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As If

A Novel

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Pub Date Jun 16 2026 | Archive Date Jul 16 2026

Farrar, Straus and Giroux | FSG Originals


Description

A slender, sly, and profoundly intelligent novel about two strangers who swap lives to find new ones: a story of aspiration, ambition, and the possibility of radical newness.

Two men meet in an apartment in London. They are strangers to one another, and yet they look remarkably alike. Lewis is grieving his dead wife; Korine is hiding from his very-much-alive one. Lewis never had children; Korine has just walked out on his. Lewis is a retired actor whose career never amounted to much beyond a bit part on a B-list sitcom; Korine has always dreamed of acting.

Slowly and then all at once, each begins to live on the other’s behalf. As Korine answers a casting call under Lewis's name, Lewis finds himself playing father to the other man’s son. Each day the strange ruse becomes truer and stranger, more entrenched. Plunged into an existential game of cat-and-mouse, pursuit and retreat, they find that acting might make it possible to, finally, live.

Isabel Waidner's As If is a wily, propulsive, and unusually wise novel about what happens when we fall out of our roles and attempt to make new ones: a tale of thwarted expectation, renewed ambition, and the possibility of escape. It is the story of two men, or maybe one: a love story and a ghost story both.

A slender, sly, and profoundly intelligent novel about two strangers who swap lives to find new ones: a story of aspiration, ambition, and the possibility of radical newness.

Two men meet in an...


A Note From the Publisher

Isabel Waidner is the author of Corey Fah Does Social Mobility, Sterling Karat Gold, We Are Made of Diamond Stuff, and Gaudy Bauble. They are the winner of the Goldsmiths Prize and cofounded the event series Queers Read This. They teach at Queen Mary University of London.

Isabel Waidner is the author of Corey Fah Does Social Mobility, Sterling Karat Gold, We Are Made of Diamond Stuff, and Gaudy Bauble. They are the winner of the Goldsmiths Prize and cofounded the...


Advance Praise

“An audacious and enchanting novel, As If explores life’s alternatives—fantasies and nightmares, encounters dreaded and desired, opportunities lost and gained—in an ingenious setting. We enter its world of doubles and mirror images with a thrill and leave with a deeper understanding of our own naked hearts.” —Yiyun Li, author of Things in Nature Merely Grow

As If holds a multiplying and expanding universe, whose characters are both wonderfully strange and wickedly human. At once twisty and delicious, beautiful and imaginative, this is a book that will surprise you in the best way possible.” —Kristen Arnett, author of Stop Me If You've Heard This One

“Every page is exhilarating.” —Deborah Levy, author of August Blue and The Position of Spoons

“A brilliant, strange and tender exploration of what it is to fail, keep failing, and fail better.” —Sarah Bernstein, author of Study for Obedience

As If is an entirely new species of fiction: a spellbindingly clever and profound romp; an urgent exploration of contemporary masculinity in love with, and at war, with itself; a story of desire, art, and redemption. Isabel Waidner is the heir to many legends—Kafka, Bosch, Monty Python, Jonathan Swift—and their new novel summons gorgeous, canny, comedic tulips from the austerity-hammered present. A total stunner.” —Jordy Rosenberg, author of Confessions of the Fox

“An audacious and enchanting novel, As If explores life’s alternatives—fantasies and nightmares, encounters dreaded and desired, opportunities lost and gained—in an ingenious setting. We enter its...


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ISBN 9780374620332
PRICE $18.00 (USD)
PAGES 192

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A marvelously droll and curious book. A bit of beckett, a but of Dostoevsky, a bit of BS Johnson. A book that never ceases to surprise. Full revirw to follow

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If I wanted to be cheeky, I’d say this is Gender Trouble without gender. Read in relation to Waidner’s earlier work, which reveled in freewheeling queerness, this marks a 180-degree turn: there’s not a queer in sight. But - and this is why Butler still matters, I think - As If remains firmly on queer ground in how it explodes cherished social roles (fatherhood, masculinity, family, the singular person), revealing them as purely performative: no substance, no essence, only repetitions and mirrorings with no origin or ground to speak of. I’m very excited to see what Waidner brings next. Their work has become essential queer reading.

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