but also several touching scenes as well. I very much recommend this one!

Rated PG for some frank discussions
--no language
--no overt sexual scenes, however Duncan is very...technically accurate...in his descriptions of marital expectations
--no gore
--no violence

I received this ebook free from NetGalley and Shadow Mountain Publishing in exchange for an honest review

This love story was unique and such an uncommon take on a marriage of convenience! The characters are unconventional as is their romance. This story is more of a journey as the reader learns about these characters as the story develops and grows fond of each of them as the pages fly by. Any time a plot can keep me invested and intrigued I am impressed and I had to see this romance play out until the conclusion! This book had so many unexpected moments that will warm your heart to this logically minded hero. He is as kind as he is observant! Josi Kilpack does a great job of writing these two characters and their challenges and showing their growth as the book progressed! The conclusion was sweet ant well worth the wait!

Featuring Hazel Stillman and Duncan Penhale, "Love and Lavender" is the emotional and heartfelt fourth installment of Josi Kilpack's Mayfield Family series. They enter into a marriage of convenience that exposes the ugly side of people's prejudice and gossip.

Hazel's struggles with her physical infirmity are so realistically and vividly depicted one can almost feel her pain. Intelligent, methodical, precise and literal Duncan is only understood by those close to him. His attachment to his cat, Elizabeth, is so sweet, as is his devotion to Delores. Their journey to true love is fraught with difficulties. Uncle Elliot, Amelia and Hazel's twin brother Harry make appearances.

Kilpack's prose is beautiful and descriptive. Her characters are well-developed, and their emotions are palpable. While "Love and Lavender" has its lighthearted moments, it is not a "unicorns and rainbows" tale. While technically this is a stand-alone story, the previous three installments are all wonderful, and I read them prior to this one. For me personally, this book is even more heart-wrenching than "Rakes and Roses", which I also loved.

Thanks to NetGalley and Shadow Mountain Publishing for an ARC of this engaging and touching novel.

When I started reading Love and Lavender I thought this book wasn't a book I wanted to read. It is like an accident, you want to look away but you just can't! The characters are so unique with their flaws and indomitable spirit, It is the story of Hazel and Duncan, both of whom have received an inheritance to be received when they are properly wed. Hazel with her club foot, has never fit in and has spent most of her life in school. Now she is a teacher at a girl's school. Duncan is a special person. He doesn't like to be touched or laughed at. He takes everything literally. Duncan and Hazel decide to wed each other to gain their inheritances. Dancan could buy his building and Hazel could buy her school and they could continue on as friends, but there are some stipulations to the inheritances. Duncan and Hazel must live together for a year. It was enlightening to learn about these two very different characters. What they went through each day in their struggles just to live is amazing. It makes you realize how blessed you truly are. It also makes you realize that each of us has our own flaws. Some are more visible than others.
I really enjoyed this book and I am glad I read it.

This is a beautiful, beautiful story about two people with disabilities learning to grow a life together.

Hazel has a physical disability. She was born with a club foot and it's painful to walk on it. Her family sent her away at a young age and she makes a living for herself as a teach of advanced math.

Duncan has a less visible disability, a mental one (autism?). He's extremely intelligent but is socially awkward, but he his the hero in this story.

They meet at Uncle Elliot's house when he offers them the same he has already offered others in the family before (this is book 4 in the series). Both Hazel and Duncan don't think they can find someone who'll marry them, and therefore won't be able to accept the financial settlement.

But circumstances change and Duncan comes up with the idea that they marry each other so they can each receive the bequest.
But Uncle Elliot says they will have to live together for a year.

Hazel and Duncan develop a friendship and peculiar relationship as they learn to accommodate their solitary lives to living together, and there are a lot of tender moments. There was a particular part that brought tears to my eyes.

I highly recommend this one.

I received a copy from the publisher via NetGalley and this is my honest opinion.

This was such a beautiful book. So much heart. So much emotion. I felt so full of emotion by the end. Part of that is because I babysit a very smart little boy with autism and a speech disability and I often wonder what life holds for him. So seeing Duncan as a functioning adult was encouraging to me and seeing him find love was even more so. The romantic relationship between Duncan and Hazel is different from typical ones of course but so touching. I love how Hazel adapted to understand Duncan and relate to him to see his goodness and how his mind works. But I also loved that the author showed us that frustration would be a typical response to dealing with autism on a daily basis as well. And I loved that Duncan, in what appears to be a non-emotional way, cared for Hazel and her special needs. He could clearly see that her boot was not good on her clubbed foot but he didn't even talk about it. He just went to find the most expert help he could to get her properly shoed. She hadn't had anyone to truly care for her in her entire life. They are two people with special needs that learn quickly how best to care for the other and together they make a beautiful team. I loved this book.

Sex: references to marital relations
Language: no
Violence: a little
*I received an ARC of this book through NetGalley and voluntarily chose to review it.

Okay, so each of these books keep on getting better and better! Love and Lavender is the fourth book in the Mayfield Family series. I was so excited to see that Hazel had her own story especially after reading Harry’s book!
Hazel Stillman was born the oldest child, the older sister but because of her clubbed foot she was outcast. Left basically on her own, Hazel learned how to make a life for herself working as a teacher. However when she finds out that her school may be sold, she finds herself needing to consider other options. Duncan Penhale has a brilliant mind and a need for order and process. He has no expectations of his life changing. When Elliot Mayfield, his guardian’s brother, presents him with an inheritance if he marries a woman of social standing, he finds it interesting but unimportant. However with his inheritance he could purchase the building he was working in and run his own firm. Hazel and Duncan come together with a solution to their problems, they could marry each other, receive their inheritances and part ways. But Elliot Mayfields puts his foot down and tells them they must leave together as husband and wife for a year, Duncan and Hazel reluctantly agree. Will they learn to love each other at the end of the year, or will they go their separate ways?
Hazel was so different from the women of her time. She had to be independent because of her clubbed foot, however she was also lonely; she wanted someone to love her for herself. Life had not been easy for her and there were times when she struggled with life. I really enjoyed reading about Hazel and seeing her more. I felt bad for her, But I was also amazed at all she had done. However she was a little jaded, a little weary of those around her. She had to care for herself so she didn't quite know what to do with Duncan. Would she be able to let Duncan into her life and ultimately in her heart?
Duncan was a lovely character, I liked reading about him and learning about him. He was different from those around him and he knew it but that was his life. He was a sweet guy, but there were some things that made life harder for him, he processed things differently. I liked his growth as a character as he learned how to live and care for Hazel. Hazel was a person that made him feel special and helped him learn to live. However would he be able to show Hazel his love and help her see how much she has come to me to him?
Hazel and Duncan were super sweet together. They were both different and yet they found their place in the world through each other. I liked reading about them interacting with each other and watching them fall in love. They had a lot to overcome as they figured out how to be married to each other and how to build a life together. Were they willing to change their life in order to find happiness together?
Love and Lavender was just as good as I had hoped! The characters were awesome and relatable. I was cheering them on as they learned to work out their relationship. I would totally recommend it! Love and Lavender is a clean marriage of convenience, historical romance.

I voluntarily reviewed a complimentary copy of this book which I received from the publisher through Netgalley. All views expressed are only my honest opinion, a positive review was not required.

I posted on Barnes and Nobles and Goodreads on 05/23/2021. I couldn't find it own Bookbub. I will post on Amazon and blog closer to release date

This is book 4 in the Mayfield Family Regency Proper Romance series and the first one I have read. I had no problem following along with the characters or keeping up with the storyline, despite not reading the first books published in this series. This regency was different than your typical romance. This has a depth of heart, emotion and featured characters looking beyond what is on the surface. Hazel is very smart and perceptive. Her character is a wonderful compliment to Duncan who is affected by what we would now define as autism. Hazel is very patient with Duncan and Duncan’s character learns to grow and accept Hazel as well. Hazel has her own infirmities and I love seeing the two of them come together and accept each other as they are and grow on that to become more than what they think they are. I thought this was a very sweet romance and for anyone looking for more substance than fluff.

Thanks to the author and NetGalley for the copy. All thoughts in this review are my own.

It took reading a couple of chapters for me to connect with this story; but once I did, I loved it! This is not your typical “romance”. Duncan and Hazel are not your typical hero and heroine! They each have personal challenges that leave them with insecurities in many areas of their lives. Hazel aptly describes their challenges as “my broken body and his broken brain.” Facing an uncertain future, can a marriage of convenience be the solution to their insecurities? This well-crafted story combines humor and angst. The characters are well-developed and endearing. The intellectual discussions and number riddles that Hazel and Duncan share are delightful. Ms. Kilpack’s expressive prose enables you to feel the emotions of the relationship. Their “differences” are handled with sensitivity. Love and Lavender is Book 4 of the Mayfield Family but works well as a standalone. I highly recommend this poignant, heartwarming Regency romance.
I received a complimentary copy of this book from Shadow Mountain Publishing. All thoughts and opinions are my own.

Phenomenal. This book was phenomenal. The very best in the series.

The story revolves around two characters (extremely) rarely represented in historical fiction, much less historical romance: one with a clubbed foot and one with autism. And it was SO well done.

I've always loved the Mayfield family plot line. Add to that a cast of interesting characters, complicated human relationships, relatable tension, personal growth, and changing dreams. It's a recipe for perfection.

I loved it so much that I immediately started reading it again after I finished because it was just wonderful and nothing else would do.

Can't recommend enough.

This book is about two people with disabilities--Hazel has a clubbed foot and Duncan is on the autism spectrum--learning to live together and falling in love. For the most part, I enjoyed this book.

I will admit that I found Hazel frustrating, which really dampened my overall enjoyment. Her attitude towards certain things (like her brother, her marriage, and her dislike of religion) bothered me. I know her life experiences led to this outlook, but it still frustrated me. I did really admire her determination to make a difference in young girls' lives through education, and she did show extreme resilience in overcoming the many obstacles life threw her way. And she was a great complement to Duncan, for the most part, even though I thought she got annoyed/irritated with him a tad too many times for my liking. Duncan was an absolute treasure--the best part of the novel. Everything that came out of his mouth made me smile. He was so straightforward, analytical, and blunt. It cracked me up and endeared himself to me at the same time. Maybe that's why I am being a bit unfair to Hazel. I loved Duncan so much and got so defensive on his behalf that I basically wanted Hazel to be a saint, not the girl who was planning on leaving him for most of the novel. Plus, her actions near the end of the book made me angry. Basically, if I were a character from this book, I would be Dolores. That's not fair of me, but that's how I feel 🤷‍♀️ The ending was great, though.

I still recommend this story. I seem to be the only one so far that struggled with Hazel's character, so feel free to completely ignore what I just said. I am definitely the odd one out here. I really wanted to love this book, but I just didn't. But Duncan is the sweetest person ever and I love him. You should read this book just for him.

A beautiful love story of a marriage of convenience turning into a everlasting love. I loved the characters and their back story I definitely recommend if you are into historical romance and love great storytelling what a beautiful heart felt love story..

"Love and Lavender" was a very nice book, and I especially liked that it featured a neuroatypical individual (the hero, Duncan, is autistic, although there was no such diagnosis at the time) and a physically disabled protagonist (the heroine, Hazel, has a clubbed foot), because this kind of character is too rarely shown in historical fictions, and this allows us to acquire a different view of history once we shine light on the people who may have stayed on the sidelines at the time.

"Love and Lavender" is the fourth book of the Mayfair series (after "Promises and Primroses", "Daisies and Devotion, and "Rakes and Roses" - and may I say, I absolutely love the titles of this series!!). It follows Hazel, a young, independent women working at a girls' school, and Duncan, a businessman. Both characters need money to achieve their dreams and solve their problems. A family relation has the solution to their problems, but they must marry to obtain the money. A marriage of convenience it will be then, but the contract stipulates that they must live together for a year.

However, for Hazel, marrying means leaving the school she has just bought thanks to her marriage, and only return to it a year later. Unfortunately she becomes a little obsessed with her school and forgets to see what she has in front of her, while Duncan, because of his unusual understanding of the world, does not really get Hazel's point of view, which leads to misunderstandings and heartache for both. Although the story was really sweet, it didn't feel like the characters really, deeply fell in love, it seems that they just both liked each other very much and enjoyed living under the same roof.

Overall, I find the story a little flat and not very exciting. But I did enjoy it nevertheless, and Duncan even sometimes made me laugh. I also appreciated the originality of the story.

3.5 stars

*I received an ARC and this is my honest opinion*

'Love and Lavender' by Josi S. Kilpack really made me think. It was heart wrenching to consider the fate of characters with 'special needs' in another time and place. The harshness of Hazel and Duncan's childhoods was hard to formulate and left me with intense compassion for those who are different, in any generation. It wasn't an easy read because of the emotion it evoked, but I highly recommend it.

I received a complimentary copy of this book from the publisher via NetGalley. The opinions expressed in this review are entirely my own.

I really enjoyed LOVE AND LAVENDER by JOSI S KILPACK . It is a well written historical romance about two damaged people who find love in the most unusual way. Although sad in parts, there is underlying humour. The gentle and fragrant lavender plant plays a part in the story.
Hazel Stillman and Duncan Penhale have both endured extremely hard childhoods as their families could not deal with the fact that they were different. Hazel, with her club foot, was sent to boarding school when she was six years old and has very few childhood memories. Duncan was taken in by Catherine, his father's mistress, after his mother left him because she could not handle him. When Uncle Elliot comes back from India he comes up with a plan to help his nieces and nephews, as well as his sister Catherine's adopted son. Both Hazel and Duncan are brilliantly clever and have received a good education due to Uncle Elliot's generosity.
I like to see the development of the various characters and their interactions with one another.
I highly recommend Love and Lavender as a thought provoking and really good read.
I was given a free copy of the book by NetGalley from Shadow Mountain. The opinions in this review are completely my own.

Love and Lavender captured my interest in the opening pages and held it all the way through. Meeting and getting to know Hazel and Duncan was such fun. This a sweet romance worth reading.

“Hazel.” Hazel stared at the desk for two seconds before lifting her head and meeting Sophie’s eyes.
“Choose happiness.”

Hazel and Duncan both recieved similar propositions from their uncle; once they marry, they'll recieve their inheritance.

But Hazel's deformed foot hindered any chances at a proposal that might have once come her way. And Duncan's autism makes him socially awkward and feeling the odd one out in most interactions.

Somehow, the two social misfits hit it off during their first meeting and as they begin writing to eachother, they find they have much in common.

It doesn't take long to realize that they are the best solution to eachother's matrimonial problems. A marriage of convenience and in name only, would allow them access to their inheritance and then they could go back to living as they had.

Their uncle is appalled. The purpose of the stipulation was so that they find the love he enjoys in his own marriage. He allows the match, but only if they spend a year together, before they go their separate ways.

I loved Hazel and Duncan's relationship. They were so perfectly awkward together and yet shared a certain familiarity and understanding with one another that the other people around them, couldn't relate to.

Because of his autism, Duncan had difficulty reading between the lines or understanding social nuances we usually take for granted. Each conversation had to be frank and to the point. This forced them also to be less delicate about what would have usually been more intimate topics. I didn't find that this compromised the clean rating or made me too uncomfortable.

Sometimes it did feel like I was missing a bit of backstory on some characters, probably because I haven't read the rest of the series. But in general it didn't detract from my enjoyment of the story.

You won't find a more adorable or awkward couple and you'll love them for it. You'll love their intellectual conversations, Duncan's "experiments," their inability to express themselves while simultaneously having to be completely blunt and at times tactless to get their point across.

⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐/5 stars for the quirkiest couple I have read all year😂

(Josi S Kilpack, you could have given us that 'under the mistletoe' kiss though. Don't be stingy😉🤭)

Josi Kilpack has done it again! This was a delightful addition to the Mayfield Family Series. I adored the characters. The plot was well-paced and captivating to the very end. I highly recommend this lovely and quick read.

A wonderful story with great disability representation, cleverly interwoven into the plot and showing in the characters’ actions, behavior and lives.
Duncan and Hazel, the protagonists of “Love and Lavender”, by Josi S. Kilpack (Shadow Mountain Publishing), are such great characters. The insight into their issues reveals an exhaustive historical and clinical research. Kudos for that!
Watching Duncan was delightful, sometimes poignant and a bit tiring, but always authentic. I loved how Josi S. Kilpack explored so many facets and dimensions of his condition, really showing it through his personality. The awkwardness, directness and sincerity are charming. The bond with Elizabeth, the cat, was so cute. The quirks, the need for order, symmetry and routine, the difficulty in social interactions and reading social clues – are all fantastically written.
The love story was sweet and endearing. Hazel and Duncan are generous, goodhearted people and I loved the kindness between them and how they grew together and learned with each other. And also the fact they sort of had given up and nonetheless find love and their HEA.

I enjoyed this story and the representation of physical and mental disabilities, their strengths and weaknesses. I admit it took me some time to get into with such atypical romance characteristics, but I found it very touching and likely realistic.

4.5 stars

Interesting story. Hazel has had to be independant in part because of the treatment by her twin and family and in part because of her disability. Duncan appears to be autistic and finds it difficult to relate to other people. At one point they both have factors endangering their income so they take up Hazel's uncle offer of a marraige to finance their interests.

Not so much religious sentiment in this book which I appreciated and it's a clean read (I'd prefer more passion).. It's very well writen describing Duncan's viewpoint and Hazel's frustrations with her physical problems. We get her postives and negatives. It's not common to get a person's jealousies and angst but these are handled well.
Great explanation of Duncan's back story.

I recommend this work.

I voluntarily read and reviewed an advanced copy of this book. All thoughts and opinions are my own.

I was so excited to read this book, but something about it rubbed me the wrong way.

The two main characters have flaws that society can't seem to get past, but the only way for them to receive their inheritance is to marry, so they decide to marry one another. This loophole works for a while, but Hazel's complacency and Duncan's social inabilities get in the way.

I will say this, the writing was exquisite and the story was interesting enough. The reason I had a hard time with this book was the characters. Hazel was very stand-off-ish and didn't want to have anything to do with anyone really. All she wanted to do was run her school, which in itself is a magical and strong thing for a women of that era, but made her seem selfish.

Duncan on the other hand had obvious social flaws to the point that I would call him autistic. As a mother of three autistic children and having several autistic traits myself, it was really hard to read through his monologues and seemed very distant and unrelatable, although not every autistic person is the same.

As most of the reviews on Goodreads are raving review, as they should be, I couldn't find the joy in this one as I wished I would have. This is a personal choice with no reflection on the authors ability which happens from time to time. I would still encourage you to read this book as it was a sweet story of love that comes from the most unexpected places.

Received an advance reader copy in exchange for a fair review.

What a beautiful story. I love the depth of each character. Duncan pulls on my heart strings. As awkward as he may seem, it gives us a little look into the mind of autism. The relationship that builds between Duncan and Hazel warms the heart and I had a hard time putting this down!!!!

Love and Lavender by Josi S. Kilpack, 320 pages. Shadow Mountain Publishing, 2021. $16.
Language: G (0 swears, 0 “f”); Mature Content: PG13; Violence: PG
BUYING ADVISORY: HS - ADVISABLE
AUDIENCE APPEAL: AVERAGE
Hazel wants to continue teaching young girls mathematics, and Duncan wants to enjoy his clerk work again without his incompetent coworker. With their current contentment threatened, Hazel and Duncan agree to marry for convenience to receive their inheritances and secure their individual futures. Futures that must wait to begin because the man granting their inheritances requires that they live as man and wife for a year first.
Communication is key to relationships, and I love how Kilpack highlights this principle. With Duncan’s need for transparency, Hazel has to become comfortable with feeling vulnerable and saying what she means. Clear communication is also addressed by Hazel’s brother, Harry, when he expresses a desire to change their relationship to an uplifting and supportive one instead of the sarcastic one they have used to cut each other down. Finally, Hazel must also learn how to interpret her emotions, or the communication between her mind and her heart. There are several references to the previous three books in the series, but this one stands well alone. The mature content rating is for discussions of sex.
Reviewer: Carolina Herdegen

This is the second book that features a Neuro-diverse main character in as many months and I’m absolutely here for all of them! The hero in this story reminded me a bit of a historical Sheldon from The Big Bang Theory. Very atypical in a romance novel. This is not an alpha male hero or a sweet hero who says all the right things. You probably won’t swoon over him or collect him as a book boyfriend. And yet the notes of the romance are just right. The heroine for him is just right. And the overall love story is just as beautiful, maybe even more so, for the story itself but also all the book is doing beyond just the telling of the story.

Hazel was born with a club foot and shunned by polite society. Duncan had his own issues, what we today would probably be called being on the spectrum. They had both been abandoned and had to do so much by themselves to survive.

I love the story of these two. They have to overcome so many obstacles, mental and physical. They have to learn to love and forgive and move forward. They have to learn what happens means.

The characters were well developed. Their backstories are well explained and you can feel their pain. The changes they make feel real and you root for them.

Another home run for Josi S. Kilpack!

Another excellent book from Kilpack in this series with a very surprising approach to the main characters and their love story. While the author never spells out what Duncan deals with (other than mentioning it in her notes at the end of the book briefly), it was very obvious to me and I was intrigued how Kilpack would take his issue and weave it into a love story. Hazel is dealing with her own challenges and to accept Duncan's is both natural to her because of her personal issues but also a challenge as well, as she learns to help him, support him, and eventually fall in love with him.

This was the most surprising book for me in this series and so unexpected. I was unprepared to be so drawn into Hazel and Duncan's story and to be cheering for them to get along and to learn how to work through their personal issues with a partner, something neither one of them had been used to before, especially in a historical novel set in (Regency?) England. So well done and so engaging. Such a simple message by the end of the book too (without saying more but using the quote from the book of "Choose happiness"). Kilpack takes what was definitely taboo in that time period (late 1800s?) and what is even still taboo to many today and just makes magic with the characters and their interactions with one another and creates such an engaging cast of characters, setting, and scenarios that you can't help but be drawn into their lives and how real their pain, heartache, and everyday life is and how much you want them to succeed.

I am a bit disappointed that, from things mentioned in this story that it sounds like now all the Mayfield cousins have finally found love, so I would guess this book to be the last in this series, one I have enjoyed so much with the fun premise of Uncle Elliott trying to help his nieces and nephews find love and happiness. As this book is the 4th in a series, there is some mention of details from the outcomes of the other three books, not in major detail, but enough that (me personally) it is probably best to read them all in order.

If this is truly the end of the series, then Kilpack really saved the best for last. Bravo!!!

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This was a sweet romance with a twist. One of the main characters I believe has a form of autism. It was really cool to see how their romance developed and how they made it work with their many differences. Loved it!

Thank you net galley for the advance reader copy of this novel. I love this author and series and was thrilled to get an advance copy of the next book about the Mayfield family. I loved this story about Hazel and her journey of self to overcome her club foot and learn to love an autistic man Duncan. Both main characters were so real and the dialogue at times was laugh out loud funny. I can't wait for the next Mayfield book and will highly recommend this clean recency romance!!!!

“Love and Lavender” is a first time read by Josi S. Kilpack, a new author to this reader. The was just a well-written and wonderful story to read.

Miss Hazel Stillman has a career in education where she teaches mathematics and is content that she would never marry having a physical impairment with her foot. She loves her freedom and is respected as an educator. Her uncle has provided her with the best education but now offers her a large dowry in hopes that she will one day marry. Her uncle also offers her cousin, Duncan Penhale a gifted and odd individual a similar type of inheritance as he has been a ward raised by another aunt to Hazel. Duncan also has no notion for the idea of marriage as he likes his solitude and beloved cat. Both Hazel and Duncan must marry in order to receive the inheritance that their uncle offers.

After writing each other for one year, they become friends through correspondence and their love for numbers. It is not until Hazel hears rumors of the school being sold, she knows she must consider all options in order the have the school continue and retain her freedom. For Duncan, he sees a chance to purchase the building in which he works and run his own firm. It is Duncan that comes up with a solution of a marriage of convenience, however they must live together for one year as man and wife in order to secure their uncle’s generosity.

I loved both characters and their thought process of things that would make the lives work for them. Hazel has quite a bit of insecurities to overcome and let along dealing with Duncan and his daily routines. What starts out as unordinary, turns into an ordinary growing affection, respect, and love between both characters. This was just a sweet and heartwarming story that I very much enjoyed.

Thank you NetGalley and Shadow Mountain Publishing for this ARC in exchange for my fair and honest review. All opinions in this review are my own.

This book is the 4th in the series and it's my favorite. I absolutely enjoyed the back story and build up of the romance between Hazel and Duncan. Both characters have led difficult lives and have little hope of change till their uncle makes them aware of a marriage settlement to be given to each of them upon finding and marrying a suitable partner. The couple write each other just as friends for over a year and come up with the idea of a marriage of convenience. I enjoyed the story of their growth as a couple. This can be read as a stand alone book. *I received an ARC of this book through NetGalley and voluntarily chose to review it.

What a lovely romance! The historical details, the depth of the authentic characters, and the realistic dialogue all contribute to an immersive story. This is not a lighthearted tale about balls and flirtations, as is typical in the genre. The protagonists are flawed humans, as we all are, and their feelings are relatable. The plot is unusual, but in an intriguing way that kept me reading far past my bedtime. Although this is the fourth book in the Mayfield Family series, I have only read one other and found this to easily be a standalone story; however, it was delightful to get glimpses of the characters from the third book. Love and Lavender is a beautiful and inspirational story about loving people just as they are.

Josi S. Kilpack tried to do something new in the world of Proper Romance- she wrote this book about a man who (we are led to assume) falls somewhere on the autism spectrum. The leading woman had a club foot which, in the time period, made her a social pariah. Her parents shipped her off to boarding school at a young age and now she teaches advanced math courses at one. Their uncle (or pseudo uncle) basically offers them a reward for marrying, and the two decide that, after a year or so of writing to each other, they should get married in name only. This would allow them to reap the reward for following their uncles directives and would have the financial ability to live their independent lives as they wish.

The premise is interesting and I liked Kilpack's ideas. However, I had a really hard time getting into the book. It felt slow to me, and it was hard for me to root for the two characters together, especially at first, as I wasn't sure that the relationship would be a healthy one. But overall, the characters grew, and it was a good read. I'd recommend it to someone looking for a romance book that features characters outside of the typical romance genre, but for an end-of-the-day, relaxing read, I didn't enjoy it as much as I'd hoped.

I received a free copy of this book in exchange for my honest opinion.

I really enjoyed this story of two “broken” people learning that being “broken” is only a matter of perspective. Duncan thinks differently than most people, which had caused him to be less social than others, but something about Hazel “heals” him and takes away most of the unpleasantness.

Hazel has felt broken since birth, but her clubbed foot is to blame for her social awkwardness. She was blessed to attend school and then become an advanced math antics teacher. She never dreamed about marriage and family. That is, until Uncle Elliott made his stipulations on her inheritance known.

Both Duncan and Hazel want to keep their lives as normal as possible. But to receive their inheritance, both of their lives are going to turn upside down. Will they be able to last a year as man and wife?

I appreciate the notes on the back of the book. Knowing that Duncan is autistic from the beginning helps me understand him more.

Thank you to Net Galley for the advanced copy of Love and Lavender. All thoughts are my own.

I have really enjoyed the Mayfield Family series, and wish they would come out sooner, but Love and Lavender was worth the wait. Hazel Stillman has a club foot, and is certainly not defined by this disability. She is bright, independent, and she teaches at a private girl's school. Duncan Penhale is on the spectrum, he loves order and predictability and struggles in social situations. Josie takes these two individuals and binds them together with the promise of Uncle Elliott's generous marriage dowry. The catch is that they must live together for a whole year.

What a poignant novel! This is a deep and meaningful relationship -- not a marshmallow relationship. It is a tale of two imperfect people, (aren't we all?) that would have had a hard time fitting into the mold in Regency England.
You grew to care for them and root for their success in love, and you hoped that they would be able to find love and happiness. You weren't sure that they would --- and that made me cry.. Making one cry is a hallmark of a good book. Josie is a beautiful writer who crafts unique characters and engaging dialogue. I wanted, in the worst way, for things to work out for them. I adore Josi Kilpack's Mayfield series, and this is one of my favorite in the series.

It was a very cute story, read in one sitting.

It took me a while to get into it, I generally don't enjoy books where there are communications in letters. But after they got married, I really got into it and lover the interactions between the characters, and the slow love that grew between them. It was all done very carefully and sweet.

Recommend to anyone that like a cute slow-burnt romance

This is a truly unique and moving story.
I recently watched a movie about a woman with an amputated lower leg who accomplished incredible things during the war. So naturally, when I read this synopsis about a woman with a clubbed foot, I was intrigued. Not only would her view on life be much different than most peoples, but aside from a limp, her condition would not have been seen by the outward eye, due to the fashions of that time. And those that learned of it could either show their humanity in still loving her as the person she is or show their true colours in not seeing past outward appearances.
Before I even picked this book up, I wanted to know what kind of woman she was. Is she hardened, or optimistic towards life? What are her struggles? Does she have people who support her? And most importantly, what kind of man is she about to meet?

The intellect of both Duncan and Hazel astounded me. They both have brilliant mathematical minds. Over the course of a year and a half they share letters with such intriguing conversation and mathematical puzzles that flew over my head but I’m sure my husband would love, as he enjoys numbers and understands them!
Duncan is a character, he is odd in his conversational manner, very blunt and to the point, and needs precision in details. So much so that I thought at first he had severe OCD, which I later learned was closer to autism. No doubt that is what makes him an exceptional mathematician. But because he a little bit odd and treated as such by most, it gives him a humility that many men of that time did not posses. If he is given simple facts, he accepts the outcome despite prejudices and biases.

If you read the synopsis, Hazel and Duncan both have an opportunity to inherit either money or property, which for both of them would be the biggest difference in their own circumstances. The only catch- they must marry someone of genteel birth to get their inheritance. With both Hazel and Duncan having unique character traits and limitations, their marriage options were not many. But what if they married eachother? I had thought the largest of struggles in marrying may have been due to Hazels deformity, but Duncan’s autism really comes to the surface when things don’t go his way. It was startling and I probably would have run for the hills had I seen a man act the way he does when upset. Which just shows how much better of a person Hazel is than I. It is much easier to look past an outward appearance and see the person underneath and come to love them than it is to handle a difficult personality in a relationship. My brain has been waving all the red flags at this relationship as I see Duncan’s behaviour. I know that it is in part a condition, and now such a thing is treatable and easier to get help for. But back in the early 1800’s? That would have been scary for both parties to deal with.
Yet Hazel has a way with Duncan that makes them compatible. The year of their marriage is spent getting to know one another and it became this beautiful relationship that blossomed before my eyes. I have truly never read such a unique relationship and been so moved by it. It brought tears to my eyes seeing the sincere love develop between the two.

This story has been such an honour to read. It brings to light struggles that are not as common for many of us. But it can give us an appreciation for what they go through and for many how they stay positive and keep living their fullest life in light of limitations. It is something for all of us to try to emulate.

Thank you NetGalley. Shadow Mountain Publishing and the author, Josi. S. Kilpack. for the complimentary copy of this book in exchange for an honest review.

Content: clean
Romance: a few chaste kisses
Violence: A few punches are thrown. Hazel has problems with her clubbed foot that cause her a great deal of pain.
Language: none.

I really enjoyed Hazel and Duncan. I think they each had great character development and history and that they worked well together. My only problem was with Hazel’s rather swift realization that she was in love and what followed. It felt out of character for the two people we had spent an entire book getting to know and then leaving it for the last page or two. I feel like the ending could have been much more fleshed out.

I was provided with an ARC of this book by NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.

I throughly enjoyed this story and it is a perfect addition to the Mayfield series.

Hazel Stillman has limited opportunities. She loves her job as a school teacher, however, she has no prospects for marriage. Born with a club foot, Hazel has accepted her status and has put her efforts into furthering her education and pushing for the further education of all women, especially in mathematics. With Uncle Mayfield's offer, she could purchase her beloved school.

Duncan Penhale is a strange man. While he is brilliant and excels in his work, he is rigid and has difficulty interacting with others. He has no expectations of marriage because of his strange behaviors. When the brother of her guardian, Uncle Mayfield, offers an inheritance, Duncan sees only freedom.

But when Uncle Mayfield steps in with his marriage inheritance for each of them, hoping they will find love and a better live, Duncan finds he can solve both of their problems. A "marriage" to each other will allow them to inherit and allow each of them to find the freedom they crave. But a marriage in name only is not what Uncle has in mind.

I throughly enjoyed watching Hazel and Duncan find themselves, and in the process, love.

I enjoyed this book for many reasons! It was a very light, yet very heartfelt. I really empathized with both MCs— especially with Hazel. I loved how the author really encompasses the emotion and struggles of both autism and physical deformities.

This was the first book I’ve read (and I’ve read many) that included both struggles and I enjoyed it a lot. I also appreciated how the author didn’t emphasize religion on Hazel— I don’t think it would have ended as gracefully if it did.

Overall I really enjoyed this book and would definitely read the rest of the series!

This dual point of view was a fascinating look inside the heads of a brilliant autistic man who is extremely literal in his words and interpretations, and a woman who has struggled with being seen and accepted for who she is, with all her limitations and her own level of brilliance.  Josi Kilpack's next entry in the Mayfield Family series is unique and memorable.  I appreciated her tactful treatment of mental and physical disabilities and her emphasis on the abilities that are sometimes overlooked.  This is a sweet romance with strong characters that I very much enjoyed!

I received a complimentary copy of this book.  All opinions expressed are completely my own.

Well! I am in tears. This was a beautiful story. I loved the latest installment of this series. I fell in love with the life and love that was created between Hazel and Duncan. I think Josi is a marvelous writer and will always be a big fan! And this is my favorite title ever!

This was such a unique love story! Duncan and Hazel had certain limitations that made them think that falling in love wouldn't be part of their future. When Hazel's uncle gives her the news that he will give her an inheritance once she marries, she never expects to take him up on it, nor how it will change everything. I loved Duncan's character- his honesty and awkward affection. I thought the author wrote his character so well! If you enjoy regency romance, I would highly recommend you adding this one to your TBR!

This book is emotional, heart-warming, heart-wrenching, moving, and so much more. Whenever I picked up "Love and Lavender", I was whisked back in time to the Regency Era, and went on such an emotional journey with this story.

This is the fourth book in Josi S. Kilpack's "Mayfield Family Series", and it is truly amazing. Ms. Kilpack's writing is very visceral, vivid, and she brings each element on her story to life in a very special way. I truly feel like I have left my couch and am right there with all of the characters from the first page to the last. The way her characters grow is absolutely beautiful too.

Hazel is a young teacher who happens to have been born with a clubbed foot. Because of this, devastatingly, she is often seen as an outcast in society, and has had to really make her own way in many aspects of her life. She wants love, but does not believe that she will find it because of how much of society views her.

Duncan is a brilliant young man, who, today, we would maybe consider Neurodivergent. He views and reacts to various aspects of his life differently from many others, and is often, heartbreakingly, looked down upon by society because of it. Duncan does not think he will find a love match, as he does not feel anyone could ever fully understand him.

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What starts out as a marriage-of-convenience story in order to gain an inheritance after one year of marriage shifts into something much deeper. As Hazel and Duncan begin to truly get to know one another better, they come to care and respect each other. They grow together and bring out the best in each other, and truly love and understand the others wants, fears, and desires. Both are so much more than society sees them as, and, at a time when some disabilities were so incredibly misunderstood, they are there for each other through the good, bad, and everything in between. They truly are one another's happily-ever-after.

If you enjoy historical romance, I highly recommend this book. It kept me turning the page into the early hours of the morning, and I am so looking forward to reading what Ms. Kilpack writes next.

Thank you so much to Shadow Mountain Publishing and NetGalley for the ARC of this book, and to Shadow Mountain Publishing for sending me a physical ARC as well, it is incredible. All opinions expressed in this review are my own.

It's not everyday you come across a romance book that features a neurodiverse character, let alone one with a disability. Where other writers in the genre might have shied away from creating characters with such "imperfections", Ms. Kilpack allowed the unique experiences of Hazel and Duncan to enrich her story. What's more, "Love and Lavender" isn't just a novel about a couple overcoming adversity and discrimination. Kilpack's skillful writing allows for moments of levity, and I found myself genuinely laughing out loud at certain sections of the book. I will continue to encourage her efforts to portray underrepresented characters in her books and cannot wait for what she brings us next! Would absolutely recommend the book to any historical romance enthusiasts out there.

Fourth of the series. Books 1&2 were my favorite. The way she handles the hero was nicely done. Never expected to have this kind of character placed in a regency setting. What a novel idea indeed! The honesty of the hero was refreshing because it absolutely held no malice. The heroine was equally interesting because she was understanding. One of the letters was also interesting, the one about men's and women's intelligence. The heroine is having difficulties with her deformity, but I like that she's headstrong. Never expected this to be a marriage of convenience. The arguments she made with their uncle were on point. Amelia was accommodating, and I liked her being part of the story again. The way Hazel was treated by her family was awful. They didn't even give her hope. When Hazel was talking about honesty and trusting few people, it resonated with me. Really appreciate that community adapted to Duncan's uniqueness. Her relationship with her twin was also on the mend. It's good to hear of Harry's change. The part where Hazel had an epiphany was moving. I sympathized with Hazel. Also, I think the portrayal of Duncan was on point because my sister had a student who was similar to Duncan. I give this 4.5/5 stars. Well crafted!!

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This is such a beautifully written, heartfelt, and emotional story about two people with disabilities growing together and finding love.
Hazel has a physical disability, club foot, and it is difficult for her to walk. She was sent away when she was young, and she is now a math teacher. Duncan has more of a mental disability. He is extremely sharp, but socially a bit awkward. Both have no inclination to marry, but when Uncle Elliot presents them each with an opportunity to claim an inheritance if they marry, and this inheritance would ease their burdens, they begin to consider the possibility. Maybe a marriage of convenience is the solution to their problems. They could marry, collect the inheritance and part as friends. Of course it's not that easy, because one of the stipulations is that they must live together for a year before receiving the inheritance. My heart just melted as these two stuck it out and their relationship grew into something more than friendship. These two were absolutely perfect for each other and Ms. Kilpack did a brilliant job of creating their story and bringing these two characters and their journey to life. Ms. Kilpack writes such unique love stories, and this one was just amazing. I can't wait to read her next book!

I received a complimentary advanced reader's copy from Netgalley and Shadow Mountain and am voluntarily leaving my review.

Love and Lavender beautifully brings together a quirky gentleman and a physically disabled lady. Uncle Elliott seems to know what he is doing when he requires Hazel and Duncan to live together for a year to receive their promised funds. For a while the reader is not sure they are going to make it. Hazel has her foot with which to contend, as well as, the betrayal of her family sending her off when she was young embarrassed by her ‘deformity.’ Similarly, Duncan does not appear to have true family support with his quirkiness of being on the autism spectrum. Yet, they form a friendship and even fall in love. Just, neither knew they were in love. It begins to look like they will not make it for a full year together.

Duncan was raised by his father’s mistress, Catherine, after his father died. Being a retired educator, I found the love Catherine had for Duncan easy to see as portrayed by the writer. Numerous couples, or even a single person, adopt and raise a child/children who need a good parent/s. Although fiction, Duncan was fortunate to have a ‘Catherine’ in his life. Eventually, Delores joined his ‘family’ of supporters. Even the parish where he attended church loved and protected him. Hazel, also, became one of his devotees over the year.

Hazel is sister to Harry from Rakes and Roses. It is not necessary to read in sequence as this is a standalone, but it did help me to ‘know’ Harry’s story and what he went through to become the man who wants to see Hazel again.

You will love this unique romance with two adorable characters. Hazel takes a while to see love and independence are not exclusive. Duncan is so real in his ‘experiments’ with touch. I loved this romance and the Mayfield Family series. Looking forward to more.

This is a book that will stay with me. The characters are unique and imperfectly perfect. Hazel was born with a club foot. Because of this deformity she was overlooked and pushed aside, even by most of her family. She was sent to school early and while there was able to learn and acquire all she needed to know to teach advanced mathematics. Duncan was born with Autism and was abandoned by his mother at a young age. Hazel's aunt took care of him until she passed away. When Duncan and Hazel meet at Lord Howardsford's house, Hazel's real uncle and Duncan's assumed uncle, an interesting conversation takes place. It is the start of an interesting relationship. I fell in love with each character. Main and side characters. This is so well written and researched. I absolutely loved reading it. I would highly recommend this book. It is not your average sweet historical romance.

From the publisher: Hazel Stillman is a woman of rare independence and limited opportunities. Born with a clubbed foot, she was sent away as a child and, knowing her disability means a marriage is unlikely, she devoted herself to scholarship and education. When her uncle Elliott Mayfield presents her with the prospect of a substantial inheritance if she marries, Hazel is offended. What kind of decent man would marry for her money? Duncan Penhale has a brilliant mind and thrives on order and process. He does not expect to marry because he likes his solitary life, shared only with his beloved cat. When Elliott Mayfield, his guardian’s brother, presents him with an inheritance if he marries a woman of social standing, Duncan finds it intrusive. Hazel and Duncan believe they have found a solution to both of their problems: marry one another, receive their inheritances, and then part ways to enjoy their individual paths. But when Mayfield stipulates that they must live together for one year before receiving their inheritances, Hazel and Duncan reluctantly agree. At the end of the full year, will they go their separate ways or could an unlikely marriage have found unsuspecting love?

Josi S. Kilpack excels at writing about people who don’t often appear in historical fiction. In A Heart Revealed, she wrote about a vain woman coping with total hair loss. In this book, our heroine has a club foot and our hero has autism. (Imagine Sheldon Cooper from The Big Bang Theory in 1822 England and you have a pretty good understanding already of Duncan Penhale.)

Both Hazel and Duncan are prickly and at times annoying but the author presents them very sympathetically. This is book 4 in a series about a middle-aged man offering inheritances to various young people in his life if they marry. However, you definitely do not need to read the first three books to enjoy this one. They are more or less standalone stories. If you do want to start with book 1, it’s Promises and Primroses.

This is a very slow moving story. Hazel and Duncan are friends before they marry, but it takes a long time for that relationship to move beyond friendship. These two characters live together and go about their normal daily lives. Hazel has medical issues from her foot; Duncan struggles with people being put off by his ways and his dislike of being touched unexpectedly. If you like action, there’s not much here – few romantic interactions between the main characters, and no highwaymen or thieving street urchins. It’s probably unrealistic that life would have gone so well for this pair in 1822, but it’s nice to think so.

I read an advance reader copy of Love and Lavender from Netgalley. It is scheduled to be published in November 2021 and the Galesburg Public Library will own it. In the meantime, we own 10 other titles by Josi S. Kilpack if you’d like to read one of her other titles.

I have read one or two of the other books in this series and have enjoyed them and was excited to read that story. I received a free ARC from netgalley in exchange for a honest review.
I rank this at 4.5 stars.
I love the unique characters of Hazel and Duncan. They both seemed to be well written and I loved seeing the character development. I especially liked that they were both able to dream big and reach those dreams despite their limitations. This was such a sweet love story. It just shows there is a love match out there for everyone.
The only thing I did not love was Hazel's decision to keep Abigail's secret from Duncan. He deserves to know whether it is complex or not in my opinion.
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Hazel was born with a clubbed foot, Duncan has a brilliant mathematical mind, but not many social skills, They are both offered their dreams if they find someone to marry. They decide to marry each other in appearance only, for a year, to acquire their dreams. When they can finally have what they have dreamed of, is it still what they want?

I loved this story, we are all a little broken, and it is great that despite being broken we can sometimes find someone that loves us. I am grateful to Netgalley for the opportunity to read this book and hope to read more from this author.

I’ve really enjoyed this series. This book in particular, though, was different than any other I’ve read. The main characters, Duncan and Hazel, both had mental or physical limitations that made their interactions different. Duncan, is straight forward, honest, and socially a bit off. I assume that nowadays he would have been diagnosed on the autism spectrum. His character wasn’t swoon worthy but he was likable. He definitely grows on you. Hazel, however, has felt like an outcast by her family because she was born with a deformed foot. Both Duncan and Hazel had unconventional and hard upbringings but meshing their worlds together somehow made it work.
The story was interesting and unique. It’s a friends to marriage of convenience to something more type story. I enjoyed seeing them both grow and learn and I was happy with the ending.
I look forward to continue reading about the next Mayfield family members.

This book was amazing! I adored the storyline, with two people trying to find happiness and stability in life, which leads them to helping one another. Even better, each main character lives with a disability challenge (clubfoot for one, autism for the other). It was a beautiful story of getting to the heart of what really matters, giving space for each other to grow and be your own person, and ultimately, finding your own happily ever after. I can't wait to share the story with other friends when it releases!

For those who are not aware, this is part of a larger series of books around the Mayfield family. However, this title can be read as a stand alone as well.

I have to say, this book was a surprise. I will admit that I struggled to get into the romance BUT at the same time, I was so impressed at how the author portrayed both characters, Duncan especially. There were some incredibly sweet moments and I enjoyed the story overall.

I love Kilpack’s work and this series with Uncle Elliot coming up with inheritances encouraging each family member to marry for love. These books can be read out of order but I think reading in order is best as past book characters are mentioned (but you won’t be lost if you hadn’t read it).
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This book is about Hazel (we met her brother Harry in book 3 - that was a doozy! He had found himself in quite a pickle). 😵‍💫 But Hazel has a club foot which definitely hinders her in a society built upon looks. I appreciated that she had a disability and how strong she was, to be in chronic pain. Her growing up years had hardened her heart and she never thought she’d marry for love until Uncle Elliot’s inheritance.
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Duncan is an accountant, he likes math and numbers and how it always makes sense. He can’t figure out subtext and nuances in conversations with people. He would be labeled autistic but they didn’t have a term for that. He would’ve been in a home for kids but through many people’s kindnesses and love for him, raised him to deal with his eccentricities. He’s displeased with his coworkers and Uncle Elliot’s inheritance would let him be his own boss.
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They strike up a marriage of convenience to both cash in on their inheritances. They just have to live together a year.
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Both of these characters are very complex. At times it made them unlikable. Duncan tries his hardest to make the marriage work but Hazel won’t budge or will manipulate to get what she wants. She understands Duncan and how his mind works to a degree but believes he can’t feel anything. It’s hard to like her a lot.
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But I kept reading for Duncan. The romance is slow but sweet.
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There were plenty of random facts throughout because they would discuss everything under the sun, and plenty of almost cringey breaks in etiquette (Duncan and his enthusiasm for some things😂) but a unique love story where two unlikely characters come together and build a life.
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This book comes out in November. Thank you to the publisher and Net Galley for the arc copy. These are my own thoughts and opinions.
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It isn't easy to find romances (or other books) starring people with disabilities that aren't inspiration porn. I am pleased to report that Josi S. Kilpack has written one. Duncan's ASD (which is clear, even though such a diagnosis didn't exist in the 1820s) doesn't give him superpowers, it doesn't make him "better" or "special," it just is a part of who he is and how he navigates the world. Likewise Hazel's club foot doesn't make her "brave" or "amazing," it simply is a part of who she is - in fact, we could argue that it's less influential than her gender in terms of obstacles to what she wants to do in life, which is teach advanced math to girls. Their differences may bring Hazel and Duncan together initially, given that both would like the marriage inheritance that a mutual relative has offered but that neither feels likely to marry based on how the world treats them.

It's in their marriage that I find myself knocking a star off my review. While I understand that this is a romance novel, and therefore marriage and true love are the goal (and frankly the guaranteed happy ending is why a lot of us love the genre!), I can't help thinking that Hazel specifically would have been better off, and maybe happier, with Duncan as a close friend rather than a husband. She finds him difficult to deal with even in the very end of the book, and while she certainly loves him for who he is (<i>for</i> not <i>despite</i>), there's just something off about their interactions that makes me think that his life will be easier, but hers more difficult if they make a go of their marriage. It's work for her, while for him it's comfort.

Despite that, I very much enjoyed Kilpack's writing and the human characters she created,. The book was a bit more faith-based than I was expecting, but that's not really a detriment so much as a note. Romance novels need to be written about all people, not just the perfect ones, and that's something that this book excels at, even if I didn't entirely love the characters' relationship.

I voluntarily read and reviewed an advanced copy of this book. All thoughts and opinions are my own.

I adored both of these characters. Hazel is a woman ahead of her time, in intellect and ambition, and loves her job as a teacher, and wants to run her own school. I love how her disability does not hold her back, despite the pain it causes her. Elliot is quite obviously on the spectrum, and has issues relating to others, but feels comfortable with Hazel right away. Hazel knows what it is like to be different and accepts Elliot for who he is, even if she doesn't always understand him. Somehow these two misfits fit together,

You need to read this book! The fourth installment of the Mayfield series is absolutely stunning! Josi S. Kilpack does an incredible job writing two very distinct characters. Hazel has a physical deformity that makes her feel inferior to others and unable to be loved. Duncan is at least a little autistic or maybe some other similar mental deformity. I absolutely loved Duncan! He was brilliantly written and I have never read a story where the hero was like him. It was just wonderfully done! I loved how Hazel and Duncan were able to find love even when they did not start out in love. I think it is important to realize that you don't necessarily have just one soul mate, but many different people that you can learn to love if you both put in the effort. I appreciated the messages in this book and would recommend!

Hazel Stillman is a woman of rare independence and limited opportunities. Born with a clubbed foot, she was sent away as a child and, knowing her disability means a marriage is unlikely, she devoted herself to scholarship and education.

Now working as a teacher in an elite private girls’ school, she is content with the way her story has unfolded. When her uncle Elliott Mayfield presents her with the prospect of a substantial inheritance if she marries, Hazel is offended. What kind of decent man would marry for her money? Besides, she loves her freedom as a professional, respected woman. When she hears rumors of the school possibly being sold, however, she knows she must consider all her options.

Duncan Penhale has a brilliant mind and thrives on order and process. He does not expect to marry because he likes his solitary life, shared only with his beloved cat. When Elliott Mayfield, his guardian’s brother, presents him with an inheritance if he marries a woman of social standing, Duncan finds it intrusive. However, with the inheritance, he could purchase the building in which he works and run his own firm. It would take an impressive and intellectual woman to understand and love him, quirks and all.

Hazel and Duncan believe they have found a solution to both of their problems: marry one another, receive their inheritances, and then part ways to enjoy their individual paths. But when Uncle Mayfield stipulates that they must live together as husband and wife for one year before receiving their inheritances, Hazel and Duncan reluctantly agree. Over time, their marriage of convenience becomes much more appealing than they had anticipated. At the end of the full year, will they go their separate ways or could an unlikely marriage have found unsuspecting love?

Love and Lavender is the fourth book in the Mayfield Family Series. While it is part of a series it could easily be read as a stand alone.

I really enjoyed reading this unique story of love found between two “imperfect “ people. The characters in this book were adorable and well written. Duncan was not your usual swoon worthy hero. He obviously has some type of autism. He was blunt and literal and I found him to be oddly endearing. Hazel, the heroine in this novel was dealing with her own hardships. She had been born with a club foot, but even worse than that had been neglected and ignored by her family because of her disability. I loved the interactions between the characters. They were real and relatable. It was fun watching them learn about and accept each other’s differences.

Love and Lavender is a sweet unique romance that I will be highly recommending.

3.5 stars. This book is the 4th in a series. The story is beautifully written. I always enjoy Kilpack's writing. I enjoyed the unique characters she placed in this story--the female main character had a physical disability. I liked how she didn't want to allow that disability to limit her and worked to succeed in her goals despite it. The male main character displayed characteristics associated with autism. He was also well written and it was nice to see inside his head and understand some of his actions. Despite these positives, when I finished the book I was left feeling a little unsatisfied. The story felt a little bland, for lack of a better word. Again, it was well written but lacked a spark that would have kept me more interested.

Yes - read it! Another excellent book in the Mayfair Family series. If you haven't read the series, I would encourage it since they are great books but it's not needed.

This is yet another book I read but forgot to post a review about so I read it again. Loved it just as much the second time.

Great, wonderful characters that you root for and want the very best in life for them, when life hasn't been fair to them. The storyline was kind of predictable but it was fun to go along for the ride waiting to see what happens along the route. HEA ending making the final piece of the trifecta for a great read!

I received an ARC from Netgalley and Shadow Mountain Publishing to prepare my honest review.

Hazel- has a physical disability on her leg, enjoys teaching, her biggest wish is to start her own school. Duncan- is misunderstood, lonely- turns out to be autistic, but there were no such diagnoses in those days.

What do they have in common? Uncle Elliott- who offers them both a cash prize- if they get married.Hazel and Duncan- both loners in the family, come up with the idea of ​​getting married together, get money, buy a school, and then go their separate ways.
But- Elliott sets an additional condition for them- they must be married for at least a year before they get the money.
Will they be able to hold out together? What if they also fall in love in the meantime? What will happen to their plans?
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I liked the book precisely because it is different. Here we have two people who are hindered by something - physically and mentally. They are both strong, independent and proud, and they find partners, friends and confidants in each other.
I was afraid the book would be pretty sad, so I also put off reading for a while, but it really positively surprised me.
But I read it for quite some time, it wasn’t exactly a quick read.

WOW - I forgot how much I love historical fiction!!

This was quite possibly one of the cutest books ive ever read. I so admire the 2 main characters, Duncan and Hazel. I think I am obsessed with them now!! Also, I so appreciate that one of our main characters, Duncan, is neuro-divergent and our other main character is a person with a disability - I am highlighting these points because I have not read many books with this representation, ESPECIALLY within historical fiction/romance and I think it is awesome.

I don’t want to leave any sort of spoilers but if you don’t want to know anything else then stop reading but I absolutely adore the growth of their relationship. Duncan obviously isn’t our typical kind of love interest - he doesn’t say the right thing at the right time, he doesn’t necessarily know how to “romance” someone, and he has difficulty processing things that are no literal. But despite not being that typical hero, he has a way of making you adore him. Also, can we talk about how FUNNY this book is? I genuinely laughed so much while reading!!!

Overall, giving this wonderful book 5/5 stars. I sincerely loved it and I can’t wait for everyone to get to enjoy this <3

Hazel Stillman is incensed at her Uncle Elliot when he presents to her a substantial inheritance but it requires that she marry of which Hazel has no plans to do so. Hazel has a clubfoot and this disfigurement has led her to believe it is better for her to lead a life of education and scholarship. She loves the freedom as a professional, respected woman that she has come to be known as.

Duncan Penhale is a man of order and process who possesses a brilliant mind. He also doesn’t expect to marry but enjoys his solitary life. He was looked upon as an odd man because of this. Elliot Mayfield also presents Duncan with an inheritance, but with the caveat that he must marry to claim this endowment.

Both Hazel and Duncan didn’t expect to have love in their lives as normal people would, but unexpectedly, each one fell in love with the other. They agree to a year of marriage in name only, and slowly they start to see how they fit into each other's lives, and it’s unexpected.

I think Love and Lavender is my favorite of the Mayfield series. Hazel and Duncan were so different yet they had so many similarities that they didn’t see at first. I really liked Hazel. She was strong yet she learned to be vulnerable with Duncan, something she hadn’t even done with her brother, Harry.

Duncan may be odd to others around him, but he knew how to love Hazel in the way that she truly needed. What made others look the other way would cause Duncan to take a huge interest. He didn’t fit in the crowd but he wasn’t made to fit, and neither was Hazel and that made them perfect for each other! I really enjoyed this.

My gratitude to Shadow Mountain and Netgalley. All opinions expressed are my own.

I received a free copy of this book from NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.

I really enjoyed this book. I have read, and enjoyed, several other books by this author and this book was as good as the others I read.

I very much enjoyed this book. I thought at the very beginning I was not going to like it till I got a little deeper in the story.
I loved how the author gave such great insight into how people on the Autism spectrum operate. I enjoyed learning something a little more deep from a regency novel. Both characters had disabilities and still found ways to be productive members of society in their own ways.
The whole book was so well done. It was a little more realistic and believable than most romance stories. There was also humor peppered throughout and most importantly there was a happy ending!!
I have read the other books in the series, but I think if you picked this one up first you wouldn’t have a problem understanding and enjoying this book as a stand alone.

This was such an inspiring story. It did not have a lot of drama or angst or sex. It was a very nice read about two people who do not meet society's expectations, yet try to solve their independent problems as partners.
The heroine, Hazel, is a 28 year old teacher of advanced math in an all girls boarding school. She was never raised to expect marriage or be acknowledged in society by her family because she was born with a clubbed foot. She has a distant cousin, the step son of her aunt, who is what would be called in today's terms, "on the spectrum". The hero, Duncan, is exceedingly smart and works as an accounting clerk. Their mutual uncle both offers them a marriage inheritance, but they have to be married. After meeting during breakfast on a visit to the uncle's home, they begin a written correspondence that lasts almost two years. Duncan is encouraged to approach Hazel about a marriage that will allow them to get their inheritances and their uncle gives them a one year living together stipulation.
This story is so touching because it delves into each character and how they have dealt with their infirmity in the past and what they plan to do into the future. This story does not have rich, sensual drama, but a sweet love that transcends physical love. Once the two of them meet, it is like a miracle has occurred. I feel that Hazel has the most to lose, because her standing is determined by her husband. But her husband, even with his isolating problems, has managed to carve a niche for himself in his home town. He is aware that he is not like other men, but he works hard to overcome his handicaps. This is a successful pairing because both have empathy and compassion in their hearts. The way this author was able to depict where they started and where they ended is a magical tour. I recommend reading and give 5 stars all the way!

Love and Lavender is a regency period romance novel. I haven't read a book from this genre and era in quite awhile, so I was happy to be given the chance to read this one from @netgalley.

I enjoyed this slightly unusual romance between Hazel, a young woman mathematics teacher, and Duncan, an accountant whom I would consider to be autistic or to have aspergers (although this was not something that would have been diagnosed during this time period). Hazel and Duncan are distant cousins connected by marriage. They are both given a boon when their uncle chooses to bestow a doury upon them if they were to find someone to marry.

Hazel and Duncan meet at their uncles house and soon after begin a correspondence that continues for over a year. Of course one wonders if they will fall in love and marry. Don't worry, no spoilers here. This story gives us more than just romance though. We have two characters, both with real impediments that have caused them grief and pain throughout their lives, who teach us that there is more to a person than what the eye beholds. When we take the time to be fully invested in learning to really know someone and to be kind in our interactions with others, we are becoming better ourselves. I really enjoyed the lessons this story tells without actually telling us in so many words. If you enjoy good, clean romances-then this is the book for you.

I enjoyed the opportunity to read the next book in this unique and entertaining series. Hazel is an independent, intelligent woman who has found her own way in the world despite the challenges that she has faced financially and as a physically disabled woman, with a club foot that severely impacts her mobility. Early on she meets Duncan and recognizes his need for accommodation and respects his needs from the start. I appreciated that her experience as a teacher helped her become more inclusive and understanding of his unexpected responses and non traditional manners. Today we'd label Duncan as autistic, but during this time period they did not have the understanding or language that we are familiar with today when it's comes to accommodation and inclusivity. This was a story of growth for both our main characters as they each pursue a marriage of convenience in order to accomplish personal goals and growth. The time they have together enables them to see one another in new and vulnerable moments, helping them to learn about each other's needs and figure out how to pursue their heart's true desire. While the pacing felt a tad slow in portions of the story, I truly appreciated reading about this disabled and neurodivergent couple as they work their way through the trenches of daily life to carve a path for their own, well deserved, happily ever after. Many thanks to netgalley, the author and the publisher for an advanced copy of this book in exchange for an honest review. All opinions are my own.

Content: abandonment, inheritance, perceptions of others, inclusion

I loved this book! The story had so much heart and I loved the characters. I can’t wait to read what this talented author writes next!

Love and Lavender is a great addition to the Mayfield Series. I really enjoy how the author makes her characters so realistic. Their flaws make them relatable and make for a realistic story. Sure, marriages of convenience aren’t common these days, but making the main characters have disabilities really brought some much to the story. My heart strings were tugged and I loved the love and growth displayed throughout the story. We were really able to see the good traits in both Hazel and Duncan by how they treated each other. I have really enjoyed getting to know the Mayfield family through this series.

Given her station and status in life, Hazel Stillman is blessed with a rare gift — independence. Born with a clubbed foot, she has long accepted the fact that marriage is unlikely. However, she has found her passion and fulfillment working as a teacher in a private girls’ school. So she is less than happy when her uncle Elliot Mayfield sets aside a substantial inheritance with the stipulation that she must marry in order to receive it.

Hazel enjoys the freedom teaching gives her and has no desire in changing that for an inheritance. However, when rumors circulate that the school might close, Hazel has no choice but to consider other options.

Duncan Penhale is extremely intelligent; but, he knows his mind doesn’t quite work like those around him. He’s found contentment creating a life around order and routine, and surrounding himself by a small group of friends who don’t seem to mind his differences. A wife doesn’t fit the plan, so he doesn’t understand why his guardian would make marrying a woman of social standing a stipulation in order to receive the inheritance he needs to purchase the building that houses the firm where he works.

Hazel and Duncan have found the perfect solution to their problem — marry each other, claim their inheritances, and go their separate ways. But when Uncle Mayfield agrees to the marriage with the understanding that they must live together for one year before receiving the money, they discover their plan might not be as simple as they first believed.

A marriage-of-convenience set in the Regency era, I jumped at the opportunity to review Josi S. Kilpack’s Love and Lavender. The story contains everything one would expect of both tropes as well as two leads with disabilities — one physical and the other mental — which I found refreshing. Still, despite interesting characters, an intriguing premise, and solid writing, I couldn’t seem to connect with the story. In the beginning, I couldn’t put my finger on why and was at a loss for how I would write a review. Then the realization struck me. I went in expecting a romance. The cover itself says, A Mayfield Family Romance. Yet Hazel feels more like a mother or caregiver to Duncan than a love interest. Don’t get me wrong, I enjoyed Hazel and Duncan’s relationship — as friends, as intellectuals, and fellow pursuers of knowledge and education, but at no point did they click for me as husband and wife. Kilpack never quite conveyed that romantic spark.

Nonetheless, Love and Lavender offers a nice read and I would recommend it to readers who like leads who depart from the norm. For romance fans, you can definitely enjoy the story just go into it expecting a meshing of two minds rather than two hearts.

What a delightfully unique story! I wasn't quite sure what to expect when I curled up to read this one, but I should have known that it would be wonderful because it was penned by the lovely Josi Kilpack. She expertly crafts a memorable story featuring two unlikely protagonists. I loved how Hazel and Duncan both had to learn what love truly was and how to show love and communicate with one another. Kilpack twisted the marriage-of-convenience trope into a story set apart from any others I have ever read. I cannot recommend this story enough!

Fourth book in the Mayfield Family series. Hazel Stillman was born with a club foot. Her family sent her off to school as a child because of it. Hazel did not have many opportunities in life and became a teacher at a private school. Her Uncle Elliott wants to give her a inheritance if she marries. She is offended by the offer. Uncle Elliot also makes a offer to Duncan who is a guardian for. Duncan is a odd man who never wants to marry. he has very quirky ways. When Duncan and Hazel meet they decide they would marry for the inheritance and then leave the marriage. This is a very good book with lots of emotions in it. The beginning is slow but then I found myself wanting to read more. This is my first book by this author.

This was a unique love story and I thought it was thoughtfully written. Both characters were very set in their ways and ovelooked by society. I always enjoy a bit of actual history written into a story and we got a bit of that. These characters were brought to life and I felt like I was on the journey with them. I could very much see thier POV. This has been such a great series. I'll be sad when the last is written. I love the connection of the story to the flowers and what they represent. I think Josi Kilpack did great in connecting the symbolism of the flower to this story. The h & H path and connection to each other felt natural and realistic. Theirs was a sweet romance. I reccommend this story, series and author.
*Thank you very much to Netgalley for an ARC of this story. Opinion is 100% my own.*

Love and Lavender was my first proper romance novel and so lovely!
The characters in this book were very unique for the romance genre, I feel, and a very welcome addition. Hazel is a mathematics teacher in her late twenties, born with a club foot. She feels her physical differences will impede her chances at marriage, and so has resigned herself to a life of teaching, until her wealthy uncle informs her he will give her a dowry of £50000 if she marries. Similarly, Duncan, who is an adopted nephew of sorts to Hazel’s uncle, is told the title of the large building Duncan lives and works in will be turned over to Duncan if he marries as well. Meeting by chance, and lamenting on their uncles well-meaning but also hurtful intentions, Hazel and Duncan hatch a plan to marry, and then live apart - meeting the terms of their uncles request and also enabling them both to live the lives they wish and solve each of their problems with their current employment. What they do not gamble on, however, is their uncles interference in their plans.
I really enjoyed this book, and the relationship between Hazel and Duncan (who would surely be diagnosed with autism spectrum disorder). I’ll be sure to read another proper romance in future!

Hazel was born with a clubbed foot and is fully aware that it will make her unmarriageable. She has never really known love from anyone, including her family, so she makes her own path with the help of her Uncle Elliott. She gains knowledge and is a mathematic wizard.

Duncan is the not related to Uncle Elliott but he has provided for Duncan from a young age when he lost both parents and his father's mistress cared for him until her death. Duncan is described as being a bit odd. From the description of his characteristics, I would guess that he was probably on the autism spectrum.

Uncle Elliott has granted them both an inheritance with some conditions, one of which is they need to marry. Hazel and Duncan have formed a friendship with one another and Uncle Elliott and Aunt Amelia think that if they can bring the two of them together, maybe they would be perfect for one another.

Duncan and Hazel's story was beautiful in that they understood each other weaknesses and embraced their strengths. There is a happy ending to this story; one with which I absolutely loved. I have grandchildren on the autism spectrum so it was especially poignant for me to read this beautiful story.

I was given an arc copy of this book and I willingly offer my honest review.

This book was amazing! I loved the different characters and how they aren’t the typical main characters! They have their oddities but instead of having it detract from the story, it made it even better!

I actually really enjoyed this book. I have a nephew with high functioning autism and couldn’t help but think of him as I read this book. Although this book didn’t have the swoony romance scenes in many of Josi Kilpack’s novels I really enjoyed how they came to care for one another and support each other because that’s what real love is all about.

Josi S. Kilpack is back with the newest installment of the Mayfield Family series, and it’s her best yet. There were so many heartbreaking moments, and I found myself tearing up more than once, but there was such beauty in the heartbreak. Perhaps I simply related to this story more than its series predecessors, but Hazel and Duncan’s story will stick with me for some time.

Thank you to Shadow Mountain Publishing for sending me an ARC of this book. All opinions are my own.

This is such an unusual romance. I don’t think I’ve ever read a romance with a hero so definitely on the autism spectrum. Adding a heroine with a physical disability makes this doubly unique. Whether this scenario was probable during this era is above my pay grade. But the author makes it all so plausible that I want to believe it. What a brave soul for creating these characters and telling this story.

Having a daughter with high-functioning autism, some of the hero’s behavior is very familiar. The pacing, the hyper-focused and technical discussions, and the bouts of frustration are all very common occurrences. Serious kudos for making him so authentic.

I appreciate this story for its uniqueness and authenticity in describing people with disabilities. I enjoyed how this story explores what loves is and that its expression in a marriage is unique to each couple. This makes a great addition to the Mayfield Family series.

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This the fourth book in the Mayfield series.

This book was different than any book I've read. I really enjoyed reading about Hazel and Duncan.
Hazel was born with a club foot and has always felt like an outcast in her own family.
Duncan is a highly functional autistic man. When Uncle Elliot insists that Hazel marry in order to claim her inheritance, Hazel, is angry because she knows she isn't like everyone else and no one would want to marry her.
Duncan just wants to own the building he lives in and works at, that also would allow him to branch out and own his own accounting firm.
Then Hazel and Duncan make a decision that will change their lives. Can they each bring something good into their relationship?
This book was unique and so well written. I loved it.

This is another wonderful addition to the Mayfield family series by Josi Kilpack. I loved how unique each of these characters were. They both had things that made it hard for them to believe that they would ever marry or be happy in a marriage. I loved how Josi showed how Duncan and Hazel’s marriage progressed from a marriage of convenience to a marriage of love even though it might look different then other peoples’ marriages. I really loved this story and thought it was very well done.

I received a complimentary book from publishers, publicists, and or authors.  A review was not required and all opinions and ideas expressed are my own.

This is a very unique and beautiful love story. I really enjoy Kilpack's writing style and grew to care about and root for these characters. This is definitely a slow burn romance and I felt like it took me a little while to get into this book. I loved the ending and message of choosing happiness. There were a few mistakes in the math problems/"terms" that I'm hoping get fixed before publication (I read an uncorrected copy). That bothered me a bit, but I feel like the average reader might not pick up on those. Overall though it was a great read! I've loved this series and highly recommend to fans of regency romances.

Hazel Stillman was born with a club foot and has learned to rely on herself to get through life. Her uncle has offered her a substantial inheritance if she marries, an offer she finds offensive. Only someone who wants her money would marry her. An offer from the logical and precise Duncan Penhale makes her change her mind. Will a marriage of convenience turn into something more, or will Hazel's fear keep her from changing her dreams for the future?

I enjoyed the first two books of the series, but felt let down by the third. I wasn't sure what to expect from this one. It was interesting to have a main character (Duncan) who was Nero-diverse. I know little about what life if like or how someone might think. Duncan seemed like a sweet young man.

Hazel was a hard character to like. She was bristly, always on edge. Her anger at the world was understandable, but it was her way of looking at the world from a superior point of view that made me dislike her. I never really warmed up to her through the story.

The romance fell flat for me. It felt more like Hazel was mothering Duncan and he was more like a close friend. It was otherwise well written and the side characters were interesting. My rating would be more like a 3.5, but I am rounding up to be generous.

This is a beautiful story of love inspire of physical and mental conditions. It is proof that even those whose brain works differently than most deserve to find their love match.

The fourth book of the Mayfield Series. Probably my second favorite of the series (the 2nd book is my #1). Josi S.Kilpack has done it again with a very interestingly unique plot. And coming from someone who loves the “Marriage of Convenience” trope, this is by far one of the most memorable books I’ve read yet...Though I find some points in the story quite slow, I understand it is fitting since the couple is quite different from the norm. And it wouldn’t be the Author’s book if it isn’t a slow-burn romance (which I love and despise at the same time).

Overall, I loved this book, definitely recommend it for those who are looking for a book about a relationship between two very intelligent people who are learning how to communicate how to show love to one another.

Got this from Netgalley, courtesy of the Shadow Mountains Publishing (Thank you!) in exchange for an honest review.

As a mother of a child with disabilities, this was a breath of fresh air. I have loved all the Mayfield stories, but this one brought a hero who was a little different, and it was perfect. To know this is not to spoil the story, in fact it adds to the richness of this tale.

A little background, in addition to have a son with autism, I work with autistic people as a part of my career. It was interesting to see the characteristics that unfolded in Duncan. It was magical and I loved it. To add to the visibility in this book, Hazel, our heroine thought she would never be loved because of her clubbed foot.

At the time, a person like Duncan could have been easily institutionalized. I love that authors are starting to bring these disabilities into the main characters and not just the side characters. It helps fight stigma that so many face, sometimes even now.

In addition to this, the writing is what you would come to expect from Josi Kilpack and the story was rich and fulfilling. I can't wait for more.

I received an early copy from the publisher and this is my honest review.

What worked for me:

I loved Hazel’s character. She was smart and stoic, kind but not patronizing. I really loved her as a character and she’ll stick with me for a long time.

The pacing was spot on. I picked this up and could not put it down. I never felt bored, or like it was moving too fast or too slowly.

I appreciated the representation of disability and neurodivergence, but I’m not sure about execution (see below).

I loved that the characters were older - almost 30. It was nice to see their maturity.

The Dickensian story of inheritance, orphans, etc was compelling. I loved seeing working class characters. While they do have some level of privilege, it’s nice to see working class struggles as well. (Dukes are great but we can’t all marry dukes.)


What didn’t work for me:

Writing was a bit clunky, a lot of adverbs. Sometimes I was frustrated by the tangents. It seemed like the author had done some research on the time and wanted to talk about it, even though it wasn't relevant.

I felt uncomfortable about how Duncan’s character was portrayed. I’m not in a position to say whether or not this was an accurate representation of autism; I’d let members of the community speak for that. But it felt too on the nose to me; I would have appreciated more subtly. He just seemed like such a stereotype.

In the end it was Hazel who came back to Duncan, but I felt it should have been Duncan who came to Hazel. Hazel has to sacrifice a lot for a life with Duncan, and I felt resentful on her behalf. I think it would have been more powerful to have him overcome his dislike of travel to visit her.

I also was frustrated by the insinuation that Hazel’s love for Duncan should be unconditional. Yes, he has special needs, but still, love between a couple is actually very conditional. I wish I had more of his character arc as he learned to show Hazel his love.

I didn’t love this story, but I didn’t hate it either. The writing is really good and it’s definitely an interesting story. But I just couldn’t connect to the characters, especially Duncan. While he had a few moments, his inner voice was pretty bland and too straightforward for me. I realize he has a disability and I’m all for everyone getting their happily ever after, but I need more depth and romance. This story wasn’t very romantic and Hazel and Duncan read more as close friends than two people madly in love.

Elliott Mayfield 5th Viscount Mayfield has recently come into his title at a mature age.
He is saddened to see his nephews and nieces in difficult situations.

From a distance he has supported his niece, Hazel Stillman. She was born with a clubfoot, resulting in her rejection by her Society family. Sent away to school from a young age, Elliott has at least been able to pay for excellent schooling. Hazel is an intelligent young woman, now teaching advanced mathematics at a girls’ school.

Elliott also supports Duncan Penhale. Not actually a nephew, but taken on by his sister. Duncan is different, (on the autistic spectrum) in a time when difference was not well tolerated. Elliott has arranged a place to live and an accountancy job which suits Duncan’s strengths.

Elliott wants all his nephews and nieces to find marital felicity and arranges dowry/ inheritance for each upon marriage to an appropriate partner he approves of.

Hazel and Duncan meet at Elliott’s house, when he announces his gift.
Hazel is furious with her uncle as she believes no-one will ever wish to marry her, except fortune hunters.
Duncan is suitably thankful (as his Dad taught him to be) but privately feels as Hazel does.
The only good thing that comes from the meeting is a correspondence between Hazel and Duncan on mathematical and intellectual matters.

When both Hazel and Duncan separately find themselves in need of money, Duncan suggests that they marry.
Elliott did not want them to have a marriage of convenience and refuses to pay up.
In a compromise, Hazel and Duncan find themselves committed to living together for a year. What unfolds is both sweet and painful.

This is an excellent book. Duncan’s autism is well portrayed. The sudden uncertainty when he thinks someone is laughing at him. His bewilderment at Hazel’s abandonment is heart-rending.

I loved Elizabeth the cat!


I received a free copy of this book via NetGalley and am voluntarily leaving a review. All views expressed are my own.

I received an ARC from the publisher via NetGalley and am voluntarily posting a review. All opinions are my own.

Love and Lavender is the fourth book in Josi S. Kilpack’s Mayfield Family series. It can be read as a stand-alone, however, readers might grasp a greater understanding of the family dynamics, particularly relating to the overall arc of an uncle interfering with each of his nieces’ and nephews’ love lives and trying to motivate them by reading the first book, which also is partially his love story.

This book is a really quiet and fairly low-drama read. Not that the previous books have been high-drama by any means (aside from meddling relatives), but I particularly felt the sense of coziness and quiet with this one. Both leads are fairly mature and practical, hence their situation, and that does lead to some of my issues with marriage-of-convenience, in that it’s a lot of will-they/won’t-they, and sometimes there just isn’t enough stakes to carry over the course of the book. I definitely felt that here at times, but I did enjoy the book for the most part, and ultimately the tone suits the characters.

I relate to Hazel a lot, because I too have physical limitations that have impacted my prospects. I also admired her for finding a vocation that suited her and rooted for her to find a way to persevere in that. Duncan was also relatable to me, because of his awkwardness and preference for being alone, in a way that would likely be diagnosed as autism today. I loved that, in spite of their perceived shortcomings that might make them less-than-ideal partners for anyone else, they developed a friendship fairly quickly, which formed a basis for their marriage, along with their mutual predicament. It’s a sweet love story that is ultimately endearing, as the relationship between these two quietly grows.

This book was a lovely surprise, and one I think fans of the sweeter/no-sex end of the heat-level spectrum will enjoy.

Though this wasn’t my favorite story, I can certainly see the reasons other fans of historical fiction will enjoy it. The story wasn’t particularly intriguing to me—I like more obvious romance—but Kilpack has a good voice. I also haven’t read any of the other books in this series yet but I don’t think that impacted my reading experience too much. 2.5/5 stars

I received a complimentary copy of this book. Opinions expressed in this review are completely my own.

Hazel considers that her club-foot has put her out of the running for marriage, so she has made a career for herself as a maths teacher. But when the school is put up for sale, she expects to lose her position. Duncan does his accounting job well, but struggles to deal with an incompetent fellow-clerk and management who dislikes him. Interpersonal skills are not his forte! When Duncan and Hazel meet at the house of their rich relative, who is newly enjoying wedded bliss and wants to help others to find the same, they begin a correspondence that leads to an odd sort of friendship. Then one day Duncan comes up with a plan to allow them to each collect the benefits promised on marriage: marry each other, then continue their separate lives. Their relative is not happy with this suggestion but eventually agrees - on the condition that they live together for a year before going their separate ways. Will his plan to bring the two together work, or are they too set in their ways?

This was the first book I've read by the author, but I definitely hope to read more. I loved Duncan as a character, though his lack of sense of humour could be hard to live with. It feels very unusual to have characters like Duncan in books (particularly historical fiction?), so I appreciated that. I also liked the way that Hazel interacted with him - and the way that the two gradually came together was lovely to watch. In fact, I'm not sure I can come up with anything I didn't like about this book. It's clean and well written, the characters felt like real people, the secondary characters made for a good background, and the ending is highly satisfying. What more could one wish for?

Note that I received a complimentary copy of the book from NetGalley. I was not required to write a positive review and this is my considered opinion of the book.

A broken mind. A broken body. People of no worth?
What determines someone’s value. Does a physical handicap decrease worth? Does a mind struggling to understand social norms lessen value? These are the questions touchingly looked at with this book. Hazel was born with a club foot something that couldn’t be hidden from society, so at six years old she was sent to a boarding school to be more easily ignored by her family. She progressed through her schooling to become a mathematics teacher in a school where she was able to easier hide her disability and provide for herself. Duncan struggled with social expectations and expressing himself. Changes or unmet expectations led to extreme upset. Now as an adult working as a clerk, he realized that although he could work successfully as a clerk, he would never really fit into society. Both Hazel and Duncan are surprised to discover that they have the possibility of wealth to exceed all needs or expectations but to acquire it they must marry. But what man would want a cripple like Hazel? And what woman would consider a man as peculiar as Duncan? An excellent book about struggles, acceptance, empathy, and love where none was expected. The characters are realistic and show the strength often required by life. I received an early copy and this is my honest review. I highly recommend this book.

Mr. Duncan Penhale Is a very intelligent man. But he has also lived a very hard life. He enjoys his life when it is orderly and makes sense. He also loves Elizabeth, his cat. Since his mom died he has been alone but has thrived. He works hard and follows the rules.
Miss Hazel Stillman had been an outcast all her life because of her club foot. When she was six she was shipped off to school and rarely saw her family. She did get lonely sometimes. She would work harder. She and Duncan Wrote monthly to each other and they always enclosed a riddle to be solved.
She looked forward to hearing from him. The first time she met Duncan was at her uncle's when they heard about their inheritances.
It was such a wonderful book. The novel was well written. You could tell when Duncan became frustrated and began pacing. She would let him talk and after a short while he would calm down. Her nervous habit was twisting her fingers. The characters were exceptional and very thoughtful. I do highly recommend this novel, I loved it.
I received this novel from Net Galley and voluntarily reviewed it.

Love and Lavender I have mixed opinions about. Depending on what you are reading it for will depend on how it is viewed.
If you are reading it for a story of two individuals facing their challenges in life then this is the perfect fit for you. It was beautiful how these took their challenges and kept a positive outlook. Both Hazel and Duncan weave their way thru finding companionship and accomplishing their life dreams. Duncan would today be considered on the spectrum and it was amazing to see the world thru his eyes.
If you are reading for the romance, this part was the struggle for me. I read this thinking of romance, especially with this series focusing on finding love. The book is more about friendship and Hazel deciding if her friendship with Duncan is worth staying for. They both use each other for their own gain, at least agreeing on it and understanding the terms. I know that those on the spectrum are capable of big big love and wish would have been more romantic tension or romance at all. The ending was pretty abrupt in the love department.
Thank you Netgalley and publisher for the copy in exchange for an honest review. These opinions are my own.

This book surprised me, in a good way. I read some early and unflattering reviews that made me wonder what I’d gotten myself into. After finishing, I’m forced to conclude that I read an entirely different book than they did. I didn’t find either character to be stereotypical or annoying. Rather, I found them to be very real, flawed, and worth getting to know. Duncan reminds me so much of my cousin, who is autistic. His mannerisms were very much like my cousin’s. I realize that this doesn’t make Duncan a representation of everyone who is autistic, but it made him much more realistic for me. I enjoyed the inclusion of a neurodiverse character who wasn’t there as a token.

Hazel was the more flawed of the two, in my opinion. She was downright abrasive at times, but I feel like I get why. Her background and circumstances don’t lend themselves to “softness,” if that makes sense. She’s had to fend for herself in so many ways that she’s almost incapable of letting someone else in. I loved watching her grow.

Overall, I’m very satisfied with this story and feel like it’s a lovely addition to the Mayfield series.

*I received a review copy from the publisher in return for my honest feedback.*

3.5 stars, rounded down

Individually, Hazel and Duncan have come to accept that they will never marry and have moved on with their lives. But when they are presented with substantial inheritances if they marry 'appropriate' partners, they marry one another. Being required to live together as a married couple for a year before receiving said inheritances puts a kink in their plans. As the year progresses, their marriage of convenience becomes more than that, and they must decide if they still want to go their separate ways as planned.

I have read several of Josi Kilpack's cozy mysteries and enjoyed them enough to be intrigued by her historical fiction title, although a bit hesitant to commit to reading a romance book. I cringed at the difficulties Hazel and Duncan encountered due to their limitations, and Elliot's machinations infuriated me, but the story itself was good, although predictable. I'm sure this book will appeal to romance readers, but I found it to be only so-so and will stick to the author's mystery books from now on.

Will she see in time dreams are not frozen in time …

This is my first read by the author and it definitely will not be the last.
I loved how she brought these two “broken” people together. This is not a fast moving romance, nothing is rushed, it is a love only time and patience helped nurture and grow.
Duncan and Hazel’s first encounter is awkward at best, as she mistakes his straightforwardness for impudence, yet it was the beginning of a friendship of sort as despite their disparities, they are of similar minds.
Both being crippled, she physically, him psychologically, they find a sort of solace in one another’s presence. Duncan seing her beyond her physical limitations and Hazel accepting the way his mind works.

Hazel because of her foot deformity was considered as the ugly duckling and treated as such by her family. Sent far away until an uncle took an interest in her and improved her life conditions. From there, she devoted her life to learn then teach. With no other prospect, it became her existence path.
Duncan would be labeled today as an Asperger’s. He is a creature of habits, lost when out of his usual routines, he is single minded when focusing on a topic and he abhors others’ touch. But he is still a creature with feelings even if he tends to be forthright in his speech and might appear uncaring.

It is certain their “arrangement” suited him more than Hazel, at first. But as time passes, she explores things she would never have if not for their unusual marriage. And as she comes to enjoy this new life, she also keeps things compartmented, refusing to fully engage herself. She has for so long been told marriage was not in her future, she has drawn a path for herself without it, so she can’t accept and face the possibility of a change in her life’s course.
In some way, she is a bit like Duncan, not because of an impediment but by lack of courage. While she is strong on many things, a strength which made her the intelligent woman she is now. She cowardly avoids any confrontation about feelings because it would made her see things are not so perfect as she thought them. Yet she faults Duncan for his way of being but she is no better, as he can’t change how he acts and reacts but in his own way he made his own concessions allowing what were great changes for him, while she stands on her position, bottling everything inside her and granting no one close.

A moving tale of resilience and accepting things are not carved in stone. These two imperfect persons by embracing their differences complete one another and make them whole together.
5 stars

As being the last in a series, I am now curious to explore the previous books.

𝗦𝘁𝗲𝗮𝗺 𝗹𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗹 kisses

I have been granted an advance copy by the publisher Shadow Mountain, here is my true and unbiased opinion.

I didn’t expect this book to hit me in such an unexpectedly emotional way. Duncan and Hazels marriage of convenience brought tears to my eyes and filled my heart with understanding and love.

I really love underrepresented disabilities in romances. Duncan appears to be on the autism spectrum and Hazel has been dealing with a physical disability all her own. Both of these characters are bright and intellectual and bring out a really beautiful side to one another.

What hit me most was the theme of love. Love in all it’s forms. Everyone’s love story is going to be different. We have all consuming passionate love to small quiet flames. And while this begins as a flicker I think it was well done and impactful.

This is a slower paced love story that really goes into the background of each of these characters to really make the love story authentic to their situation.

This book isn’t going to be for everyone. And everyone will interpret it differently. But to see someone with all their faults and flaws and love them all the same is to truly have real love in a marriage.

Born with a clubfoot, Hazel Stillman wrote off marriage long ago forging her own future and finding work as a teacher at an elite girls' school. She is put off that her Uncle would offer her an inheritance based on her marriage, as that doesn't seem like a possibility for her.

Duncan Penhale is a brilliant mind, calculating numbers, he is content in his life with his cat. The brother of his guardian offers him an inheritance if he marries well, which would help him branch out in his own.

As situations change for both of them Uncle Elliott's incentives for marriage begins to look more tempting. Can their convenient arrangement become more?

A well written proper romance that continues to follow the Mayfield cousins as they find love with the help of their meddling Uncle Elliott. I loved Hazel and Duncan, they were two people that I could cheer for the whole way through. I liked that they were independent and content on their own, and connected openly finding common interests. I loved their debates, as well as how they both grow as individuals in their relationship, as well as their faith. I thought that it was great that Duncan found a great community of people who accepted his little quirks and respected him.

A wonderful read with winning character, excellent depth and development. It was probably my favorite of the series, because of how much I was cheering for Hazel and Duncan that whole way through, I liked them both a lot separately, and even more together! Highly recommend!

I received a complimentary copy of this book. Opinions expressed in this review are completely my own.

What a beautifully written story. This is the first book I've read by this author, now I want to go back and read the other books in this series. If you are a fan of historical romance you will love this book. I received a complimentary copy from Shadow Mountain Publishing via NetGalley and was not required to write a review. All opinions expressed are my own.

Love and Lavender is an unexpected romance. Two characters who many would determine to be unable to marry find a way to build a life together and find love in the process.

The premise of the series is that Elliot Mayfield bestows an inheritance on his family if they will marry. He did not marry as a young man and has regretted his decision. That is why he decided to "encourage" his family to find love and happiness.

This story is about Hazel and Duncan. They both have been given a "bribe" to marry. Hazel will have a dowery and Duncan will have the building that he works in. He will get the rent money from the tenants. It is unexpected for both of them. Duncan has autism and Hazel has a clubbed foot. Neither plans on accepting the inheritance until Duncan finds his work situation unbearable and hatches a plan that they marry each other as a business transaction.

I found this book to be endearing. Hazel has so much patience with Duncan as she learns his triggers and how he thinks. His pacing would drive me insane, but she is able to carry on a conversation and have meaningful and academic talks with him. Hazel is also ashamed of her twisted foot and has a hard time trusting Duncan with her infirmity.

I loved that two people who wouldn't have been considered marriage material were able to work out a life together and find happiness. This book is deep and not one of ballrooms and extravagance. The characters are humble people who come together in an academic way before they can develop any other bond. This book is worth reading. It helped me think outside of the box and shows illustrates that everyone is worthy of love.

Source: I received a complimentary copy. All thoughts and opinions expressed are my own.

This was a wonderful romance! I love different heros/heroines and in this story she has a very painful foot deformity and uses a cane and he is on the spectrum. And they are both completely engaging. I read this very quickly and loved every minute. If you read clean romance I highly recommend this one.

Love and Lavender is the 4th book in Josi S. Kilpack's Mayfield Family series. This was my first foray into this series, so I was delighted that this story stood alone perfectly. This was a bit different from my usual romance choices. First, this is a clean romance. I'm starting to realize that clean in no way means boring when the story is good. Also, the hero here was on the autism spectrum. This was a wonderful story and I'm looking forward to reading more about the Mayfield family.

Hazel Stillman was born with a clubbed foot, and she was sent away to school while still a small child. She realized that with her disability a good marriage was not an option, so she became an extremely intelligent woman and a teacher of advanced mathematics. Her Uncle Elliott Mayfield offers Hazel a large dowry if she will marry. She's insulted...that's basically buying her a husband! But then she discovers the school in which she works may be sold, so she must consider all options. Duncan Penhale is a brilliant but unusual man who thrives on order; he's also quite a literal thinker. When Uncle Elliott, his guardian's brother, offers him a large sum of money if he will marry a woman of good social standing, he's not thrilled with the idea. He likes his solitary life. But also, he's not happy in his current job, and if he gets the money he could buy the building and have his own business. Hazel and Duncan agree that they should marry, receive their money and go their separate ways. However, Uncle Elliott demands that they remain together for one year in order to receive the sums, and they agree. And what a year it turns out to be!

This was such an engaging, sweet romance with two totally different people. Hazel was a great heroine, but it took a while to warm up to her. She really didn't have many loving relationships, and all she wanted to do was buy the school she worked at and be independent. I really disliked her for a good deal of the book, but she grew on me the more I understood her motivations. Duncan I liked from the start. He was what you would consider today to be in the autism spectrum, if that's the proper description. He had habits such as pacing - a certain number of steps - when discussing a topic he was interested in; he also took statements at face value, and he didn't like to be touched unexpectedly. I could understand Hazel's occasional annoyance at his behavior, but she became more understanding the more she knew of him. It was beautiful seeing two people who didn't think they even knew what love was, but finding it together. My favorite part of the book was when Duncan explained to Hazel what he believed love was. Sigh. I enjoyed many of the supporting characters as well, especially Dr. Randall and his wife, Hazel's best friend Sophie, and Delores, who ran the pub Duncan went to and who cared about him greatly. Oh, and let's not forget Duncan's beloved cat Elizabeth, whose affections could sometimes be bought with fish. This was such a heartwarming story and I'm very interested in seeing what this author comes up with next.

I received an ARC of this book courtesy of the publisher and NetGalley. I received no compensation for my review, and all thoughts and opinions expressed are entirely my own.

I really enjoyed this story about two unique characters and their unconventional path to love. It starts out as a marriage of convenience as both Hazel and Duncan have been promised an inheritance when they marry. Both have had difficult lives and seem somewhat excluded from society. Hazel was born with a club foot and practically cast out of her family at the age of six. She found her path through education and a teaching career. Duncan is likely on the autism spectrum, he is highly intelligent, honest and straightforward but misses the nuances of context and struggles with emotions and physical contact. They agree to marry and spend one year together in order to gain their inheritance. But will they realize that they are happier together? I was definitely rooting for them. It’s a beautiful story. I thought it was extremely well written and dealt well with the characters. This book is part of a series but each can be read as a standalone. I have read 3/4 of the books so far and enjoyed them all. Thank you for the ebook to review. All thoughts and opinions are my own.

Happy pub day to this sweet, romantic story! 💜🎉

Love & Lavender is a unique romance. Hazel was born with a physical handicap that she’s always thought would prevent her from experiencing marriage. Duncan is eccentric and highly intelligent which turns people off at times and has prevented him from ever experiencing a close relationship with a woman(he reminded me a lot of Sheldon from The Big Bang Theory).

Both of them have to be married to gain access to their inheritances and develop a plan to marry each other out of convenience so they can each better their lives by becoming self-employed and own businesses. In order for this to work they agree to live as traditional husband and wife for the first year of their marriage with the expectation they’ll live separate, platonic lives as a married couple once the year is over.

I adored Hazel. She is smart, independent and doesn’t allow herself to be a victim of her handicap. Duncan made me laugh out loud several times. His literal thought processes means he says exactly what he’s thinking and doesn’t hold back.

I cheered these two on throughout the book but you’ll have to read it yourself to see what happens at the end of the first year 👀

Thank you to @shadowmountainpub and @netgalley for this eARC in exchange for my honest review. All thoughts are my own.

Thank you Netgalley and Shadow Mountain Publishing for access to this arc.

The epistolary section of the book was lovely and served as a great way to learn more about Hazel and Duncan without it seeming like telling instead of showing. The inheritance offered by Buttinsky Uncle Elliott was something wonderful and could truly make a difference for both Hazel and Duncan. I cheered that they initially turned it down but the reasons that served to maneuver them into taking it were realistic and organic to their backgrounds and characters.

I liked that both Hazel and Duncan felt like real people dealing with real lives. They hadn’t had the best of childhoods or families and their thoughts and feelings – sometimes resentment, sometimes resignation – also felt realistic. Part of the book dealt with Hazel coming to terms with family who had treated her badly while Duncan had to face major changes in his orderly routine. Nothing magically changes; old feelings aren’t totally soothed and forgotten, new issues arise and have to be dealt with. All this seemed believable to me.

But there were scenes that dragged and could have used a bit of editing. Hazel meeting the wives of the neighborhood and the lengthy build up to plus actual Christmas service added little to the story. I was interested to note that while this has scenes of an inspirational nature, Hazel is best described as an agnostic, something that I didn’t feel changed despite a few “edging towards preachy” moments.

Hazel’s physical deformity and Duncan’s neurodiversity are not just character traits but integral aspects of themselves. These things have shaped them and played a major role in who and what Hazel and Duncan have become. I’m no expert on either issue so can only defer to those who are as to the authenticity of the portrayals. It did not seem to me that either person was portrayed as “brave” or “wonderful” for just living their lives or as one other reviewer phrased it – this isn’t inspirational porn.

But what I found myself questioning was how the arranged marriage became a romance. There was no way it would ever be a conventional one, nor would I have bought that, as so much time had been spent crafting the characters as people who had never expected a romance and thus hadn’t dreamed of twue wuv. Yet though Hazel and Duncan end up with a marriage that suits them, that they find fulfilling and which makes them happy, it’s an unconventional one that won’t be satisfactory to every reader. While I like both characters and I appreciate that they are written with flaws, I’m not sure that I’m feeling the feels I’m supposed to at The End of a romance novel. I just didn’t get the sparky spark. Sigh, I guess this is going to be one of those marriages that outsiders will say “You never know what goes on in a marriage unless you’re in it.” I still can’t shake the feeling that Hazel is doing most of the heavy relationship lifting and gave up the most to get even that. Had this been labeled as historical fiction, I would be happier with the story I got. B-

Thanks Laurel Ann for the invitation to participate in the #BlogTour for #LoveAndLavender. Thank you #NetGalley @ShadowMountn @ProperRomance for a complimentary e-ARC of #LoveAndLavender upon my request. All opinions are my own.

Love and Lavender is a story of two people who face many challenges and obstacles and have limited choices. Hazel is independent and brilliant; however, she was born with a clubbed foot. As a child, her parents sent her away and now as a young woman, she has resigned herself to the unliklihood of marriage and has embraced a teaching career. Duncan is brilliant and has a neurodiverse mind. He is employed as an accountant and has carved out a predictable life for himself living alone with his beloved cat. The private school where Hazel teaches may be up for sale (which would jeopardize her job) and Duncan is unhappy with his employers and would love to own his own accounting firm. Neither of them have the finances to remedy their situations. Hazel and Duncan have the same uncle….one relationship is biological and the other is through guardianship. This uncle offers both Hazel and Duncan an inheritance with the condition that they must each be married. Duncan has the brilliant idea that they should marry each other which would technically fulfil the conditions, but the uncle is reluctant to be tricked into giving them their inheritances. After much convincing, the uncle agrees to their plan, but under the condition that they must live together for one year after the ceremony. This sets up a marriage of convenience. Will this arrangement lead to love and a true relationship? Or will they fullfil the agreement, gain their inheritance, and go their separate ways? Will they even survive the year?

There was a time when women in general and Hazel, in particular, felt that their choices were limited. For most women in the 1800s a good marriage was their best option for securing their futures. Hazel’s choices were even more limited because of her physical disability.With a club foot, would she ever receive a proposal? She was resigned to focusing on her successful teaching career when one day she receives an unexpected proposal under the most usual circumstances.

“I must choose one over the other, but whichever path I take means I shall miss the other, which will ruin them both.”

I loved Hazel and Duncan! It is tragic that Hazel lived at a time when there was limited treatment for a clubbed foot and sad for Duncan that there was little understanding of neurodiversity. I love their self awareness, realism, and determination to live their best lives despite the challenges and obstacles. I love that they were brave enough to choose to take a risk. Much of their struggle is universal and is applicable to persons living with challenges today. I love how they grew to trust each other, build on their strengths, and develop a loving and beneficial partnership despite opinions from others.

Before the engagement, Hazel and Duncan develop a strong friendship through letter writing. These letters are a sweet part of the story. Do you love a story with some wonderful letters? Do you think that letter writing is a good way to build a friendship or relationship? Do you think that messaging and social media communication build the same quality of friendships or relationships as letter writing?

Set in the early 1800s, the author writes vividly to create a compelling image of the characters, the times, and the customs. As frustrating as it is to read stories set in a time when women had few choices and were controlled by the patriarchy, it’s also fascinating to immerse oneself into the characters’ lives and imagine how the time period would have affected you and your choices.

Love and Lavender is more substantial in themes than the title might suggest. Thoughtful themes include making choices, living your best life, taking chances, living with challenges, unlikely heroes, a mutually beneficial partnership, and friendship.

Engaging and endearing, Love and Lavender will capture your heart. I’m enthusiastically recommending this romance for fans of unique characters and relationships, for readers who adore a heartfelt love story, for romantics, and for bookclubs. One of my favorite romances of the year!

Love and Lavender falls into the Mayfield Family series as book 4 because Hazel is Lord Elliott Mayfield’s niece—I think.
The good:
The characters are well developed. The book is a sweet romance. The book is well written.
The message: people with challenges can find love too and part of finding love is loving yourself and being honest even with yourself about what you want and what is important to you.
The bad:
The pacing feels really slow. It took to >40% for Hazel and Duncan to marry. Then another 45% for an awkward year of marriage to mostly pass. Then the winding up where Hazel realizes she has a new dream takes a very short time. I don’t think it is a spoiler to say Hazel and Duncan get together, it is the point of the genre. If the author was going to take so much time getting to the point, why couldn’t we have had a little more development of the marriage take 2 when they realize they love each other.
In the end this was a slow read for me because I was never drawn into the story. It is a valuable story to read and ponder but I just didn’t like it more than 3 stars.

This story is very different from the usual romance. It is so well written though that you keep reading and then you can’t help falling in love with characters. Duncan and Hazel are broken is certain ways but exceptional in others. Their love story pulled me in and I enjoyed every page. I highly recommend this book.

I’m a bit of a fan of Josi Kilpac’s proper romance books and I enjoyed this one as well, it did however feel a bit off in areas.
Here are some thoughts -

Hazel’s character was smart and stoic, kind but not patronizing. I enjoyed her character.

The pacing was spot on. I picked this up and could not put it down. I never felt bored, or like it was moving too fast or too slowly.

I appreciated the representation of disability and neurodivergence, but I feel it could have been done better.

It was great to see characters who were older - almost 30. It was nice to see their maturity.

It was nice to see the working class represented, it a duke or Lord.

Things I think could have been better:

Sometimes I was frustrated by the tangents. I appreciate research on the era but it doesn’t need to be a history lesson detracting from the story.

I felt uncomfortable about how Duncan’s character was portrayed. I’m not in a position to say whether or not this was an accurate representation of autism. But it felt too stereotypical. It was like reading about Sheldon Cooper; I would have appreciated more subtly.

I would have liked Duncan to be the one to go to Hazel, it the other way round. I think she gave up too much and that he’s character could have developed more to see what was happening. Although, he was the one who saw it as a real marriage and she saw it as a means to an end. Hmm…

I love a good marriage of convenience and this one ticked lots of boxes for me. Thank you to NetGalley and the Publisher for allowing me an eArc to review.

Marriage of convenience...

Or, inconvenience?
I liked both Hazel and Duncan. They were well matched in the sense that they were both scholarly, pragmatic, content never to wed and practical. When circumstance dictate that they wed, will they find companionship and a true marriage?

4.5

This is such a wonderful series. I love the Mayfields. Hazel and Duncan are such interesting characters. They have both lived very different lives than their "cousins" but they are so good together. Duncan is socially awkward, but at the same time he is a very sweet and considerate person. I loved seeing how his brain worked and the ways the people around him treated him. Duncan and Hazel were a wonderful couple and I really enjoyed their story.

I received a complimentary copy from the publisher through Netgalley and this is my honest review.

Book Review
Love and Lavender
By @authorjosiskilpack
Releases November 2, 2021
Published by @shadowmountainpub

Book 4: The Mayfield Family Series

This is a stand along series so even if you haven’t read the other books this is still such a wonderful read. It is a great romance between two totally different people that thought they would never find love for different reasons. I really enjoyed watching Duncan move out of his comfort zone and his routine. As well as seeing Hazel slowly seeing her come around to the idea of romance and married life. Such a wonderful read. If you love proper romance you will love this story. I enjoyed it so much that I have the first three in this series on hold to read this winter.

Description from @NetGalley
Hazel Stillman is a woman of rare independence and limited opportunities. Born with a clubbed foot, she was sent away as a child and, knowing her disability means a marriage is unlikely, she devoted herself to scholarship and education.

Duncan Penhale has a brilliant mind and thrives on order and process. He does not expect to marry because he likes his solitary life, shared only with his beloved cat. When Elliott Mayfield, his guardian’s brother, presents him with an inheritance if he marries a woman of social standing, Duncan finds it intrusive. However, with the inheritance, he could purchase the building in which he works and run his own firm. It would take an impressive and intellectual woman to understand and love him, quirks and all.

Hazel and Duncan believe they have found a solution to both of their problems: marry one another, receive their inheritances, and then part ways to enjoy their individual paths. But when Uncle Mayfield stipulates that they must live together as husband and wife for one year before receiving their inheritances, Hazel and Duncan reluctantly agree. Over time, their marriage of convenience becomes much more appealing than they had anticipated. At the end of the full year, will they go their separate ways or could an unlikely marriage have found unsuspecting love?

A beautiful story where our main characters struggle with handicaps that keep them from expecting to find marriage partners. Yet, uncle Elliot sees more for them than they see for themselves. They develop a tender relationship that they don't expect to move beyond friendship. I love watching this relationship grow. The strength of these characters and watching them discover what is really most important in their life is very moving. This is an intriguing series. I look forward to more.

Having a male protagonist who would today be classified on the autism spectrum and a female protagonist with a physical deformity definitely set this book apart from out other historical romances that I've read. Besides being unique, though, their characters both feel very well-developed and they were both endearing and sometimes annoying, making them feel so real! The author did a good job showing their common interests and how those things brought them together, giving them a foundation for a marriage. The romance wasn't quite as well-developed as I would have liked, but at the same time, it felt realistic for characters with their particular backgrounds.

I read an ARC provided by the publisher. All opinions are my own.

Josi S. Kilpack brings awareness to autism with humor and compassion in the fourth book of the Mayfield series. Each book focuses on the marriage inheritance Lord Howardsford/Uncle Elliott offers to his nieces and nephews. This is the story of two of them, Duncan and Hazel, who are cousins but not related by blood.

Duncan Penhale, age 36, is clearly on the autism spectrum. He has a rigid posture, won’t look people in the eye, is solitary and analytical, doesn’t understand expressions, appreciates routine and rules, is gentle but quick to anger, and is very literal which makes all types of relationships difficult. He’s very open, honest, and direct, and doesn’t realize his questions appear impertinent and offensive. Some of his comments made me laugh. He’s totally lovable and my favorite character in the book because his quirks are what make him so endearing. Duncan’s dad died when he was 11 years old. Fortunately, Catherine realized his need to learn, so she taught him to write letters and numbers which enabled him to work as a junior clerk. She also taught him to read, and he loves to learn about and then debate a variety of topics. He paces while he talks because it helps him to think better when he’s moving.

Hazel Stillman, age 27, was born crippled due to a clubbed foot, and as a result has always been overlooked by her family. None of them even tried to know her. She was sent away to school at age 6 and rarely visited home since. She focused on her studies hoping to be noticed by her parents, but it didn’t work. Her parents didn’t provide a dowry for her because they never expected her to marry, and because her father spent money rather than saving for his children. Her twin brother Harry is the same way with money and only worries about himself. As a result, she is required to support herself, so she teaches mathematics at a school for girls. Hazel was a little offended and hurt by Uncle Elliott’s offer of a marriage inheritance because she thinks he’s trying to bribe a man to marry her for money.

Duncan proposes to Hazel intending that they marry, but not for love, and live separately. She will have full control of her money and can buy Cordon Academy to secure her future. He will own the building he lives and works in and can manage it better. However, Uncle Elliott said they will only receive their inheritances if they live together for the first year. Their marriage is only for financial security, but I was hopeful it would change to love. Hazel treats Duncan with kindness and respect and is quick to figure out his quirks. He enjoys being able to discuss various topics with her as a result.

I recommend reading the other books in the series first. It’s helpful to know the backgrounds on the characters because their stories aren’t repeated as a refresher in this one and it will make more sense. Now I really want to know Catherine’s story and hope the next book is about her, even though she is Elliott's sister rather than his niece. I would love to know what made her leave the privileged life she was raised in to live with a lower-class man she wasn’t married to and then raise his son as her own after his dad died.

This is a unique proper romance. Not only do the main characters have struggles with autism and a crippled foot, but math riddles are included throughout their correspondence. The ending is beautiful and made me teary. This is my favorite book in the series, and I highly recommend it. Thanks to Shadow Mountain Publishing for an ARC to use for my review.

1822

Hazel Stillman suffers from a crippled foot. Most of her life has been spent as a student and is now a mathematics teacher at Cordon Academy for girls. Figuring this will be her life-long destiny, she is surprised when her Uncle Elliott bestows a 50,000 pound dowry on her thinking she can now attract a husband.

She is staying at her uncle’s home when she meets Duncan Penhale, a cousin. He works for an accounting firm and is an exacting man who prefers order in his life. Uncle Elliott has told him that if he marries a woman of gentle birth, he will give him the building in which he lives and works.

Finding they both like mathematics, they begin corresponding monthly sending one another equations to solve. Then they decide to marry to be able to get their inheritances and then go their separate ways. Ah, but Elliott says that is not what marriage is about and insists they live in the same house for a year before they can part. They agree.

Their time together is one of learning and acceptance. Readers gain more information about Duncan’s earlier life. Today, Duncan would be diagnosed with Autism Spectrum Disorder and would have had early intervention. Many children during this time period would have been institutionalized in an asylum. How far we have come. In my opinion, the story depicts a man who has been given a lot of schooling and training to bring out his best. Hazel was born with a Clubfoot which is fairly common even today. I felt that she was deprived of love in her early life which turned her emotionally inward and toward her studies. While she is a very intelligent woman, I feel she lacks the ability to open her heart and feel her emotions. For this reason, I did not care for her character. Some of this book dragged at times which bordered on boring. Since I have read many of this author’s books, I wanted to stick with the story and I’m glad I did. It is an unusual subject for her to undertake and I admire her for doing so plus introducing readers to how fairly common medical problems were dealt with during this time period vs today.

Copy provided by the NetGalley in exchange for a fair and honest review.

If ever there was a sweet and gentle book, this is it. Author Josi Kilpack is excellent at writing characters and weaving humanity into them so that as a reader, I connect and feel for them. In this particular story, Hazel and Duncan are slightly off what people considered at the time, normal. Hazel has a physical deformity in her foot and Duncan has what I think would be high functioning autism. Both Hazel and Duncan have keen intellects and have been highly educated. It draws them to each other and connects them in a way that differs from most other people.

I really loved the unconventional approach to marriage between Hazel and Duncan. It was so interesting to see the characters through the authors eyes. This was less of a love story in the traditional sense but more a showing of how love can look and feel differently and still be beautiful. It was sensitive and well written. I enjoyed it very much.

- I received a complimentary copy of this book. All opinions expressed are my own.

First sentence: Hazel had not slept well. Her crippled foot ached, despite it having been propped on a pillow all night to help manage the swelling induced by traveling.

Premise/plot: Hazel Stillman had all but given up on marriage and children. And she was fine with this--mostly. Still her uncle's offer of an incredibly generous dowry stung a bit. Not that he was singling out her--he made generous offers to ALL his nieces and nephews including his step-nephew, Duncan Penhale.

Duncan and Hazel meet in March 1822 on the day they are both offered special arrangements by their Uncle Elliott Mayfield. Duncan is an accountant, I believe, and she teaches advanced math at an all-girls school. They have a few things in common--like a love of puzzles and numbers. The two begin a strange but steady correspondence.

When circumstances change for the both of them--roughly around the same time--it seems a marriage of convenience may be the way to make the best of a bad situation. But will their uncle agree to them marrying each other solely to get their inheritance and meet his conditions?

My thoughts: Love and Lavender is a unique and original historical romance--a Regency. You might think, how could it possibly be original and unique when marriages of convenience are an established trope--something that you either love or hate. The answer is that Hazel and Duncan are well-developed, unique characters. Their story IS all theirs. Not one scene, not one line, could be cut and pasted into another romance novel. And not one scene from another romance novel could be cut and pasted into this one. The characters and story are memorable.

I really loved, loved, loved, LOVED, LOVED, LOVED this one. I did. I love Duncan Penhale. I do. I love Hazel too. They are perfect for one another. And not because either one is perfect...or "perfect." It was so WONDERFUL to read a romance novel with a hero and heroine like Duncan and Hazel. There was something so human about the story.

Josi Kilpack’s regency romances have been some of my favorites. I enjoy the way she writes characters who are not of the cookie cutter variety. Her characters are sympathetic, complex, flawed, and unforgettable. This story is perhaps one of her most unique and tender and a great conclusion to the Mayfield Family series.

Hazel is in her late 20’s and has no plans for marriage. Having been a teacher for several years, her dream is to have her own school. Born with a clubbed foot, she has always believed she would have no prospects for marriage and so has put all she has into teaching.

Duncan is in his 30’s and is most likely neurodivergent or on the autism spectrum. He struggles socially, but is brilliant in math and enjoys discussing factual based information. He lives alone with his beloved cat Elizabeth and works as an accountant. He thrives on order and routine.

Like the other Mayfield relatives, they are offered a significant inheritance if they can find suitable marriage partners. Though not actual blood relatives, Hazel and Duncan decide to enter into a marriage of convenience to obtain their inheritances. Uncle Elliot is not pleased with this and makes a contingency that they must live together for a year.

This story is unique in that it’s not an idyllic romance where they get married and everything falls neatly into place.

One of my favorite quotes was: “‘Hazel.’ Hazel stared at the desk for two seconds before lifting her head and meeting Sophie’s eyes. ‘Choose happiness.’”

This really sums up the entire story. Hazel must decide what she really wants and “choose happiness.” At first, both characters were difficult to love. They each come with their own baggage and trauma. Hazel has strained family relationships and is self conscious of her foot. Duncan struggles with touch and social interactions. However, from these two challenged people comes understanding and acceptance. As they forge ahead, they grow to care for one another. As the year comes to an end though, I wasn’t sure what would happen.

I loved the theme that happiness is a choice and that it doesn’t just happen. Both people needed to make compromises and learn to live with the challenges each brought to the marriage. I wasn’t quite sure how I felt about the story until I got to the end and there was a certain part that brought me to tears. So often we misjudge others especially their understanding of love and what it really is. I was touched especially by Duncan and his innocent unflinching ability to state the truth.

It is definitely a love story for people who enjoy reading about real people who find happiness in spite of their challenges. I highly enjoyed this conclusion to the Mayfield family series. I received an advanced copy from the publisher and was not required to provide a positive review. All opinions are my own.

A charming story of learning to love and overcoming obstacles. Neither Hazel or Duncan ever thought of marriage in their futures. When Uncle Elliot comes up with an inheritance for his nieces and nephews. They come up with a plan that will benefit them both. But Uncle Elliot threw a clause in the contract, that will change everything.
I was not pulled into this story right away. I did not feel any connection with the main characters. But as I continued reading they became more endearing and I was pulling for their connection and triumph to find love. What a beautiful story. They overcame the odds and made something magical. So if you don’t feel a connection right away, keep going. It is worth it!!
I received a complimentary copy of this book. Opinions expressed in this review are completely my own.

Another great addition to the Mayfield Family series! I have enjoyed each of the other books in this series, and this one did not disappoint either. There was a new twist in this story, as Duncan, one of the main characters, has autism (of course, they didn't know what that was back then) and Hazel has a clubbed foot. It was fun to sit on the sidelines and watch their relationship develop and grow. At times, I found myself rooting for Hazel to be completely successful with her chosen career path, and then I had to stop and say "But wait! Then what will happen?" I wasn't sure how the author was going to manage making everyone happy, but there is a reason she is a writer and I am not. If you haven't yet started this series, I highly recommend it.

The final book in the Mayfield Family Romance was by far my favorite and most captivating of the four.
I didn't read the blurb before picking up the book. I only knew the author and the fact that I enjoyed the other three books in the series. Wow did I love everything about this book. From the unique characters--seriously, Ms. Kilpack hit it out the park with unique premise--to the way their relationship unfolded, I was there for it all. I stayed up late because I HAD to know how it would all end and if Duncan and Hazel would get an HEA.
Y'all, this book gives you all the feels, gives you insights to others who aren't like you, and connects you the way we all wish for. Love can conquer anything and that message was well received.
I can't wait to see what book Ms. Kilpack comes up with next.

*I received a complimentary copy from the publisher via NetGalley. My review was not required nor influenced.

Absolutely heartwarming and inspiring. Loved it! Will now read the entire series. Thank you author, publisher and netgalley for this arc in exchange of an honest review.

I was really excited to read this book, with the heroine having a physical ailment and the hero being neurodivergent, I thought this would be a really interesting read. Unfortunately, I was just utterly disappointed by the romance. The chemistry between the two main characters was virtually nonexistent, with the hero showing absolutely no inclination towards her whatsoever beyond the fact that she is comfortable. Their relationship felt more familial than romantic, and by the time we reached the end of the book, I was so depressed for the heroine to wind up in such a loveless marriage. It was exactly what she didn't want. Sure, she said she loved him and they had a baby together, but I didn't believe it for one second. There was no passion, no emotion, just a partnership between two people. She gave up her dreams, she came back to him, there was no effort on his part to make the marriage work. Marriage and a baby do not a HEA make, and sadly, this book left me feeling down.

I loved the contrast of personalities between Hazel and Duncan. Their strengths and weaknesses complement and compensate each other in a lovely balance. The progression of their relationship also changed them both in good ways, and the improvement only increased the attachment and affection they share. It was fascinating to see the world, especially a different era, through Duncan's perspective, with what today's world would diagnose as on the autism spectrum. Hazel recognizes what is different about him, but also what is unique and extraordinary. A sweet and gentle love story that captured my interest and then my heart. I had tears as I read the final pages. Highly recommend!

Disclosure statement: A complimentary copy of this book was provided from a tour group, publisher, publicist, or author, including NetGalley, OR was borrowed from the library, including OverDrive, OR borrowed from Kindle Unlimited, OR purchased. A review was not required and all views and opinions expressed are unbiased and my own.

Love and Lavender by Josi Kilpack is a rare gem. Unique is the best word to describe this lovely story. From the storyline to the characters to the love story itself, I can honestly say I’ve never read a book quite like this one. Hazel is a beautiful woman, but a woman who never believed marriage could be an option. She has spent the majority of her life away from her family — a family who got rid of her because of a deformity. Duncan is not your typical hero. He is not selfless. He is not smooth and savvy. He doesn’t make a girl swoon. But in his own way, he is seriously perfect for Hazel. And, as it turns out (shockingly so to Hazel), Hazel is just the woman Duncan needs. Is this the most passionate of love stories? Nope. Is it a genuine love story? Yep, totally. Love and Lavender is a beautiful illustration of real love — the kind you have to work at every single day. The kind of love that doesn’t seem like love on the surface, but if you take a step back and really examine the relationship it so clearly is authentic. My most favorite aspect of this slow-burn romance is just how different the relationship is between Hazel and Duncan. They are not your typical romantic couple … and I LOVE this! It’s so refreshing to read about a couple who is truly unique. They are both broken people who have some hurts, hurts that have made them a little prickly and different. But hurts that have also made them strong, independent, and capable people. People who are strong enough to be the partners each one needs — even though it takes them some time to realize this fact. I like this story because not only is it one I won’t soon forget, but because I feel I can relate to it. I’ve read a lot of romance stories in my day, and while I always enjoy them, relating to them is sometimes difficult. I’m not rich, stunningly gorgeous, poised, or perfect. I have defects and flaws. I’m definitely not the heroine in a romance novel. And, that’s the cool thing about this novel — neither is Hazel. She’s one of the realest characters I’ve ever read. And so is Duncan.

Love and Lavender is the first novel I’ve read by Josi Kilpack, but it will not be the last. I thoroughly enjoyed my time with this story and its characters. I cannot recommend this story enough. If you are in the mood for a high-quality, well-written, engaging Historical Romance that’s truly a unique read, well, then Love and Lavender is the book for you.

I received a review copy of this novel in eBook form from the publisher, Shadow Mountain Publishing, via NetGalley. In no way has this influenced my review. The opinions expressed in this review are my own.

I was privileged enough to read Love and Lavender this past week. Normally it takes me a couple of days to read a book, but this book took me an entire week.
I had to keep putting it down. Honestly, Duncan’s character was a tough one to get use to. But as I continued to read, he became so endearing. And Hazel had so much to heal from that my heart hurt for her at times. This book is a great addition to the Mayfield series. Author, Josi Kilpack did a great job with really capturing the characters in a realistic form. I recommend this book. Give it a chance because it will capture your heart like it did mine.
-I was given an ARC to give it an honest review.

What a wonderful, well developed story about two very different people with different struggles. These characters leaped off the pages and kept a smile on my face. I couldn’t help but fall in love with this story.
It was a delight and different because they had to work extra hard against societal expectations of the time.
I really loved the cover, and the ending! I highly recommend it if you love regency clean romance. In case you’re wondering it can be read as a stand-alone.
An added bonus was how this author talked about lavender flowers and their beautiful color. Sharing with us the fragrance, the healing properties and how as a gift it often was a representation of purity, devotion and grace.
Thanks Shadow Mountain via Netgalley.
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I really enjoyed this historical romance especially since the characters were not perfect. Duncan has characteristics of the Autism spectrum (before they had any idea what it was) and Hazel has a club foot. Both have reservations about where their life will take them and neither believe that they will ever get married, that is until their Uncle Elliott sets up a "dowry" for each of them. However, they come up with the brilliant idea to marry each other (they really aren't cousins by blood) to collect their "dowry" so that they can each live their life how they see fit. What they don't expect is to fall in love with each other.

As I was reading this book and many of Duncan's traits, I knew that he had to be on the spectrum. He wouldn't look people in the eye, was very orderly, doesn't like to be touched, and heaven forbid if things are out of sync with how he likes them. But at the same time, he realizes that life with Hazel isn't so bad. He may not understand what it is like to fall in love, but at the same time, he does.

Hazel believes that she is inferior to her siblings because of her club foot. She is afraid any man that would marry her would just be in it for her dowry, which is a hefty sum. She is brilliant and a teacher and seeks to educate women and girls so that they can find better positions or just be better people all around. I admired that in her. What Hazel thinks that she wants and what she discovers are two different things.

I do love this series and getting to know all of the Mayfield family. While you don't have to read the books in order, it does help to understand some of the characters, mostly Elliott.

One of my favorite things about a Josi Kilpack Regency romance is that she writes about characters who aren't the "norm" for the period. Instead of reading about ladies and lords and their "perfect" lives, a real, raw, emotional story is developed from the lives of characters with physical or mental struggles, making the book easy to connect to in both heart and mind.

Hazel has a clubbed foot, which leads to many hardships throughout her life, while Duncan seems to be almost on the autism spectrum. From their first awkward meeting, I just knew something beautiful would develop and I cherished every progress they each made. I loved how they came up with the perfect solution to their dilemmas and enjoyed every interaction so very much.

Sweet and gentle is the overall feeling of the story despite their individual adversities, and it was lovely to immerse myself in their story. Wonderful characters and beautiful plot.

Content: mild romance

*I received a complimentary copy. All opinions expressed are my own and were voluntarily given.*

Haven’t read this author before, but now I will have to get the other books in the series. This story was written with so much knowledge about Hazel with a club foot and Duncan, who is autism. Duncan is so likable that you will want to protect him all through the story. Uncle Elliott makes a deal with Hazel and Duncan. They must live together for one year to receive their inheritance. He sees a potential in them that no one else can. It is emotional and often heartbreaking. The chemistry between Hazel and Duncan is so powerful that they each want to help each other. Love and Lavender is about a love match that you would never dream would happen. Josi S. Kilpack did a fantastic job of telling the story. I highly recommend this book.
Thank you to NetGalley and Shadow Mountain publishing for an ARC ebook. All opinions are my own.

This book surprised me with it's unique characters that found a way into my heart with their unconventional love story.

I was intrigued by the premise of this story --two near strangers agree to marry and live together for one year in order to claim their inheritances. At first, this seems to be a ridiculous idea. They do not love each other and they do not want to love each other. They want to find financial independence in different cities. But agree to Uncle Elliott's terms to live together for one year.

Hazel is a fascinating character. Her life with a clubbed foot is difficult and I appreciated the insights into living with disabilities during this time period. I couldn't believe how much pain she endured on a daily basis! Her custom boot isn't even helpful until Duncan finds a skilled cobbler who can really create something useful. It made me really appreciate modern medicine and the conveniences we enjoy. Nowadays, a club foot can be surgically healed but Hazel had to live with it. I loved her thirst for knowledge and the joy she finds in teaching, especially in subjects like advanced mathematics. Her brilliant mind was such a lovely way to contrast her physical disability. It did not limit her from learning all she could and from sharing that knowledge. Some of my favorite scenes in the book are when she is teaching in her parlor school in Ipswich. Seeing how her teaching changes those girls' lives was beautiful! Hazel is a complex character -- surprisingly fearful about love and being worthy of love but also strong and willing to work hard to achieve her dreams. I loved seeing her transformation as she finds herself worthy of love and takes to leap of faith to have a life of joy and devotion with Duncan.

Duncan truly surprised me as a main character. At first, I wasn't sure how I felt about him. I was surprised to find him probably on the modern autism spectrum. He was awkward, overly direct, and just a bit off. How could this man be our hero? As the story progressed, I was fascinated by his journey. His life had been difficult and he had known tragedy and heartache with the death of his parents and guardian. He was teased and ridiculed for being different. And yet, he had a good education, worked hard in a career he enjoyed, and built routines that worked for him. And then he meets Hazel. I love how their relationship transforms Duncan! Certainly, he remains a bit odd. But we also see his intense loyalty and kindness. His directness also shows his compassion. And I loved the way they both share their love with each other as the book progresses.

I wasn't sure this love story would work for me. But it grew on me in beautiful ways as the story progressed. I loved the way Hazel and Duncan build each other up and bring out the best in each other. He encourages her in her teaching and loves to discuss and educate her on a variety of subjects. She helps him understand his reactions to physical touch and to build relationships with those around him. He is direct and she learns to understand him. She is scared and he helps her be brave. He believes in God and she isn't sure. But he doesn't judge her or ridicule her for her doubts. Together, they build faith and hope and joy. Even when they don't expect to. I love the final chapters of the book when Hazel is discussing her future with her friend Sophie. She doesn't think she can hope for a future with so much joy. And Sophie encourages her to trust and have faith. What a beautiful message!

Overall, a lovely and quirky romance. I enjoyed the setting and the simple household Hazel and Duncan set up. They are not overly wealthy but they are comfortable and happy. The characters are not typical but teach us beautiful lessons about the power of love, healing, joy, and trust..

A perfect example of why marriages of convenience are so enjoyable. Josi S. Kilpack can take two unlikely characters and creatively blend them into a believable love match. There is the perfect amount of tension, interest, and opportunity. Hazel is a strong woman, never mind the club foot that can so easily define her and her opportunities. Duncan is bluntly straightforward and needs a strong, confident woman who is not offended or put off by this. Both will capture your heart and keep you immersed in the story. I love how they overcome so many obstacles and find comfort and safety with one another. I highly recommend this unique, clean, love story. I received a complimentary copy from the publisher via NetGalley and all opinions expressed are solely my own, freely given.

Last year I read one of Josi S Kilpack’s sweet historical romances and I thought it was a nice read with a lot of potential. I added a few of her other novels to my TBR list after reading Rakes and Roses so when this one came up for review I thought I would continue with the series. Rakes and Roses was the third in the Mayfield Family series and this one, Love and Lavender is the fourth.

If you enjoy sweet romances you will no doubt recognize Kilpack’s name as she has written quite a few historical romances as well as a few mystery novels. She has a knack for writing interesting main characters with believable romances and Shadow Mountain Publishing is my go to publishing house for proper/sweet romances so if you are a fan of that genre be sure to check them out.

I picked this one up while I was out of town at a weightlifting meet and I was eager to have something positive and quick to read through. Something that would be a little bit fluff and a little bit feel good to distract me. While this was a feel good read with a positive outcome, I didn’t feel like it was ‘fluffy’. It did have quite a bit of substance to it, while it wasn’t necessarily ‘heavy’ it had a range of content to draw on which was nice.

Summary
Hazel Stillman is a woman of rare independence and limited opportunities. Born with a clubbed foot, she was sent away as a child and, knowing her disability means a marriage is unlikely, she devoted herself to scholarship and education.

Now working as a teacher in an elite private girls’ school, she is content with the way her story has unfolded. When her uncle Elliott Mayfield presents her with the prospect of a substantial inheritance if she marries, Hazel is offended. What kind of decent man would marry for her money? Besides, she loves her freedom as a professional, respected woman. When she hears rumors of the school possibly being sold, however, she knows she must consider all her options.

Duncan Penhale has a brilliant mind and thrives on order and process. He does not expect to marry because he likes his solitary life, shared only with his beloved cat. When Elliott Mayfield, his guardian’s brother, presents him with an inheritance if he marries a woman of social standing, Duncan finds it intrusive. However, with the inheritance, he could purchase the building in which he worksand run his own firm. It would take an impressive and intellectual woman to understand and love him, quirks and all.

Hazel and Duncan believe they have found a solution to both of their problems: marry one another, receive their inheritances, and then part ways to enjoy their individual paths. But when Uncle Mayfield stipulates that they must live together as husband and wife for one year before receiving their inheritances, Hazel and Duncan reluctantly agree. Over time, their marriage of convenience becomes much more appealing than they had anticipated. At the end of the full year, will they go their separate ways or could an unlikely marriage have found unsuspecting love?

Review
In romances, enemies to lovers is always my favorite troupe—however, fake relationships/marriage of convenience lands a close second. This was one of the biggest things I was looking forward to in this novel! In this one I liked Hazel and Duncan together from the very beginning and could clearly see that they had a mutual respect and connection that made sense as a reason for marrying one another to essentially help each other get what they both wanted. It also helped really set up a solid foundation for their romantic intentions when that time came. I felt invested in their relationship especially through their early letters to one another at the beginning. I love letter writing between couples and could really see their attraction and respect for one another in those letters.

One thing that I thought was interesting in this book that added a lot of depth was Hazel was born with a clubbed foot. Having a character that has endured a physical deformity in a historical novel is almost unheard of. Almost every historical romance I’ve read the woman is young, vibrant, and atypically beautiful. Sometimes the man might have suffered some kind of disfigurement or injury but the woman is almost always shown as perfect. In this novel I love how our main character has a physical deformity that she has to essentially work through and has impacted her life quite a bit. I also loved how Duncan basically didn’t see it that way and ultimately that made me love him right off the bat in this book.

but Kilpack doubled down on this book with her characters as Duncan had his own set of limitations and disabilities that were different than what Hazel had to deal with physically. I loved how the author really incorporated unique characters with limitations into this one and I think a lot of readers will find an endearing plot with wonderfully drawn characters. The characters for me were more complex and developed that I was expecting in a romance and it was both refreshing and fun to read about Duncan and Hazel. If you are a historical romance fan you need to get this one on your radar immediately! It was a wonderful read!

Book Info and Rating
Genre: Historical Romance, Regency Romance, Inspirational Fiction

Publisher: Shadow Mountain Publishing (November 2, 2021)L

ength: (320) pages

Format: Trade paperback, eBook, & audiobook

Tour Dates: November 1-28, 2021

Rating: 4 stars

3.5-4 Stars (view my extended review on Goodreads)

The latest installment of the Mayfield Family books, 'Love and Lavender', brings us Hazel and her not-quite-adopted-cousin, Duncan. Despite not reading the previous volumes (they work as standalones), the references to the other family members' pasts and how marriage changed them filled me in just fine. Hazel and Duncan team up to achieve their life goals, but will soon find that plans change when your partner-in-crime turns into a pretty awesome helpmeet.

I’d like to highlight what sub-tropes I identified (really like making these up): we have friends-to-lovers, self-arranged-marriage, and a faux-fake-relationship with complex characters that have disabilities.

Characters: Hazel is truly a force to be reckoned with. Ahead of her time, she fights for female independence through providing both basic and advanced education. Imagine if she could run for Parliament! Her only real enemy is herself, but we can’t really fault her for that. Her patience with Duncan is definitely derived from Kilpack’s sister’s experience as a Special Ed teacher (very realistic). I appreciated Kilpack’s excellent attention to describing Duncan's thought processes. It reminded me of 'The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-Time' and I seriously recommend you give that a read. I know most readers will relate to Hazel more, but -since I have ADHD- I actually related to Duncan’s perseverance to live his life as fully as possible despite his social awkwardness (courtesy of his ASD). Remember: no one neurodiverse person has the same experience.

Gorilla in the room: What being physically disabled and/or neurodiverse was like in the regency period. Reality check: frankly, none of this would've happened. It was mentioned/glazed over in the book at one point that Duncan would've been sent to an orphanage/asylum, but Hazel's fate would’ve been only slightly better. Realistic? Absolutely not, but it makes for a good story within the period confines and hopefully inspires readers to be more understanding of what it means to be neurodiverse. What ~is~ realistic is both Hazel and Duncan’s belief that they are “broken”: broken brain, broken leg/foot. Many of us (including me) who have disabilities have referred to ourselves as “broken”. We’re just different and we do our best to live our best life :)

My biggest issue: It’s kinda off-putting that this can appear to reinforce the original neurotypical thought: the only people who can accept a disabled person as a partner is another disabled person (aka, like likes like). I’m sure that’s not what the author meant, but it's not historically inaccurate to put them together. Hazel does seem to infer this at times, but doesn’t outright say it.

Overall: Fans of Kilpack will not be disappointed. This was a pretty good read. I adored their bonding over math problems (I can say I was half right about the sequence -no, I didn’t cheat!) while letter writing and their passionate down-the-rabbit-hole discussions that would keep my ADHD brain entertained for days. I pretty much guessed how the climax would go -and appreciated the dose of comic relief expertly placed into a serious talk. The comedic relief was ON POINT. The ending -while mostly expected- was all good feels.

*Thank you to NetGalley and Shadow Mountain Publishing for this eARC. All opinions expressed are my own.*

I was so excited to read the new book in the Mayfield family romance series by Josi Kilpack. I've enjoyed getting to know this family and this book introduces us to Hazel Stillman. She's offered the marriage deal by her uncle that generally kicks off the story and has been the pattern in the other books in the series. Hazel is offended by the offer, however, thinking it was made because no man would marry her unless she brought a financial windfall to the union. When Hazel meets Duncan, her aunt's ward, she is wary of him and his obvious quirks, but they strike up an unusual friendship that is based on their mutual love of math. When extreme circumstances come up for both of them regarding their employment, it seems like marriage would be the best solution to find some stability, then go their separate ways once that is achieved. But could a marriage be more than that for them?

I enjoyed getting to know both Hazel and Duncan. They are such well-rounded characters with relatable problems. They both are navigating a relationship for the first time and make mistakes, their backgrounds and previous experiences coloring their perspectives about what marriage should or could look like. I loved that both our hero and heroine were dealing with perceived physical and mental limitations, but still found themselves falling in love. I really wanted them to find their happily-ever-after with all they'd been through! I didn't expect some of the twists and turns in the story and the inner and outer conflict the characters faced. Hazel does make a decision regarding Duncan's family that I wished would have been more resolved, but overall, I can understand why she comes to the conclusion she does. I thought the secondary cast and setting were very well done, but the author truly excelled at weaving together a beautiful story of what love truly means.

If there is one thing that I can expect when I pick up a book written by Josi S. Kilpack is that I will be reading an intelligent story with unforgettable unique characters, characters that have real-life issues or challenges so different from the unrealistic perfect heroes of most romance novels. I was not disappointed by her latest novel which tackles a woman with a club foot and a man on the autism spectrum. So interesting!

Both Hazel and Duncan stand out as characters and would have been considered weird in their day, but I loved how realistic the author made them. She brought out the best in them and did not sugarcoat their issues. Instead, we see the possibility of love growing between two people shunned by a society that did not fully understand their limitations and who did not always embrace their strengths. Hazel is a strong feminist character, whose kindness and forgiveness take her far in life. So many great lessons without the preachiness.

The story flowed well and kept my interest throughout. I was rooting for this couple. I loved the setting that added to the intrigue of living at a time when certain conditions were not well understood. The author did excellent research because her portrayal of what life must have been like for both these individuals was well done.

I have not read any of Kilpack's previous novels in this series but now I plan to. Each is a stand-alone novel and includes a flower in the title and as a token woven through each story.

If you are looking for good clean romance novels with unique storylines, Kilpack is an author to discover. I have a few of her novels on my bookshelf that I'm wondering why I haven't read them yet. Time to rectify that!

Although Hazel Stillman is of noble birth, her clubbed foot resulted in her family’s casting her aside from her youth. Her twin brother’s mismanagement and squandering of the family’s assets has made it necessary for Hazel to support herself by teaching arithmetic at a school for girls that’s rumored to be up for sale. Since advanced learning classes are not typical for young ladies, Hazel’s position and livelihood may be in jeopardy. Her predicament is a precarious one unless she marries and accepts her uncle Elliott’s generous dowry of fifty thousand pounds. Hazel feels insulted that her benefactor is offering this large sum as though a man needs to be bought to marry her. But she knows her prospects are few to none because of her physical deformity. So what is she to do?

Meanwhile, Hazel’s “cousin,” Duncan Penhale, is in a somewhat similar situation. He, though, is not of noble birth, but is of the working class. However, “Uncle Elliott” is also his benefactor and Duncan could inherit property that would greatly benefit him if he marries a genteel woman. Duncan is content living his current regimented life, but his employment arrangement has become distressing to him. His inheritance will remedy that situation, but marriage would be challenging for Duncan because he is not an ordinary man. He has difficulties understanding peoples’ expressions and emotions, he angers quickly, paces when he’s excited or anxious, doesn’t like to be touched, is socially awkward, lacks tact and is direct to the point of embarrassment. His peculiar behavior would be difficult for any woman to tolerate, but Hazel seems to have the ability to cope with Duncan’s various odd mannerisms. She’d met Duncan once and they’d corresponded for more than a year, enjoying number riddles that each would solve in their next letter. But could it be enough familiarity to justify a marriage? Uncle Elliott’s stipulation requires cohabitation for at least one year as a married couple. Could Duncan and Hazel live together for a year as husband and wife in order to collect their respective inheritances and then move on to pursue their individual endeavors thereafter, free and clear? Or will their uncle and aunt Amelia’s clever manipulation change both their lives in a way that neither one expected?

Love and Lavender is my favorite book thus far of 2021. It was an impeccable story that I read eagerly from cover to cover, including the acknowledgements. The characters were magnificently written and it was easy to form a bond with them. I especially appreciated Duncan’s character. Although his condition is not stated in the story it’s apparent that he’s autistic, which accounts for his quirkiness. I loved his character!! His bluntness and literal interpretations made me chuckle. Duncan says what ordinary people would like to say but dare not for propriety’s sake. And although Hazel was sometimes appalled by his directness, she admittedly found his natural candidness refreshing at times. Duncan displayed odd behavior, but he also possessed many admirable qualities. His solicitousness towards Hazel was endearing…. always helping her navigate stairs or making sure she had a proper boot made by a skilled cobbler to ensure her comfort.

Another aspect of the book that I found refreshing was the secondary characters. Although some “ordinary” people might be put off by Duncan, there were those who cherished and appreciated his intellect and companionship. A doctor acquaintance, Dr. Randall, became a consultant and advisor to him and was patient and kind. Delores, who worked in the pub downstairs and made sure he had a warm meal to take upstairs to eat after work and fish for his cat, Elizabeth. Harry, Hazel’s twin brother whose shift in character warmed my heart. His acceptance of and willingness to be entertained, intellectually stimulated and unwittingly insulted by Duncan made me smile. Other notable characters were Amelia, Uncle Elliott’s wife, who was a tremendous help to Hazel. Sophie, Hazel’s wise and loyal friend, and Mrs. Randall, the doctor’s wife who assisted Hazel with her endeavors while she lived in Lavender House in Ipswich. Truly, a great cast of characters that I grew to love and admire.

I could talk about this book FOREVER. While reading the acknowledgements I came across this statement from the author…

“This book was written during the most difficult period of my life…”

I don’t know what the author was going through when she wrote Love and Lavender, but I have been inspired by her ability to concoct such a fine story during a time of trial.

I highly recommend this book to anyone who enjoys a story with a great setting, fabulously developed characters and a conclusion that will make your heart scream with joy.

The premise of this series is delightful. Siblings and cousins have the opportunity to immediately gain their inheritance pending an approved marriage and settling down by their uncle. His tactics are often manipulative but ultimately it's a great catalyst to their happily ever after's.
Hazel and Duncan strike up a bargain for a marriage of convenience in order to attain their inheritance. Between her physical disability and lack of prospects and his propensity for isolation, it seems like a match well made. The only stipulation is that they live together the first year of marriage.
While Duncan would not have been diagnosed as such in the period, he exhibits high functioning autistic behavior. His lack of filter was probably one of my favorite things and made me laugh a few times. My daughter has similar attributes and so it was very reminiscent of my life with her.
My only complaint is that both MC's had something large personally to "overcome" so it lacked a little bit of focus for me. That aside, I think that both were represented well.
For fans of audiobooks, it's narrated by Justine Eyre, who is a favorite for me. I love her voice for this time period and setting.
Thank you to Shadow Mountain and NetGalley for the advanced copy. All thoughts in this review are my own.

What book has surprised you recently? I love the Regency Romance genre and this book Love and Lavender surprised me by going in a completely different direction than most Regency Romance novels.

Hazel Stillman was born with a club foot and was sent off to school at an early age to never return home. What could a girl with a club foot with gentle birth, but no dowry expect? She discovers she is brilliant at mathematics and becomes a mathematics teacher at a girl’s school. Here her life would have remained if her Uncle had not bestowed on her a grand dowry if she will marry a man of gentle birth. She begins a correspondence with Duncan Penhale. Her Uncle has also bestowed the inheritance of a building on Duncan if he too finds someone of gentle birth to marry. Duncan is different than everyone else, today he would probably be diagnosed as autistic. He sees the world as very black and white. He has a great mind and loves to discuss a great many things including mathematical problems. Duncan and Hazel enjoy their correspondence until they decide that perhaps the best thing for their future would be a marriage of convenience where they both would be able to come into their inheritance. Can they stay together for one year? Will this marriage work out and will both be able to live their dreams?

I can’t express how much I loved this book. I read most of it in one night and couldn’t put it down. This book brought me to tears and it called to me. If you’ve every known or loved someone with Autism, Duncan’s story is very compelling. Autism has always existed, but people didn’t know what it was or how to deal with it during this time period. Duncan was lucky to have a father and a stepmother who loved him and taught him how to deal with his emotions and sensory issues. They also provided the schooling that he needed for his sharp mind. Hazel was his perfect foil with her own sharp mind. As a female engineer, it was wonderful to read a book where the female character not only likes math but excels at it. Her only limits are that there are no careers for women in math in the Regency period. Even finding a teaching position is hard. That’s why the inheritance would be a godsend where Hazel could buy her own school and stability.

Marriage of convenience is one of my favorite tropes in romance novels. Will Hazel and Duncan be able to make their marriage work? I loved both the plot and fantastic characters in this novel.

I also enjoyed that although Hazel didn’t attend church or have faith of her own, Duncan had a great faith. When Hazel attended church with Duncan for Christmas, she realized that Duncan’s church community accepted him for who he was and were a family to him.

Overall, Love and Lavender was a touching Regency Romance novel with a unique plot and great characters. I highly recommend it.

Book Source: Review Copy from Shadow Mountain Publishing for being a part of the Austenprose PR Book Tour. I received a complimentary copy of this book. Opinions expressed in this review are completely my own.

Hazel Stillman was left with no illusions that she would ever marry. Born with a clubbed foot, she was hidden away from the world by her parents and abandoned to a girls’ school. She pours her energies into higher math and becomes a teacher, learning to find joy in scholarship instead of relationships. When her uncle Elliott presents her with an inheritance, she sees it as an opportunity to save her school from being sold. But the money comes with strings attached…the strings of marriage.

Duncan Penhale is a strange fellow. He likes everything to be orderly and exact, and he is candid in his dislike of things that are not. When he angers his employer with his intransigence on the points of punctuality and correct bookkeeping, he is in danger of losing his place. Strangely enough, his guardian’s brother has offered him a significant sum of money if he succeeds in marrying a gentlewoman. Duncan’s one hope of maintaining his life exactly as it is, is to shake up his life altogether.

Determined to gain their inheritances, Hazel and Duncan make a calculated plan to marry…and then never have anything to do with each other again. However, Uncle Elliott, appalled by their callous decisions, insists that they must live at the same residence for one year before they separate. Grudgingly, the two agree. As Hazel comes to know Duncan, with all his quirks, she begins to care for him deeply–but is it even possible for a man like him to fall in love? Hazel will settle for nothing less if she is to fully commit.

Duncan settles into a sense of normalcy with Hazel, the only person whose physical touch does not frighten and nauseate him. He depends on her to tell him what society thinks of his behaviors, and she depends on him to help her navigate the world with her lame leg. But for some reason, Hazel is still determined to abandon Duncan at the year’s end, and he has no idea what words she needs to hear in order to bridge the gap between them.

This unusual Regency deals with the topics of disability and autism. Hazel’s clubbed foot makes her an object of derision or pity in some people’s eyes, and at first she is horrified by Duncan’s casual allusions to her deformity. His comfortability with speaking about her disability, however, is a boon to Hazel, as he applies his significant mental energies to finding her the proper-fitting shoes to help her walk without pain. Duncan himself, with his overly literal ways, is an object of embarrassment to Hazel at first, but in time, her affection for him overshadows her annoyance at his lack of sensibility. The story also features a reconciliation between Hazel and her brother Harry, who finds his own romance in Rakes and Roses.

All in all, this was a delightful novel that explores a romance far from the cookie-cutter mold. Recommended.

I was invited by the publisher to read and review this novel for Netgalley.com. It was a true pleasure. The book, Love and Lavender caught my eye with its descriptive title and beautiful cover. This story was original, charming and engaging. Hazel and Duncan reminded me in a vague way of Elizabeth Bennett and Mr. Darcy...they were attracted to each other, but it took time and patience for them to figure this out. The story pulls you in from the very first pages and as you learn more about each character, you are pulled more deeply into the story. What I truly enjoyed was the character of Duncan. The author was respectful and mindful to describe how Duncan views the world and how he struggled to open himself up to his love for Hazel. I am going to read this book again, as the story so beautifully evolved, that I would like to experience it once again. I am going to read more from this author. Well done!

I love the Mayfield Family Proper Romance Series! Love and Lavender is no exception. What a unique love story using people considered outcasts in society as main characters with their challenges as they capitulate to Uncle Elliott’s marriage machinations. While choosing characters with obvious disabilities, Josi Kilpack develops the characters as relatable and they feel like they could be any of us. Love and Lavender adds depth to an excellent series!

3 1/2 rounded up.

Hazel was born with a clubbed foot. She knwws she probably will not marry because of it, so instead puts all her love into her students at her school. Duncan needs order and predicability in his life (sounds like he is on the Autism spectrum). He has an apartment and a cat and a job that he can tolerate.

When they each are offered a great inheritance if they marry and stay married for a year, they decide to go in together to do so. They figure one year is a short enough time, then they can go on their way and live the independent lives they each desire. After time feelings begin to change, though. And we get to go along on this story.

I thought overall the story is well told. I feel like we got to know each character very well. There were a few twists and turns that kept it fun and interesting and I finished the book feeling pretty good about it. It's clean, simple and an enjoyable read. I would allow my teenager to read this one.

Thanks to NetGalley and Shadow Mountain for an ARC in exchange for my honest review.

Love and Lavender, is the fourth installment from the Mayfield Family series by Josi S. Kilpack. I loved the other books in the series and this one is no different. Four and a half stars..

Why I Chose This Book

You all know I love a good Regency romance and the synopsis sounded just so sweet. I couldn’t resist!

First Initial Thoughts

Hazel is getting older and has concluded that she will never marry. Especially with her clubbed foot. No man will want to endure marrying someone with a disability. During that time, many with physical disabilities sadly were discarded and not given a chance to prosper in society. However, due to her family's financial situation, I think she was able to make something for herself. She was independent, witty, and intelligent. She was sent to a boarding school at a young age and became a teacher soon after graduating. She has been a math teacher for 10 years and absolutely loves teaching girls mathematics. She believes girls should be able to learn any subject when at this time it was not appropriate for ladies to learn subjects that weren’t needed at the home.

Duncan is in this late 30s and currently works in a financial building as a clerk. He has found out that he can have his inheritance to own the Burrow Building if he marries someone of good standing (wealth). At the beginning when Duncan meets we get a sense something is not quite right with him. He is a very intelligent man but thrives on order and process. I found it kind of hard to read- how he had to eat a certain meal exactly to his process. However, I gave him grace because it is concluded that he probably had Autism. Most likely High Functioning Autism. He was awkward around others socially, he had exact routines, and he did not like change - to name a few clues.

Daniel and Hazel after meeting decide to continue writing to each other. Over the next year and a half, they develop a great friendship over the letters. When the two confide in each other of their life issues - Hazel’s school closing and Duncan’s inheritance they decide to get married. So that Hazel can use the inheritance money to buy the school and Duncan can inherit the building. A win-win situation. However, Hazel’s uncle won’t have it. He wants them to live together for a year before they decide what they want to do. Can they live together and is there something more than just friendship?

Setting

Ok, so do I really need to mention it again? You all know I love Regency Romances because they are set in England. What’s more to love? The cottages, English countryside, tea time, and so much more is what you will find in this thought-provoking novel. I definitely could see myself living there as well- such an idyllic place to live!

Final Thoughts

I loved that Josi had the main characters with Autism and a physical disability. Both of the characters had disabilities that affected their life. However, they never let it get to them. They were able to create a life independently without relying on someone else to support them. This is something anyone with a disability wants one day and I loved that Josi showed that in this novel.

The only thing about Duncan that kind of irked me was that it was implyed that people with Autism can’t love. I don’t think that’s necessarily true. Yes, their disability may get in the way for them to fully show that they love someone but I do think that they can love someone just like anyone else. Just in a different way. Duncan wasn’t this male hero that said all the right things. He is definitely different and I think Hazel fit perfectly with him. They both understood each other and supported each other in eachother’s dreams and desires. And most importantly they got along so well with each other. I think that is what’s most important in a relationship.

I enjoyed reading their relationship blossom over the year that they were living together. I won’t say what happens at the end but I liked how the author portrayed a realistic view of marriage and relationships. Overall, this was a beautiful romance story between two marjonalized people - and we need that more!

Would I Recommend?

Yes! I think anyone, especially those that have Autism will appreciate this beautiful romance story.

Love and Lavender by Josi S. Kilpack is not your typical historical romance. And it was all the better for it.

Hazel and Duncan are somewhat misfits among their family and friends. Hazel has chosen to be a teacher over a wife and mother. Duncan is gruff and focused (if this were a contemporary book, he would probably be diagnosed somewhere on the autism scale). These two strike up an unlikely friendship through letters and bond via word problems (as in the math kind).

Kilpack does such a good job in this book giving us contrasting characters who understand each other as their sweet friendship blossoms into love. This may just be my favorite book in the Mayfield Family series.

Disclosure statement: I voluntarily reviewed a complimentary copy of this book and was not required to write a positive review. All opinions are my own.

It was courageous of Josi Kilpack to write an historical novel about a couple with disabilities. I suspect it is difficult to find historical information about how people with disabilities were treated by their families and by their communities. Kilpack has developed characters that are coping fairly well. Although this works very well in the story, it might be optimistic. Overall this was a satisfying romance, and definitely worth reading.

4.5 stars

What do you get when you combine two atypical romance novel protagonists with a Regency setting, two unconventional dowries, and a marriage of convenience? Well, for starters, you get this tender & beautiful romance from Josi S. Kilpack – Love and Lavender!

The tentatively budding relationship between a neurodiverse hero & a physically challenged heroine is one of the sweetest romances I’ve read in recent memory. While both Hazel and Duncan take some getting used to, their awkwardness (particularly Duncan’s) becomes endearing with little effort on the part of the reader. Kilpack has done a masterful job of drawing these vivid characters, amplifying their value through the other’s eyes. And I found it equally poignant that the character whom we would be more likely to outwardly judge as the most difficult to love turned out, in fact, to be the easiest.

I absolutely adored that their friendship – which led to their marriage of convenience – developed through writing letters, that through these frequent communications they were able to form a connection with each other. A connection that neither of them were anticipating or used to. This allowed them to get to know each other – and for readers to do the same, in such a way that showed us rather than told us. In fact, Kilpack develops these characters and their relationship thoughtfully and realistically, neither labeling Duncan or Hazel nor exaggerating their mannerisms to make a point. I greatly appreciated her approach and found that their characterizations enhanced my enjoyment of their journey all the more.

Bottom Line: Love and Lavender is a sweet and unique marriage of convenience romance, with dimensional characters (main & supporting) and a gentle message of faith and inherent worth. A story of being loved even when deemed unlovable and of subtly challenging those social conventions when it matters. While this is the fourth book of a series, it reads nicely as a standalone, and there are many layers to explore beneath the surface of its main plot. An excellent choice for Regency romance & marriage of convenience fans!

(I voluntarily reviewed a complimentary copy of this book

Well, this is quite the book! It's not very often you come across a romance featuring a hero on the autism spectrum. As others have said (I'm quoting from Sarah Monzon's review because she words it just right), "This is not an alpha male hero or a sweet hero who says all the right things. You probably won’t swoon over him or collect him as a book boyfriend. And yet the notes of the romance are just right. The heroine for him is just right."

A very sweet romance where two unique people find their places in the world.

Note- Clean, although there are conversations about marital relations (worded specifically like that). Thanks Netgalley for the ARC! The opinions are my own.

This book was absolutely beautiful, incredibly written. The most impressive part about the book was the very distinct voices Josi gave to Hazel and Duncan. The way Josi structured her sentences and the flow of each paragraph naturally led to the personalities and emotions of each character in a way that was stunningly done.

Though the book was written from multiple points of view, I appreciated that we didn’t get Duncan’s point of view until quite a few chapters into the book. It allowed us to get so much of Hazel’s perspective and understanding before we dove into the chaotic nature of Duncan’s thoughts. It was genius story telling for these particular characters.

This story was so unique and I loved the way Josi built both the characters and their relationship. I was incredibly impressed with how she intelligently navigated Hazel’s broken body, Duncan’s ‘broken’ mind and their growing respect and love. The uniqueness of the romance was no less swoony and heart warming.

Josi’s descriptions of not only their characters and their background, but of how they viewed the world around them and the new experiences they had, brought life to the novel and emotion to the pages. I adored every part of this story and am incredibly impressed at the author’s portrayal, setting, and story telling. This story was no small undertaking, and was remarkably well done.

I love Josi Kilpack's Mayfield family series. This is the last of that series and the main characters in this one are a little different than the norm. Hazel Stillman was born with a clubbed foot and back then marriage and a family with that kind of physical abnormality was not likely, so Hazel teaches at a girls' school with dreams of one day owning her own school. When Uncle Elliott tells her the conditions on which she is to receive her inheritance from him, she's not at all happy. Hazel doesn't understand why she should have to get married to receive her inheritance. As the laws were at that time, once married, the money would no longer be hers, but her husband's. Duncan has personality “quirks” and habits that, in our time, would put him on the Autism spectrum. I’m sure back then people just thought him odd. Duncan and Hazel are “sort of cousins”, because Duncan was raised by Hazel’s Aunt Catherine.

At first, these two don’t seem as if they would get along very well since Duncan is very regimented with his schedule and doesn’t like change, but as their relationship progresses they mesh quite nicely like two puzzle pieces. I liked how Duncan showed he cared for Hazel with his actions. One of my favorites was when he found a cobbler to make new boots for her, which helped with the pain in her clubbed foot. I liked how Hazel was able to calm Duncan when he was over stimulated or upset. I really liked the character of Hazel. She was independent and knew what she wanted. She accepted her disability but didn’t let it stop her from making her dream of owning her own school for girls become a reality. I liked how the author showed the struggles Hazel and Duncan faced and how they handled them. I loved that what started out as a marriage of convenience turned into a true marriage and that Duncan and Hazel got a happily ever after.

This is not your typical historical romance. It’s a gentle and slow love story that shows that everyone can find love. I thoroughly enjoyed this series from Josi Kilpack. I received a complimentary copy from the publisher Shadow Mountain via NetGalley. All thoughts expressed in my review are my own.

I loved this. It was a different kind of romance showing how people with disabilities approach love. It was a beautiful story and I really liked both of the main characters.

I always like Josi Kilpack’s books. Proper Romances focus mostly on the emotional connection between the love interests instead of the physical one. This is a very unique couple. Duncan is an accountant and it appears that he has the symptoms of some sort of neurological issue kind of like Asperger’s Syndrome because he is INCREDIBLY smart, but has difficulty in social areas of his life. I was impressed that an author would write a less than perfect main character. Hazel is a teacher at an all girls school and her niche is advanced mathematics. She wants to better young girls lives so they have the ability to pick and choose the rest of their lives rather than pigeonholed in an uneducated, underpaid and less satisfying life.

I enjoyed the story and I cannot imagine the research that this author had to do in order to make this book cohesive. I have to admit that I skipped over the math parts because I am not good at it nor understand it. I could definitely see the support each half of the couple gave to the other. It wasn’t an extremely romantic book, but it was very interesting.

Beautiful story. I loved the Hazel and Duncan's gradually growing to love each other, and the supporting characters. This is a story about what love is, and what love can be.

This was a fascinating peek into what life was like in the Regency era for two people navigating the world with challenges. Hazel had a club foot and Duncan struggled with what we would know today as some form of autism.

I loved the way the book told the story from both perspectives. It was especially interesting to read about the way Duncan experienced things. Hazel’s perspective on Duncan was also fascinating, as she had experience with a previous student who reacted to the world in much the same way that Duncan did.

This was a slow and steadily paced novel, which was exactly as it needed to be. The day to day life of these two characters and the way they learned to interact and live together was the point of the story. I really enjoyed watching their growth and interaction throughout the book.

I had not read any of the earlier books in this series and had no trouble reading Love and Lavender as a stand alone novel.

I received a complimentary copy of this book. All opinions are my own.

This was an interesting book for me. It had unique characters and challenges that I normally would not choose to read about. Josi Kilpack handled a unique situation well. I loved Duncan and Hazel’s letters back and forth, especially the math riddles. I loved Hazel’s aunt and uncle, Duncan’s conversations with the doctor, and loyal friends. This book helped me see others in a fresh light.

I struggled with this book. It felt silly and forced compared to the others in the series. The characters seemed to change their entire personalities within moments of deciding they wanted something different. It was uncomfortable and distanced the characters. I felt no attachment and eventually grew bored.

The love story was a little slow for me this time around. I happen to enjoy Josi's flow and writing, especially when she chooses unusual heroes and heroines.

This was a charming story of a marriage of convenience and unlikely love. I enjoyed it!
Many thanks to Shadow Mountain Publishing and to NetGalley for providing me with a galley in exchange for my honest opinion.

I read a lot. This should be a surprise to no one! But with so much reading, sometimes I struggle to really connect with a book. I've read several good books lately, but none that I found myself thinking about throughout the day ... until Love and Lavender came along. There's something about Duncan and Hazel, two unlikely romantic partners, that completely captured my interest!

As this is a marriage of convenience romance, there's no question about whether Duncan and Hazel will fall in love; the question is how and when it will happen, and the joy is in the journey. In this case, they become great friends first, and the feelings sneak up later. (Well, Hazel's feelings sneak up. I think Duncan fell in love fairly quickly, whether he recognized it or not.) I loved how Duncan was so truthful and matter of fact about everything and how Hazel accepted him as he was. That's not to say she wasn't uncomfortable at times; she had to decide if she could live with Duncan's peculiarities, just as Duncan had to decide if he could live with Hazel's disability.

I really appreciated reading about two people who, especially in Regency times but even today, would have difficulty finding a marriage partner. I pulled so hard for their happiness! This is definitely a slow burn romance, and it's ultimately very satisfying. I highly recommend it!

I have enjoyed this series. I especially loved reading Hazel and Duncan's story. Hazel is physically broken and has been emotionally harmed by her families treatment. Duncan thinks very literally and seems very strange in his mannerisms to most people. When a marriage of convenience get them both financial gain, it is so endearing to see the progress they make in their personal growth and as they learn to love, regardless of what other's think of them.

Josi Kilpack does it again! I love her regency romances! It is weird reading books different from her culinary series but she is a great writer!

This is a heart wrenching book about two people with disabilities: Hazel has a clubbed foot and Duncan is on the autism spectrum--learning to live together and falling in love. It took a few chapters to get me hooked, but stick with it, this is a wonderful book. Thank you Net Galley.

Ok. I adore reading romance stories with autistic heroes. They hold a special place in my heart. I thoroughly enjoyed this book and these two characters. A marriage of convenient never looked so sweet.

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You know an underrepresented group in books, especially as main characters? People with disabilities. You know who took that task on and rocked it? Josi S. Kilpack!

Despite being born gentry, Hazel, our heroine of the story, teaches advanced math at a girls school- something almost unheard of during her time. Hazel's father and brother both have squandered the family's fortune and with her painful clubbed foot she knew she could not rely on marriage as her way out. Hazel excels as a teacher and relates well to her students. I enjoyed her compassion and intellect she displays throughout the book.

Duncan is a very literal man who is also socially awkward- today he would most likely be considered "on the spectrum." He has built a comfortable life for himself surrounded by people who understand his "eccentricities." I was fascinated by Kilpack's ability to write from his point if view.

When a business contract aka marriage of convenience brings them together we get to experience a melding of two different but kind people. Hazel seems to understand Duncan in ways others cannot and Duncan finds he wants to bring comfort to Hazel in ways he has never cared to for others.

I highly recommend this sweet romance not only as an enjoyable proper romance but as a way to think about and understand the world of those with disabilities.

I received a complementary ecopy of this book from netgalley and the publisher. All thoughts are my own.

I enjoyed this novel, especially that the protagonists had their own unique challenges: one being on the spectrum, and one with a physical deformity that impacted her entire life. This was a sweet and uplifting read. A little long at times, but otherwise an enjoyable read.

Josi Kilpack has a talent and this series is one of them. Each Mayfield book gets better and better. The characters are quite wonderful and I appreciated how they both had struggles with their "disabilities". I appreciated the way their stories were told.

I maintain Kilpack is one of the strongest historical romance writers currently in the industry. I love her deep research, wonderful locations, vulnerable characters and the effortless way she presents real people with real human struggles, foibles and fallacies that echo through the ages. There is always a warmth and humour ( not to mention a beguiling romance ) and every time I crack the spine ( or turn an ebook page) of a Kilpack book, it feels like home.

Josi Kilpack is a new to me author. I enjoyed this novel, especially that some of the characters had their own unique challenges mentally and physically that impacted their entire life. This was a sweet and uplifting read. A little wordy at times but enjoyable.