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Pub Date Oct 13 2026 | Archive Date Sep 01 2026

Astra Publishing House | Astra House


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“Esther Yi's To God is a feral, virtuosic feat of language and form. It reads as though Beckett were reincarnated as a spiritually abject young woman, or if Grace Paley took acid in the future. In an age of stylistic homogeneity, it's a rare gift to come across a book that feels this completely and shockingly original.” —Andrew Martin, author of Down Time

From the author of the acclaimed debut novel Y/N, a daring collection of fiction about alienation, sex, and spiritual inquiry.

The cityscape of To God is in decay. There are drifters with nowhere to go and nothing to do, boxers with dreams of making it big (they won’t), artists who never get a chance to make art, women who frighten the men they love, and children who are more adult than the adults. Nothing goes right for these people—but what does going right mean anyway? After all, in the world of To God, it’s the loser who wins, the faceless who expresses, the atheist who truly believes, and the geriatric who’s reborn.

At the heart of To God is a voice, a beam of light that cuts through the entire collection to rearrange and reincarnate the world wherever it falls. Navigating the daily vicissitudes of work, love, and ideology, this voice asks: How do I know myself, and how do I know others? What does it feel like to know at all? What if I believe in nothing? Then what makes me live? Responsive to and born out of absence, this voice experiments with presence: a body, a personality, a set of relationships. Absence fuels the imagination, a kind of unbridled prayer, and this ritual becomes a stairway that the reader is invited to ascend, armed with an ever intensifying question to God, until the entire material world recedes out of view—only to reappear with greater urgency than before, openly necrotic and broken, itself a plane of mystery we can never call home, and its stakes all the more real for it.

To God illuminates the confused coordinates of contemporary life, its absurd contradictions, and our growing disconnectedness not only from each other but from our own selves. At the atomic level of language, the infrastructural level of genre play, and the cosmic level of existential threat, Esther Yi’s talent radiates.
“Esther Yi's To God is a feral, virtuosic feat of language and form. It reads as though Beckett were reincarnated as a spiritually abject young woman, or if Grace Paley took acid in the future. In an...

A Note From the Publisher

A PORTRAIT OF LATE CAPITALIST URBAN LIFE—RESONANT THEMES OF ALIENATION AND LONELINESS: TO GOD takes as its scope a single street in a contemporary urban metropolis and considers the cast of characters who inhabit it—their livelihoods, their interiority, their relationships, their ambitions, their collective unconscious. The result is a prismatic and fearlessly metaphysical portrait of alienated social life under late capitalism

MORE FROM THE ACCLAIMED AUTHOR OF Y/N: Y/N was named a Best Book of 2023 by the NYTBR, the New York Times (Critics’ Pick), the New Yorker (Essential Read), NPR, TIME, Bookshop.org, Chicago Public Library, and Ms. Magazine. Y/N was also a finalist for the 2023 Center for Fiction First Novel Prize.

AVANT-GARDE LITERARY FICTION AT ITS FINEST: Esther Yi is one of the most innovative and important literary novelists of her generation. She has written a modern classic in the spirit of such writers as Thomas Bernhard, Robert Walser, Thomas Pynchon, Samuel Beckett, and Laszlo Krasznahorkai

A PORTRAIT OF LATE CAPITALIST URBAN LIFE—RESONANT THEMES OF ALIENATION AND LONELINESS: TO GOD takes as its scope a single street in a contemporary urban metropolis and considers the cast of...


Advance Praise

“Sumptuous, precise, and full of pulsing, startling life, Yi captures with finesse . . . the very heartbeat of contemporary longing.” —Alexandra Kleeman, author of Something New Under the Sun

“Esther Yi's To God is a feral, virtuosic feat of language and form. It reads as though Beckett were reincarnated as a spiritually abject young woman, or if Grace Paley took acid in the future. In an age of stylistic homogeneity, it's a rare gift to come across a book that feels this completely and shockingly original." —Andrew Martin, author of Down Time

"Esther Yi's To God is a weird, sensual, and wonderful collection of stories. Yi is a master sentence writer; she thinks deeply about sentences at the molecular level. To God is a sonically perfect book." —Sophie Kemp, author of Paradise Logic

“Sumptuous, precise, and full of pulsing, startling life, Yi captures with finesse . . . the very heartbeat of contemporary longing.” —Alexandra Kleeman, author of Something New Under the Sun

“Esther...


Marketing Plan

MARKETING AND PUBLICITY PLANS • Pitch early excerpt to New Yorker • National media campaign including print, radio, and online coverage • Pitch for feature stories and profile of the enigmatic and important author • Limited author events • Target outreach to publications focused on literary fiction, short fiction, Asian-American authors, contemporary religion and spirituality, formally inventive prose and the craft of writing, and essential contemporary voices • Target outreach to publications and reviewers that were transfixed by Yi’s debut novel • Robust awards campaign • Bookseller and librarian outreach, including galley placement at Winter Institute and regional bookseller shows • Targeted academic campaign focused on creative writing departments • Social media and email marketing campaigns • Influencer outreach and giveaways • Preorder campaign

MARKETING AND PUBLICITY PLANS • Pitch early excerpt to New Yorker • National media campaign including print, radio, and online coverage • Pitch for feature stories and profile of the enigmatic...


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In To God, Esther Yi delivers a collection that pulses with electricity. The writing is sharp as we have grown to expect from this talented author. Here we are plunged into a decaying cityscape where alienation, spiritual hunger, and desire converge in surprising ways. If this sounds bleak, rest assured we are in capable hands. The voice is fearless, and the philosophical questions are thought-provoking. At once intimate and playful, this is a collection to be savored.

Thank you to the publisher and NetGalley for an advance e-galley; all opinions in my review are 100% my own.

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To God by Esther Yi is a gorgeous, abstract collection of stories which reflect a philosophical exploration of our modern, absurdist world. My personal favourite of the collection was Lazarus City, with poignant lines such as "it brought me unexpected joy to have been scared about being punched in the face and to be punched anyway. The fear hadn't protected me at all. This was miraculous to learn."
Yi's work is dense with meaning and beauty; her collection is one which I will be thinking about for a very long time. As someone who has not read Yi's work previously, I am eager to delve into her body of work, and will gladly read everything which she puts out in the future.

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The structure of this book was something I didn’t expect when I first started reading it. I wasn’t sure what I was getting into, but that actually made it more interesting. It felt different from most books I’ve picked up recently, and I really liked that surprise element.

I love that it’s all short stories. There’s something about a collection like this that makes it easy to get lost in each story individually. I felt very connected to one of them in particular, though I won’t name which one just in case, but it really stuck with me. The stories are good overall, and I really appreciate the mix of dark and slightly absurd vibes. That kind of storytelling really stands out compared to a lot of what’s currently out there.

Even though it’s a short story collection, it felt cohesive in its own way.

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Requested for potential inclusion for the short story review column in the next issue of Mslexia - thank you!

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This was quite different in terms of writing style than anything I have read before (and it lead me to want even more to pick up Yi’s other novel). As someone who often struggles through short story collections, I found that the interwoven elements, themes, and settings here helped it to feel more cohesive, although each had enough of their own message and unique characters to stand apart as well. There was a lot of exploration of language, labour, love, identity, and of course, religion and belief throughout the stories, and some observations on these that struck me as genuinely profound. These stories may retread topics that have been written about in many ways before but they do so with a unique voice and aren’t striving to reach a particular conclusion, so the impact never feels forced.

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Very melancholic and depressing, but not in a sad way but in a way that makes the reader reflective on their own lives. The book at first reads autobiographical, but as you read further you realise that each of the chapters/stories may or may not have different narrators. And isn't that what life is? Multiple perspectives and multiple phases come together to form the life that we live, that we exist in.

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This book is a collection of short stories which are remarkably bleak. Yi is obsessed with the insides of people. Intestines, cervixes, and manufactured apartments, tents cobbled together, and pipes that crack through skin which then needs stitching, all make an appearance. Yi also seems interested in baggage which takes on the qualities of viscera- like the intestines of the characters, backpacks stay empty, or alternatively, duffel bags seem lumpy, like flesh. The fleshy quality of these stories are like sifting through entrails as Yi pulls together and pulls apart her characters, as though for divination. I find this book hard to review. Five stars. Thank you to the publisher and NetGalley for an advance e-galley.

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Enigmatic, ambiguous, alien, deploying stark fantastical imagery in depressive-opressive liminal spaces, where you can't be sure whether the phantasmagorical is innate to the world or the depressive-obsessive narrator, or if the narrator is the world. Misanthropic, in a compassionate sort of way. Egomaniacal in a self-eviscerating sort of a way.
   Yi posseses a unique authorial voice and her stories do tickle the mind, even if they are not, strictly speaking, the most easy and straightforward to enjoy.

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